Chapter 185: Ruan Siyi vs. Joe's

?? The following year, Joe gave birth to a daughter.
???? Ruan Siyi became a father for the first time, and it took a few days for her to calm down. She named her child Ruan Chengxi.
Days continue to live day after day, because life is more embarrassing because of the extra mouth to eat.
Ruan Siyi is poor, thinking about changes, looking for work that can make money. Kung fu pays attention to someone who finds a job of copying books, although the remuneration is not high, but fortunately it is long-term.
When his daughter was two years old, Qiao proposed to leave Beijing and return to Ruan Siyi's native place in southern Shaanxi.
"Since you decided to go in that direction, you will have to go back sooner or later."
Ruan Siyi was silent, and then he began to pack up and sell the house and moved back to his hometown.
It took a month for a family of four to reach Wei County in southern Shaanxi.
In fact, the Ruan family has no one here in Yuxian County. Ruan Siyi has never been back since he was so grown up. But as Qiao's said, since you have that kind of thought, you always have to come back.
Everything needs to start from scratch.
Fortunately, the house in Beijing sold more than three hundred dollars, and I was not afraid of having no money at hand.
The house was rented. Qiao and Ruan Siyi observed it for a long time before choosing to live here. It is close to the market and quiet enough to do everything.
Qiao's steamed bun stall reopened, but Ruan Siyi's letter writing booth was not opened. Qiao's asked him to study hard and strive to be admitted to the show next year. This year's food, drink and flowers can be used for a long time to sell the house.
Yes, so they returned to their home country. The title of the Ruan family was taken away, so he was not in the queue for the imperial examination.
Ruan Siyi immersed himself in his studies. When Qiao went out to set up a stall, he would read books and occasionally help Ms. Chen bring her daughter. Looking at Qiao's close, he went to pick her up.
The following year, Ruan Siyi entered the examination room with confidence, but failed to take the exam.
After the results came down, Ruan Siyi was decadent.
Before the age of eighteen, he was a good young man in the mouth of his husband. His poems and songs were not bad. Afterwards, he was discouraged and left behind many years of learning, but now he seems to be unable to pick it up.
He didn't want to take another exam and was going to continue to set up a family to support his family, but Qiao's scolded him and said, "Is it true that your ten-year dream can finally be placed in front of you one day, but have you admitted it?
Yeah, that was a long, long time ago, what he longed for the most in his heart. This longing had been there since he started to take a pen, but he was suffering from the limitation of his identity and could only press on it.
Yeah, how can he admit it?
He can abandon / decent and face, abandon the honor of more than two decades, and become a desolate scholar. All his self-esteem was lost, so why can't he lose?
But it's just starting again! In the past few years, Ruan Siye, who was the old one, has been crushed to pieces, he can piece together a little bit, and now he is afraid to start again!
One or two years, the third year Ruan Siyi finally passed the show.
Participated in the township test the following year and fell into the first place.
At this time, Ruan Siyi has been able to calmly face the failure, and his mind has been sharpened by the world. He found a private school, while serving as a teacher to teach others, in his spare time to help Qiao Shi take care of the bun stall.
In these three years, Qiao's pregnant again, gave birth to a son, named Ruan Zhiyuan.
After three years of accumulation, Ruan Siyi came off the court again, and this time he won the Xie Yuan of the rural examination.
The whole of Shaanxi was shaken, but Ruan Siyi quietly returned to Beijing with his wife and children.
After seven years, he returned to the familiar and strange capital again.
Ruan Siyi bought a house in the slum where he once lived. Although it was not the one that was sold, it was very close to it. Many neighborhoods do n’t know the people who moved here. Only the old neighborhoods remember the scholar who was on the street and the bunny lady sitting next to the scholar.
No one knows that the scholar at that time is not the scholar at that time, but Xuan Yuan Ruan Siyi who caused a sensation in southern Shaanxi in this autumn.
South Shaanxi is too far away from the capital. Xie Yuan is too small to drop a few officials in this capital.
The capital city began to be lively, and more and more people gathered together to gather in Beijing, preparing to enter the ranks of the emperor's disciples in the next spring.
At the same time, Ruan Siyi ran to the street again. Qiao's bun stall was not opened again. She had to take two children, and she really had no spare time.
In the spring of February of Jingtai fourteen, Chun Wei started the test as scheduled.
Ruan Siyi entered the college on the ninth day and was discharged from the hospital on the evening of the 17th. Qiao's had already hired a carriage to wait in front of the entrance of the examination room. Ruan Siyi got on the carriage and plunged to the side, and Qiao's tears were distressed.
Ruan Siyi slept for three days and three nights before waking up. Nine consecutive days of high-density exams exhausted his physical strength and energy. After that, he waited for the list day.
In the second half of February, Ruan Siyi won the twelfth place of the tribute.
In the fifteenth temple test in March, in the Chongzheng Hall, His Majesty the Emperor Daxi, King Emperor, sat on the seat of the central hall.
For the emperor Jingxi, the emperor of Daxi, the tributaries were admired for a long time. At this time, when he saw Jingdi sitting in the hall, he personally presided over the hall test.
Can you become a disciple of the emperor?
Contrary to everyone, Ruan Siyi has a complicated mood.
The man on the dragon chair destroyed his home with one hand, but now he is taking part in the hall test under his auspices.
Time is also destined, but he can't hate this person, because he can grow into the present and the present, so why is it not because of this person's credit. And the scourge of the Hou Mansion that day, was it not made by man himself!
Pressing the mood, writing anxiously, the fourteen years of hard work can only see this!
After the temple test, the next day the papers were read and the list was released again.
This time, Ruan Siyi once again moved the capital, and was hand-picked by Emperor Daxi as the No. 1 champion.
After crossing Mayou Street, there was a convention of spreading the rumor, and Ruan Siyi was in the limelight for a while.
No one seems to recall that this man was the second-in-law son of the Jinyang Hou family. Even his compatriot Ruan Siming had watched on the same day on the cross-Mayou Street, but he was not able to take the new champion of the two temples white. To connect with his brother who could n’t help the wall and did n’t know where to go earlier.
Someone once asked whether Zhuang Yuanlang married.
The No. 1 champion replied that he had a clumsy family and had been married for more than 20 years.
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No one knows that when Ruan Siyi participated in the conference, a woman wept silently against the clear sky and couldn't help murmuring: "Dad, I won the bet, it took fourteen years, I spent fourteen years ..."
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The champion is only a moment in the scenery, and then it will be silent. Ruan Siyi was granted the right to write for the Hanlin Academy. He would stay for three years, and then do other work after the three-year period.
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These three years have been very peaceful. Ruan Siyi travels between his home and the Hanlin Academy daily.
During this period, Ruan Siyi met with his father-in-law, Qiao Shangshu, but the two were deaf, as if there was no such relationship.
During this period, Qiao's tossed between her natal family and her husband's family. In the end, she secretly dragged someone to send a letter to her maiden family. The letter only said one sentence, forgiving her daughter for being filial!
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Three years later, Ruan Siyi was sent to Suzhou as the prefect.
The night before leaving Beijing.
In the darkness, Ruan Siyi looked at the Qiao family who had been turning around for a few days, and said: "I have to leave again, don't you go back to your family?"
"I……"
Ruan Siyi reached out and patted her, whispering: "Go tomorrow morning, don't worry about me."
"Xiang Gong ..."
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Before dawn the next day, Qiao's car drove the Shangshu Mansion, and Qiao Shangshu and his wife cried in a hug while holding their daughter.
Mrs. Qiao couldn't stop scolding: "... you have no conscience, you won't return home for more than ten years ..." After scolding, she said distressedly: "... my daughter suffered ..."
Crying, the three sat down and talked. Following Qiao's remarks, Mrs. Qiao continued to wipe tears, and Qiao Shangshu couldn't stop sighing. Until the end, Qiao Shangshu said: "After all, Kung Fu will not bear the heart, he can have a good future, and you will not suffer in the future.
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It wasn't until noon that Joe's hurried away by car. Instead of going back home, I went straight to the Beijing suburban terminal.
There is an official ship waiting at the dock.
After Joe's boarding, the ship anchored and sailed.
Ruan Siyi and Qiao Shi stood at the stern of the ship, looking at the magnificent city far away.
Qiao Shi wiped his tears, "I am really unfilial ..."
Ruan Siyi took her into his arms and sighed: "When we come back again, we will visit our father-in-law."
"Xiang Gong ..."
Ruan Siyi comforted her and patted her without speaking.
"Actually ..." Joe took a deep breath. "Actually, I have a secret. I have never told you ..."
Ruan Siyi looked at her deeply and said, "I know."
"You know?" Qiao's eyes widened and he couldn't believe it.
Ruan Siyi nodded.
In fact, how could it not be known? Maybe it was just the authorities who were obsessed with it at the time, but then slowly I wanted to understand. It ’s just that she ca n’t forget that she appeared in front of him when he was the most helpless. He could n’t forget her sullen face when he felt that he was on the verge of death. Face, I ca n’t forget that when she was in the most difficult time, she had to take the delicious soup to him and only drink the soup. She could not forget that she worked hard to sell the buns and saved a few months to buy him a book ...
So, what can be done even if there is deception, what kind of deception can be achieved like this? If so many are deceived, then he is deceived as sweet!
"... Actually, I hated you very much at that time. I wish I could see you out of luck, so that I can be happier ... I told myself at the time that I must retaliate against you, make you lose everything, make you like me, and then I will abandon you and make you suffer ... but I regret it at last ... "
From that day she quietly followed him for the first time on the street, seeing him embarrassed, watching him depressed, watching him trying to support ... she regretted it!
She only found out that he was the culprit in her life after all, he was embarrassed, she was distressed, he was frustrated, and she burst into tears ... She already loved him to the bone, unbearable, unable to drop, uncut, unforgettable ...
In fact, the Qiao family is willing to help his daughter and son-in-law, even if Qiao Shangshu is not willing to accept this son-in-law who has never been good to his daughter, after all, it is his daughter who suffers and suffers. It was Joe's efforts to stop it, telling his parents that if he was a piece of mud, he would make him rotten into the mud. Give her three years, if he is a mess, she will go home with Lili ...
In fact, she lied to everyone. She went away for revenge, but she was defeated from the beginning ...
She obviously had money, but forced him to nowhere. They clearly had a good life, but she deliberately forced him into embarrassment ...
Mrs. Joe stuffed the silver ticket for Qiao's. Qiao's hesitated to take it out countless times, and finally pressed it at the bottom of the box. Until now, he has never touched it.
In recent years, Qiao's watched Ruan Siyi's little changes and transformations, enjoying the love of her husband and wife. At the same time, she was guilty ...
I'm afraid to say it, all these beautiful things have become dreams!
Qiao's said one by one, saying all the nightmares that had been entangled with him for years, including his own mental journey.
She burst into tears and couldn't cry.
I don't know when, Ruan Siyi is also wet.
He held Qiao Shi in his arms and held it tightly.
"I have always wanted to say sorry to you, but I always feel that this sentence is too shallow. Now, I solemnly say to you, sorry. If I can come back, I will not be like that."
Qiao's crying and laughing, said: "It does not matter."
It doesn't matter, saying all the sweetness and bitterness of Joe's heart, including the resentment of the day, including the relief afterwards, including the fate of the future. If today and today must be replaced by the previous ones, she is willing.
After all, at the beginning of the marriage, he was wrong, she might be wrong. Afterwards, the two went farther apart, and she made even more mistakes ...
After all, she used her efforts to get a real husband. In the past ten years, Qiao Shi understood something that had never been enlightened before.
At this time, she won, the real win, she won the sky, won the fate of fate!
The future continues, happiness is here ...

The author has something to say: ps: It's finally over, I can't tell what is in my heart, sweet and bitter, we will see you in "Hui Fei Shang Shang"