Chapter 86: Irreparable

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Tian Mi Mi ... The two girls who passed by Tian Xing Fitness held their hands and turned their heads in surprise. They looked at him strangely, then looked at each other, and suddenly burst into a burst of uncontrollable laughter. It seemed that it was not polite. One of them The bit blushed and pulled the companion and ran.
There is also a middle-aged man in a trench coat carrying a briefcase, holding a drink in his hand and drinking while walking. Hearing the sound, Tian Xingjian next to him cried, coughing, blushing and smearing with a smile. Drinks spilled on his body while leaving quickly.
Tian Xingjian, who was called to Xiaoming, barely confessed himself. He stood at the street and walked between a blunt and fat man. He was called Tian Mimi, and he had no place to rest.
An Lei also felt that she was yelling too loudly, biting her lip and turning her head, looking at the eyes of the pedestrians around her, her face flushed with shame, she took Tian Xingjian's hand and pulled him into the corner of the intersection. Coffee shop.
The cafe in the morning was very clean, and the two chose a seat near the street window in front of the street.
The waitress came over with the beverage list and politely owed to him: "Excuse me, what drinks do you need?"
"I want a glass of watermelon juice, she wants ..." The fat man suddenly hesitated without thinking, and his voice became a little small, unsurely: "... orange juice ...?"
In the eyes of the waitress inquiring, An Lei nodded quietly, she looked at Tian Xingjian, suddenly red eyes, gently bit her lips and turned her head.
It was relatively speechless for a while.
The giant light-screen TV on the building across the street is broadcasting the ceremony of the Federation to greet Russell. The Russell in the picture has put on the uniform of the Federal Admiral, and he has surrendered from a hostile country and immediately transformed into another country. Admiral, such examples are rare.
President Hamilton delivered his speech. Rather than welcoming Russell, the speech was a slogan for counterattack against the Gacharin Empire.
The two watched the TV quietly. They were both absent-minded. What was in their minds was the scene when they were holding the watermelon juice and the orange juice, holding hands and looking at each other with a smile.
After many years, does she still like to drink orange juice?
After many years, he still remembers what I like to drink!
The waitress quickly brought the drink up. The two turned around, and when they saw each other, they were both a little flustered, and turned their heads to look at the waitress and said, "Thank you."
The waiter was taken aback by the eyes of the two, so sincerely thanked this for the first time since his career, and was flattered and shook his hand repeatedly: "No thanks, no thanks, please use it slowly."
Seeing the fat guys on the opposite side preparing to turn their heads to watch the escape of TV, An Lei, with red eyes, didn't want to be silent anymore.
"Tell me, why are you a soldier?"
This is An Lei's first question. She was forced to collapse by this question. She wanted to know the answer. This boy who is never suitable for becoming a soldier in her heart, why did you choose this path.
Tian Xingjian was somewhat at a loss, his eyes were collected, and he looked at the watermelon juice in front of him, and he was a little pretentious: "I do n’t know, after graduation, I seem to have no goal, subconsciously told me that maybe being a soldier can make me Find what I lost. "
Looking at An Lei, Tian Xingjian silently added in his heart: "Maybe, this will be closer to you."
With tears twirling in An Lei's eyes, she gently asked: "Bringing back more than 200 federal soldiers, how did you do it?"
Tian Xingjian smiled bitterly: "You know I'm a coward. Fear, sometimes it's a kind of power ... I just try my best to escape ..."
An Lei's tears were almost unbearable. There was a tingle in her heart. Tian Xingjian said it simply, but An Lei knew how hard he had to endure the moment he stepped on the battlefield, growing into a federation Before the hero, how much suffering he has to experience.
An Lei looked up at the sky outside the window with her head turned sideways, trying to take back her distressed tears: "You know you are a coward, why are you so stupid, why do you want to participate in this war that is incompatible with you?"
Tian Xingjian did not look at An Lei. He quietly looked at the flow of people outside the window. His voice was a little bit hard and a little tired: "I ca n’t escape. In this vortex, no one can be alone. If the war spreads to the capital, I will not escape. Drop. So ... at least I am closer to what I have lost. "
An Lei looked at the clouds in the sky faintly, and she was gratified and miserable in her heart.
She knew what he had lost. The boy who was once was no longer a child who turned and ran away when he met danger. He had grown into a man. A coward was still forced into war, but he found courage. Most people are brave men.
Sadly, this man has made a mistake in the past ten years. He never knows what he has lost.
The two were silent for a long time.
An Lei finally made up her mind that she wanted to tell this person ... everything.
Tears twirled again in An Leidi's eyes, her voice seemed to be in the distant clouds: "You are a fool, you haven't lost, you never did! Ten years ago, I wasn't hurt, it wasn't that I left you Reason. My dad has always regarded you as his biological son, he said, let you experience everything that should happen. "
"That day, he scolded you and drove you away! You should know how distressed he is. Several times, he went to see you, standing far away looking at you ... Mom advised him, he was shy, he did not want to call You go home."
The past scenes passed by An Lei's mind, her voice was already crying, it was an indescribable grievance.
"You didn't go back until he died! I hate you, I hate him, and I hate both of you!" An Lei's tears finally fell, and she suddenly stood up and grabbed the handbag and ran out of coffee.
Tian Xingjian stared blankly at the window, watching An Lei's flying car leave, his brain responded a little: "An Da ... passed away ..."
The kind and severe middle-aged man, the one who has been with him since the death of his parents, the middle-aged fat man who plays with two children, often tired and panting, and the closest People ... have passed away?
A sadness rushed straight into the nasal cavity.
Tian Xingjian cried. In the coffee shop where there were more and more guests, he burst into tears. He had already regarded the man as his father. He had never looked back, and he never dared to face the man ’s eyes that hated the iron, why ... Why did he leave so quietly ...
In the end he is a coward, a coward who can never save his mistakes! Tian Xingjian was crying, and there was a wounded cry in his voice.
Before the kindly middle-aged man was in the spirit of heaven, he had no place to let himself go!
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