Chapter 43: Start reading

Wei Qian thought that when he got his college diploma, he would be so sleepy and excited to get his dream. However, the reality is that his life was really terrible. Even after a full year, he remembered that he couldn't even attend the graduation ceremony.
He thought he was crawling, but before he knew it, he had already stood up and ran.
Lao Xiong, they used to have a company before, but they all seemed very childish and hired a lot of temporary workers. Most of the time, it was a few of them who worked on their own. One named XX foreign trade company.
They have also accumulated a number of messy industries and a number of more messy contacts in guerrillas.
And just after Wei Qian completed their first project involving large-scale capital, the old bears finally sat down, rented a first-floor office building in the city center, elaborated the articles of incorporation, and revised several drafts. Then, a formal company was formed, and a tea company and a foreign trade company like those cottage leather bag companies were renamed to unify the brand and form a group.
The earliest members were actually Lao Xiong, San Fat, and Wei Qian. Later, with their expansion, they recruited many people one after another. The whole company was like an inflated balloon, and began to have complicated internal organs.
Wei Qian's state of their elder brother also gradually changed from "like a dead dog" to "looking bright and actually tired like a dead dog."
船 The ship began to test sailing offshore.
In the second year, the old bears successively worked on two or three short and trivial small projects. They are no longer invisible shareholders, and they walked from behind the scenes to the front.
The old ambition of the old bear is also expanding day by day. He seems to have faintly seen the coming golden age.
This is Yu Gong and Yu Private. Wei Qian's decision to bring Wei Zhiyuan back is not for fun. He has always said he can do it. As long as he makes up his mind, he will act immediately.
After much inquiry, Wei Qian privately contacted a psychological institution that looked very formal. Soon after he made an appointment, he ran over wearing large sunglasses that covered his face. The baby was sneaky.
In the end, the white coat like a smiling tiger collected the consultation fee and told him gently: "Although homosexuality has not been recognized by law, it has been removed from sexual perversion in the past two years in China. What you said This situation may be just a certain tendency of the teenager during the growth and development process, which may gradually disappear as his body and mind matures. Of course, it may also be that he is a true homosexual, and the cause may be very complicated We will discuss later, but the psychological pressure it brings to young people is very great. Family members need to be treated more scientifically. Don't overreact. You need to slowly guide them. "
Wei Qian listened to such professional words, and immediately held a glimmer of hope: "After the grooming is finished? Can I come back?"
The white coat smiled faintly, saying in a tone of universal sentient beings: "Through patient counseling, children can build up enough self-confidence, face their differences from others, and finally find a way of happiness that belongs to them."
Wei Qian looked at the counselor and looked at the ashtray at the corner of the table, thinking carefully, what would happen if an ashtray was opened for the boy.
After this experience, Wei Qian thinks that these psychological consultants are purely half-dead and unreliable at all. He got this so-called "scientific" reply and still refused to give up. He found a calendar for a beautiful lady within a few days Got it on the living room wall.
Wei Qian is a man who is really worried. In the traditional sense, the Oriental beauty can not see it himself, so he entrusted the three fat to search.
If the three fats are reliable, the sow can go up the tree.
He didn't know where to get a set of calendars. Inside was a blond, big-breasted girl with bare tops, all bare-chested and bare-chested, all with big eyes and eyelids carved out of a mold, with a bright smile on China. The people congratulate on getting rich, and they can blind people's eyes.
Wei Qian hung this picture in the living room, perfectly destroying the literary and artistic home atmosphere created by Xiong Xunzi, and immediately pulled the taste to the level of the urban-rural junction. The entire home began to be filled with a "donkey meat fire shop opened" "Festival" scent of "Daji".
Wei Qian tried to awaken Wei Zhiyuan's interest in women with a basic sensuality. As a result, Wei Zhiyuan hadn't had time to express her opinion. Granny Song quit first. She was so angry with Dan Tian's throat, "Oh my mother, how are these women? I ran out wearing a trouser? Who hangs it? What? Your brother? I think your brother is full and he will go back to live! It ’s so outrageous that you can take it off! "
When Wei Qian was not at home, they took off the calendar, and Song Xiaobao quickly took the opportunity to carry private goods and hung the newly popular Japanese and Korean male stars.
Wei Qian came home at night and pushed the door. He was seeing Wei Zhiyuan standing at the root of the wall, looking at the group of small white faces on the wall, and his elder brother was outraged.
He strode over and asked, "Is it good-looking?"
Wei Weiyuan turned his head with an unclear smile, and gave him a deep look: "Generally, I've seen better."
Wei Qian was so embarrassed by the amount of information in his remarks that he immediately rolled up the little white faces hung by Xiaobao and rolled it away. At the same time, he decided to investigate who Wei Zhiyuan usually interacts with, what is called " Have you seen better? "
Where did the fox spirits lead the teenager to learn bad?
I was also a male fox.
蛋 What a painful term.
Finally, the New Year's calendar hangs "Spring and Autumn" in line with Song's old lady's aesthetics.
Alas ... still full of earthy pastoral style.
Both attempts were declared disease-free and Wei Qian stopped for a while. Later, he did not know from any irresponsible research report that some men were caused by the lack of fatherly love and interaction with their father.
Wei Qian couldn't make Wei Dayuan a dad out of nowhere, so he had to bite his head.
I waited until after the spring blossoms, and during the weekend, Wei Qian squeezed out a day and decided to take Wei Zhiyuan to do some leisure sports that belong to men-fishing.
It was not easy for Wei Qian to squeeze out a whole day. He had a rather frustrated life during that period of time. He was overworked every day. There was no concept of overtime or overtime. From the morning when he opened his eyes to the night when he closed his eyes, he continued to rotate .
He vaguely returned to the time when one eye started to figure out how to spend the whole day.
The day before he left, Wei Zhiyuan finally checked what he was going to bring before going to bed.
He belongs to the kind of person who never needs an alarm clock. He usually gets up on time with the biological clock. If he needs to get up early the next day, he will wake up spontaneously early, and his body seems to be fitted. Clockwork.
Of course, this specialty also has disadvantages, that is, if he remembers that he needs to get up early the next day, he will easily fall asleep.
Wei Weiyuan woke up once at three o'clock, then lay down and started dreaming.
His dreams were fragmented and there was almost no complete plot. He dreamed that he passed by many places, sometimes a galloping train, sometimes a dirty corner, sometimes a narrow room. There was a place in all places. The lids were dark and dull, and the colors were dull and dull.
Wei Zhiyuan moved uncomfortably on the bed, but did not wake up, there was no monster in his dream that suddenly came to frighten him, and there was no cliff that fell suddenly, and he seemed to be trapped in such a long and real nightmare, I'm not excited or afraid, I just feel extreme depression and take it as numb as I am.
In his dream, he was full of all kinds of eyes all around, all the people passing by him were all blurred, and those people's flat faces had exactly one pair of eyes, the eyes of each pair of eyes It was sinisterly betting on him.
The little bugs whose eyes are like sesame seeds are not fatal, but they crawl slowly over him for an instant, bringing an indescribable sense of shudder.
All the voices disappeared, all the touch was false and untrue, and wherever he looked, there were only those with bad intentions, and Wei Zhiyuan finally started to run.
He woke himself up.
Wei Weiyuan sat up sweatily from the bed and pressed the bedside lamp-4.45 am.
He paused, rested his elbows on his thighs, drew a sweat from his face, and sat there breathing calmly.
The chest seems to be blocked with a ball of cotton, and it is difficult to breathe. Wei Zhiyuan can't lie down anymore and gets up to wash.
He saw his current appearance in the mirror, tall and handsome, his shoulders grown in advance like wings spread, and he was full of vivid power when he acted.
I probably didn't wake up from the nightmare, Wei Zhiyuan suddenly remembered a long time ago.
At that time, he was ... six years old? At the age of seven, anyway, he is still wandering aimlessly. There seems to be a wall between the civilized society and him, transparent and inaccessible, but he is clearly and clearly refused to enter.
One day, he was resting on the street corner, and saw a man coming out of a small restaurant with two boxes of food. The disposable lunch box was probably a bit weak. The man walked a few steps, and the lunch box underneath leaked. He was burnt. Let go, the whole box of food knocked over the floor.
人 This person scolded the person who turned around and went to the restaurant to theorize that the smell of food was everywhere, and the seductive smell of vegetables seemed like a deadly attractive poppy to hungry children.
Xi Weizhiyuan couldn't help it, finally summoned his courage and walked silently.
He squatted on the ground, grabbing and eating with his hands secretly. The man who was quarreling found him and was taken aback by surprise. His expression was vividly glaring, his hair was upright, as if he saw a gutter Mice, hate and hate.
Immediately, the man shouted and shouted, as if Wei Zhiyuan was not picking up the food that he had fallen, but staining his appetite.
"It's disgusting!" Wei Zhiyuan remembered the man saying that, and then he was kicked without mercy, and the hot vegetable soup splashed on the child's delicate skin, scalding the inside of his wrist, To this day, there is still a scar that is almost invisible there.
This is the invisible wall-he is not considered a human at all.
Pity him, pity him like a poor kitten and puppies, dislike him as dirty, hate like seeing wild cats and wild dogs, and treat him with dislike, like those who are thinking about eating cat and dog meat Estimated that he weighed a few pounds or two.
They may think that he is a little fool, or that his spirit is not normal. No one will think that he is normal or even supernormal. No one even knows that he has human emotions.
All the evil intentions are engraved on the surface of the earth frankly, and lie across the front of Wei Zhiyuan word by word, growing into his own viciousness from the inside.
It is difficult to defeat and defeat.
Wei Zhiyuan thought that he had forgotten, but the memory at the bottom of these boxes always appeared at an inappropriate time. There was a small projection room in his mind, and some old films would sometimes be put in his eyes, just like yesterday.
But this is not really yesterday, after all.
Wei Weiyuan stared at the scar on his wrist indifferently for a few seconds.
Until now, he still hates the unwarranted gaze of others, but no longer fears those eyes, he still knows that he is morbidly pursuing power, but what about it?
The young boy thought that one day he would have the power to settle the world. At that time, no one could stop him. He even dreamed arrogantly to be powerful enough to influence the rules of the world.
At this moment, another person suddenly flashed in front of Wei Zhiyuan's eyes, and he seemed to be stunned, as if he saw the unknown and abnormal face that he had led to the cold store step by step. Legend has it that the human brain automatically covers unpleasant memories, but Wei Zhiyuan's brain is like an indifferent hard disk, never letting him forget anything.
What did you suddenly want him to do? It's dead.
Wei Weiyuan laughed with a ridicule, turned around and walked out of the bathroom. As soon as he came out, he almost hit Wei Qian.
Wei Qian's footsteps were almost stingy. The two of them agreed to get up at five in the morning and set off. As a result, when Wei Qian returned home the night before, it was already two thirty in the middle of the night. No, it's estimated that it's hard to close your eyes after waiting, at least after three o'clock.
Wei Qian felt that as soon as he entered deep sleep, the sound of the alarm clock rudely penetrated into his mind, and wiped out his delicate sleep in one fell swoop.
It took him almost perseverance to get out of bed.
Wei Zhiyuan looked at his brother like a tumbler. He shook left and right for a while, and accidentally hit the wall. Wei Qian almost slid down the wall and slept on the root of the wall.
Wei Weiyuan grabbed his shoulders and helped him, asking softly, "Would you like to sleep again? Don't go today?"
Wei Qian waved his hand silently, struggling and went into the bathroom.
Wei Qian didn't return to his mind until he was stimulated by the cold water. None of his cells was clamoring for wanting to go out and want to sleep, but he was still suppressed collectively.
Wei Qian said to him, boy, I'm too old for you.
The fishing place is usually in the suburbs. It takes almost two hours to drive there. Wei Qiangang just got a driver's license and bought a low-end family car to drive normally. He has a little money these years, but he still doesn't spend much on himself. It is not that he is calm, not vain, and sage-like.
But he is not rich enough to make himself feel secure.
多少 How much money can I feel safe?
Wei Qian said it was not good, but he was thinking, with his low cultivation and shallow ideological state, one day, he might be able to do extravagant things like "drink a bowl and a bowl".
Poverty has been engraved on his genes, which directly affects the synthesis of every protein molecule in his body.
Wei Zhiyuan, who was on the side, didn't know if he didn't wake up or what, he always supported his chin and looked out the window without making a noise.
Wei Zhiyuan has never fished, and Wei Qian was still a child—when his stepfather and mother-in-law were still alive, the three fat father took them to play once.
At that time, his father was young and he was carved in a mold with the current three fat. It was also a good temper and a smooth mouth carved out of the mold. With three tall, thin and thin boys, the boys walked along. While making trouble, the three fat dads didn't care, but only occasionally made too much trouble, and then turned back to maintain order to prevent them from falling into the river.
While sitting and waiting for the fish to hook up, the three fat dads and the two fat two people, you say that I hurt the three fat moms behind my back, just like two turn-up serfs who sang the oppressive class together Master Guan.
Fishing, sometimes more like a "tea party for gentlemen", they can come together to discuss women unbridledly, complain about life and always be troublesome at home.
The two arrived very early. Someone already had a fishing rod. They found a small pavilion with water and sunshade on the water's edge.
Wei Qian used his thin experience to teach Wei Zhiyuan how to hang bait on fish hooks, how to see fish float, and how to shake fish hooks.
Wei Weiyuan had a desire to play tricks and deliberately appeared clumsy. His brother had to pick up an earthworm and put his hand on the fishhook.
On the dying and unsightly earthworm, the sweetness that fell between the fingers was pinned down, and Wei Zhiyuan took the time to enjoy it.
The catfish floated quietly on the water surface, and the sun had not completely risen yet. Wei Qian remembered what three fat his dad squatted at the waterside and said to them, so he learned to Wei Zhiyuan: "The joy of fishing lies in the process of expectation."
Wei Weiyuan tilted his head and looked at him: "I have been looking forward to it for a long time, and I ca n’t catch one? Bai is looking forward to it, isn't he disappointed?"
哽 Wei Qian stunned for a moment, but no one asked such a sharp question at that time.
He moved his brain that was rusted because of lack of sleep. Eventually, he couldn't come up with a word that was more educational. He had to tell the truth frankly: "That is also very depressing, but it is unlikely. It ’s a fee. If the boss is not so kind in doing business, he ca n’t even catch one, and no one will come.

After he finished speaking, Wei Qian stretched his back and leaned on a stone pillar: "But if you really find nothing, you should appreciate the lake and mountains."
It was getting dark, and after a while, it even started to rain. They were sitting in the gazebo, and they were not afraid of being caught by the rain. They took the small wind of water vapor to roll over the lake. Wei Zhiyuan looked at Wei Qian's open eyes beside him. Closing little by little, the last hand rested on the fishing rod on the stand, and fell asleep like this.
The sound of rustling rain gradually connected into a line, the water surface of the fish pond was disturbed, and there was a farmland farther away, connected to the vast wilderness.
The rain curtain gradually covered his eyes, and the lake and mountains blurred together.
Wei Zhiyuan retracted his eyes long ago and looked at Wei Qian's quiet sleeping face intently.
After a moment, he carefully reached out his hand and touched Wei Qian's hair. Wei Qian did not respond, and he really fell asleep.
Wei Zhiyuan lowered his head, raised two fingers, put it lightly on his mouth, kissed reverently, then extended his arm, and swiped those on Wei Qian's lips as if indifferently.
终于 His face finally drew haze, showing a little childish smile.
Wei Weiyuan stretched his legs straight, and the dark darkness that had been trapped in his heart since the morning seemed to have been briefly soothed and fell down obediently.
At this moment, he felt "the joy of expectation" and also saw the true "lake and mountains".
Wei Qian was suddenly sunk by the fishing rod in his hand, and his tail was tilted up and hit his arm to wake him up. He quickly grabbed the tail of the fishing rod, his wrist shook hard, stood up, and took the fishing line in circles. A big fish with a weight of about two pounds was dragged ashore when sinking and floating.
谦 Wei Qian turned to Wei Zhiyuan and said, "Give me the fish basket, where is the fish basket?"
Wei Zhiyuan bent down and scooped out the fish basket inserted in the mud on the shore. After catching it, the fish was removed with the hook and dropped into the fish basket. After restless movements, Wei Zhiyuan soaked the fish basket back into the water While inside, its tail fluttered a series of drops of water.
Wei Qian was sober, and he was in a very good mood. He dreamed of the fish and was awakened by the fish again, which is a good sign.
However, just before he sat back and had no time to summarize his staged victory, Wei Zhiyuan spoke.
He said quietly in the sound of rain in Lili Li, "Brother, I like men, do you actually know?"