Chapter 61: Cannon fodder in the blood of the giant dog

Ning Bai's hand was flicked open, and he stared at the boy with tears in his dark eyes, as if it was hard to get extreme, and finally could not help but explode all the grievances, coldly said to him: "roll!"
Ning Bai's heart seemed to be hit hard by a blunt instrument, his face (color) turned slightly pale.
During this time, the boy seemed indifferent, indifferent, he didn't seem to take everything into his heart, and even occasionally snarled at him with his claws...Sometimes Ning Bai would think, maybe he thought too much By the way, the boy is not so vulnerable, he will not do stupid things... he doesn't need to worry about that.
But at the moment looking at the boy's eyes, looking at the sadness inside, he suddenly realized that this was not the case.
Actually he was sad.
I just don’t want to be discovered by others, I don’t want to be weak in front of myself, I don’t want people to know that he is pitiful...
So it’s okay to pretend to work hard.
Pretend not to care.
But now he can't pretend.
Ning Bai's throat rolled, and he lowered his eyes, mutely said for a long time: "You are injured, I just want to help you deal with it."
Lin Ziran lost his mood and it was the worst time. He didn't want to take Li Ningbai at all. He got up and left: "Don't control it!"
But after just walking a few steps, suddenly he was beaten and hugged directly, Lin Ziran struggled a few times but failed to break away, and was held by Ning Bai beside the car!
The man was gentle but strong (qiang). He gently put Lin Ziran in the back seat, then took the first aid box from the trunk, knelt in front of him on one knee, picked up his calf, and whispered ︰"do not move."
Lin Ziran:? Are you a prophet unknown? Have you calculated that I am going to wrestle? Is there a first aid kit in the car? !
He looked at the man who was kneeling in front of himself on one knee, suddenly a little ignorant.
Seeing Ning Bai's persistent attitude, he wouldn't let go if he didn't handle it. He didn't want to fight Ning Bai. After all, it wasn't really a hatred. After all, it seemed like he couldn't let go... so So he didn't make a sound, tacitly approving Ning Bai to help him treat the wound, while thinking about how to persuade Ning Bai to let him go.
Ning Bai gently supported the boy's calf. There were a lot of small stones on the road just now. The blood (flesh) that fell on the boy's knee was blurred. The pain (color) appeared in his eyes, how careless...
I won't take care of myself at all.
He took out an alcohol cotton ball, raised his eyes and said to Lin Ziran: "It hurts a little, you can bear with it."
Lin Ziran pursed his lips and said nothing.
He doesn't feel pain, he just thinks Ning Bai is so strange...
The silhouette of the man's face appeared softer at night (color). He looked as gentle as his eyes, probably because he didn't have a good rest. There was a touch of red blood in his eyes, and his beautiful face was covered with a light layer of light. Sorrowful (color), seems a bit fragile and embarrassed, so I feel embarrassed to kick over...
After all, he also eats soft but not hard.
Ning Bai felt that the boy was still. He began to help him carefully treat the wound on his knee. The man lowered his head. The whole portrait was covered with a mist. His movements were pious and focused.
Lin Ziran couldn't help but be a little curious.
[Lin Ziran: He looks so strange, just like he really loves me, but why should he love me? 】
[System: How do I know? 】
[Lin Ziran:...] Although I didn’t expect the system to answer the question, I was still a bit depressed to hear this...
Lin Ziran thought that he might have thought too much. After all, Ning Bai vowed to say that he did not love him ten days ago, even if he took the rocket, he would not fall in love with him?
It's so simple to fall in love, Lin Ziran has to doubt love...
He felt that Ning Bai might still think he likes him, maybe he thought he was annoying! Today, Ning Bai must make this clear!
In ten minutes, Lin Ziran's knee wound was healed.
Ning Bai raised his head and looked softly: "I will send you back."
Lin Ziran didn't move, so he looked at him in a condescending way, his lips twitched, and his tone was sneered: "You shouldn't think, how much do I really like you?"
Ning Bai acted.
Lin Ziran lowered his head and approached him, saying seriously: "I don't love you at all."
Ning Bai looked at the boy's eyes, and those eyes were so cold, absolutely... It felt like he was brutally slashed again. He closed his eyes and whispered, "I always know."
[Lin Zi was shocked and suddenly a little nervous: He always knew? What does it mean, has he seen me through! 】
[System: ...why, do you think your acting is good? 】
[Lin Ziran:...]
[System: Or do you think your previous pursuit looks like true love? 】
[Lin Ziran:...]
Ning Bai lowered his eyes.
Actually you don't say it.
I also know.
Maybe the hotness, enthusiasm, focus, and seriousness in your eyes at the beginning made me confused for a moment, and made me doubt that you really like me, as if I were the only important person in your eyes, but then it was only one Instant illusion... You are like a nonsense child, you will say that you like me and love me, but you never have love in your eyes, I later understood this.
You will occasionally make me angry, do things that I don’t like, and look at me provocatively...
You pursue me for no reason, just because you want to do that, and want to spend your life in a ridiculous and rebellious way...
You may have liked me.
But you don’t understand what love is.
So when you know your life experience, you can say that you don’t like it, and you don’t like it. If you let go of it (dry gan) completely, pursuing me is more like a game for you.
But even if I knew all this, I still fell involuntarily...
It was you who made me understand that my perseverance in my self-righteousness was all a joke.
Ning Bai's eyes dropped slightly, and he chuckled softly: "No, I don't need you to love me."
Lin Ziran suspiciously said: "Really?"
Ning Bai looked at him indulgently and nodded, "Really."
Lin Ziran: "Don't follow me."
Ning Bai did not agree this time.
He looked at the boy in a sad and complicated way.
Lin Ziran jumped from the car, turned around and walked away. He walked back a few steps and found that Ning Bai was still looking at him in the same place. He was finally annoyed, glaring at Ning Bai, impatiently saying, "How come you still?" Don't go zhen\"de is very annoying! Stop following me! I'll die with you again! "
Ning Bai wanted to quit the game.
Unexpectedly, as soon as this sentence came out, Ning Bai's face (color) was always pale and restrained before, (exposed) with a sad expression (color), and the body shook slightly.
Lin Ziran: "..."
This acted like he was bullying Ning Bai.
Ning Baiding looked at him for a long time, and finally spoke, his voice was low, with a hint of pleading: "I can not follow you, but can you promise me to take care of yourself?"
Lin Ziran was so happy, did he finally say that Ning Bai was moving?
He nodded and said, "Yes."
Ning Bai gave him a deep look, then (dry gan) Jingli turned around and left, but his back was a little lonely.
…………………
Lin Zi woke up the next day, and finally couldn't see the familiar black car.
The world is quiet!
Wonderful!
Ning Bai finally did not come!
Lin Ziran was very happy. It seems that his open and honest conversation yesterday moved Ning Bai. He knew that he wouldn’t come if he didn’t like it at all. Who wouldn’t have to count on his face? After all, he doesn't owe himself anything. Although Lu Xiaodong is indeed very pitiful, he has nothing to do with Ning Bai.
In short, you and our well water don't violate the river water, just don't have each other.
Lin Ziran now lives in a bedroom, eats a roadside stall, and occasionally goes to the Internet bar and down the hall, and his life is very smart.
As usual, Xia Hang stayed in the bedroom one weekend and suddenly asked Lin Ziran strangely, "Why didn't your brother come?"
Lin Ziran lied quietly: "He is on a business trip."
Xia Hang nodded: "Oh."
After a few more days.
That day Lin Ziran was boring and chatting with the system while walking.
[Lin Ziran: Is it nearly two months since I came to this world? 】
[System: Yes. 】
Lin Ziran (touching Mo) (touching Mo) chin, should he prepare to quit the game, but he hasn't figured out how to die...
Recently, Jiang　 did not come, which made Lin Ziran a little surprised.
At first, he was quite afraid of Jiang's entanglement. After all, he (sexuality) was fierce. In case he refused more times, he would be mad at the same time and he was very annoyed to start.
Who knows that Jiang 　 can't figure it out, it's really a good thing, a good thing, really, I don't like him much!
[Lin Ziran: Fortunately, Ning Bai is not coming, otherwise he will follow me every day, I still can’t let go. 】Although he has long decided to let himself go, he still thinks of Lu Xiaodong in the eyes of others, and Lin Ziran doesn't want to have a sprawl at this time.
[System: He is here. 】
[Lin Ziran:? ? ? 】
[System: Every day. 】
[Lin Ziran was shocked: I didn’t see it! 】
[System: He comes in a different car every day. Today is the white (color) one hundred meters in front of you. 】
[Lin Ziran: ...Why don’t you tell me. 】
[System: You didn’t ask me again. 】
[Lin Ziran:...]
Ah, Lin Zi is going crazy, hasn't he done anything that he shouldn't do recently? This stalker is terrible!
Lin Ziran couldn't bear it anymore. He rushed directly to the car and slapped the window fiercely!
For a long time, the door opened.
Ning Bai's expression was very embarrassed. He didn't seem to want to be discovered, watching Lin Ziran speechless.
Lin Zi was angry, oh, do you know that I am embarrassed?
You can be a high IQ criminal at this level, you know!
Lin Zi's angry fingers twitched and pointed at him: "You just won't leave, will you?"
Ning Bai was silent: "I'm sorry."
Last time the boy was so angry that he even said death. This made Ning Bai sleepless. He didn’t dare to be discovered by the boy. He just wanted to watch it silently. When he could be sure that there was nothing wrong, he would leave... …
Leaving his world, no longer to disturb him.
Who knows so carefully, it was still found...
Lin Ziran couldn't help but burst into tears, he finally knew the pain of being chased and ran, this kind of he really can't eat it.
No wonder he used to squat at the door of his company every day, Ning Bai was so bored and impatient, he didn’t want to look at himself, but now he actually thinks that Ning Bai has a good temper. The appearance of Matt's little bastard, and harassing each other every day. He haunts him at his work place every day, and he can't get rid of it... If he had such a rogue, he would have been unable to bear it. Screamed! So I was so nasty, how did I catch up with Ning Bai's incredible...
Brother, you are actually avenging me, right?
Repay one's life with another's way?
and many more……
Lin Ziran seemed to be inspired! How did Ning Bai toss himself at first, so that he wanted to leave immediately?
Hahahaha, Feng Shui turns, you can't think of today!
I will learn to use this book most!
Since you can't get rid of you, then you can't bear to go by yourself? Not to mention anything else, but after a period of pursuit, he still understands Ning Bai’s preferences and habits, so I’m so good at making you unhappy!
I don't have (强qiang)-forcing you to do anything. If you can't do it, leave yourself.
Isn't that what you did against me at the time? If you take my tricks against me, I will take your tricks against you!
Lin Ziran looked up and down at Ning Bai and raised his eyebrows with a smile: "You just want to follow me?"
Ning Bai was silent for a moment and nodded.
Lin Ziran said: "It's not impossible, but I don't like you to follow me like this. You can appear in front of me in the future, but you should never secretly (Mo) (Mo)!"
Ning Bai looked at Lin Ziran in disbelief.
Lin Ziran stared at him: "If you follow me secretly, don't blame me for being welcome."
Ning Bai nodded conscientiously, and there seemed to be a faint light flashing in the dark and silent eyes.
Lin Ziran looked away, "You come with me, Xia Hang recently asked you several times, please invite us to eat out!"
Ning Bai laughed: "Okay."
Half an hour later, the three sat in KFC.
Lin Ziran looked at Ning Bai with a smile on his legs, but he must report it. He still remembers the family bucket that was robbed at that time! This didn't eat it, just to make it difficult for him to take away his whole family bucket, this hatred he has never forgotten! Today I want to watch you eat and see you eat enough! In order to relieve the hatred of my heart.
Lin Ziran put a family bucket in front of Ning Bai, and then sprinkled a thick layer of super spicy chili powder that he brought from outside, and thoughtfully helped Ning Bai with a thick layer. You must finish your favorite."
Ning Bai: "...good."
Looking at the provocative (color) in the boy's eyes, he clearly saw what he disliked the most in front of him, but his heart was soft for a moment, as long as the child was willing to make trouble for him, and still be able to vigorously engage in trouble... he felt able This is also very good...
Xia Hang looked at the bucket in front of Ning Bai, looked at the thick red layer above, and took a breath. Rao is a person like him who is not spicy and unhappy. At this moment, he is also intimidated by hope. Brother Ning looks like a person. People, I didn't expect my hobby to be so... Grounded, it's really unexpected and unexpected...
Ning Bo cherishes the time sitting with the boy like this.
Reaching for a piece of chicken wings, he looked at it and dropped his eyelashes.
The tears came out before one was finished.
The man's face is extremely delicate and beautiful, his eyelashes are long, there is a layer of mist on the light amber (color) eyes at this moment, and the light (color) lips appear red because of the spiciness. The original (dry gan) net slender fingertips are now greasy Yes, biting slowly...
Xia Hang: "..."
He thinks that Brother Ning may be the kind of spicy food that is not good, but he loves to die, but he wants to eat Ye Gong, a good dragon type. This kind of person is really difficult. If he loves to die, he can’t eat it. Occasionally, he can’t eat it. Swallowing down with tears, this is probably the legendary pain and happy...
Xia Hang thoughtfully took a glass of ice cola and pushed it over, saying: "Brother Ning, drink some water before eating."
Lin Ziran took it quickly, and he smiled: "If you don't know him, he likes it."
Xia Hang looked at Ning Bai, very puzzled.
really?
Eat this oil so spicy (dry gan)?
Does anyone like to torture themselves like this?
Ning Bai's eyes twitched, his voice slightly hoarse, and said, "Yes, I like to eat it."
Xia Hang: ...Okay, everyone has love and can't be forced (qiang).
Lin Zi ate this meal very quickly, and he didn't rush to go after eating. He just sat there playing with his mobile phone, and from time to time he looked up at Ning Bai to eat.
Seeing Ning Bai like this, it must be unbearable.
Ha ha, I can't bear to leave, I can't help you at all.
Xia Hang has a bit of pain, but Brother Ning likes not to say anything. Really, sometimes you can't eat it, don't force it (qiang)...
Why bother yourself?
Ning Bai really didn't drink a sip of water. He ate it slowly and finally took the last piece. He raised his head and smiled apologetically at Lin Ziran. He was gentle, but his voice was hoarse: "Sorry , Keep you waiting for a long time."
Lin Ziran was a bit surprised. Did the picky ghost really finish eating?
Ning Bai stood up and said calmly, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Lin Ziran: "Oh."
Ning Bai walked steadily to the bathroom, closed the door, and suddenly bent over and all spit out. He vomited for a while, his bile was all spit out, a painful expression (color) appeared on his face, and his face (color) was pale. He gargleed vigorously for a long time and made sure that there was no taste before returning.
Lin Zi looked at him angrily: "I fell into the toilet."
Xia Hang pulled him and whispered: "Wait there is nothing later..."
Ning Bai seemed a little embarrassed and smiled lightly: "I will send you back."
This way Ning Bai looked normal, with a calm expression, except for a little swollen lips, and nothing else. Lin Ziran felt that he had guessed wrong... In the past, Ning Bai was clearly not spicy at all. But he was okay after eating all today...
Is he really not spicy?
In short, I failed today!
Lin Ziran returned to the bedroom with a cold face, and tomorrow he had to find a new way to make Ning Bai difficult.
………………
Ning Bai really said that he did not follow him. Every time he came, he would send a message to Lin Ziran and tell him where to wait for him.
Lin Ziran went out to play games that day. When he came back, he met Ning Bai who was waiting for him at the school gate. He was about to buy himself a cup of (nai Nai) tea. Suddenly his eyes moved, and he took Ning Bai to the (nai Nai) tea shop. .
Lin Ziran: "Two cups of pearl (milk Nai) tea, one cup is super sweet."
In order to make (milk Nai) tea sweeter, Lin Ziran specially asked the clerk to add a few spoons of sugar. He handed (milk Nai) tea to Ning Bai and smiled: "Please drink."
The clerk admired him very much. For the first time, he saw such a sweet-loving person. He was still a forbidden elite who was very cold at first sight.
Ning Bai looked at the sly smile in the boy's eyes and directly reached over to take (Milk Nai) tea. He lowered his eyes and said softly, "Thank you."
Lin Ziran: "..." suspected that he was about to miscalculate again.
Ning Bai still drank slowly, but he really finished drinking again!
Lin Ziran was convinced.
This kind of saccharin (milk Nai) tea can't hold him like a sweet tooth.
Does Ning Bai really want to vomit?
Or you are more ruthless!
Lin Ziran thought left and right, that is how he can make Ning Bai difficult...
If Ning Bai eats and drinks everything, then this difficulty is meaningless.
As for buying breakfast and supper, Lin Zi felt that it was unnecessary.
One is that he doesn’t like to get up early for breakfast, and the other is that Ning Bai’s previous tracker is not too difficult to tell him to do something like this. Maybe he’s still happy...
I obviously made things more difficult, but Ning Bai accepted it without any complaint!
"I said to you in front, even if you are like this, I won't like you! You are not good for me..." Lin Ziran kicked the stone at the foot while walking, glaring at him angrily. .
Ning Bai looked at the boy and suddenly chuckled, looking at him sideways: "I'll be your brother, OK?"
Lin Ziran:? ? ?
Ning Bai said this as if he finally understood what he should put down and what he should not put down.
I finally realized what kind of identity I should use to protect the boy.
He just wanted to give what he wanted.
Instead of adding his own feelings (qiang) to him.
Ning Bai's eyes were gentle. Although his eyes (colors) were very pale, they were soft and gentle (colors), so he didn't look cold at all. He smiled and said: "I left home at a very young age and was adopted by others. The adoptive parents are very nice to me. They adopted me because they couldn’t have children... But in fact, I always wanted to have a younger brother. I think if there is a younger brother, I can take care of him and protect him. It would be a very happy part. Thing, so when I learned that I really had a younger brother, I was actually very happy..."
Lin Ziran: My brother who went to bed?
Ning Bai looked at him apologetically and said, "Although our (guanguan) department was a bit inappropriate before, it was all over. I love you because you are like my loved one. I have been waiting for a long time. Kind of loved ones."
He does not expect the boy to love him.
I don't expect my love to be affirmed.
I know what you want most and what you lack most. You want someone who loves you and protects your family.
What they failed to do, I want to do it.
Accompany you as a loved one.
Give you all the things that were missing in the previous two decades, and protect you with another identity.
Lin Ziran frowned at Ning Bai, seeming to analyze whether he said it was true or not.
But after reading it for a long time, I couldn't understand it.
Although he reasonably thinks that Ning Bai is talking about p words, Ning Bai’s abnormal attitude cannot always be true love for himself, right? Do you really want to have a younger brother? It's ridiculous...
Ning Bai saw Lin Ziran's doubts, but did not press step by step, but looked at him with a smile: "What you don't know is, in fact, I am really, I am glad to meet you."
I used to think that I was scared, scared, and afraid of facing past wounds.
Fear of returning to the dark past.
I thought to let go, in fact, it has always been just to escape.
Until I know your existence...
You let me know, I can still fall in love with someone, let me know, don't be afraid to face the past.
Ning Bai looked at him seriously, with a hint of pleading in his eyes: "Can I stay with you as your brother?"
Lin Ziran remained silent for a long time, and said coldly, "As you please."
Anyway, I am going to leave, what do you care about with an npc? Waste your time.
………………
Lin Ziran found that since he thought about it, he didn’t find Ning Bai annoying anymore. Moreover, Ning Bai was very good at observing words (color) and knew how to keep a distance. He wouldn’t follow him all the time. , Never (gan) involved in his life, so as long as he does not mind, when he is a transparent person.
The weather has been good recently.
Lin Ziran sucked (milk Nai) tea and walked on the tree-lined trail. Ning Bai followed him half a step behind him, and looked softly at his profile.
Recently, the boy looks much better. I eat (sleep Shui) (sleep Shui) every day, but I am very relaxed. Maybe I have thought more about it before. The boy is more brave and strong (qiang) than he thought. Don’t worry so much about yourself... If that’s the case, you may not have to come over often, and with friends like Xia Hang, he will come out slowly. If you want to stay for a long time, you should keep with him A certain distance, otherwise it will only be annoying.
As for the family like that, don’t forget, you just have to be yourself, and I’ll take care of everything else.
Ning Bai's lips were slightly smiling, and he suddenly said, "Wait."
Lin Ziran was startled.
I saw Ning Bai kneeling on one knee and stretched out his hand to start tying his shoelaces. His voice was soft: "Your shoelaces are loose."
Lin Ziran was used to Ning Bai's thoughtfulness. He continued to drink (milk Nai) tea and thought about other things casually.
Feng Wan went to Ning Bai's office every day to wait for him, but he was stopped by Xue Ze every time. sad……
She finally found her son who had lost 20 years, but the son refused to see her at all. Why? Does he miss him at all? why……
Feng Wan washed her face with tears every day, but she couldn't see Ning Bai making her very painful.
Then she finally remembered that she still had another ‘son’. After hearing that she had no money to go back to school and live there, Feng Wan was very lost because she couldn’t save Ning Bai.
Who knows that when he came to see Lu Xiaodong standing there casually drinking (milk Nai) tea, his face impatient and casual, but Ning Bai knelt at his feet to tie his shoelaces.
Ning Bai looked at the boy with such gentle eyes. This kind of expression (color)... that Feng Wan had not seen before.
The warm yellow (color) light of the evening shrouded the two together, like a beautiful picture of a affectionate man and a careless boy.
At this moment, a ridiculous idea suddenly appeared in Feng Wan's heart-Ning Bai loved Lu Xiaodong.
This is a woman's intuition.
Her intuition has always been accurate.
This can explain why Ning Bai cares about Lu Xiaodong so much. If ordinary friends blame Lu Xiaodong several times for her, it turns out that he refused to come back for Lu Xiaodong!
She finally understood!
Lu Xiaodong's child has always been ignorant and rebellious. He must be jealous and envious of Ning Bai's own child, so he didn't let Ning Bai go home just to retaliate himself!
Feng Wan was extremely angry.
Give him food and clothes for him to grow up worry-free, does he repay himself like this? You came to me to collect debts, right? I'm not thin with you, but you don't let my biological son go home, I shouldn't have adopted you at all!
It's all your fault, it's you... Ning Bai didn't want to come back!
You a debt collector who revenge!
Feng Wan strode over and shouted sharply: "Who allows you to be with Ning Bai!"
Lin Ziran stayed.
When he hadn't responded yet, Feng Wan had come to him. Her eyes were red with resentment, and she raised her hand high against Lin Ziran without hesitation!
But her hand failed to fall and her wrist was firmly pinched!
Ning Bai's eyes were very cold, and there was no temperature in his voice: "What are you going to do?"