Chapter 581: Bondage, there are wolves in my heart!

In the fight, Chu Yunsheng's hand gradually left her lips. But she did not dare to cry out for help. Once she was known by others, she could not be a man, and she had no courage to face her daughter. Although the clothes were stripped, she was rather calmed down. She was not a woman with ordinary wisdom. She spent the initial panic and quickly realized that the more she struggled at this time, the easier it was to stimulate the perpetrator’s frenzied nerves. She tried to delay Time, and try to be gentle as much as possible:
"Xiao Chu, Auntie can give you, but now it is too unsanitary, take a bath first?"
No effect, Chu Yunsheng is still tearing her clothes. []
In the face of failure, she was not discouraged. She immediately changed her mind and said: "Xiaochu, you are still young. You can't ruin your life because of impulsiveness. If you need it, Auntie will introduce you to your girlfriend. It must be more beautiful than Auntie. Also suitable for you."
She bite the word "Auntie" very heavy, and her tone is very good, but it still seems to have no effect. Chu Yunsheng began to tear his own clothes.
When the situation has reached a thousand miles, the next step is... In the face of another failure, she still has not given up. As long as she has not crossed that step, she still has the opportunity to hold the Chu Yunsheng unbuttoned belt tightly with both hands. The hand, once again changed the angle, said: "Xiaochu, you think about it, if you do this, how would your friends see you? How will the shadows look at you? How can you trust your aunt in the hospital? Will you do this kind of thing? And your cousin and cousin, you are a brother, how do they see you?"
This time, her words seemed to hit a certain key of Chu Yunsheng, making him frantically excited and his pupils slightly shrunk, and the movements on his hands were slowed down, seemingly hesitating, or saying that he was Magnified uncontrolled desire (ao proofreading) is expected to wrestle.
I found Chu Yunsheng's subtle changes. Clever, she immediately understood where Chu Yunsheng's weakness was. Unlocking a basic is a futile way to stop Chu Yunsheng's left hand, to do more meaningful things, and put the bed on Song. The photo frame of the film was taken over and raised in front of Chu Yunsheng. He took the time to say: "Xiaochu, you are a person with relatives. If you do this, it will not only hurt you but also hurt them. I also have relatives. You will also hurt me and hurt the shadow."
Chu Yunsheng gradually stopped there, his hands and feet were deadlocked, and the voice full of desire (ao hand) looked still overwhelming. He felt that it would not hurt anyone, and thus fierce struggle, but his reason and calmness, though Like a wild boat in the sea, but it seems that it is no longer like a rush.
She took the hot iron and shook the picture of Song Ying and continued: "Xiao Chu, you think about it, if you really did, how do you let me face the shadow, how do you let my daughter see me? Also, You are still young, and you have to have children in the future. How do you want your children to look at you and see her father in the future!?"
The last sentence, like the sword that has been hit by Chu Yunsheng, has jumped up from the bed in horror, and has stepped back several steps!
In my mind, a huge, calm and sensible voice echoes in the sky:
You really can't hurt anyone! ? So how will you face your daughter? Are you still a father?
The huge voice is wrapped in a cold and incomparable killing atmosphere, stepping out from the hundreds of millions of pieces, such as the thorn blade of the most heroic warrior, the instinct of the consciousness, in the black With the full help of the gas energy, the two sides reluctantly suppressed the temptation of the arrogance. The alien, seemingly hard-hitting force, seems to be relieved silently, more like a sigh of more anxiety, retreating without a trace, just like never before.
In the moment when the temptation is about to disappear, Chu Yunsheng heard a very small and almost fleeting fairy-tale song, as if from the distant fairyland, the most beautiful melody in the world, mysterious yet Extremely beautiful, it is unreasonable to produce a yearning for thought.
Then, he felt that there was a in the depths of the soul that was loosened, like a dark, swollen, swollen dark swamp that was squeezed into the damp and suffocating.
It is a pity that the song can't be understood, but it can't be figured out. It can't even be remembered. When he is awake, it disappears invisible, and there is no trace. It seems that the door that passed the song is closed.
"Sorry!"
Restoring the sensible Chu Yunsheng, turned his back, faced the scattered desk, and searched for words, but in the messy scene of the room, all the language seemed pale and weak, and only these three words could be said.
His intestines are remorseful, and he can’t wait to blame the troublesome thing. Anyway, this thing has nothing to do with the disaster in the world of false monuments. However, his heart is actually very clear. It’s not innocent that really makes trouble. Whether it is a hormone or a hormone, physical stimulation can not lead to his loss of reason, and it is even more impossible for him to behave like a beast.
The problem lies with him! To be exact, it is in his self-awareness.
Whether it is a tempting voice, a panic and anger that ignites black air, and the last huge and cold blame, it is his own voice, his own thoughts, his own ideas, consciousness and emotions. Not imposed by anyone or any external factors!
At the age of today, he will not refuse to admit that he has a problem, and he will not escape the reality like an ostrich that has buried his head in the sand.
He needs to analyze where the problem is?
He does not deny that he has a "wolf" in his heart. He does not understand the problem of human evil or goodness. He only knows that people distinguish animals. The reason why normal people distinguish extreme people is because people's heads are restrained. Balance, know what can be done, what can't be done, once the balance is broken, some consciousness or emotion occupies the absolute upper hand, such as hatred, anger, power desire, (ao hand hit) desire or even wrap love, 嫉妒, etc. Will make some unreasonable extreme behaviors, such as killing strong (ao hand), cheating and deceiving, etc., seemingly unreasonable, but it does follow what kind of consciousness dominates the general law of what kind of action.
He has also been angry, desperate, and extreme. He has always thought that this is normal, it is the outbreak of emotions and needs, but if it is easier to be angry, easy to despair is extremely extreme, then it is not normal.
Until today, under the impulse, almost made a big mistake, he realized for the first time that he also faced this problem, and what happened today also provided him with the best chance to find a problem. This time, he has been Can clearly remember the whole process of the whole thing, including the various emotional conflicts in the intense confrontation of consciousness. He remembers that psychologists have said that consciousness and emotion are also an energy, but they can't be touched. His current thoughts are just the opposite. From the previous incident, he guessed whether energy affects consciousness and magnifies emotions. ?
He doesn't have much information. He can only guess one or two from black gas. He doesn't know whether black gas energy destroys energy, but he knows that black gas can absorb panic and can cause panic and enlarge anger. The analogy must have some kind of energy that he does not know is amplifying his "fear" in his heart or the desire to make hormones impulsive (ao hand).
Perhaps it was because of these messy energy interventions that he could not keep his head in a certain balance, and suddenly magnified the anger, and suddenly magnified the emotions (ao hand), and every breakthrough in the balance broke him into a fatal predicament.
If the root of the problem is here, then there are only two solutions that he can think of.
The first is to annihilate the roots of the roots without roots. The number of fire bases is zero. It is also futile. This method is good for removing grass. However, it is impossible to realize. Chu Yunsheng does not think that he is a bad guy, but he can’t kill it. There is an evil thought, and all kinds of conscious thinking and emotions are the colorful meanings of living, all of which are obliterated. It is better to die.
The second way is to cure the person with his own way. Now, the energy of indulgence is large, and it can suppress the black gas energy decline. This has caused a big mistake that was almost made today. Compared with the cultivation of the realm of the realm, it is more urgent to find ways to strengthen the black gas.
In the previous fierce ideological confrontation, he found that he had a sentence that was not wrong. He used to realize that he had become stronger and stronger in the past, and he became more and more proud in the subconscious. From the letter of self-sufficiency, so the balance of behavior is actually his own first to break, can not hang others, energy is only a mega-use and unconscious use of the magnification tool.
Everything comes from himself!
Perhaps at this moment, he really understood some of the words that the predecessors had repeatedly said. All foreign objects, including the promotion of mucus, weapons, exercises, etc., are just tools, and cultivation is fundamental.
He can't be the mood of his predecessors, the strong force, the change of the environment, the world of solitude... These and so on have a great impact on him. Compared with the peace of the predecessors, it can be said that it is naive and not too much. Maybe Only by giving birth to a spirit can we finally solve this problem, but he also understands reality. His current level is far from the level of peace of his predecessors. It is impossible to solve problems quickly with the most correct method. This is a long-term process, right now. Only intervention by external forces can be used.
Therefore, in order to restore the original balance, he will use black gas energy as a weapon of regulation, which is the only tool in his hand that can manipulate and intervene in balance.
It’s just that the source of black gas is still unknown. Whether it can be cultivated or not is a fog. There is no template for learning materials to learn from, and no one can give guidance. Everything needs to be explored by himself or even create a new system. .
Fortunately, it is not a clue. He is related to his own changes in consciousness and emotions. He knows this, but he will not use his own emotions to cultivate black gas. It is completely self-injury and suicide. The only clue to the next one is the strange effect of the meta-functions in the sky above the Arctic base.
However, even so, the risk is very huge, you need to find out the difference between the black gas and the energy in the principle of what is the difference and what side effects.
This is also a complicated project, which requires long-term and unremitting research, and the current embarrassing situation is totally inappropriate.
From the black bag scattered on the table, he saw an exposed business card. The Chinese side read the word "Su Shi". It must have been her real name. At this time, there was a calm voice behind him:
"Turn it over."
Ps: Let me head the party for a while!
(To be continued)