Chapter 2182: half year later

Qiao Mohan said:
Shao Qiao, when you read this letter, I have already left with Muer.
For Muer, I can't let go.
You could her away without saying a word, after you used kidnapping arbitrarily-sorry, I have to do the same.
I'm surprised, isn't it? I feel so obedient for so long, but I'm willing to leave you.
Yes, I, Su Qing, will actually leave you one day.
I know, in your opinion, it has always been my wishful thinking, and even I have tried my best to wrap you around.
In your heart, maybe look down on me...
But I want to say, at least once, I love your heart, without a trace of other thoughts.
I love you, I love you, but I don’t love if I don’t love you.
Thank you for teaching me to love someone, but also thank you for giving me so many bitter memories.
I think there are many things in this world that I cherish more than love.
Such as family affection, such as friendship.
So... even last night, I heard you say love me with my own ears, but I still chose to leave.
Because I am tired and afraid.
I am afraid that your love is just an illusion, and I am afraid that your feelings are fleeting and ethereal.
After all, you said that you love me so affectionately.
With all your love, all your enthusiasm, let me believe that we can be happy.
Unfortunately, when I finally took that step, you withdrew your hand.
Sorry Qiao Mohan...I can never do it again.
Some things, once missed, can never go back.
Some hearts, once hurt, never dare to try again.
Forgive my cowardice, Qiao Mohan... You don't need to love me, never.
Because I can no longer believe your love.
Su Qing, stay.
...
When Qiao Mohan was lying on the big bed with the fragrance of Su Qing in his breath, he read such a cruel letter.
Yes, cruel.
How cruel he was to Su Qing in the past, now, those cruelties are completely on him.
It wasn't until this moment that Qiao Mohan clearly felt what it was like to be deeply hurt by the beloved.
It was as if there was a hand that forced it into his chest and dug out his heart together with flesh and blood.
Only those who have experienced it can know that kind of bone pain, that kind of heart-wrenching pain.
Qiao Mohan leaned back and plunged himself into the bedclothes.
How much he hopes that he didn't miss it. If he didn't do so many things that hurt Xiaoqing...she might look back.
But now, he has changed, and has told her that he loves her.
Everything does not help.
He didn't know, even if he found Su Qing's whereabouts, he didn't know--how on earth he should face it.
What should he do to make Xiaoqing change her mind?

half year later.
The autumn sun shines on the quiet path in the outskirts of a foreign country.
An Oriental woman with a big belly, holding a little girl in one hand and a large bunch of lilacs in the other, walked to the unusually eye-catching brick-red villa at the top of the road.
The foreign neighbors who live in the surrounding area have already known this woman with a beautiful oriental face.
The face of an oriental woman looks very young and immature in the eyes of foreigners.
If it weren't for the fact that she had a big belly, she was accompanied all year round by a cute and charming little girl who looked very similar to her and had a pair of apricot eyes.
Few people believed that this young oriental woman who looked delicate and beautiful was already the mother of two children.
The lilac in the woman's hand is still stained with the freshest dew.
Passing by her, the scent of cloves was sent by the breeze, and even the earth exudes lazy warmth.
"Sunny, the due date is approaching, you can't run around. You must pay attention to safety when you live. If you have any problems, let your little cutie knock on the door."
The old neighbor saw Su Qing with a big belly and holding Xiao Muer out to buy flowers, and enthusiastically exhorted.
For such a beautiful and gentle oriental woman, the neighbors around are willing to give the greatest help.
"Thank you Judy, I'm fine, the doctor said that the more this time, the more you have to move around. Don't worry... I have already called my friend, and she will fly over to accompany me these days."
Su Qing responded to the neighbor with a smile.
Thinking of Xin Luo, who was about to arrive, she was full of expectations.
It's been half a year, she... missed Lolo very much.
[The update is complete, see you at 6 tomorrow night~]