Chapter 2906: Never regretted being crazy because of you when you were young

After a long time, Zhao Qiming suddenly sighed, "I knew you would get close to me like this, I should have let go!"
Su Nuan bit her lip, stretched out her hand to wrap Zhao Qiming's waist,
"I'm sorry. I... never hated you, you are the best brother in the world."
A wry smile appeared at the corner of Zhao Qiming's lips. If he could, he really didn't want to approach her as his brother.
But now, apart from his brother's identity, he has no reason to approach her.
"Okay. Then I will try my best to be this good brother."
Su Nuan closed her eyes tightly, tears squeezing out of her eyes again.
She was so touched, she really wanted to make up for the alienation and rejection of him over the years.
"I will also be a good sister..."
Su Nuan raised her head from Zhao Qiming's arms, looked at Zhao Qiming's eyes with red and swollen eyes, and said: "I will definitely make up for everything that I owed you as a sister for so many years."
Zhao Qiming's handsome face was moist, and the corners of his lips curled into a breezy smile.
"You have never owed me anything."
"But... because of me... you were sent abroad by Uncle Zhao..."
Zhao Qiming raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face, "I met you when I was young, and my youth was crazy because of you, and this life would be worthwhile. Without you, my life would have been ordinary. I I should thank you for being in my life at the best time."
Su Nuan bit her lip, shocked by Zhao Qiming’s frank words,
Since the day she left Qian Junfeng, she has always doubted the value of her survival.
The biological father abandoned everything and abandoned her as a daughter, and the mother took her hard life without a dragging oil bottle,
The negative emotions that have been hidden in her heart for so many years have been suppressed in the deepest part of her heart.
At that time, I never thought that she, who was so embarrassed, was actually the beauty in another person's mind.
"Well, don't be sad anymore. Now for me, it should be the most thankful thing."
Su Nuan bit her lip and wiped away the tears.
Looking down at the plane ticket in my hand, he thought about it slightly, and then collected the ticket.
"Brother, you are right... I leave. For Xu Jun and... I can't forgive him for the time being, and I don't know how to face him. We shouldn't continue like this..."
"If it was before, I might think it didn't matter, but it was based on the premise that I was not tempted. Now...I can't...I can't continue to live with him..."
Zhao Qiming's eyes flickered, and when he heard her confirming his feelings for Xu Junyu with his own ears again, there would be no waves in his heart.
But now, what can be changed by caring so much?
"I just provided you with a choice. The decision is yours."
"Yeah." Su Nuan nodded, "I know."
"Okay, hurry up and pack things, I'll see you off."
Su Nuan bit her lip tightly and looked at the ticket in her hand, obviously still struggling.
"There is not enough time, you can think about it."
Seeing her struggle, Zhao Qiming touched her hair, not wanting to stress her too much.
Su Nuan took a deep breath, nodded, and finally left Zhao Qiming's room.
At the door, I met his mother Suman.
Su Nuan paused and watched Su Man staring at her with red eyes.
Su Nuan's nose was sour again.
"mom……"
The choking voice made Su Man bit her lips tightly, resisting the tears in her eyes, and looked at her distressedly.
"Is it clear to... your brother?"
Su Nuan nodded, "To make it clear, I have done too much for so many years..."
Su Man sighed helplessly, why is she not?
She saw with her own eyes how much Su Nuan suffered from childhood, so she could not see her being bullied by anyone.
What's more, as Zhao Qiming's stepmother, she has always been cautious about their relationship.
She was struggling just because of his lukewarm attitude towards her.
Compared with Zhao Qiming, she subconsciously favors her own daughter.
When her daughter was afraid of his existence, she also classified him as the most dangerous person.
She lives under the same roof, not her own siblings, and she has bad thoughts about her daughter, so she can't help but be wary of him.
Just now, because she was worried about being alone with two people, she came to take a look, but she didn't expect to hear those conversations between them.
Unexpectedly, Zhao Qiming really hopes Su Nuan will have a good life, and he really likes Su Nuan.
He always wanted Su Nuan's happiness, but he didn't trust others, so he wanted to work hard to get her and give her happiness by himself.
Before, she only felt that he was paranoid and terrible. Now that she heard these words, her heart was full of guilt for the child.
She has been careful to maintain the relationship between her and Zhao Qiming, never disagrees with him on anything, affects his affairs,
She thought she did a good job, but she didn’t expect that in the end she still didn’t do a good job as a stepmother,
And now she really understands that, compared to what she thought she was doing well, Hongshan had done too much and had too much thought.
He has never had a double heart for Su Nuan. Compared to her, his father is the most perfect.
Since childhood, Zhao Qiming had something, and Su Nuan must have it, Zhao Qiming didn’t have it, and Su Nuan had to have it too. Realizing Zhao Qiming’s thoughts on Su Nuan, he sent his own son abroad again For so many years, he had never heard him mention Zhao Qiming, he knew she was taboo to talk about him.
But even if he is a man, there is a tender side, he can do unconditional love to her daughter, let alone his own son.
This family has always revolved around her and Su Nuan, and it was obvious that they were outsiders at the beginning.
Thinking of now, the guilt towards Zhao Qiming and the guilt towards Zhao Hongshan made her feel suffocated for a while.
Blame her, Su Nuan cares too much about her feelings and always bases her choice on her happiness.
In order to fulfill her happiness, she chose to never be tempted by Zhao Qiming.
If Zhao Qiming's way was better then, maybe Su Nuan would follow him, it would be much better than now.
He would never meet Xu Junyu and make him look like this.
She sighed slightly, stopped thinking about this disturbing thing, turned her eyes,
Finally, his eyes fell on the ticket in her hand.
Su Nuan tightened slightly because of Su Man's eyes.
Su Man looked up at her, "Your brother is right. I also suggest you go abroad to relax. If you can't face the king, don't face it for the time being. Think about it for yourself, and then make a decision. "