Chapter 1029: Priceless pay

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Under Rosie's greetings, there was a sudden depressive silence in the dark, lifeless world.
The princess fell silent, until a long time later, she said faintly.
"Have you guessed my identity?"
Hearing this, Rosie did not respond, instead, her eyes fluctuated, and there was a bit of bitterness.
no way.
"You really are Lord Lenny."
Rosie finally confirmed this.
Prior to this, although Rosie and Sean had initially guessed the identity of the princess, the guess was only a guess after all.
Until this moment, with the princess's response, the speculation became a reality.
Rosie also had to accept that her ancestor, the wife of the brave Mithra, and the first princess of Mithra Kingdom, had not only survived for a thousand years, but also became the owner of the so-called "death spirit body". Through calculating the empire, calculating the human race, and even calculating the world, it finally became an unbelievable fact of detached existence.
This ancestor has now become the enemy of the kingdom, and even the enemy of the three major races. Not to mention the devil Danas's side, he has desecrated the two brave men, turned them into dead spirits, and manipulated them at will. .
The wife of the brave has become an evil person who manipulates taboo magic.
I have to say that this is a very ironic thing.
Although Rosie was mentally prepared for this, she still bit her lip.
"Why?" Rosie asked in a deep voice, "Why do people like you fall to this point?"
When this sentence rang from Rosie's mouth, it was nothing but the princess's sneer.
It was ridiculing others, ridiculing myself, ridiculing myself, and ridiculing the laughter of the descendants in front of me.
"A person like me?" The princess said sarcastically: "Then I ask you, what kind of person should I be?"
"This..." Rosie was speechless.
Upon seeing this, the princess seemed even more ironic.
"Have you ever known me? Have you ever known my thoughts and feelings?" The princess said coldly: "Since you don't know, what right do you have to say such a thing?"
Rosie fell silent.
Instead, the princess opened the conversation box and spoke to Rosie.
"I know what you are thinking, but I just feel that I am the wife of the brave Mithra, the first princess of the kingdom, and I should not be an enemy of the kingdom, nor should I be an enemy of the world."
"That is something that is not allowed to be done, and it is a shame to the kingdom, and it cannot be forgiven at all."
"It's not to blame you, after all, I used to think so too."
The princess showed nostalgia, but her eyes became colder and colder.
"In the past, I always felt that I was the partner chosen by that person and his lover. As the wife of a brave man, I should lead by example and show others justice, kindness, excellence, and virtuousness."
"In this way, I won't be ashamed of him, and I won't show others a joke, thinking that I'm just a woman who is lucky enough to be seen by the brave."
"I even fought for this for almost my entire life. After the war ended and the wedding ended, and became the princess of the Mithra Kingdom, I immediately set an example and tried my best to help him establish the country and establish a new order."
"It's a pity, what did I get in exchange for all this, do you know?"
Speaking of this, the feeling of hatred appeared in the voice of the princess.
"What I got in exchange was only hypocritical praise, hypocritical satisfaction, and even hypocritical love."
"No matter how well I do, he will only show an extremely reluctant smile."
"No matter how hard I try, he looks at me with only guilt."
"Until later, I didn't know that it turned out that everything I did was nothing but self-deception in front of him."
The princess confided her heart word by word.
"That person, that brave man, never loved me from beginning to end."
"Even if I do my best for him."
"Even if I give everything for him."
These words made Delosie even more silent.
If it were before, it would be difficult for Rosie to understand the feelings of the princess at this moment.
But now Rosie can understand.
Because she already knows what it feels like to love someone.
But the princess's love seemed so heavy and so pitiful.
After all, the person whom the brave Mithra really loved at the time was not the princess Lenny, but the current elf queen.
He was obsessed with the beauty of the Elf Queen and once wooed her, but was rejected.
Thanks to this, the brave Mithra failed to make his courtship, and he was discouraged and just married the maid who had been following him.
That maid, Princess Lenny of Erei, the survivor of Erei who was destroyed by Mithra, was taken by the brave man, and finally became the wife of the brave man and the first princess of the kingdom.
In other words, the feeling that the brave Mithra has for this wife is not love, but guilt as the princess said.
The brave man had to feel guilty for destroying other people's country because he was forced to.
Because they obviously helped him, but he made him homeless, the brave man had to feel guilty.
As a result, the brave man probably wanted to compensate the other party and make up for the other party. Only then did he let the other party stay by his side as a maid, but because of the impossibility of courtship, he was discouraged and only married the other party, which led to another level of misery. Guilty.
It can be said that the feeling that the brave Mithra has towards this Princess Lenny is only the deepest to the extreme guilt, but not half love.
Under such circumstances, the more Princess Lenny gave him selflessly, the more desperate to help him, to make suggestions for him, and to do her best, the more guilty that brave man became.
However, Princess Lenny really loved the brave man again, and even dreamed of that brave man since she was a child.
For him, Princess Lenny helped him complete the task regardless of the safety of the motherland.
For him, even if the motherland is destroyed, Princess Lenny still has no regrets, and she has to follow her as a maid at all times.
For him, after becoming the princess, she tried her best to help him build the kingdom.
All this is not to make the brave man guilty, but to make him happy and to make him truly fall in love with himself.
But the more she did this, the more the brave man would only feel guilty.
The infinite loop takes shape here.
"I don't need his guilt."
"I don't even need his make up."
"I just want him to love me as a woman. Is this demanding?"
The princess was already a little gaffe.
"Even if he loves the queen of the elves? Isn't it normal for a capable man with three wives and four concubines? I didn't ask him to treat me wholeheartedly! I just ask him to give me a little love!"
"But he didn't, he was only guilty from beginning to end, and I'm sorry when he opened his mouth and closed his mouth. Every day he said he wanted to make up for me and make up for me, even if I hate him, it doesn't matter!"
"But I don't need these at all!"
With that, the whole lifeless world became violent.
The world controlled by the princess became unstable because of the mentality of the controller.
The princess didn't realize it, just shouting blindly.
"Forty years!"
"Forty years!"
"In order for him to stop looking at me with guilt, I worked hard for forty years!"
"But in the end, even if it became dying because of a serious injury that could not be healed, what he wanted to do was to make up for me, make up for me, and feel sorry for me!"
"When he is dying, what he thinks is that he will use himself as a sacrifice, sacrifice to the holy sword, and leave the kingdom with treasures that can be passed down and can be used for the kingdom, instead of staying with me!"
"Even if I cried hoarsely, I knelt down and begged him not to die, but returned to the ruins of Erei with me, let me take care of him until the last second, stay with him until death, and even die with him, The look he looked at me was just getting more and more guilty!"
The princess shook her hand violently, causing the whole dead world to tremble.
"In order to prevent him from offering sacrifices, I have already spared my life, and hurt him at all costs. What happened?"
"He just stood in front of me, pushed me away, and then jumped into the magic circle of the ceremony without hesitation, and became a sacrifice!"
"At that moment, my heart died, but as he wished, I hated him like never before!"
After giving everything, giving up everything, not even the dignity, but in the end it ended up like this, and it is a matter of course that it will be hated.
It wasn't until this moment that Rosie understood why this ancestor had so much pain, so much despair, and his deathbed full of negative emotions, which led to the existence of the [death spirit body].
It is the pain of being rejected because of the love that cannot be asked for.
"For the past thousand years, I have been thinking that since I have given everything, but in exchange for this ending, it would be better than nothing happened in the beginning."
"The motherland was destroyed indirectly because of me, and I was destroyed indirectly because of him. Everything was doomed from the day when Erei perished."
"You ask me why I want to join the new [primitive demon] and become an enemy of the kingdom and the world?"
"Of course it's because I gave everything for the kingdom and the world, but I didn't get anything in return!"
The princess made a voice full of disgust.
"Since this world can't give me any love, then I hate everything in this world!"
"I have given all the country and order that I have built. Since it can't help me to get the love of that person, then it will be destroyed!"
"I let everything return to its original appearance, nothing exists!"
"In this way, he should no longer feel guilty for me, right?"
The princess pointed to Rosie.
No, to be more precise, it should be said that it was pointing to the holy sword in Rosie's hand.
That holy sword, the princess was so familiar with it that he could no longer be familiar with it.
Therefore, the princess made a declaration to it.
"Now you see it? Mithra!"
"I won't pay for others anymore!"
"do you hate me?"
"Hate me!"
"Because I hate you too!"