Chapter 133: : Prayer for Kings 1

It is thirteen years, November 11.
Before dawn dawned, the sky fell like a blizzard of snow all night, murkyly dark.
The snow beads hit the glazed tiles in the partial palace of the Tianzhang Palace, and made a rustling sound, reflecting the silver cracks in the hall, and there was a little noise in this silence.
In front of the couch, there was also a scented cage, which made the hall warmer like spring, only, Xi Yanzong was covered with a thick quilt, and he was still in Xuanyuan's arms, his hands still cold.
Grandpa Li's voice came from outside the palace. Although only one sentence, it was extremely anxious:
"Emperor, there are important things."
Following her father Li's words, she became more and more disturbed. Seeing that Xuan Yuan loosened her hand and held her, she would get up and stay, but she refused to let go of her hand.
She should not be concealed, even if the nature of this concealment is in good faith.
Li Gonggong knew that the emperor only took a break, but at this point of rest, when he was about to go up, he came in a hurry, and he did not play directly outside the palace. Obviously he wanted to invite the emperor to come out and listen.
Therefore, this abnormality only means a possibility. Although this matter is important, it cannot be let her know.
Nowadays, the battle is great, and the former dynasty is peaceful. What can't let her know?
unless--
She dare not think down.
But she can't avoid it.
Avoid, just a bit cruel.
This cruelty lies in the fact that she will only know the last one and finally face it.
Her hands did not want to relax. She heard that Xuanyuan was deep in her broad chest, and she took a deep breath. His voice rang above her head:
"what's up?"
"Emperor--" Li Gonggong paused, hesitating, and finally whispered, "The princess died."
The sound was so soft that it seemed that there was no trace left in the air.
And as this sentence brushed through, clearly, there was a crack somewhere.
There will be no trace of the cracked place, even if there is a lot of blood, no one will see it.
Because, the cracked place is only in the softest place in the bottom of the unshown heart.
She could feel that Xuan Yuan's gaze was fixed on her anxiously, and her face should be indifferent.
There will be no mood swings.
Emotions, along with this split, were slowly cut off together.
Of course, it is only slow.
No matter how slow, with the accumulation of pressure blocking, it will eventually collapse at the cracked gap.
Princess, died?
Die!
The mother who raised her for 13 years, just left her?
Next, Grandpa Li's reply, she heard vaguely.
Roughly, Bi Luo disobeyed, assassinated Chen Yuan, and then drank Dove wine to die.
"Xi Xi!"
His voice was anxious, his warm fingertips lifted her chin, and her eyes met his anxious gaze, and when a flash of absolute determination flashed, she opened her lips only:
"emperor--"
These two words, she has spoken very hard, and every word spit out, it seems, will make her breathing stagnation the same as hard, but she must finish the rest:
"Grandpa Li, he, is it true?"
After saying this, she no longer looked at him, her chin moved away from his fingertips, lowering her head slightly.
It was because she was afraid of seeing a positive answer from his eyes.
But, as Ouchi's general manager, how could the emperor's close lie?
She knew it was true.
It's just that, she doesn't believe it.
Allowed, she let herself refuse to listen.
Allowed, she chose to avoid cowardly.
She even wanted him to lie to her at this moment, saying that it was not true.
Nothing happened.
It was just that it snowed last night and it was very cold.
She almost had a miscarriage, and was very cold.
The hallucinations produced.
Of course, the fact that even if it is cruel, it will not be transferred by human will.
No one is allowed to avoid it.
"I-I'm sorry you." He also spoke very hard for this sentence.
He said that it was up to him to deal with it because he couldn't bear her to spend more effort.
She also knew that he did his best to deal with it, otherwise, there would be no disposal method for the concubine to be sent out of the palace.
The Baizi purse was not related to Chen Yuan's relationship. She could see clearly. At that time, Chen Yuan gave her the Baizi purse unnaturally.
However, she did not want to think deeply.
Thinking about it now, Chen Yuanding is afraid that her body will be dragged down by this child. In the meantime, it may not be known that she was instigated by the queen.
After all, if this child is born as a male, he is the eldest son of the emperor. How can they be tolerated in this palace?
And Chen Yuan should only think that long pain is worse than short pain. Rather than wanting a child, she should save her life.
The cost of doing so, once the incident happened, there was only one way to murder the emperor, so last night, she would be so worried when she saw Xuan Yuan's cuffs.
He knew that she was worried, so he comforted her, and took care of her to deal with the harem affairs he would not have managed.
Of course, is it as good as man?
Fang Cai, he told her, Chen Yuan's hair. He also said that Chen Yuan would send Bilu on her behalf.
She wasn't feeling well, so her body would tremble. This tremor completely trembles her worries about Biluo, leaving only her cares about Chen Yuan.
But, everything is late.
Even if she guessed Chen Yuan's intentions, she couldn't stop this looting!
Sending a seemingly innocent person to "go on the road", even if this "on the road" has the opportunity to turn around, but if this "innocent" turns into a bite when it is unknown, it will be terrible.
Chen Yuan, her mother, has always been compassionate. Today, this compassion has pushed herself to a dead end.
She could n’t think about it any more, even thinking about it, even breathing, with a suffocation of the cone, sucked in from the end of the nose, one by one, down the path, this suffocation caused her belly Faintly painful.
"Xi Xi!" Xuan Yuanyu's voice sounded more urgently in her ear.
She couldn't let him worry about her.
He is not wrong, he has done enough for everything tonight.
There is another hour when he should go up, she cannot disturb his heart with selfishness.
"Emperor, all right, all right. The concubine is all right--"
She lifted her face slightly, looking up at his worries, trying to squeeze out a smile, but, why, laughter did not squeeze out her lips, tears, but slipped at the corner of her eyes?
Tears, can't stop.
Laugh, it won't overflow.
Heart, but no longer pain.
How good can it hurt?
If the heart hurts, it will cover up the pain in the abdomen.
She turned her body quickly, and she didn't want to cry. For the child in her womb, she couldn't cry and couldn't move any more.
But, apart from tears, she had nothing else.
Chen Yuan, after all, has been raising her for 13 years and is a considerate mother!
Not a biological mother, still better than a biological mother.
Today, Chen Yuan's death is indirect and ultimately related to her.
Stroking her upper abdomen, there, she knew that the baby was unstable after the tossing last night.
Xi Yan, can't cry, never cry again.
She wanted to force herself to stop her tears. Except for the occasional choked sobs, how should she stop the tears?
"Xi Xi, your body is not good, I can't let you stay to see the last side of the princess."
He said this behind her and immediately got up and stayed.
She knew that with her own body now, if she barely stayed to see her mother for the last time, she might not be able to keep her fetus in her belly.
When Nalan Jingde was leaving the funeral, she still had a ride in Mushan.
Now?
She couldn't look down anymore, even the last one.
She only felt that her body was trembling weakly.
As this layer shivered, tears collapsed.
She heard the door open and shut the door.
He should go up, now she is the only one in this temple.
She bit her silver teeth hard, turned around, and was lying on the couch, lifting her face up, thinking that in this way, her tears would flow back.
But, fundamentally, to no avail.
In addition to letting tears flow more and more, even if she crushed her silver teeth, it was useless.
At this time, the sound of the temple door opening again came, and she lifted her face and saw him appear beside the bed again.
Didn't he go uphill?
She sensed the gaffe of tears and turned around anxiously, she didn't want him to see her pain.
In this way, if he cared about her, he would not feel at ease.
Thinking like this, she felt that he was arrogant, and his hands squeezed her tightly into her arms from behind her. His voice, with pain and pity, brushed behind her neck:
"It's my fault that makes you so uncomfortable now! I can't do anything for you, Xi Xi, it's all my fault. I can't protect you, not even those around you! You come back, if you do n’t come back, maybe everything will be different. "
"Xi Xi, stop crying, shall you?"
He put her body back gently, his hands trembling and wiped the corners of her eyes, wiping away the tears for her.
"Emperor, concubine is not worth your--"
His dark eyes, bright and deep, fixed her at the moment, slowly, saying:
"Only care will be measured by worth, and the only thing I care about is the fear of not being able to protect you. But even so, it still restrains you with that year, because, I--"
This sentence, she did not let him finish.
Her hand covered his thin lips and covered it gently, covering up the rest of his words.
This time, time seems to be stagnant.
Then, her face was buried in his arms.
She knew what he wanted to say.
Only this time, she did not want him to let go of pride in front of her again.
No more--
Her voice was very light, falling into his ear curtains, it was indeed clear:
"The emperor, this year, the concubine, is willing to accompany the emperor."
In a word, her heart, somewhere, was finally loosened and no longer squeezed.
A word came out, her hand trembling around his back again.
From now to now, if she wants to hide, it is really devious.
I still remember his honesty towards her in Xuanlonggu, but at that time, because of the figure in his heart, she proudly refused to allow herself to accept it.
To the point, in Xuanlong Cave, she was conspired to lose her virginity, and his desperate words caused her to die together with despair, only with revenge.
It was also from that time that she stepped up and gradually lost herself.
Until the blood of the war awakened her.
Until he appeared again in front of her, when his sword pierced her throat, she clearly saw the consternation and reluctance in his eyes, and, clearly touched, the pain in her heart the throat at that time. Department of sharp pain.
Her heart, it turned out, only for a man, the pain of tearing the heart.
This kind of heartbreaking pain actually revealed a fact that she could not deny.
But she wanted to continue to deceive herself.
Then, in the name of exchanging the Miaoshui troops in her hands, he actually used this to get her back to him again.
Then, the desert was in distress, and he spared no effort to protect his life. If he is really false to her heart, why pay for his life?
She is not an iron-hearted person, but because of the Xuanlong Cave, she always chokes on her heart.
Therefore, knowing that he is good to her, she still ignores her and still finds excuses everywhere to avoid facing his heart.
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