Chapter 365: I have already done my best

Chapter 365, I have tried my best.
Chu Yunsheng was pierced by a few inexplicable people for no reason. Although he succeeded in counterattacking brilliantly, and shocked the audience with the helmet of the Golden Armor, he could not even say a word. Asked to understand, they were quickly put out by the old grandson and others.
Of course, he couldn't ask if he could ask, and the tearing of the scorpion could not produce any normal sound. However, when he saw and heard, Lao Sun nodded to the golden armor, and apologized like a grandson, and immediately said
Thousands of Thanks
for Chu Yunsheng, who could not speak, for the
nurturing fee
.
Chu Yunsheng suddenly became silent. The old grandson’s intelligence was wrong. He provoked the forces that the 9 teams could not afford. He needed to apologize to protect himself. He could understand that there was nothing to say. But he was attacked by others for no reason until he was bleeding, but he still needed to be as "thankly thankful" to the perpetrators as his grandson, so that his chest could not help but be like a cotton.
He couldn't overthrow the fact that here, the plant forest, as long as he still wears this mask, the old grandson as the captain, always represents him.
This is nothing. He has always been able to do anything to live, but after the darkness, he escaped, escaped, wretched, pretended to die... and so on, everything has been done, it has never been so He was attacked and humiliated. "Everything is a battle of Huangshan. In the face of a strong enemy like a star, he would rather die than to die. Why have you ever been like this!" ?
However, among so many people, this group is stuck in the chest, but only the feeling of his own pockets, but suddenly let him from another angle, for the first time really see the self since the dark age.
Immediately, he understood why he had to learn "numbness" and learn the way others live. He needs to "learn" instead of, like the woman, naturally facing all disasters and naturally smoothing out all the knots.
Because no matter how he always reminds himself and tells himself that he has to be self-aware, he has to know how many pounds he or she has, but in his heart, there has always been a trace of pride, a trace of pride brought by ancient books.
This pride is buried in the bottom of his heart like a seed. From the very beginning, he has separated himself from others, treating everyone with a "condescending" perspective he never noticed, whether it is a friend, brother or enemies. The people he hates are as good as they are.
No matter the Sunshine Age or the Dark Ages, even if there are incompetent people, there is a sense of "solitude and self-respect" in the depths of the heart, and they can always find something "unusual" for themselves, as a self-consolation "pride". .
This thing, in the sunshine era, is literally called "dignity"!
Everyone has their own self-esteem and their own pride. Even if no one else admits it, he will confirm himself. In the sunshine era, Chu Yunsheng has exactly the same mentality, but since the dark age, this thing has happened. The wonderful changes he never noticed.
As he became more powerful, the talented awakened person was defeated in his hands, and the seeds of self-confidence grew deeper and deeper. When even the aliens and the gods were unable to defeat him, this The pride that silk hides in his heart has actually reached the peak.
But it is not a good thing. When a person hides deep inside, the "pride" and "self-esteem" are too strong, but the reality is still cruelly letting his head break blood, lose and lose, and nothing can be saved. This contrasting stab wound and frustration can be overwhelming and painful.
Chu Yunsheng was placed on the arm by the mask teammates, and the day was getting more and more smooth. From the beginning, the pride of this silk hiding made him think that he could save Yu Xiaohai. As a result, he watched Yu Xiaohai disappear; Then he thought he kept his family he loved, and he watched the entire Jinling City disappear.... Finally, he thought he could keep the idiot like a brother, but he once again watched the silly worm commit suicide. .
After every loss, he began to practice desperately, to improve his strength, to seek an extreme, so that the power is getting stronger and stronger, and the pride of the silk is more and more self-hiding, but every time he can’t keep it, he can’t keep it. thing.
When the tears have drained, grief has nowhere to be accommodated, and even hatred has come to an end, just because there has been a hidden inner pride and self-confidence, and ultimately still tormenting his heart, leaving only a strong self-responsibility, I hate my own disappointment!
Pride is too strong, and ability is too weak, and it is the root of all contradictions and pains.
He has only been aware of the contradictions, so he only rushed to fight with the cruel world, tried his best to improve his strength and ability, but never really looked back at the "pride" and "self-esteem" that had become more and more out of reality.
This thing is like a "mind". The stronger the ability, the stronger it is, hindering him from accepting the cruel reality he has to accept, tormenting his contradictory mind, affecting his every move and doing what he does.
The woman who lifted the corpse was able to accept her situation numbly because she did not have the ability to struggle and resist; she could not get rid of the desire for the bow until she was dead, because her power gave her blind pride; and he, Why not! ?
Chu Yunsheng suddenly looked like he was awakened from a nightmare, sober.
From the first day of darkness, he fell into this nightmare, the infinite loop of nightmares, and he could not break away from its shackles until he was just in the "thousands of joy" of the masked old man, such as his grandson. All the pride and self-respect, at this moment, all of them were shattered and shattered, and one inch did not stay. The prison cage that trapped his soul was suddenly opened. From then on, it was open! ! !
I have already done my best……
Chu Yunsheng looked at the shadows that were familiar in the flying clouds in his mind. He said, "Trying hard," and he tried his best to suppress the bitterness of too long.
At this moment, he was a loose, a feeling of "freedom" that he had never had before. He was so sad that these tears were not for anyone but for himself, only for himself. He has been in prison for a long time.
He allowed the mask man to pull himself away, looking at the Jinjiaren and others. He wanted to laugh. He hadn’t really "laughed" for a long time, and he had almost forgotten the feeling of a smile.
"Dumb, do you still laugh?" The thin mask man looked at the strange smile of Chu Yunsheng twisted on the mask.
Chu Yunsheng did not change his smile and looked at him. It seemed to say, why can't I laugh? I want to laugh!
"Dumb is laughing at my own life, change me, I have to sneer, gold armor, ah, really want to kill the dumb, where is the dumb and life? She is even useless of her own weapons!
However, the dumb really has yours! You are in our masked army, no, the whole plant forest, in addition to the black armor of our army, and the green armor, the first person in history to be able to pick a golden armor and lead the helmet. I guess it will take a long time, everyone in the plant forest will know that your kid will be famous! Maybe the head of the army will meet you personally! "I drive the mask of Chu Yunsheng and say with emotion."
The thin mask man strangely and carefully looked back and forth Chu Yunsheng, half-talking: "You don't say the old sixth, it's really possible, you are all looking down on the dumb. When you heard that the dumb was assigned, no one wants it. The brigade is hard to plug into our 9 team. This will be the 7th team's Wang Datou, the 10 team's Gao Laozhuang is estimated to be remorse, or the grandson team is mighty!"
Chu Yunsheng's "going to work" in a few days, the result of being stabbed, is not completely without any advantage, in addition to getting a so-called "nurturing fee" from the gold armor woman, it also laid his position in the 9 team. Although he does not care about this last point.
A group of "blackmail" frustrated maskers, after chaos to Chu Yunsheng, immediately rushed to the next black market point, a place in the lowest level of human trade in a plantation city, although there is not much Oily water, but there is never too much background.
Hard to say that in this black market point, some people do have any backstage words, then the mask team 9 team is probably their biggest backstage.
Here is the bottom line of human struggles, but it is a paradise for the Maskers 9 team. No one dares to disobey them here. They have the right to arbitrarily place a crime like a spy, but they deprive each other of "property". The body "even" life.
Chu Yunsheng thinks that they are now like "city managers" on a small street in the sunshine era, because when the old grandchildren appeared on the street, he heard someone exclaimed: "The mask is coming, run fast. !"
Then, a chicken flies and dogs jump, the cans hit the bottle and fell, the whole street suddenly became a mess, the collection of the stalls, the stroller cart, the warehouse was mad.
As they panted and ran to the end of the street, the thin masked men in the third year squatted with smoke, turned from the corner, and spit out a smoke ring at them.
Faced with a crowd of people, the thin masked person caught the itchy eyelids with the fingers of the cigarette body, and said faintly: "Old seventeen, what do you do, take it! Today, you count the most unlucky, brother Let you pick first!"
He did not use the words "robbing" such robbers, nor did he use the official statement of "confiscation", but only used a very random, like the word "take" in his own home!
Can you see how much corruption has fallen here?
The old seventeen refers to Chu Yunsheng. After his position in the 9th team is solid, the first change is to upgrade from "dumb" to "old seventeen". Lao Sun is the boss, and the other fifteen masks are sequentially arranged. , arranged to Chu Yunsheng here, that is, the old seventeen.
Chu Yunsheng's gaze swept away the ruined crowd. They suddenly lowered their heads and avoided the eyes of Chu Yunsheng. They were afraid of being caught by Chu Yunsheng in the hands of them. They squatted back and the children timidly looked down from the adults. The gap in the leg was revealed, and the mask man was nervously looked at.
He suddenly reached out and took the smoke from the thin masked man, holding a spear against the wall, taking a breath and feeling the burning smell of smoke. He didn't want to stir up anything in here, just want to enjoy the soul. The moment of silence after breaking free.
Moreover, he is not going to rob a group of people who are worse than him.
"Rely, actually take Laozi!" Thin masked man empty fingers, stunned, said: "What do you guys look at? What are you looking good? Looking for death! Male On the left side of the station, the woman's station is on the right, fast, and quickly get to the old man!"
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