Chapter 114:

When I learned that Mo Yusen had come to the door, An Xia, who was behind closed doors and pretended not to be at home, secretly heard what Mo Yusen said to her parents, and thought of her again. Son, what Mo Jiashu said to her.
In the end, An Xia decided not to escape.
She decided to make it clear to Mo Yusen that the original owner who had already left would receive some comfort.
So, she walked out from behind the door and looked straight at Mo Yusen.
"Let's go, I think, we need to have a good talk."
After talking to An's father and An's mother, An Xia followed Mo Yusen and walked into a quiet wood in the manor alone.
Here, the air is fresh, and only the sound of wind and insects can be heard in the ears, so it is a good place to chat.
"Xiaxia!"
Mo Yusen, who had recovered from the excitement of seeing An Xia, excitedly wanted to hold the woman he had always wanted to touch in his dream.
However, Mo Yusen was backed by An Xia and avoided the past.
"Mr. Mo, we chat back to chat, please don't do anything to me, do any transgressive behavior. I am now, but a woman with a fiancé."
An Xia glanced at Mo Yusen indifferently, with infinite seriousness and seriousness in her voice.
Looking at this appearance of An Xia, Mo Yusen's heart suddenly seemed to be frozen, and the whole heart was cold, very painful.
Obviously in that dream, An Xia still loved him so much, willing to give everything, even because of him, she even gave up her relatives...
"Xia Xia, I know I was wrong, I know, you love me so much, you will never fail to love me, you must be angry with me, you said that on purpose, right?"
Mo Yusen looked at An Xia with infinite expectations in his eyes, and said excitedly.
At this time, Mo Yusen, who had just awakened from that too real dream, still couldn't accept that the woman who loved him to the bone said that he no longer loved him.
He could not accept this!
He really cannot accept it!
He didn't believe it. In fact, he couldn't believe it.
Because once he believes it, the woman in front of him that made him fall in love again, if he really doesn’t love him, then his life is really ridiculous and pathetic...
"Mr. Mo, I am here, and I want to solemnly say to you, please, listen carefully to me and finish."
Seeing the man's mood was very unstable, and he looked particularly excited, An Xia sighed lightly.
In fact, she combined those things Mo Jiashu told her, and when facing the present Mo Yusen, she could understand how he felt.
That's why she wanted to tell Mo Yusen clearly.
"En, Xia Xia, you say, I must listen carefully."
Mo Yusen nodded hastily.
At this time, Mo Yusen was like a good baby who listened to his parents, and it was really pitiful and helpless.
"First, I really don't love you, I don't love you Mo Yusen."
"Second, I now have a new lover. I love him very much. One day in the future, we will become husband and wife and we will love each other forever."
"Third, please, be sensible, don't come to disturb my life, this time it troubles me a lot."
"..."
When An Xia finished these three points, Mo Yusen didn't say anything, but looked at An Xia quietly.
The atmosphere between the two of them, apart from the silence and embarrassment, was the faint despair revealed from Mo Yusen.
"Xia Xia...you still refuse to forgive me, do you...I know, I was a and did too much. I also killed our daughter with my own hands and almost killed you in the fire. , But...I regret it now, I really regret it..."
As he spoke, Mo Yusen, who had a strong self-respect and wanted face, wept in front of An Xia.
Everyone says that a man bleeds and does not shed tears, but in fact it is only because the man has not hurt enough to cry.
At this moment, Mo Yusen cried so desperately. His eyes filled with tears were filled with apology and love for An Xia.
"I know that you don't want to forgive me. I know that I am too blind and stupid. I have always misunderstood you, because another woman is hurting you..."
Thinking of the past, Mo Yusen's heart became more and more desperate.
He suddenly felt that the woman who loved him deeply, after he had done so many things, why should she forgive him?
What qualifications does he have to forgive her!
How can he have a face in front of this woman who loves him so much, saying these bastards, and opening her wounds!
So, the sentence he was about to say, the sentence-‘but, I love you now, you forgive me, we are starting again, and living the next two-thirds of our life again. ’
He couldn't say such a sentence anymore.
So, that sentence became -
"Fuck!"
There was a loud slap in the face.
An Xia looked at the scene in front of her in disbelief. She didn't expect that Mo Yusen, who was still talking a little bit disgusting words a second, would not say a word in the next second. Slap yourself hard in the face? !
And that strength is very heavy!
Seeing Mo Yusen's face became red and swollen in an instant, and seeing that he was going to bleed after the fight, An Xia, who was kind-hearted, still couldn't see Mo Yusen like this.
So she anxiously pulled Mo Yusen's hand away.
"Mo Yusen, you are crazy! Do you think you are doing self-harm, do I sympathize with you? Can you be more sensible! Keep your mind clearer!"
Listening to An Xia's angry words, Mo Yusen pulled open his mouth that had been swollen by himself, smiling very sadly.
"It's because I'm sane, because I'm sober, that's why I beat myself..."
"I just finished talking, and suddenly discovered that even if you love me, those things I do can't make you forgive me. I don't have a face, and I pray for your forgiveness in front of you..."
This time, Mo Yusen was really desperate.
He discovered that even if An Xia once loved him again, this love had long since been obliterated by the things he did.
He killed their daughter with his own hands. How could he have the face to beg An Xia to forgive him and be with him again?
In this way, how should his wife explain to the daughter who was killed by his own hands?
Despair, like a tide, rushed madly towards Mo Yusen, drowning him completely.
He had never had such a sense of despair, even in that dream, when he watched the woman who loved him die, he had never had such a strong sense of despair.
At this moment, he thought of death, and the whole person revealed a breath of no desire to survive.
An Xia was also keenly aware of such a big change as Mo Yusen!
In her last life, for the past eighteen years, she has been dealing with the of death, and in the hospital, she has seen a lot of patients who are terminally ill, have no desire to survive, and want to die.
Therefore, she was of course keenly aware of Mo Yusen's kind of desperate man who wanted to die without any anger.
Mo Yusen, this man, may have the desire to commit suicide...
Although, she still couldn't believe that a man who was so powerful in the novel and so self-esteem would think of his own life.
However, she was still cautious.
Originally, she was only planning to tell her that she didn't love him anymore, and made him give up An Xia. This time... she thought that she had to expose her biggest secret to Mo Yusen again.
An Xia stepped back a few steps, and after retreating to a safe distance of more than one meter from Mo Yusen, she spoke.
"Mo Yusen, you are wrong."
Listening to An Xia's words, Mo Yusen, who had been silent in his own world, slowly raised his head, and looked towards An Xia with a deadly silence.
"Even if you did such a thing, you personally killed you and An Xia's daughter, and you killed An Xia, but that stupid woman could not help but love you."
An Xia told this fact sourly. She has different values ​​from the original owner. Although she can't agree with the original owner, who is a love mind, and completely ignores the ‘selfish practices’ of her relatives, she still loves the original owner.
If she could abandon Mo Yusen and her strong love, as long as she had a little bit of hatred for Mo Yusen.
Maybe, there is nothing wrong with her now.
But the original owner himself lived in his own body and lived out another life...
After listening to what An Xia said, Mo Yusen, who was originally desperate, suddenly came back to life, and his whole person was full of vitality.
"Xiaxia, I know, I know you still love me, and I know you will forgive me."
Mo Yusen walked towards An Xia excitedly, but when he got closer, An Xia would take two steps back.
It was not until An Xia said the latter sentence that Mo Yusen stiffly stopped moving forward.
"Mo Yusen, don't you hear what I mean? I mean, I am not the An Xia in your mind, and I am not even the Xia Xia who has always been in love with you."
An Xia brutally revealed such a truth.
And this sentence, like a tongue twister, also stunned Mo Yusen. He looked at An Xia with a dull expression.
"Xia Xia...what are you talking about?"
"Mo Yusen, Xia Xia in your mouth has indeed always loved you."
"Even if you killed you and her daughter."
"Even if you were in the fire, you saved Tao Zixin and abandoned her."
"Even if you later cheated Tao Zixin after she didn't agree to the divorce."
"Even though, you suppressed and retaliated against her as your wife."
"Even though, you finally got her angry to death."
"She, always, never took back that strong love for you."
"But, it's a pity, Mo Yusen, that woman who loves you so deeply was lost by you and killed by you for the second time..."
This sentence by sentence, sentence by sentence poke one's heart, caused Mo Yusen's body to be unhealthy, almost unable to stand firm, and fell to the ground.
He looked at this in horror, his face was indifferent, there was not much mood swing, and there was no anger, sadness, despair of the "ex-wife An Xia". At this time, an ominous premonition flooded his heart.
He felt that the woman in front of him seemed so familiar, but also so strange...
Suddenly, he didn't want to listen to the woman in front of him to speak the next words.
but! He wanted to stop this strange woman, but he couldn't stop it.
The woman who made him feel unfamiliar still said the sentence he least wanted to hear.
"I learned from Jiashu. You also encountered that adventure and dreamed of the near-real future dream. Xia Xia, who loves you so much, also dreamed of it."
After hearing the strange woman in front of him and telling the fact that he had already guessed in his heart, Mo Yusen was completely desperate, gave up struggling, and stopped deceiving himself.
And An Xia doesn't care what Mo Yusen thinks. Now that she has already said this matter, she should just finish everything.
It is also because the original owner is here with Mo Yusen to ask for the fairness and return of some responses.
"Maybe you have guessed it, I am not your wife, not the An Xia who loves you so much."
An Xia faintly twitched the corners of her mouth towards Mo Yusen, and said in a helpless and sad voice.
"Yes, you guessed it right, I am indeed not that An Xia."
In an instant, An Xia saw despair and collapse in Mo Yusen's black eyes.
"An Xia... also saw the things you saw, and she might even have experienced it. Therefore, she couldn't give up loving you, but she couldn't stand you, she still loved Tao Zixin and watched you. Abandoned her again and stayed with the woman Tao Zixin, so she chose to give up, gave up her body, gave up her life."
"Give me her body and her life."
She was not sure what kind of reaction Mo Yusen would react when she knew that she was not the original owner, what kind of things he would do, and what consequences would it cause.
However, whether it was Mo Yusen committed suicide in despair, or Mo Yusen regarded her as the original owner, pursued her again, and put his full love for the original owner on her, etc., these, for It is unfair to everyone.
She would rather carry the danger on her own than let her body be given to her, the original owner of a happy life, suffering from such disgusting things.
If she didn't say anything and accepted Mo Yusen's love for her comfortably, it would be too unfair and ironic for the original owner who gave her body.
Therefore, she finally chose to tell all of this.
When An Xia told all this and the biggest secret in her body, she herself was a little scared and a little nervous.
Although she is willing to bear the danger, she cherishes her current life too much.
Whether it is her parents, brothers, siblings, and relatives, or... the lover Huo Ci that she just fell in love with and wants to walk with her to the end of time, she doesn't want to lose them.
She greedily wants to live happily with those who love her, and at the same time she also loves their relatives, friends and lovers.
So when she finished all this, she looked at Mo Yusen nervously and bit her lip subconsciously.
After a long time, Mo Yusen finally spoke and gave her a response.
"Xia Xia is desperate, so she doesn't want to see me anymore, doesn't she...?"
Mo Yusen's voice became hoarse without knowing what it was, and everyone felt sad when he heard it.
"Well, because she loves you so much and is so desperate, she chose to give up her life."
Nodded, An Xia said very sadly and rather helplessly.
"Ha...Haha...I actually forced her to death twice, hahaha..."
After Mo Yusen got this thorough reply from An Xia, he laughed madly.
Smiling and laughing, he cried again.
It seems that the whole person is crazy.
Looking at Mo Yusen like this, An Xia felt a little uncomfortable.
Although she has always disliked Mo Yusen, the scumbag male protagonist who has let down the original owner, but at this moment, she is looking at the vigorous and excellent temperament man, who looks like a lunatic at this time, but it makes her feel that good luck people.
When the original owner loved him so much and did everything to love this man, this man was so dismissive of the original owner and hurt her in that way.
When the original owner is no longer there, he completely left the world. As a result, the man said that he fell in love with the original owner.
Alas, how ridiculous, really sad and ridiculous.
"Mr. Mo, don't do this, I said this, just want to let you know that An Xia is actually the woman who loves you most in the end. I also hope that you don't think of me as her anymore. After all, this She is not fair."
An Xia soothed.
"……I know."
Mo Yusen looked at An Xia blankly, and said in a dull voice.
At this time, although he was alive, he seemed to be a living dead.
"Xia Xia... did she leave any words when she left?"
After a long time, Mo Yusen spoke again.
This time, when he said this sentence, his voice was still trembling.
It seemed to be expecting, but afraid, from An Xia's mouth, he got something that made him feel even more desperate.
"When An Xia left, she said, she can't help but love you, and she can't accept that you love other women. Then I asked me to take good care of her parents, as well as her and your son."
An Xia whispered to Mo Yusen what the original owner said when he left.
After Mo Yusen listened to An Xia's words, he unexpectedly nodded to her, his eyes filled with gratitude? !
This really surprised An Xia.
She had thought about the reaction Mo Yusen would have when she knew that she had occupied the body of the original owner, and she had also thought about countless kinds.
But what she didn't expect was that Mo Yusen would be grateful to her? !
"Don't be surprised, I really should thank you. If it weren't for your appearance, maybe I'm still a blind and blind fool. I might not know Tao Zixin's true face, it will definitely look like that real scene. The dream is normal, in the end, Xia Xia will be killed again and again, with Tao Zixin..."
I have to say that Mo Yusen, who is completely awake, has a much higher IQ than before.
He clearly foresaw his stupidity and saw it clearly. This time, he was able to change because of the intervention of a stranger, An Xia.
Only then did he have a different ending that was originally set, and he was completely awake.
"I don't know what your name is, and I don't know who you are. But, I really appreciate you for being willing to confess all this to me, willing to tell me that you are not my Xiaxia."
Listening to Mo Yusen's words of thanks, An Xia didn't know what to say for a while.
She could only pursed her lips and said softly.
"I am the same as Xia Xia, also called An Xia. However, our personalities are completely different, and our lives are completely different."
Listening to An Xia, like his wife, also called An Xia, in Mo Yusen's heart, for this kind and honest girl who is willing to tell him all the truth, he has more trust and a more favorable impression.
"Then you must be very fate, Miss An Xia, can you tell me how you got into Xia Xia's body?"
Seeing Mo Yusen asked this question, An Xia also shook her head in confusion.
"Sorry, I don't know. When I was eighteen years old, due to physical reasons, I died. When I opened my eyes, I already came into this world."
I don't know if it was An Xia's illusion. She always felt that after Mo Yusen heard her saying these words, the gray and lifeless eyes seemed to light up again.
"Miss An Xia, do you think people will have an afterlife? If I do more good deeds and pray piously, will I... still have the opportunity to continue the relationship with Xia Xia, let me atone for her, let Can I compensate her well?"
Although An Xia didn't know anything about this mysterious and mysterious thing.
However, she thought, since this is a world of fiction, since she has traveled through it, and the hero and even Mo Jiashu are reborn or see the future.
She thought, then, maybe, Mo Yusen might really be able to continue with the original owner and have a beautiful life?
No matter what, hope is better than despair.
Therefore, Anxia told Mo Yusen a white lie.
"Mr. Mo, when I think about it now, my parents seem to often do good deeds and burn incense and pray for me when I am sick."
"I think if you do as you say, there should be a glimmer of hope. After all, this is how I have a new life."
An Xia nodded, looked at Mo Yusen seriously, and said with some certainty.
But, in fact, where did her parents in the last life do those things for her alone?
However, she looked at Mo Yusen now sincerely regretting it.
And, most importantly, she was worried that if she didn't lie to her, what should this man do if he committed suicide?
Besides, if according to what Mo Yusen said, there is a real chance of success, she thought, until she died, she loved Mo Yusen's original owner, she should be happy too...?
"Thank you, Miss An Xia, thank you so much."
After getting a positive answer from An Xia, the lifeless aura of Mo Yusen's body disappeared suddenly.
He came back to life again.
I kept thinking about An Xia and thanked me.
And facing this completely different Mo Yusen from before, An Xia's heart was also filled with countless emotions.
Who could have thought that when she crossed over, she was so afraid of Mo Yusen, and then despised him so much later.
But now, they can stand together peacefully, and Mo Yusen is still grateful to her.
Things are really impermanent...
While An Xia and Mo Yusen were discussing how to do good deeds and pray for blessings, suddenly an angry male voice rang.
"Mo Yusen! Keep away from my fiancee!"
The voice came first before the person arrived.
Listening to the familiar voice, An Xia looked up at the original place amusedly.
After a while, Huo Ci appeared in front of her with an unhappy expression.
"Xiaxia, are you okay? This scumbag didn't do anything to you, right?"
Huo Ci took three steps and two steps, and quickly walked to An Xia's side, dragged her behind him, and stared at Mo Yusen with an unfriendly face, really full of momentum.
"Huo Ci, don't get angry, okay? Mr. Mo and I have already made it clear that he will not come to us in the future and do things that bother us.
An Xia, who was pulled by Huo Ci behind her, pulled her boyfriend's clothes amusedly, and said softly.
However, even after hearing the words of his fiancée, Huo Ci did not let go of his vigilance.
You know, a man is a cunning creature.
Especially when facing the woman you love, it will make you want to be with your beloved woman.
His Xia Xia is so good, this Mo Yusen must be ill-intentioned trying to Xia Xia from him!
Therefore, no matter what An Xia explained, Huo Ci, a jealous boyfriend, stared at Mo Yusen very hostilely.
However, Mo Yusen, who was hostile by Huo Ci, did not have any disgust. On the contrary, when he saw An Xia and Huo Ci so close, he suddenly laughed.
"Your relationship is really good..."
Mo Yusen looked at the young and handsome Huo Ci, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly.
Although An Xia stayed physically, it was his wife's. However, when he looked closely, the strange Miss An Xia was nothing like his wife.
It was as if they had been replaced by a body, becoming two completely different people.
In particular, Mo Yusen just woke up from that real dream. In his mind, he still clearly remembered what his wife Xia Xia looked like from college to after getting married and having children.
Therefore, when he was told the truth about everything by An Xia, when he looked at An Xia, he completely separated her from the original owner.
Even though the same body is used, in Mo Yusen's eyes, there are two completely different bodies.
"That is, we will get married soon, and Xia Xia's parents also believe that I am their son-in-law."
Huo Ci, who had never formally proposed to An Xia, was very shameless. He lied in front of Mo Yusen and declared sovereignty overbearingly.
"Really, congratulations then. I sincerely wish you all, you can be together happily."
After Mo Yusen finished speaking, he nodded towards An Xia and left quietly.
And seeing Mo Yusen's back, the plain reaction, and his sincere blessings, Huo Ci felt incredible.
"What's wrong with him? How does he look like a different person?"
Huo Ci looked at An Xia confusedly. It was obvious that he had learned from An Xia's father and mother that Mo Yusen was stalking An Xia and asked to reconcile with his girlfriend.
Why now, Mo Yusen went away peacefully?
This is too strange.
Seeing Huo Ci's dazed expression and the appearance of being confused by Mo Yusen's attitude, An Xia chuckled and laughed.
"Why, isn't it good for Mo Yusen to become like this? Do you still want him to continue pestering me?"
"how is this possible!"
Huo Ci tightly hugged An Xia into his arms and murmured softly in her ear.
"I can't wait, there is only me in your world. I am the only one who knows your goodness..."
"..."
Listening to Huo Ci's love words, An Xia's cheeks flushed slightly.
"Then you will never be able to realize this wish, because... in my world, there is destined to never have a man."
"What? Xia Xia, isn't it enough for you to be a man with me?"
Huo Ci tightened the arm around his girlfriend's waist, grieved, and looked at his girlfriend in a pitiful manner.
After getting along for a while, the smart Huo Ci has long understood his girlfriend's preferences.
He really didn't think that he should have been acting with pride, but in the end he would use it all on his girlfriend.
And, not to lie or deceive, but...just to please her dear girlfriend, make her girlfriend happy, and make her family girlfriend like him more...
"Puff! You big idiot, what are you thinking in your mind! What I mean is... the man in my world, with you, as well as my father and Jiashu!"
An Xia smiled and wrapped Huo Ci's waist, and gently leaned her head against the chest of her jealous boyfriend.
This boyfriend in her family is very good everywhere, but...too jealous, too possessive.
"So that's what I meant..."
Hearing An Xia's words, the corners of Huo Ci's mouth curled up slightly, and his chin rested between An Xia's black and soft hair.
"Then Xia Xia, you may have missed a man."
Huo Ci whispered softly in An Xia's ear, and there was an ambiguity in the words.
"En? Yes, and my eldest brother, and Xiaoqiu~"
An Xia blinked, and quickly added her elder brother and younger brother to the list.
However, what she didn't expect was that Huo Ci continued to say that she still counted one less.
"No, you missed one."
"Ah? It's gone? Is there anyone else? Do you still have to count the uncle and them?"
An Xia raised her head and looked suspiciously at the man who lowered his head and smiled at her.
"Little idiot, of course...you have lost our future son..."
The low laughter turned into crescent-like peach eyes, and for a moment, An Xia's mind went blank.
"boom--!"
In an instant, An Xia's cheeks were smudged with countless red.
Seeing An Xia's blushing little shy face, Huo Ci couldn't help it anymore, lowered his head, and kissed his incredibly cute girlfriend's lips.
"Xiaxia, I love you..."
Give me a baby.
However, Mo Yusen did not say the following sentence.
After all, he was still thinking about giving his relatives and girlfriends a grand and grand marriage proposal.
He wanted to give his favorite "Exclusive Little Chef" the best.
Whether it is a proposal, an engagement, or a marriage...
On this side, An Xia and Huo Ci's sweet teeth are about to fall.
However, the mood of Mo Yusen and Mo Jiashu on the other side was indeed quite solemn.
The father and son looked at each other with complex expressions.
Especially Mo Yusen.
He understands that his son may not be the child he imagined.
Although his body is still the appearance of a child, but his soul is already a mature man.
"You eavesdropped on my conversation with...her?"
Mo Yusen left the Anjia private estate with Mo Jiashu. After a secret space, he asked his son, Mo Jiashu, with some suspicion.
Because, when he left the woods, he accidentally found his son, who seemed to have come out from the same direction just like him.
"Dad, what do you think?"
Mo Jiashu smiled at Mo Yusen, that smile reminded Mo Yusen that in that real dream, the future growth he had seen was the Mo Jiashu that had been completely blackened.
In an instant, Mo Yusen understood that the adventure his son had encountered was completely different from him.
Thinking about it now, his son is only seven or eight years old. Even if he dreams of the future, his personality cannot be so mature as an adult.
and so--
"You are the Jiashu when you grow up."
That, he owed a lot, and in the end, he ‘killed’ his child.
"En, Dad, after you left Tao Zixin, you seem to have become smarter."
Seeing that Mo Yusen had guessed it, Mo Jiashu did not deny, but calmly showed a bright smile and admitted.
"Jiashu, no matter what you think, my father knows that I was wrong now, and I also know that I owe you a lot of money to your mother, and I owe you a lot. I don’t pray for your forgiveness. But, I hope you are here. In the following days, you can live happily."
Mo Yusen looked at his son, thinking about the various injuries he would cause to his son in that dream in the future, his eyes contained infinite tears, and his voice said sincerely.
"Dad, I am very happy now. I am very happy to be with my mother and her mother's family."
Mo Jiashu's smile was still so brilliant, but Mo Yusen saw from it that his son might not be as happy as he showed.
"Jiashu..."
"Dad, I hope you won't pester your mother anymore. She is a very good person, she deserves a better man. And that man will definitely not be you."
After speaking, Mo Jiashu stood up, turned and left.
"Oh, yes, by the way, it's useless even if you pester your mother, she is already with Uncle Huo, and they are very happy."
Looking at his son, Mo Yusen shook his head helplessly.
His son, he thought, he should have eavesdropped on his chat with An Xia...
"Jiashu, she is a good person, I hope you don't hurt her."
"...I don't understand what you are talking about, who can I hurt? Do you think I will hurt my mother? It's ridiculous."
Perhaps it was because of Mo Yusen's words that were irritated, Mo Jiashu said one more sentence instead.
"Dad, if you are free to tell me so many useless things here, you might as well go to the prison to see Tao Zixin, who you once loved. Maybe you will find a more ridiculous surprise.
Looking at the back of his son leaving, Mo Yusen beckoned to his secretary with a pale face and asked him to send Mo Jiashu back as a child.
At the same time, he was thinking about what Mo Jiashu's last words meant.
"Tao Zixin...?"