Chapter 926: The past of the outside (20)

"Never go to England anymore!"
It was Yan Yuming's voice, angrily and sullenly sullen.
"Go abroad by yourself, and you and my daughter will never contact you again!"
"Niannian? Where is she?"
Jiang Ting still didn't give up. He wanted to hear her voice, and she said in person, I will not go abroad with you.
Yan Yuming snorted coldly:
"She is next to me, let me call and tell you that she doesn't want to go abroad, doesn't want to leave me, doesn't want to leave the city where she was born and raised her! In Niannian's eyes, family and friends are much more important than you Jiang Ting You don’t want to call her anymore, so be it, I’m going to move with Niannian and start over in a new place! Dududu—"
Jiang Ting quietly listened to the busy tone on the other end of the phone.
The coldness was like a centipede with feet, spreading to his limbs, and his fingers couldn't help curling up with the cold.
There are pedestrians in the distance, buzzing, not very real.
Jiang Ting seemed to have not reacted a little yet. He stood there blankly, his thin lips seemed to be trembling, and the phone fell to the ground with a click, and he did not respond.
"Hey--"
Xu Kuangjie picked up his mobile phone and looked at him worriedly, "What's wrong with you?"
"..."
Xu Kuangjie saw that Jiang Ting's eyes turned very slowly, like a slow-motion playback of a movie lens.
The expression in his eyes is clear, but his heart is full of pain, but no one can see it, only pain and sadness envelop him, it is a transparent sadness.
"No... all right?"
Xu Kuangjie first saw such a desperate Jiang Ting.
Jiang Ting's voice was as cold as ice: "Let's go."
"Yan Nian that girl—"
"Let's go."
His slender figure was a gust of wind, and the shadows that fell on the ground overlapped, but he took nothing away.
Everything is over like this.
...
Yan Yuming hung up the phone, holding the hand of Yannian who was lying on the hospital bed.
Who would have thought that Yannian had a car accident on the way to the airport!
The driver who drove died on the spot, but Yannian was fateful and survived. Although there was nothing serious, Yannian was still in a coma and didn't know when he would wake up.
Yan Yuming is a man of faith.
He felt that God did not want Yannian to go abroad!
If it weren't for that Jiang Ting, his precious daughter would have a car accident!
Since there is no destiny, why bother her and Jiang Ting!
It's better to make a clean break!
The more Yan Yuming thought about it, the more regretful he was, how could he agree that she followed Jiang Ting to go abroad! Ugh!
Yannian woke up the next afternoon.
"father……"
The girl who had been lying down for a day and night looked blankly at Yan Yuming, who was sitting in front of her at the moment, with a circle of gauze wrapped around her head, which was a little painful. She rubbed her forehead and coughed twice.
"Where am I..."
"hospital!"
Yan Yuming was not angry.
"I'm not allowed to go abroad! You just live with me and your mother, and you are not allowed to go anywhere!"
His wife had a difficult childbirth and left them behind.
He has lost his beloved love and can no longer lose his only daughter!
Yannian rubbed her temples, tilted her head, her expression was innocent and puzzled, "Why should I go abroad, Dad?"
Yan Yuming was taken aback.
"Nian-nian, don't you remember that you are going abroad?"
"Why do I want to go abroad so well, I'm doing well in Zhicheng!"
"Then do you know who I am?" Yan Yuming asked again.
It seems that my father asked a stupid question, and he couldn't laugh or cry, "You are my father, old saying."
Ma Xueyan on the side frowned, "Niannian, who am I?"
Speechless...
"Parents, can you stop making trouble, then why on earth am I in the hospital?"
Ma Xueyan replied subconsciously: "You wanted the same yesterday--"
"To shut up!"
Yan Yuming gave her a fierce look.
This is the first time he accuses her so harshly in front of Ma Xueyan.
"Since the child doesn't remember, don't let her remember it!"
As he spoke, he took Yannian's hand and patted, Yan Yuming said with earnest heart:
"Good boy, you have a high fever and are in a coma. You burned your mind. You were talking nonsense last night. I thought you were going abroad. Oh, it's okay. Just wake up, just wake up..."
Yan Yuming called the doctor over and checked Yan Nian.
The doctor talked to Yan Yuming alone, saying that Yannian might be due to the huge impact caused by the car accident, and the cerebral cortex subconsciously made her lose part of her memory.
That part of the memory is unforgettable, and it is also the source of her car accident.
As for when it will be remembered, the doctor is not sure.
Yan Yuming doesn't want Yannian to remember Jiang Ting!
Like this, it’s a good thing to forget Jiang Ting and all the intersections with him in middle school!
Ever since, after being discharged from the hospital the next day, Yan Yuming immediately moved with his thoughts within a few days.
The city is very big, they will not leave the city, but they will not live in the original place again, nor will they go back to the middle school attached to the city.
Before leaving, Yannian looked back at the house where she had lived for more than ten years, motionless.
The house is not too big. Yan Yuming said that the new house is twice as large as this house, but the small room has small advantages, warm and comfortable. Her bed, including all the furnishings, has been with her for a long time.
"Dad, do we really want to move?"
"Of course, everything is in the car, get in the car!"
"But... why do I feel so sad in my heart?"
It's boring.
In that small area, it was raining, moldy, and no grass growing.
Yannian rubbed her heart, it was difficult to relieve the depression and sadness.
Yan Yuming disagrees: "After living for so many years, it's natural to have feelings, and it's right to be sad. Just get used to it after moving to a new home!"
Yannian still stood still and didn't move.
Her heart is very empty and empty.
This feeling was like someone took her heart away.
But Yannian didn't know who that person was.
Suddenly she really wanted to see that person.
I don't know who it is, there is only a vague figure in his mind, a straight and cold outline, not real.
Seeing that Yannian has been dragging along, Yan Yuming is unhappy, "Don't be stunned, get in the car soon, the moving company is waiting!"
"Dad, I seem to be waiting for someone, isn't it?"
"what?"
Yan Yuming's eyes flashed suddenly, not wanting to reveal the flaws.
"Who are you waiting for? Why don't I know!"
"...I felt that I should stay here and wait for someone. What if I leave and that person can't find me after he comes back?"
Yan Yuming also wished that Jiang Ting could not find Yannian!
It was because of him that his girl had a car accident!
Want to see Yannian?
Next life!
"Niannian, these are all your psychological effects. You didn't wait for anyone, we should go."
Yan Yuming asked Ma Xueyan to get out of the car and pulled Yannian into the car. He directly took Yannian's suitcase and put it in the trunk.
Ma Xueyan patted Yannian on the shoulder, "Listen to your father, let's go, if there is fate, you and that person might meet again."
"Mom, do you know who I'm waiting for? Tell me, I'm so uncomfortable, I want to cry!"
"No one, no one, I just say it casually, you just listen to your dad."
For fear of saying something wrong, Ma Xueyan hurriedly closed her mouth.
She had known that Yannian would have a car accident for a long time.
Because on the day Yannian left, she deliberately told Yannian to pack things very slowly. The night before, she deliberately told Yan Yuming to let Yannian go away from home, and not to go round with Jiang Ting at his home. The purpose was to delay time.
She takes advantage of others, this kind of thing is inevitable.
But fortunately, Yan Nian's fate was fine, and Yan Yuming didn't know that she had collected Pei Jinling money outside.
So everything is fine.
As long as Yan Yuming is alive, she will pretend to be the caring, kind, and gentle wife he wants.
Yannian finally got into the car.
Putting both hands on the window glass, he looked back reluctantly.
she left.
Her heart is still empty.
That boring feeling of suffocation has been with her since she moved that day, and it has been lingering for a long time.
...
United Kingdom.
It was getting dark and it was raining outside.
Jiang Ting leaned against the window, standing still, staring at the window that was pierced by the rain. He made a sound, crisp and harsh.
Half an hour ago, Jiang Ting had completed all the homework assigned by the teacher.
No matter which school he is in, he is the old Jiang Ting, smart and savvy, and he has never had any problems in learning.
Xu Kuangjie just finished his homework, he was always half a beat slower than Jiang Ting.
He buckled the pen and walked over, standing behind looking at the person leaning on the window sill, lonely and silent, Xu Kuangjie knew that Jiang Ting had fallen victim to lovesickness.
"Oh! It's been a month, and Yannian hasn't contacted you. You should start a new life in the new school. Just forget about her, buddy, find you a better one!"
Jiang Ting's eyes moved.
"Can not forget."
He hadn't said a word for a month, and he broke the ring at the moment, his voice was hoarse, as if he had been rubbed by sand.
Xu Kuangjie can be regarded as persuading him, why bother to blame yourself for a girl who has no hair?
"Then what can you do? Go back to Lucheng to find her?"
"Not for now."
"Oh?"
"I thought about it. Now she is too young and I am young too. When I can support her a piece of sky, I will return to Lucheng."
"...Are you as for?!"
Xu Kuangjie didn't understand Jiang Ting's thinking.
Why are you so stubborn?
According to his conditions, there are so many girls around him who are more beautiful and better than words and thoughts are worth his choice.

Three months passed.
In the past three months, Yannian's life has been without waves, and it can't be calm anymore.
Since she transferred to the new school, there are many handsome boys around, sunny and handsome, lively and cheerful, she was born with a good face, and received many love letters from suitors, but she refused.
She didn't know what she was waiting for.
When she dreamed back at midnight, a slender figure appeared in her dream, which often appeared in her mind.
She couldn't see the man's face...
However, the feeling that the person brought to her was familiar, very familiar, like the existence of the sun, always by her side, warmth shining through her barren life.
Then after waking up, there was a continuous void in my heart.
No matter how she fills it in, it can't fill the gap.
During that time, she even thought that she had some disease, and secretly went to the hospital for examination without telling her parents. The doctor said that she had nothing to do, so she should not think about it, study hard, and make progress every day.
Yannian felt very aggrieved.
No one can empathize with this mood!
Obviously, there are a lot of people around her, the teachers in the new school are very good, and she has also made new friends and partners.
But why, she always felt like she was waiting for someone.
Who is she waiting for?
Who will tell her?
Who is the person tossing and turning in her dream?
Until the summer vacation, Ding Baoyi made an appointment to eat.
The second grade is over.
Ding Baoyi asked Yannian how he was doing in the new school.
"Very good, or you can transfer to another school, it's best to be in the same class with me."
"Um, yes, my mother seems to have the plan to transfer me to another school. It may be that my grades in the attached high school are too bad, so I think I am not studying at the attached high school!"
"Hahaha, my aunt should be trying to send you here, and it smells like me."
"Go, who smells like you! Your face is so big!"
Ding Baoyi smiled heartily.
At the end, I stopped laughing, and recovered my seriousness.
"By the way, Cui Linlin didn't trouble you anymore, right?"
Bewildered, frowned.
"Cui Linlin? Who is that?"
"Wow, you forgot about her after only half a year, that green tea watch, the one who said that Jiang Ting already had a fiancee on the day you planned to go abroad!"
"..."
Yannian's mind followed Ding Baoyi's words, "Bang Dang!"
At that moment, she caught the point of Ding Baoyi's words.
Jiang Ting.
Jiang Ting...
Jiang Ting.
Reading this name over and over again, a faint, unknown sadness was drawn on the apex of my heart, but the magical thing was that the void in my heart suddenly filled up automatically.
Jiang Ting.
Yannian frowned.
Yes.
It's Jiang Ting!
"I remembered, he seemed to be taking me abroad, but I had a high fever, and my brain was burnt."
"Ah? You have a fever? When? No wonder you can't go abroad anymore. What's the matter?"
Ding Baoyi's question is like a chain of guns.
Yannian shrugged disapprovingly.
"It's nothing, anyway, I have already missed the opportunity to study abroad, and I don't regret it."
She remembered something.
But I don't remember much.
She remembered that Jiang Ting said that she would take her to study abroad, which would help her in English and math.
But forgot, Jiang Ting said to take care of her, going abroad would treat her well.
She remembered Jiang Ting being her tutor.
But forgot, on a rainy night, he went to the hospital with her back in the rain.
She remembered that Jiang Ting scolded her for having no brains and abilities.
But he forgot, the phrase he said "I like the mindless and capable".
She remembered that she stayed at Jiang Ting's house all night on a rainy day.
But he forgot, he cooked and laundry for her, imitated her handwriting to write her homework, complaining but willing.
She remembered that Jiang Ting played chess very well, and she lost him two games in a row.
But forgetting the game that day, he stood behind her and said "turn back" firmly.
Look back.
Because he has been standing behind her, watching everything about her quietly and indulgingly.
She forgot to say, "I miss you all day."
She forgot to say, "From now on, follow me."
Together with that sentence--
"I wait for you to grow up."
Forget about being in the depths of time.
She remembers Jiang Ting.
I remember that Jiang Ting is a master of chess, an outstanding student, and an excellent senior.
All she remembered were trivial things.
All his kindness to her, his pampering and gentleness towards her, his unique care and tolerance for her, all the various plans he paid for her...
I can't remember words or thoughts.
Ding Baoyi stretched out her hand and waved in front of Yannian.
For some reason, Ding Baoyi had an illusion with the expression in his clear eyes at this moment:
Now Yannian didn't feel Jiang Ting anymore, Jiang Ting was a stranger to Yannian.
"Don't you like Jiang Ting?" Ding Baoyi was puzzled.
Yannian shook his head, her tone as faint as boiled water: "I don't seem to like him, he is just my tutor, my impression of him is blurred, and his face can't be remembered clearly."
The impression is blurred? ?
Can't remember your face? ?
Ding Baoyi was speechless.
She didn't know what happened to Yannian.
can……
If Jiang Ting heard this, how sad he would be.
the phone is ringing.
It's Ding Baoyi's cell phone.
It is a strange number.
Ding Baoyi: "Hello, who?"
"I am Jiang Ting."
"what???"
"Did Niannian's mobile phone number change? I can't contact her."
"Ah... yes, yes, her mobile phone was confiscated by her father, and that number is probably not used anymore."
"she was--"
Jiang Ting said a word and paused.
"Where are you now? How are you?"
"Oh... she's next to me."
The words on the side: "Is Jiang Ting's phone number?"
The familiar soft voice followed the electric waves into Jiang Ting's ears.
It's like an illusion.
He clearly heard his manic heartbeat. In the past six months, the waveless heart has surged like a high tide at this moment.
This is the rising tide for her alone.
Yannian stretched out his hand dismissively, "Let me have a few words with him."
Ding Baoyi handed the phone to Yannian.
Across the ocean, there was wind, water, and slightly rapid breathing on the phone, but there was no voice.
Jiang Ting felt that he was defeated...
Yes, he has played chess for so many years, but with her, he lost all the games.
Obviously, six months ago she let him dove, he was very angry.
Obviously, she didn't contact him for half a year and he was very annoyed.
Obviously, he wanted to scold her so much to relieve his anger!
But when the words came to my lips, I couldn't bear it again.
Every cell in the brain, heart, and body clamored:
"I miss you so much."
Then one more question-
"Do you miss me?" Even a little.
However, before Jiang Ting could speak, he said every word, his voice did not fluctuate and said: "How are you doing abroad?"
Jiang Ting let out a "um" from the bottom of his throat, fold his pockets with one hand, his eyebrows drooped, "How about you, how are you doing in the new school?"
"I'm pretty good. The classmates here are very kind, and the head teacher is also very fair, not as snobbish as Zhang Tianzhu."
"Ok."
"..."
There was silence.
Yannian scratched her neck, not knowing what to say.
After all, I haven't seen each other for half a year, and there is not much intersection between her and Jiang Ting, and now they are completely talking awkwardly.
"By the way, what are you calling Ding Baoyi? Do you have anything to do with me?"
Jiang Ting's thin lips suddenly straightened.
She actually asked him what's the matter with her?
Far away, what can he do?
This unconscionable stinky girl was so indifferent to him. At the time, he said that he could not go to the UK and would not go, leaving him on the plane alone. Now I don't know how to say something to comfort him?
Without hearing the sound, Yan Nian thought Jiang Ting had hung up.
"Hello, Jiang Ting?"
"in."
"Oh... if there is nothing wrong with you, then I hang up the phone and don't need to contact me anymore. Thank you for the days of tutoring for me. Although my studies still haven’t improved much, we have new lives. There is no intersection, each is well, right!"
"..."
That end said nothing.
Yannian said twice, "Jiang Ting? Jiang Ting?"
In the next second, Jiang Ting on the other side of the ocean had already hung up the phone one step at a time, very resolute.
The feeling of bidding farewell to the beloved is piercing and painful.
He has lived for eighteen years, and he has never suffered so much.
But it was only at this moment that he understood that the phrase "I miss you" that was hot on the cusp of his heart, tossing over and over and over and over and over and over with him, did not say it.
"You don't need to contact you anymore, and each one is well."
Each is well...
Warm tears fell down the corners of his eyes, and suddenly she didn't know whether to cry or laugh by her saying "Everyone is well".
Whether it was abnormal rhythm or riddled with holes, from beginning to end, it was because of her.
From the day she inadvertently broke into his life, he was destined to miss a heartless girl in his life.
She can be well, but what about him?
Jiang Ting, who has no words, can he really be well?
...
Xu Kuangjie came back from playing in the afternoon and came to Jiang Ting's house to find him.
What I saw was the scene of Jiang Ting sitting on the ground with one leg bent.
Sadness crossed his brows, drowned his shoulders, and finally drowned him completely.
"Hey Lao Jiang, are you okay?"
Xu Kuangjie has never seen Jiang Ting like this.
He bent down his spine, which had always been arrogant, and lowered his head, which had always been arrogant.
Feeling sad like losing the whole world.
It's like being abandoned by the world.
Xu Kuangjie threw the basketball away and walked over, seeing Jiang Ting's eyes turned red.
Take a closer look, the invincible person actually dropped his head and shed tears in silence.
Xu Kuangjie laughed loudly: "Oh, you can cry too, the wonders of the world, I want to take photos and post on ins hahaha!"
The latter did not react at all.
The soul was out of the body, leaving only a lonely body.
Xu Kuangjie finally stopped smiling.
He stared at Jiang Ting seriously.
"Lao Jiang, should we—"
"I want to be alone."
"..."
...
From that day on, a gap appeared in Jiang Ting's heart.
That is a hole that no one can see.
It is his pathological obsession, but also his humble love.
There is also the remaining attachment that can't be given up.
That gap, after a long time, even a whole decade, has not been healed.
...
one year later.
Jiang Ting's eldest brother Jiang Lei passed away.
Jiang Guoteng settled the funeral of the eldest son, and finally gave the younger son a name.
Pei Jinling had a big quarrel with him about giving him the status of the youngest son, but in the end, for the sake of Jiang Ting's future inheritance rights, he was temporarily forced to accept the child.
Jiang Guoteng looked for a special master, and Jiang Ting and Jiang Lei were not good names.
The old fortune-teller has some friendship with Jiang Guoteng, saying that the children of the Jiang family can't hold back the life of a single word, because Jiang is a river on the ground, but Thunder is a thing in the sky, and it is in harmony with the gods.
Jiang Guoteng wanted to change Jiang Ting's name.
At first thought he was unhappy.
Without thinking, Jiang Ting agreed without hesitation.
From then on, Jiang Ting was no longer Jiang Ting.
Jiang Ting changed his name.
Called Jiang Beiyuan.
There is a abyss in the north, and there is a thought hidden in the abyss.
The same generation, the youngest son is Jiang Beize.
...
Another month passed.
In the autumn season, Jiang Beiyuan and Xu Kuangjie went to Oxford University to report.
The two will start a new life in the new school.
Jiang Beiyuan wore a black jacket, black trousers and a pair of brown Martin boots today.
Obviously he is dressed in a dark style, Pianran is still vigorous, heroic, and there is a little coldness between his eyebrows. Although he is mean, he is also full of spirit.
Xu Kuangjie wore a white coat today, which is two extremes with Jiang Beiyuan.
Since graduating from high school, Xu Kuangjie has never seen Jiang Beiyuan wear a white series again.
"The old man agreed with you to come to Oxford, so you agreed to change your name, right?"
"..."
Jiang Beiyuan did not answer Xu Kuangjie's question.
As time went by, his temper was tempered colder and more boring, and everything was held in his heart, whether it was suffering or joy, he was hidden from anyone.
Xu Kuangjie couldn't help sighing.
"If you can't forget it, don't forget it. Waiting for college graduation and returning to Lucheng, you should go find her, can this work?"
Jiang Beiyuan from the previous high school at least laughed.
Even if it is a faint bit, those peach blossom eyes are at least affectionate.
But not anymore.
Since the death of his elder brother, he has become more facial paralysis.
Xu Kuangjie felt uncomfortable, but he heard the latter lift up in a thin voice in the next second: "In recent years, don't mention her."
"Huh? Why?"
"I don't want to mention it for now."
"Oh, so you don't chase that girl, right?"
"chase."
Every word is low and deep, and it comes out.
Jiang Beiyuan narrowed his eyes slightly.
The dark eyes shone with a deep light.
"After graduation, chase slowly."
"If someone is falling in love or getting married...?"
"She dares to get married, so I will grab the marriage."
Because in his Jiang Beiyuan's dictionary, there is only "go and win".
He will reappear in front of Yannian as Jiang Beiyuan.
...
(End of past article)