Chapter 69:

When Song Wenye came out of the study, Duan Dong behind him was already quite calm, and both grandpa and grandson seemed to calm down. Duan's mother hurriedly stood up and looked at her father with concern: "Dad."
Duan Dong stretched out his hand to indicate that there was nothing wrong, he looked at Chu Xiaxing again, and smiled kindly: "This is the director, isn't this? It's a joke. I took a moment, I heard Cheng Yan mentioned you."
Chu Xiaxing shook hands with him politely: "Dong Dong, hello, I am Chu Xiaxing."
Duan Dong’s mood swings are quite large today, but he also cheered up at this time and said in greeting: "Wen Ye should have told you about the film and television city. He is solely responsible for this project. I really don’t have enough energy. Don’t ask too much, just communicate with you..."
"I also want to understand, we will retreat sooner or later, and the future will be your young people." After Duan Dong had talked with Song Wenye, he found that his grandson was far stronger than he thought, so naturally he didn't have more worries. Let the other party do it. He originally wanted to stare at Yanchuan, but now it seems that Song Wenye is much more sober than himself.
Chu Xing's heart was clear, Duan Dong really regarded Song Wenye as the new leader at this moment, which meant that he would gradually give way.
"It's rare for Director Chu to come to the house. Let's not talk about work today. Let's have a good meal together, and thank the director for taking care of Cheng Yan!" Duan mother saw her father's exhaustion, and she adjusted the atmosphere in time and used the auspicious home Things come to terms.
Duan Dong: "Very good, then I will go back to the house and rest for a while, Wen Ye will accompany the director around, the flowers in the yard are all blooming."
Duan's mother smiled and introduced: "It was my dad who took the time off to beat him up."
Chu Xiaxing nodded politely, Duan Dong went back to the house to rest first, and Duan Mu went to the kitchen to instruct food.
There were only two people left in the living room. Chu Xiaxing looked at Song Wenye who was silent on the side, and said frankly: "Actually, you don't need to accompany me. If you feel uncomfortable, you can go back to the house and rest for a while."
Although Song Wenye had no flaws in front of Duan Dong, Chu Xiaxing was very clear about his mentality. The other party was holding on tightly, suppressing the waves in his heart.
Song Wenye: "It's not uncomfortable now."
Chu Xiaxing smiled and said, "Children can feel uncomfortable at any time."
Song Wenye looked at her in surprise, and reminded: "I have been an adult for a long time."
Chu Xiaxing: "It doesn't matter how old you are. You can choose to be an adult or a child, and occasionally feel uncomfortable like a child, which is not a shameful thing."
Although Song Wenye switched to President Song when he returned to the mansion, it did not mean that the short section would completely disappear. He might be out of breath in a dark corner, but he could not appear at this moment.
Song Wenye was taken aback, he was calm and composed in front of Duan Dong, more like a numb state of stress, but at this time he was slightly touched by her words, and slightly eased. He lowered his eyes and said, "Then be uncomfortable for two minutes."
Chu Xiaxing looked at his restrained and quiet attitude, and really recovered a little bit of feeling. She couldn't laugh or cry and said, "That's it?"
Two minutes later, Song Wenye got up really accurately. He seemed to have dealt with his emotions, and said: "I'll take Director Chu around."
Chu Xiaxing: "...fast enough."
She admired Song Wenye a little at this time, the other party was indeed rational enough, and it was difficult to calm down as an ordinary person.
The yard of the mansion was lush and green, and Duan Dong not only planted flowers, but also cultivated vegetable seedlings in his spare time. The other party is indeed a traditional old man. Even if he is in a high position, he still can't change his hobby of farming. It shows the hard work and bravery in the bones of the Chinese nation.
The two relaxed a lot outdoors. Song Wenye looked at Chu Xiaxing who was observing the cauliflower, and curiously asked, "Will Director Chu choose to be a child?"
Chu Xiaxing resolutely said: "No."
Song Wenye: "Why?"
Chu Xiaxing: "I am not worthy."
This is what Chu Xiaxing said in her heart. She was originally an elder sister at home, and she wanted to take care of her younger sister Chu Qiuyi, so naturally she could not be emotional. She chose to be a director after graduation. She had to compete with other male directors for opportunities, and she had to eliminate the fragile qualities, otherwise it would be difficult for her to be a director. She is the boss of the crew when she works, and she has to take on a lot of invisible responsibilities, and she has to stay away from these emotional parts.
So she is not worthy, she has no chance, she will always be an adult.
Song Wenye blinked, "But it's not a shame to feel uncomfortable like a child occasionally."
"Are you now selling now?" Chu Xiaxing listened to him repeating what he said, angrily and funny, "It's okay, I have the next half of the sentence here, although there is nothing embarrassing, but you are uncomfortable and will not be understood. , So it’s useless in the end."
Song Wenye: "No, at least I felt understood just now, it's not useless."
Song Wenye noticed that Chu Xiaxing's heart was different. Although she said that she was uncomfortable and useless, she also cared about the emotions of the people around her. She could only say that she felt uncomfortable and useless.
Chu Xiaxing was taken aback, and saw his serious expression again, she pondered for a few seconds, and tentatively said: "...Then, is it too late for me to change my mind? Actually, it is as uncomfortable as a child, it is indeed a shameful thing."
Song Wenye said slowly and rationally: "Then you just lied to me ashamed, so how come you have to even out on both sides, otherwise I can't make it through."
Chu Xiaxing: "?" If you want to be deceived, why don't you worry?
Song Wenye smiled and said, "So Director Chu can choose to be a child occasionally, maybe it's not completely useless."
"You are really the first person to say this to me." Chu Xiaxing has become accustomed to handling everything independently, and everyone around him thinks that Director Chu can do everything right, and she thinks so too over time.
Song Wenye: "You are also the first person to say this to me."
When Chu Xiaxing heard his solemn tone, she felt quite emotional for a while, she didn't know what to say, and finally she relaxed and said, "Well, that's a coincidence."
They are accustomed to walking in front alone, but there are some inexplicable similarities.
Chu Xiaxing and Song Wenye did not wander in the yard for a long time, and they were called by Duan Mu to eat. Because both of them are busy with business affairs, they did not stay for long. Song Wenye also had to communicate with the organization investigating Duan Hui, and Chu Xiaxing went back to the house and began to look through the materials of Yanchuan Studios.
Although Chu Xiaxing had consulted many documents, as the memory gradually disappeared, who allowed the time to pass for too long.
Song Wenye provided materials compiled in recent years, but Chu Xiaxing remembered that Duan Hui had given herself some ancient local folk books, but she was in a hurry when she left Yanchuan, and she didn't even remember what she was wearing at that time. Take the luggage to Yanchuan.
In the villa, Xie Zhaoyan heard Chu Xiaxing's reason for looking for herself, she said in disbelief: "You are looking for the suitcase decades ago? Can you still find this thing?"
Chu Xiaxing rubbed her temples, and said helplessly: "I have forgotten what luggage I brought at the time. Do you have any impression of what happened when you drove to pick me up? I really can't remember..."
When Chu Xiaxing left Yanchuan City, the local situation was quite chaotic, and Duan Hui disappeared. Xie Zhaoyan was afraid that her friend would get into trouble in the field, so she drove Chu Xiaxing away. She was also confused at the time when she was in the car, and she had no impression of many details.
Xie Zhaoyan: "You seem to be carrying a small suitcase, but you can't find it now?"
Chu Xiaxing: "It might be in the warehouse."
Because Chu Xiaxing is out for filming all the year round, she has a lot of suitcases, and she doesn't know how to throw them away. They are basically kept in the warehouse at home.
As soon as Chu Xiaxing opened the door of the warehouse, Xie Zhaoyan was choked by the dust in it. She said silently, "Are you lying to me to clean up?"
Xie Zhaoyan originally wanted to complain, she suddenly looked at the suitcase in the corner and said with joy: "Hey, I bought this one as a gift for you. When we were filming in Hong Kong...it was really a few years, you still stayed. Now!"
Chu Xiaxing's warehouse is piled up with all kinds of suitcases of different styles. It is not so much the suitcases she puts in, but rather her friends who work around. The story behind each suitcase is also different. Some are worn and bumped during work, and some are gifts from the same group of actors or friends, and the places they have been are different.
"I guess it was only used when shooting "Blood Sky", after all, there are no wheels..." Xie Zhaoyan looked at the old thing nostalgicly, "I should really come here to collect materials, isn't this the history of your work?"
Xie Zhaoyan looked at the suitcases very interesting. She felt that this reflected some of the characteristics of Director Chu. The other party had been in a state of wandering, but actually rarely stayed at home.
Chu Xiaxing: "Hurry up and find the box for me at that time. You can see the rest as long as you want."
Xie Zhaoyan: "Then find the one without wheels, I remember the box is not big."
Finally, with the help of Xie Zhaoyan, Chu Xiaxing found the suitcase he brought to Yanchuan City. Because she didn't plan to stay too long at that time, plus the inconvenience to and from her, she didn't bring too much clothing.
Chu Xiaxing studied the lock for a long time, and she finally managed to open the old box, and she saw a pile of yellowed paper slipping down and splashing all over the ground. The box was empty, with only some useless old books left. Chu Xiaxing felt that Yanchuan's affairs were stale at first, and he didn't even have the idea of ​​packing them.
Xie Zhaoyan helped her pick up the books, and said: "You didn't bring a lot of things back then, and you sold your eldest brother before you left. At that time, I was really angry..."
Chu Xiaxing said blankly: "Huh? Is there anything else?"
Xie Zhaoyan: "You brought a newly bought eldest brother with you when you came back. You can only ask someone to buy it again. Don't you remember? It was the one I found for you."
Chu Xiaxing really couldn't remember what happened when she left. She was really in a daze at the time, and she remembered to get in Xie Zhaoyan's car and leave.
"I drove thousands of miles to pick you up, but you didn't want to leave at the time. You had to go to Duan Hui's family. We were still having a big fight on the side of the road..."
Xie Zhaoyan was afraid that Chu Xiaxing would be detained by the local forces, so she naturally felt that she was in danger when she ran back again: "Later, you seemed to meet an acquaintance. The man took you for a ride when he came, and we didn’t have much cash. You sell your eldest brother to other people, and have not accepted his money, let him send the money to Duan Hui's house."
"I said I want to pay Duan Hui's son for snacks." Xie Zhaoyan laughed. "This must be a lot of expensive snacks. You have to sell a big brother to pay it back. Fortunately, if you are stupid and finally willing to leave, I will Did not stop you."
Xie Zhaoyan knew that Chu Xiaxing had a guilty conscience at the time, and they didn't know where Duan Hui was going at the time, and Chu Xiaxing naturally felt that she was going to escape. After she arranged all this thoroughly, she was willing to get in Xie Zhaoyan's car.
Chu Xiaxing was a little confused when she left that year. She really couldn't remember many details, but at this time, under Xie Zhaoyan's reminder, she felt that something gradually became clear.