Chapter 547: Love and be loved

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Dong Xie began to recall the past.
It was Disneyland in Florida, M.
Florida is located on the southernmost tip of the east coast of country M. It is a prominent peninsula and the second longest state on the coastline of country M. Dong Xie wanted to travel to Florida many years ago and took his lover to Disney.
That time was when Virvin swindled to death and Isabella finally agreed to her marriage.
At that time, as the adopted son of the Gominic family, he temporarily took over the family, but he was very clear that he was unpopular in the family, and he could not control any of the people below. As a Chinese, living in a white society is very difficult. Not only can you speak English, but even your own thinking must be completely changed. But Dong Xie remembers his parents' admonitions from an early age. Even if he lives in country M, he is also a country Z (of course he now knows that he still has a quarter of country R).
That day, Dong Xie and Isabella played late at Disney. Originally, that night, he hoped that after returning to the hotel, he and Isabella could do some sports that only two people could play, but ...
"Scopeen." Isabella will always refer to Dong Scorpion in English. "If you are in charge of the Gominic family, I hope you can kill the demon messengers, and don't leave any one."
"what?"
Under the beautiful fairy tale castle, Dong Xie originally wanted to borrow this beautiful atmosphere to kiss Isabella, but she said the creepy words.
He is different from Velvin. Even if there is a priest's thing first, he did not want to slay the demon messenger to death.
After all, those people are actually poor people, and they don't know that the price of the exam is to sell themselves to demons. Examinations will be repeated by evil spirits.
In the final analysis, he only stood in the position of the Gominic family's adopted son and assisted Virven in hunting down the demon messenger.
"I hope you will inherit Will's will, so ... I think his spirit in heaven ..."
"Why do you have to kill the demon messenger?"
It was Dong Xie who asked Isabella very rarely.
"This is the word passed down by the ancestors. The demon messenger must be dead," Isabella said very firmly, "I was born for this, and even if I die, I have to respect In the will of God, the blasphemous demons will be killed and no one will be left. Since they have chosen the demonic camp, they can only be redeemed if they die. "
...
"Is this the reason to kill all the candidates?"
Dong Xie only feels the collapse of the world view.
In fact, before Dong Xie did not become a candidate, the attitude towards the candidates was very contradictory. Those people were originally living people and had to go through this kind of examination in order to chase eternal life. He believes that this should not be the reason for their killing. But after a series of Sao operation by Virwen, he developed a strong rebellious psychology, preferring to stand in the camp of the Devil's Envoy and be an enemy to Virwen.
For Dong Xie, love and hate will be extreme, his feelings, there is no gray middle ground.
Because he hated Virvin, he became the devil messenger that Virvin hated and feared the most.
Because he hated Isabella's betrayal of his promise, he was willing to do everything to protect Meng Qindong who kept his promise.
The more he marched towards eternal life as a candidate, the better he was to Meng Qindong, the more he was to defy Virvin who had always despised him and even sent Qiu Bao to his uncle into prison, betraying a promise of Isabella's spiritual revenge .
He deliberately uses the opposite extreme method to give back to others' love and hatred for himself, or his love and hatred for others. This character is destined to cause huge social obstacles, and it is easy to fall into the devil and become the devil if one is careless. In the real world, people are more in pursuit of moderation, and love and hatred often serve pros and cons rather than right or wrong.
Now, Velvin and Isabella are both dead. His significance as a demon messenger is only left for eternal life.
He glanced at the doll in his hand, and Yun Yu's words reminded him of an important thing. The quota for the final exam is limited. This means that in the near future, he may also compete with Gao Ying.
He is actually a seed ... candidate?
This means that as long as he can live to the final exam, he will have a higher probability to become a demon host and get an undead life.
At this moment, Dong Scorpion had many thoughts in his mind.
For Isabella, he has no value or meaning. But that ’s all it takes, even if Velvin sent his uncle to prison, even if he sacrificed his time reward to save Velvin, for her, after all, he is nothing. Wilvin and her can become demon messengers in order to survive, and he is an unforgivable sin to become a demon messenger, completely two standards.
At the moment he wanted to be a candidate, what was he thinking about? Is he hoping for an undead life, or is there hope that he can overcome Vilvin, and when Vilvin becomes an old man in the future, he can still be a handsome young man.
Actually ... he didn't desire this level of immortal life. After all ... the price is too great, and the possibility of dying early is higher.
It wasn't until ... he killed Velvin and Isabella with his own hands that he felt a huge void. His hatred can no longer be released, so that he almost became a real demon under the guidance of the demon.
"Dong, Dong Xie, what are you thinking?" Meng Qindong looked at Dong Xie and asked, "Did you think of anything?"
Dong Xie looked at Meng Qindong, he suddenly understood.
He never really became himself.
All along, he has not really longed for everlasting life.
What he wanted was nothing but "to be loved".
This matter is far more important to him than immortality.
Just because he longed to be loved, so he did not take the path of full black. But while eager to be loved, he always loves himself more than others.
Life is really ... too contradictory.
Suddenly, he launched a "private chat" with Meng Qindong.
That's right, this is a kind of private chat that only he and Meng Qindong can communicate with each other.
"If, if this test can survive ... Qin Dong, I will take you to the Disney theme park in Florida."
Meng Qindong thought he had something very important to say, but he didn't expect that to be the case?
Looking back carefully ...
Dong Xie discovered that he never loved others more than himself.
But ... do you have to love someone more than you love yourself?
Is it true love only through comparison? Is love something quantifiable?
Love can love someone as much as you love yourself!
And now, he finally understood what the original sin was as a candidate. But he could no longer regret it.
He has always loved himself more than others. So even if he becomes a demon host, he will not mind, as long as he can survive.
This way, he has gone too far.
He can't go back.
Then ...
He can only move on.
Immediately afterwards, he picked up the Gaoying doll in his hand.
"So, Yunyu, the demon seed host, will have any advantages?"
Yunyu nodded: "There will definitely be advantages. But the demon original boarding will never interfere in the exam."
"Even if this seed candidate is killed by other candidates, will it not retaliate?"
"No. Being killed means you are not eligible to be a host."
At this time, looking at the doll in front of him, Dong Scorpion was struggling.
Gao Ying gradually felt that something was wrong. What did Dong Xie watch him do?
Dong Xie is thinking about a problem.
Does he really want Gao Ying to live forever?
Now Gao Gao, who has become a doll, Dong Xie wants to kill him, there are at least one hundred ways.
Dong Xie is impossible to go back. Along the way, he will either die or become a demon host to live forever.
"Qin Dong, can you love me as you love yourself?"
Meng Qindong's words suddenly appeared in his mind.
She was stunned, and asked what to do at this time?
"I want to take the final exam places with you and get eternal life. I hope I can love you as much as myself."
"What's wrong with you? Dong ..."
"You don't need to sacrifice anything for me, nor will I sacrifice myself for you. But at least without the need to sacrifice ourselves, can we trust each other and support each other to the end?"
Meng Qindong froze for a few seconds, then replied in his mind.
"I will!"
Dong Xie nodded.
Believe it or not, at least, he believed it.
He no longer hesitated, grabbed the doll Gao Ying's hand ...
Clenched tighter.
He wanted to be a completely different person from Wilvin.
He did not hesitate to kill the demon messenger who killed him, not a life!
They do not need to use death to obtain salvation!
Just like himself!
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