Chapter 42: Laar's sorrow (Part 1)

"Are you really playing horse riding with me? Sara is so happy."
　　 Little Lori's little angel-like face was filled with smiles like flowers blooming,
　　 I... I rely on, so big, so shining eyes, is this a legendary new signboard must be killed, shining invincible meteor eyes?
　　I saw the bad situation and immediately avoided it. Fortunately, the main target was not me, otherwise...
　　 Sure enough, the two barbarian brothers were settled and settled in law. One foot was in the air, but they couldn't let go. They could only turn around helplessly, with a stiff smile on their faces, as stiff as a zombie.
　　 "Sara, Uncle Doug has one more thing. Come next time with you, OK."
　　Doug said with a flattering expression that was almost flattering, and Geoff nodded quickly: "Yes, I just heard that a large group of sinking demon attacked the villagers. We want to rush over and see..."
　　 It's day, and I didn't expect Gefu to be so discerning as to lie. It seems that I am the purest of the four.
　　 "Is it... like this? Then Sarah will not disturb Doug and Uncle Guff. Uncle needs to be more careful. He often comes to play with Sarah in the future."
　　 The empathetic little Loli lowered her head sadly, and fiddled with the small white floral sleeve.
　　 "Daddy is often away from home, mother is also very busy, and Doug and Uncle Goff haven't been here in a long time. Shara is so lonely. Shara is a child that no one loves. Everyone ignores Shara..."
　　 Talking, her big watery eyes became red, and her lashing eyelashes also drooped down. It was really a goblin. I didn’t expect how beautiful a daughter like an old stick like Lal could have...
　　 The sorrowful version of the legendary shining invincible meteor eyes comes out of the bird, oh oh oh, fortunately I have already avoided it.
Doug and Geoff were not so lucky. Under the attack of the eyes of Little Loli's "innocent and innocent", the guilty feelings of being beaten with no skin, guilt, guilt, etc. all came to mind. People in the world, don’t say Gefu, even the cheeky Doug has the general simplicity. If it’s in the original world, maybe Little Loli looks like this, not only will not get sympathy and pity, but it will cause some Evil people look, hum~~
　　What do you say that person is me, how is it possible, I am not that kind of person, really...
　　 In the end, the poor barbarian, brother or brother, was still pulled by Little Loli. Instead, I was idle. Little Loli seemed to be afraid of life. When I looked at me, my eyes were always evasive and very cute.
　　 "Wu, congratulations on your coming back."
　　Lal said to me with a happy face.
　　 "Thank you, Lar, thanks to your teaching."
I sincerely said that my combat experience was taught by Lal, and most of my knowledge in the dark was taught by Akara. The two can be said to be my enlightenment mentors and have great favors for me. I Wu Anyone who is definitely not a person who does not know what to do, without them, even if I have a BUG amulet, it may have been nine deaths. Sometimes, relative experience is often more important than relative strength, such as camping, if not Akara taught me that I could find a place where I could sleep. Until midnight, several teams of fallen demon suddenly played rebirth in my tent, hum...
　　 "How many levels now."
　　Lar took the cup handed over by his wife and took a sip.
　　 "Level 3". I continued my great nonsense career.
　　 "Thank you." I took the cup from Lal's wife and said quickly.
　　 "This is my wife, saree."
　　Lal pointed at this middle-aged beautiful woman, the pride that could not be expressed in the tone, the feelings of the two, it was called a sweet honey.
　　 "This is my friend, Wu Fan." Lal reported softly to his wife.
　　 I looked at the saree. It was really a very beautiful woman. The beauty of the leprechaun in Sarana probably came from her inheritance.
　　 "Wu Fan? What a special name. Can I call you Wu like Lar?"
　　Lar's wife, Sari concealed her lips and smiled softly, her expression was gentle and charming. Lal was really shit, he had a good wife and a lovely daughter.
　　 "Of course, this is my honor."
　　 After saree retired, I said jealously: "Lar, your life is really nourishing, gentle wife, lovely daughter, gee..."
Is that right? My words seemed to touch something, Lal smiled a little reluctantly.
　　 "Why, look at your lifeless life, don't you, that, can't...?"
　　 "You can't do it!"
　　 is about the dignity of the man, Rao Yilar's stability, and also his face.
　　 "It's just..." Lal glanced at the two barbarians who were accompanying Shara in the distance and said with guilt.
　　 "I think I'm sorry for both Doug and Geoff."
　　 "Well, what do you say?"
　　 "Doug and Geoff, they are both very talented transferees, but, just, they followed the incompetent me."
　　 Lal suddenly hugged his head with both hands, and struck me by surprise, not a child. He cried whenever he cried.
"I always can't let go of my home. I always want to spend more time with Sari and Sara. I'm always afraid to go to the battlefield and never see them again. Doug and Geoff are all dragged down by me. It's all my fault."
"Several years ago, some of the transferees who transferred with me have already moved towards Lu Gain, and the rest are preparing for the challenge of Andalil. Only me is still panicking. "
"Wu, don't you look down on me very much, as a noble paladin, cowardly, indifferent, and ambitious, always indulging in the warmth of the home, even if it is so, even if it is so insulted by people, I am willing, just Doug He and Gefu, they had already hoped to sprint Lu Goin, but because of me..."
"And Saree and them, they..., Wu, you just saw Sarra, a 13-year-old child, and playing horseback riding games with me. Do you find it ridiculous, no, not ridiculous at all, since she was born Since then, my incompetent father has not been able to spare much time to accompany her. In her heart, the way of communication with her ruthless father only stayed at the riding game she knew when she was three years old... …"
　　Lar, who let go of the topic, seemed to flood the gate, and the bitter water and sorrow in his heart poured out. He whimpered quietly, sobbing, that badly disoriented look. I was stunned, but I never thought that Laar, who was usually calm and humorous, was hiding such an unknown pain.
I understand Laar's feelings at this time. As a transferee, I am bound by my family, my attachment to my family, and the two contradictory thoughts of defending the dark continent and getting rid of hell. At all times, struggling violently to confront each other, the sentence is not very suitable, but it is very apt to describe it, that is, "the dilemma of loyalty".
　　Because of his hesitation, the two brothers, Doug and Geoff, who followed themselves, were also busy and inactive all day long, which made Larr guilty.
　　 "Uncle Lar~EbookFREE.me~ You think too much."
　　 I patted his shoulder, Lar raised his head and looked at me with red eyes.
"Actually, I'm not afraid to tell you the truth. My thoughts are similar to yours. Do you know what is my biggest dream after becoming a Druid? I think I am now a Druid. I have a different status and should be able to rely on Well, find a good wife. At that time, I will take her in a secluded mountain forest and live a quiet and happy life. How about the dark continent."
Watching Lal become silent, I said while ironing: "So, you don't need to be ashamed of your general idea, sad, no one likes war, killing and being killed, with the death of life, it will always be so order People are painful and hesitant. No one wants to leave. Everyone has their own cherished people. It’s just that they choose a protection method that is slightly different from yours. They want to kill one more enemy on the battlefield. There will be more security, and you..."
　　 I looked at Lal with a smile.
"It’s a bit more exaggerated, not only to protect their safety, but also to protect their hearts. You may not be an excellent warrior, but definitely an excellent father, no one can laugh at you for this, absolutely not ..."
"As for Doug and Hegeoff, I don’t know what they think, but you don’t have to bear any sense of guilt, and follow you, they are willing, if they feel unwilling, they will naturally choose to leave, everything is What they are choosing has nothing to do with you."
　　 "Not bad..."
　　Doug and Gefu didn't know when they were standing next to me. At this time, they roared, and the tiger's eyes were even more red, and the tears were rolling. What kind of feelings could make this careless iron man shed tears.