Chapter 49: Start reading

Later, Wei Qian recalled that at that moment—the moment when the old bear spotted him in public to whip the corpse, he really only had one question and two choices in his mind: was it a good idea to cut off the goods with Xiong handsome? Or is it best to go with him?
But he soon did n’t have time to think about such a philosophical issue. The old bear took a step back and pulled the chair back: "If you agree, then you sit over. Now, I do n’t participate in any decision-making. You Having said that, in the end, it is death or alive. I will take responsibility. If you do not agree, we will continue to follow the plan and I will wait for the corpse. "
谦 Wei Qian, who was "added by a yellow robe," looked at him, his eyes changed from a thousand words into a sentence: Why don't you die?
Lao Xiong's eyes fell on Wei Qian, and then he avoided Wei Qian's eyes.
So far, all review and remorse has ended.
He knows that this is a shameful thing. The old bear is holding the nameplate on the conference table in his hand, but he knows like a mirror in his heart. This is what he can do, and he exits with dignity.
He could see clearly, when Wei Qian was named suddenly, his eyes were flustered at that moment.
Mistakes, unbelievable and dazed flashed alternately, and finally fell on the anger that came back to God.
But the old bear knew that he would definitely come over.
Wei Qian is such a person who does not see the coffin and does not cry. It has nothing to do with his age and experience. He has become accustomed to the days of no escape behind him. Even if the end of the world one day, all the birds and beasts will be scattered. The slow one.
Only such a person can afford the backbone of a company or even an enterprise.
After a short while, Wei Qian did, as he expected, lowered his clothes, and stood up and walked over.
The old bear handed him the brand name, Wei Qian hesitated a moment, then picked it up, the chairman and secretary were well trained, and had not had time to respond to this situation, so he first changed the glass of water and placed it in Wei Before Qian.
The water cup was placed on the table for a long while, and the water surface was still shaking, I don't know if the girl with water in the water kept swaying.
The wooden chair will become cold when no one is sitting. Wei Qian feels the violent wind and waves that rush towards the helm person from this cold, which makes him feel breathless.
I was here, except for a few young people who had just joined the work for a long time, most of them were older than him, and they all looked at him without a word. In this world, everyone will pick other people's thorns. Even in the most detailed places, some people can find a variety of reasons, and they seem to be very insightful to criticize one or two.
But when most people actually sit in this position, they will be overwhelmed by this extreme, fear-exposed fear.
It may seem amazing to say that, anyway, at the moment when Wei Qian took the old bear's chair, his heart was like everyone else, and many of the grievances against the old bear disappeared.
"Why didn't I stop him?" Wei Qian asked himself, "Is it out of sympathy for Chen Lu?"
No one will allow the old bear to play a game of trusting emotions with hundreds of millions of dollars. The last reason they remained silent was that no one, including himself, saw this at the beginning of the decision. Project risk points. No one had anticipated that small hillside early, and was divided up into an excess villa market within a few months. No one saw in the colorful project proposal that it did not have an accurate and actual customer group.
The market is unpredictable, and the end of all winds and sun rays may be a sloppy face. The Titanic crashed into the iceberg. Every day, there are countless large and small ships disappearing and sinking in it.
这样 Such sins are not so easily felt by ordinary employees and even the management, because they are all in the eyes of those at the helm.
Now, in his eyes.
Wei Qian did not deliver any inaugural speech. He just took a cup of water and took a sip, moistened his throat, and said briefly: "Not to mention anything else, first ask General Xiong to talk about the sales of the project department, and then the budget department and the investment The ministry announced the funding gap. After listening, you can leave the meeting in advance if you want to leave, and go back to submit the resignation application to the personnel department in time. If you want to stick to it, we will discuss the next stage of work-Lao Xiong, starting from you. Come on. "
However, the fact is that although he said so, no one left early and the job was not easy to find. As long as the salary was paid for one day, the employees would not resign voluntarily. As for the managers ... if there was a person who had "exited early Such a determination and insight, maybe they will not come to this step.
The longest meeting is over, Wei Qian and Lao Xiong are the last ones.
Wei Qian stood up and stood in front of the old bear, and the old bear closed his eyes.
"What are you doing with your eyes closed?" Wei Qian said angrily, "You don't think you have grown like this bear, and I have the appetite to kiss it?"
Old bear whispered, "I thought you would hit me."
谦 Wei Qian glanced around: "Here? That won't work, at least I'll wait for work, wait for you to go to a place where no one is, and give you a sack before you hit."
The old bear laughed lowly, "It's a hooligan."
Then he leaned heavily on the back of the chair, tilted his head back, and looked at the ceiling above him.
After a while, the old bear slanged and said, "I am sometimes weird, what am I still doing here? Shouldn't I take Chen Luyuan to fly high, travel the world, or wait with her quietly for the last moment? ? "
Wei Qian sat quietly next to the old bear, in front of them were the empty conference room except for them, the translucent cold stone-faced long table, the shadow of his own strangeness was reflected on the surface, and it seemed as if it was the beginning of some mysterious fable. .
"But I clearly know that at this point, I do n’t want to see her more when I meet each other. I can dream of myself dying for her in the middle of the night, but I do n’t dare to turn my head to look at her face, you Say I'm sick? "The old bear's stubble was exposed on his chin, looking up at Wei Qian as if he hadn't slept for 10,000 years, and an ash-like, quiet calmness appeared in his eyes, he said," Qianer, you still want me to go to the C project. Anyone who needs me to run errands is always on standby. "
Wei Qian didn't know what to say. He hadn't even talked about one another in love. How did he know what happened to the couple?
行 "Okay, you can do it." Wei Qian said, and stood up and left.
Perhaps Chen Lu died one day, and the old bear was relieved.
But one day, is the old bear still old?
In the next few years, Sha Shu will condense into stone, what will the earliest and greenest love condense into?
Wei Qian suddenly regretted that he was angry with Wei Zhiyuan that day.
Wei Qian washed his face by the sink in the bathroom and put aside regrets and doubts as quickly as possible. He knew that his priority was to do two things: how to stabilize his creditors and how to delay the negotiation. The question of C, and how to make up for the funding gap, is the project in C city trying to revitalize or retreat.
怎么 How did that time pass, Wei Qian never wanted to look back.
When he had nothing in the past, he counted his old fingers with his old lady for one hundred and eighty dollars at home. He felt that most of them felt the pressure of survival. His responsibility was to be a family and to make himself better. When my sister came to ask for pocket money, she wouldn't have any excuse for hiding because she didn't.
Now, he is regarded as the possessive class in this city, and no one will think he is a poor man anymore. Despite going out to watch the board fall and kill the scumbags these two years, there is nothing wrong with both, but no one will deny that he is really foolish.
The pressure he has undergone has also changed from a young child to dozens of employees across the company, and even hundreds of people ’s salaries and hundreds of millions of debts next month.
Three fats secretly told him, "Qianer, I don't tell you, I really can't sleep, I woke up and walked around the house every night. My parents thought that I was snoring, and the two of them I will be sent to a mental hospital soon. My dad told me to quit my job. I bought a small shop in the past two years and rented it to others. I ’ll leave it to open a hot pot restaurant myself. Mixing food and clothing is also good. "
San Fat is telling the truth. He is frowning all day, and even falls in love with the beloved goddess. He even forgot to remind Wei Qian about the wolf dog's stare-like eyes in their family Xiaoyuan. thing.
Wei Qian commented on him, "Look at your success."
Yun Sanfei stared, "Can you sleep? Why can't I believe it?"
Wei Qian glanced at him obliquely: "Do you think I can't sleep?"
When he looked at the three fat, his spirit was really good. He couldn't say that he was radiant. The surface of the dock was clean and his face was not ugly. There were no bloodshot eyes or dark circles in his eyes. The face is functioning normally without any abnormalities.
Three fats were convinced, and my heart said that there really is a difference between man and man.
When Wei Qian was admitted to a key high school before, he still felt that this boy was working hard and loved to learn. Now the three fat found that the gap between him and Wei Qian really looks like a of nature. If nothing else, just the mental quality of his elderly people, live It was almost impossible to catch up with the Empress Dowager Cixi, who was bereavement and humiliation of the country and had a full meal and sleep.
The Empress Dowager Cixi has been living for many years, and the spiritual world of the traitorous old lady has not been verified so far. Wei Qian does not know what happened to her, but he knows that his spiritual world is always shaking and collapsing.
"Sleeping asleep" is nothing more than a fool of him ... No, proper packing stabilizes the army.
Wei Qian began to lose sleep that year. Before that, he never thought that this kind of fault would fall on himself. He used to prejudice that it was only those rich and free grandpas that would cover his chest and lose sleep. of.
For more than two decades, he did indeed fall asleep anytime, anywhere. Now, he finally dared not stand and talk without back pain.
I do n’t know if it ’s physiological or psychological. Wei Qian was always busy in the middle of the night and his life was irregular. After a couple of minutes, he would n’t be too sleepy. Yes, over time, he found himself unable to sleep even if he lay down on time.
In order to make him look less like a dead dog, Wei Qian started taking small amounts of sleeping pills.
This incident was always a secret until it was discovered by Wei Zhiyuan.
That day Wei Qian went out to meet a person from a consulting company. He came back very early. Wei Zhiyuan has been bringing his team to do the final debugging of the program recently. Every day it gets late. Go home and see Wei Qian's shoes. Now, the bedroom door was closed, thinking he was asleep.
Because there was almost no life the next day, at this time it was the winter vacation without class. Wei Zhiyuan didn't have to rest in a hurry. After a brief wash, he sat down and started to study the next plan and general idea.
At about one or two o'clock, Wei Zhiyuan suddenly heard a sound in the living room. He didn't notice it at first, but later felt something wrong--it seemed to be looking for something.
After Wei Qian's sleeping pills were eaten, he forgot about it for a while and didn't remember to buy it. After midnight, he couldn't sleep as usual, and after a painful tumbling in bed, he came up with a blissful idea in his heart—many cold medicine Sleeping ingredients, he decided to make up for a day, replacing the sleeping pills with cold medicine.
Is a three-drug poison, Wei Qian knows it well, and he also knows that eating this stuff without disease and eating too much will hurt the organs and the nerves.
The pain of insomnia can be put aside. This is not intolerable, but Wei Qian is going to discuss the issue of debt extension the next day, and there is still a tough battle to fight. How can he not sleep at this time?
谦 Wei Qian became more and more anxious, and the more anxious the more he couldn't sleep. In the end, he almost felt that even if the mouse medicine could let him lie down and sleep all night, he could dry a bowl without changing his face.
Wei Weiyuan observed him for a while and asked strangely, "Have you caught a cold?"
In his impression, Wei Qian's physique does not belong to the kind that is easy to catch a cold-he is seriously ill if he is ill, and usually he is fine.
Wei Qian was startled, and the cold medicine in his hand fell back into the drawer. He glanced back at Wei Zhiyuan and thought resentfully that the kid's ability to walk silently like a weasel did not regress when he grew up. .
Wei Qian was too lazy to explain to him, but just pretended: "Oh, a bit."
Wei Zhiyuan didn't believe it. Wei Qian's speech did not have abnormal nasal sounds, and he didn't look like a fever. Moreover, because of his brother's urine, a little catastrophe, let alone take the medicine, he might not even notice it.
"A little? You just look for cold medicine in the middle of the night?" Wei Zhiyuan walked over, frowning suspiciously at the medicine he had taken, sweeping the effects and side effects at a glance, suddenly raised his head and asked, "Brother, you wouldn't be Can't sleep? "
Wei Qian scolded in the heart with no expression: "Why can this even see this?"
At the same time, he stretched out his hand at Wei Zhiyuan calmly, still perseveringly speaking in his casual tone: "Well, kind of-give it to me, you also rest early."
Wei Zhiyuan shrank his hand: "You can't take cold medicine like this."
Wei Wei Qian: "It's okay, not often."
Wei Weiyuan looked at him inconceivably: "Do you still want to often? You ... well, you wait."
翻 He pulled out a bag of milk from the refrigerator, poured it into a small pot, cooked it on the fire, and added a spoonful of sugar to it.
东西 This thing doesn't work after drinking and filling, Wei Qian tried it long ago, but he didn't refuse Wei Zhiyuan's kindness, but just said, "Can you just put it in the microwave oven?"
"That's different." Wei Zhiyuan said.
Why isn't it hot? Wei Qian didn't think of it, but it seemed to taste a little different. He guessed it might be because of Wei Yiyuan's spoonful of extra sugar.
After drinking, he returned to the house, intending to wait for the little cub to fall asleep before going out to look for a circle. No one knew that Wei Zhiyuan had just come in, holding in with the quilt. Wei Qian turned on the bedside lamp and watched silently as Wei Zhiyuan threw the quilt on his bed, with a heavy object in the middle—take a look, It is a particularly thick notebook wrapped in a quilt.
Wei Wei Qian: "What are you doing?"
Wei Weiyuan squeezed into his bed: "Watching you sleep."
Wei Qian felt that although he couldn't sleep, he couldn't be said to be particularly awake. What he must describe is that his entire nerves are in a state of numbness between sleep and awake. He tried to think about what it was like. The situation, gave up a moment later, and asked his baby brother: "Are you going to stun me with this?"
Wei Weiyuan said, "I have a new idea, I can tell you, there is a very boring algorithm in the middle, see if I can talk to you asleep."
He didn't finish talking, Wei Qian had pushed away the quilt and sat up.
"Well, okay, come on, get me a pen."
"..." Wei Zhiyuan paused and said helplessly, "I just want to help you sleep, brother, don't you always be so serious?"
Wei Qian single-handedly pressed the temples that were a little sour, and said with a bitter smile, "If this can also sleep me, then I don't have to sleep a few times every day for meetings?"
Wei Weiyuan thought for a while, then suddenly left his notebook aside, and then laughed.
Wei Qian was surprised to find that Wei Zhiyuan's eyes did not seem to bend at all, but he smiled as an authentic smile, with both ends slightly tilted, like a beautiful pair of crescents.
"I see." Wei Zhiyuan finished, twisted the bedside lamp to the darkest, leaving everything under the lamp with only a shadowy outline, and then he opened the curtains, pushed the window open, and a torrent of cold raged immediately. Pounced into the warm room.
Wei Qian immediately got into the quilt: "What the do you do to open the window? They have completely awakened me. Xiaoyuan, can you please drive your old man to move to your own house? Do n’t you do me this?
Wei Zhiyuan: "Look, it's snowing."
花 Cold winter windows are always condensed with ice flowers or white fog, it is difficult to see what is outside.
As soon as Wei Zhiyuan said, Wei Qian only saw the heavy goose feather snow, and a few of them drifted into the house along with the cold wind, and they melted in an instant.
Wei Weiyuan closed the window again, leaving a gap in the curtain.
He wiped the white gas from that small piece of glass so that people in the house could see the thicker and thicker snow on the windowsill outside.
Then I cleaned up all the materials on Wei Qian's desk and threw them under the table. I pulled a graduation photo of Wei Qian thrown in the corner and placed it in the middle. Then I sat back on the bed and pulled the pillows and quilt to shoot soft , Pull to Wei Qian's chin.
Wei Qian could not help but smile: "You kinda take care of people."
Wei Zhiyuan said, "I will take care of you like this when you get old."
Wei Qian failed to hear his metaphor of "white head and old man": "When I am old, will you be young? You are not my son."
This time, Wei Zhiyuan didn't answer. He lay down next to Wei Qian, raised his hand to turn off the light, leaned down and said gently in Wei Qian's ears: "Sleep, wait for the weather, and the quilt should be exposed to the sun. Now. "
谦 Wei Qian's ears are very sensitive, and he can't help but want to avoid them, but Wei Zhiyuan touches them immediately, and in the darkness can only see the light in his eyes.
With a curly smile, Wei Qian suddenly flashed a picture in his head, and then Wei Zhiyuan's words in his ears seemed to have generated some kind of magic curse. He felt for a moment that there was a fresh quilt in the quilt that was photographed softly. , Sunny fragrance.
The cricket was lying on the bed, and his raised eyes could just see the small cleaned window through the gap of the curtain left by Wei Zhiyuan, and then through the window to see the heavy snow, and the quilt wrapped around him looked extra warm.
The temperature difference between indoor and outdoor made the clear glass stained with hazy hoarfrost, and was isolated from the window little by little in snow and ice, and soon it was hard to see. The sweet milk that I drank just sipped from the stomach to the limbs. Hundred Skeletons played a delicate soothing effect.
的 The milk heated on the small fire is not the same as the milk swirled around in the microwave.
If the people around me made a very comfortable sigh, there seemed to be someone hugging him, but this did not touch Wei Qian's weak and sensitive nerves, and he fell asleep.
Regarding what happened to him outside, Wei Zhiyuan didn't hear him reveal any words. Of course, he was concerned, but restrained himself. In this time and occasion, he said nothing and didn't ask anything-because Wei Qian's anxiety and No one point reduction due to talk.
Wei Weiyuan just cleverly matched vision, hearing, touch, taste, and even the illusion that can be hidden, and compiled a "home" for him.
He is not a house, not even a home of social significance and ethics. It is not a home that requires chai rice, salt and vinegar tea, and a "head".
I was isolated from the cold wind and rainstorm.
Is a place where travellers travelling in both wind and rain like home.
I sleep well all night.
The next day, when Wei Qian was woken up by the alarm that he had been doing for a long time, the sky was already bright.
老 In the living room, the sound of Granny Song procrastinating to practice walking, Wei Zhiyuan went out early to check information, Xiao Bao also went to class.
谦 Wei Qian hurried to get up and wash. The restaurant was filled with toasted bread and fried poached eggs, and the sleeping pill bottle on the table the night before was taken away by Wei Zhiyuan.
Since then, Wei Qian has never bought a sleeping pill, and has never needed it again.