Chapter 82: : Life Experience Mystery 2

She glanced at the marks on her arm that were scratched by bats, and she kept bleeding. She raised her eyebrows and went around the front cavity. After finding a cotton towel to dry the blood, she found a belt and tied it. Live there.
After doing all this, she buried the bat's body under the garden, even though she wasn't killed, it died before her, even if it hurt her, life is precious no matter what.
Now that she is dead, let her bury it.
I just do n’t know, if she dies in the future, will anyone bury her?
Inexplicably, this sentence floated, and her heart finally grabbed, tightly, a little breathless.
A slight smile on his lips, though a little farfetched, is better than pulling his face.
In the cave, she found it from the cave on the left, day and night. But, except for the two caves outside, she found nothing. Even if she had adjusted to the darkness, she could not find anything of value.
Going to the cave on the right, the strange corridor, with everything unknown, she did not know how long she walked, but this is not the same as the left, the rock wall is very smooth, so smooth that it seems to be deliberately polished, and there is no uneven Had.
She walked all the way all the way to the innermost side, and no special rock walls were found along the way. Until, after a turn, an open cave appeared so abruptly in front of her eyes.
Exactly
The place with her most painful memories.
At that time, she felt strange, really because this cave was already in the strange cave on her right.
Well, last night, it was Bailinan who walked here alone.
Is it even more evident that the person who destroyed her innocence is Bai Linan?
However, he was awake earlier than her.
However, he avoided a positive dispute with Xuan Yuan.
Perhaps, this mutual conspiracy between emperors also has his share!
Of course, now, this is not the most important.
She walked in there, no matter how painful, she still wanted to go in. When she got used to it, she wouldn't hurt anymore.
She believes that the flowers will not be planted for no reason. If the answers are not found in the places that are familiar to her, the answer may be here.
The bed was still messy, and the dry blood stains reflected on her white mattress, which only made her feel a shame.
She still can't do anything indifferently!
As she approached there, she lifted the mattress to the ground together so that she could no longer see the dried blood.
However, if you do n’t see it, it does n’t exist without it.
It's really self-deception.
Just allow her to deceive herself at this moment. She couldn't calm down at the blood stains.
The scent in the air made her feel uncomfortable, even though this was the smell of her at that time.
But, it seems that now, she no longer has this scent on her body, she just found it when she scrubbed her body.
She leaned her arms closer to her nose, and finally determined that yes, it was gone, lingering on her, and the fragrance disappeared after so many years.
But what about?
She didn't think about it. She walked around the entire cave and found a firebreaker in several cases. Xu was left when they lit the candles last night.
However, what attracted her more attention was that on the bed where the crimson-colored gauze was hung, on the back of the couch, two handcuff-like objects were hung on each side. This object was in the crimson atmosphere that should be warm and charming This is out of place.
She approached the back of the couch, reached out to pick up the handcuff-like thing, her eyebrows were slightly curled, and when her eyes were low, she saw that the horizontal bar under the bed was engraved with a blooming evening flower. When he touched the flower of Yanyan forbiddenly, he began to tremble.
Along with this touch, suddenly, with a bang, a dark cell popped out.
In secret, there is a copy of the book that has been there for years.
She took out the grip and took a deep breath. Is this what she was looking for?
Opened slowly, the handsheet is bound with Xinghong's Xue Tao paper, which is very delicate. It should be the special paper for the palace.
On the paper, there is Juanxiu's exquisite handwriting of women, and the handwriting underneath the painting is almost the same:
‘I do n’t know how long I have been here, it should be a long, long time. I don't know what happened outside. Every day, apart from the who brought food to the hole, no one else came to see me. Just stay here until the end of life? I do not know. I only know that I am so lonely. ’
The content written on the first page is very simple, only these few lines are written, the meaning is also very simple.
But she knew that this simple, should be just the beginning, she turned the second page:
'He came, I did not expect that someone stayed in this hole for so long, the first person came was actually him, I did not expect that he would treat me in this way, I really did not think of! ’
She turned back page by page, and there were not many words on each page. Restless.
‘Since that night, he will come every night, tortured endlessly, and it gradually made me feel that death is a relief! I'm not wrong, except for my identity, what's wrong with me? But, even my appearance is wrong in their eyes! It ’s not me who is in trouble with the Three Kingdoms, it ’s really not me ... ’
‘I committed suicide, he was discovered, and he did n’t die. It is strange that this night, he finally stopped torturing me. It turned out that he was afraid of me dying. Perhaps he did not expect that a cowardly person like me, who chose to survive when the whole family was killed, would also choose to commit suicide. Yes, when I feel that living is a dark despair for me, only death is the real relief. Unfortunately, I understand too late. ’
‘It ’s not dead, he will be here even during the day. Does he want to look at me? Or, does he really want to lose me? Can it be useful? Useless! I don't love him, not at all, even if I get my body, my heart won't give him. Will not. ’
‘Why did God punish me like this! why! I finally believed what the mother said to me, the woman is too beautiful, it is a disaster, as long as I knew this, Ama should have strangled me by the Miaoshui River. In this way, I won't have the pain today! Yes, I am in pain. This kind of pain makes me more painful than he humiliated me every night ... I was pregnant. I was pregnant with his baby! ’
The next few pages seemed to restore the previous calm, and the writing was no longer scribbled.
‘I want to fall into this child, I do n’t want to give birth to his child, so, what other face do I have to meet that person? Although, I don't know if I can see that person again in my lifetime. But, I really want to see him, so much, so much. Even so, I still ca n’t do it. I ca n’t do it with a little life. If this little life is wrong, it should n’t be cast in my belly. If I kill the wrong life, is it, Am I crueler than him? ’
‘I did n’t tell him that I was pregnant, and he did n’t seem to be coming. I think he should be disgusted with my body. After all, with a man like him, what kind of woman can I get? Now that it has been obtained, it has ravaged me for so many nights, and there is no need for him to stay here again. ’
'I can feel that the child in my belly is getting bigger and bigger. I seem to be able to hear that a life is quietly gestating intact. Every day, I will deliberately avoid the who delivers the meal. Will not be discovered by him. But, as the days passed, I felt that it was getting harder and harder. I thought, maybe, I still do n’t know how to be a mother. ’
After that, it should be stopped for a long time. When I turn the page again, some of the taste in the writing has always changed.
'I do n’t know, it ’s such a painful thing to have a baby, but I did it, I gave her birth and looked at my baby, I was really happy, very happy, but, that night, if It was not his arrival, I thought, I might die of dystocia, but fortunately, he came. Saved me and saved the child. It's just that I didn't expect to see him again under such circumstances. It's just that when I had a child, I really lost him forever, forever ... The only thing left for me was only the grass of that garden. The king is like a rock, the concubine is like a pus grass, the rock is not transferred, and the pus grass is as tough as a silk ... Every day, chewing on those grasses, I can feel that the tears in my heart are endless, I am fortunate, I have children, and she will be my last reliance, even if her father makes me unbearable ... '
'The advent of the child made my life in this hole better after scoring. I like watching her smile at me sweetly. It is strange that this child has rarely cried since birth. Does she always smile at me because she knows that her mother's misfortune? I love her, I think, she is the meaning of my future life, and everything I have. I love this child, this is the greatest gift to me from Longevity. ’
'I tried to hide the birth of the child, but he still found out for him, he came again, and after so long, he came again, Xu was because that person had come, he asked me if it was him Child, I said no, yes, no, I do n’t want this child to have a father like him, so he was angry, and for the first time, he beat me, he scolded me for being chaste, yes, I was a chaste Woman, my chastity is defiled by him, where can I still chastity? Hit it, it hurts only my body, my heart, and it will never be so weak that it hurts at the touch. However, on my bleeding body, he once again seized me. This time, he did not have any pity for me, and his hands tightly clamped my neck, as if to strangle me, but, in the end, After I passed out, he did not kill me, so he left. ’
‘I think, I have to take the child away. If I do n’t go, stay, what brings me, I know very well. For my children, I have to leave here, leave! I know that there is a way to leave. Perhaps, it will be very difficult, but it must be. ’
The whole book came to a halt here, and there was a blank space below.
That is to say, the woman who recorded this handwriting wrote about it, maybe, she really escaped.
Xi Yan's hand trembles and closes the handbook.
The woman on the painting should be the one who wrote this book, and her relationship with herself may be really obvious.
It's just that when she came into contact with this so-called truth, she felt only deeper and sad.
She looked around the cave with sorrow, no wonder, she is not familiar with this place, because, this is the place where the woman has humiliating memories, how could she bring her?
It turned out that for so many years, the missing part in her memory is really about her life experience.
Her biological mother is the woman in the portrait.
It is also a descendant of the Miaoshui nationality.
The origin of Luming Huimeng, Mo Zhu once mentioned with her before attending the dinner.
She didn't know much, but it was enough.
The Sun, Ye, and Sanguo bloodshed the Miaoshui clan, leaving the woman in the painting.
Why did she leave the woman in the painting? She didn't know the reason. All she was sure was that her biological father had done something that was not as good as the beast, and she only had her!
Moreover, these things are done in a sober state.
She did not know who this beast-like man was, she only knew that she could not accept it!
She doesn't accept these, no!
Nalan Jingde is her father, and Chen Yuan is her mother.
She can't accept it!
Pulling the handbook, she ran out of the cave where she suffocated.
Running all the way to the entrance of the cave.
Her steps suddenly stopped, and the pain in her heart made her unable to enter the cave on the left immediately.
Because she was afraid of recalling more details, which were all part of her first childhood memories.
At the moment, an abnormal atmosphere of sudden killing appeared in the air.
She found that it was already dark.
At the end of Xuanlong Valley, there was no more smoke, and there were scattered lights.
However, where the broken ladder was, she was shocked to find that there was a team of soldiers trying to build something.
This made her heart only feel an inexplicable thrill.
She didn't know which country the soldiers belonged to, but, the purpose should not be just this cave which symbolizes the dragon veins.
Is there a big change in the situation in Xuanlong Valley?
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