Chapter 944: Ying Lili's Life Talk (Part 2)

"what are you saying………"
I heard Ying Lili's inquiries, Asuna felt her whole body became stiff, but Ying Lili just stared at her eyes.
"Don't think I can't see it. I'm the author of the book. What kind of book I draw is naturally clear to me. In fact, I'm an extremely popular writer who has sold thousands of books on cm. I have seen all kinds of dead house fat house abnormal house, but no one like you, even the most disgusting neet fat house, will not degenerate to this point because of the book. But I know why you want In doing so, the book was originally used to give people an illusion, because things that can't be done in reality, even in dreams, can be expressed through pictures to meet their needs for a short time. I Understandable, but ... what are you afraid of? "
"..............."
Facing Yingli's inquiry, Asuna lowered her head and remained silent for a long time. Then she clenched her fists and said softly.
"My family ... The Jiecheng family is a famous family in Kansai ... I have been working as a member of the Jiecheng family since my childhood. My mother is a very serious and serious person. She has been supervising I designed the goals for my future life. All I needed to do was work hard to get a good university, then find a good job, go on a blind date, marry, make a career, and live up to my mother. Expectations and the last name of Yuuki. "
I said here, Asuna's shoulders gradually dropped.
"Seriously, I never thought of playing a game. This completely stealth device was not bought by me, but by my brother, because he had a business trip, and I happened to have a bit of a strange game. Interested, so please ask him to borrow me for a day ... Obviously I just want to come in and experience it ... That's it ... "
所以 "So you've been desperately trying to do it."
Hearing here, Ying Lili finally understood why Asuna has been desperately trying to attack and end the game. People like themselves, Black Cat, and Gabriel chose to enter here because of their strong interest in games.
Although there is definitely some dissatisfaction and fear in being forced to be locked in the death game, at the same time, at least, the idea of ​​playing the game in an upright and bright way still exists. For example, Gabriel once made it explicit that she wanted Stay in this world forever and never go out again.
However, Asuna is different. She is the pearl of her family and the expectations of her family bear heavy expectations. For her, this game is just the relaxation she chooses when she is unintentionally curious. It is like a person who is curious and wants to go into a haunted house to see it, but never wants to enter a strange world full of ghosts.
"......... When I entered the game, I was in the third grade. Obviously this year is very important for me and my mother. What I should do now is to review and learn knowledge, and then according to my mother's wishes, Admitted to a prestigious school like the other brothers and sisters in the family. If all went well, I should have entered the high school campus now and started a new life ... "
Said here, Asuna's body began to tremble slightly.
"But in fact? I'm trapped in this death game. My body may be lying on a hospital bed. What do you think of me? What do you think of my mother? Would they think I should be unlucky if I am addicted to the game? Suffering? But in fact, I have almost never played a video game! It has been more than half a year in the game, but I do n’t know how long it will take to get through the entire Iron Grand ......... Two years? Three years? Four years? No one can be sure, but if I can't leave this world and can't go back, my life, my life will be a mess ...! "
"........."
Looking at Asuna who was trembling, Ying Lili sighed in silence and reached out to hug her.
She Yingli is not incapable of understanding Asuna's thoughts. She is also a child of a diplomat, and she understands how much pressure a person like her has.
But Biasna is fortunate that Yingli has a pair of parents who support her interests. They not only don't care about Yingli's drawing book behavior, they even help Yingli to buy those Yingli pears because they are not old enough. Games and books.
So although in school, Ying Lili is going to pretend to be a well-educated and obedient girl, but at least at home, she can wear a green sweatshirt and lazily crawl at the desk to draw a book.
However, Asuna obviously had no such luck.
This is why Asuna and Ying Lili are completely different in their anxiety. Ying Lili has a pair of parents who love her. For her, the thing to do is to live well, live to leave the game, and return to her parents' arms That day.
As long as I can live back to the real world, it is the best reward for my parents. And Ying Lili also believes that no matter whether it is five years, ten years, fifteen years, her parents will always love themselves.
Moreover, for Yingli Li, there are many future paths. Perhaps the pseudonym Kashiwagi will disappear in the reader's memory as time passes, but when she returns to the real world, she can start drawing new comics again under the new pseudonym.
Even if Ying Lili woke up until she was twenty, she is confident to find her future goals and the way to go.
But Asuna is different. For her, each day spent in the game is equivalent to "wasting" her life for another day, and she will be further and further away from her original path and life goal. .
If Asuna waits until she is twenty years old and then detaches from the game and returns to reality, I'm afraid she won't know what to do. Maybe then, for Asuna, she will die in this game world Instead, it is a better choice and relief.
I'm troublesome now.
He patted Asuna's back gently, soothing her emotions, Ying Lili frowned and thought. She now understands why Asuna was so lost and unable to extricate herself, her anxiety is increasing day by day. It can be said that every day ~ EbookFREE.me ~ she gets anxious. It is impossible for any normal person to live with this kind of pressure all the time. No wonder Asuna is so addicted to the book ... she simply wants to use it to escape reality.
Although Ying Lili wanted to comfort Asuna, she didn't know what to say.
In such a case, if you let Mr. Founder ......... right!
Thought of this, Ying Lili's eyes brightened.
"Asuna, let's go on a date tomorrow!"
"Oh? Dating?"
When she heard Ying Lili's proposal, Asuna froze, and Ying Lili nodded with a smile.
"Yes, you, me and Mr. Founder, the three of us are going on a date. To be honest, I don't know how to comfort you, but I think Mr. Founder must have a way, I can guarantee that.
This is also Yingli's own experience. After all, half of her entering the game is to escape the intimate interaction between the childhood friend and his girlfriend in the game. Intimate interactions between her, she will not have any response.
All these are given by worship.
Now, from the perspective of Ying Lili, Asuna's problem also needs to be solved by Founder.
"..............."
When I heard this, Asuna was silent for a moment, then she nodded.
"Ok………"