Chapter 104: Pretend to lie to yourself, you have been here

It is said that the more regretful people are in their hearts, the more they will dream of things. The journey is very long. Except for the driver, most of the passengers are asleep, but Yan Yu just woke up from his dream. He touched the top of Xun Chuan's head with his palm, and then fell again To the back, I suddenly felt that everything was fate.
The bus arrived. Compared with other people's large and small bags, Yan Yu was empty-handed except for a travel bag. After getting off the bus, he stood still and didn't know whether he didn't want to go or where to go.
There are a lot of people around, coming and going, but with the passage of time, there are not so many, small places, lively is really lively, deserted is also really deserted.
Seeing this, Xun Chuan held his hand, with such a compulsive force, he pulled him to the station, one step, two steps, three steps...
Yan Yu seemed unwilling to pass, took out his hand, and took a step back.
Xun Chuan looked back at him, squinted his eyes and didn't care, and sat down on the bench for himself. Compared with last winter, there were a lot of bright colors and some new flowers were planted in the green belt. The light red flower bones, slender branches, small and exquisite, rock climbing around the white guardrail, passing pedestrians can't help but look more.
The place that was once killed is now the lake and mountains in the eyes of others.
Xun Chuan did not respond, stretched his legs, shook his toes, put his hands on his side, and lowered his head to look at the ants on the side of the road.
He seems to be innocent, wanting to sit here.
Yan Yu stood not far away from him. After a while, he walked over and sat down beside Xun Chuan, shoulders next to his shoulders, and his body temperature passed through the thin clothes.
Xun Chuan looked at the busy traffic in front of him, and then thoughtfully said: "I always think you are very powerful. Every time I fall and hurt, you can always show up for the first time. Everything can be solved, and everything is difficult. I'm not down to you..."
Yan Yu wanted to say that he was actually very useless. He had been confused for so many years. He was a pile of weeds and a puddle of mud. He could live in any way and anywhere, unlike Xunchuan.
Yan Yu's presence here fully embodies the four words of restlessness. It seems that it is not Xun Chuan who died here, but he, who reluctantly stayed for a while, finally pulled Xun Chuan away from the place and walked away: "It's not early, find a hotel to stay, and then take the car back tomorrow."
Xun Chuan was obediently led by him, and didn't struggle. He just looked around occasionally and carefully looked at this place where Yan Yu was born and raised.
X City is not prosperous, and there are no star-rated hotels. Yan Yu took Xun Chuan for a while before finding a clean hotel and paying for check-in.
Yan Yu took out a change of laundry from her bag, and then went into the bathroom. Xun Chuan was lying on the bed, rolling around lightly, kicking off a pillow, accompanied by the splashing water, and Yan Yu's calm voice came from inside. : "At nine o'clock in the evening the next day, the ghost gate will open, and then I will send you to reincarnation."
Xun Chuan's rolling motion stopped for an instant, and then sneered contemptuously: "Why should I go to reincarnation?"
Yan Yu put on his clothes and came out. Knowing that he was not so obedient, he brushed his wet hair behind his head, with distinct facial features: "Because there is no future for being a ghost, and there is no future after me."
Xun Chuan wondered why he listened to Yan Yu. If Yan Yu asked him to reincarnate, he had to reincarnate, but he didn't show it on the face. He just gave an extremely unpleasant hum, and then watched TV with his back to him. .
Yan Yu was originally wiping his hair, but when he saw his lonely back, his movements suddenly paused. When Xun Chuan turned his head, he found Yan Yu staring at him in a daze, "What do you look at."
"You look good."
Yan Yu smiled, threw the towel aside, then sat on the bed, and took Xun Chuan into his arms by the way, and covered it tightly with a quilt, breathing with so dense emotions. , The lotus is broken, and the chopped chopped continuously.
Xun Chuan didn't plan to reincarnate at all. He should play or play. From time to time, he pressed the quilt twice, and then used the remote control to change his favorite station. His mood was not affected at all, but Yan Yu hugged him from behind and buried his face in his neck. During a long time, I haven't moved.
Xun Chuan felt a little weird. He tilted his head to look at him, but was covered by Yan Yu, his eyes were dark, and then there was a little warm touch on his lips, and his teeth were forced to pry open. What's the softness? Something came in, lingering and domineering.
Xun Chuan's fingertips trembled, and the remote control fell under the bed. He reacted. He could not push and push away. He could only put his arms around Yan Yu’s neck and kissed it back. As a result, his body turned upside down and he was pressed under him. In the darkness, I only felt a palm with a little warmth climbing on my waist.
Xun Chuan wanted to remove the hand that covered his eyes, but he couldn't move, he could only use a little fierce strength, and he bit down hard when he kissed him. Fortunately, he never saw blood.
The lights on the ceiling were dazzling, but Xun Chuan couldn't see anything. He was in the dark, restless and exciting.
"Yan Yu... Yan Yu..."
Xun Chuan's voice was crying, and he could only cling to his back, leaving red marks on it.
"I'm here."
Yan Yu lifted his legs, curled it around his waist, and kissed him fiercely. In a daze, something with a little warm liquid fell on Xun Chuan's face, not knowing whether it was sweat or tears.
"Yan Yu... Yan Yu..." Xun Chuan turned his head, trying to pull his hand down, his voice was hoarse and broken, out of tune, "Let me see you... I want to see you..."
Yan Yu hugged him tightly, with a warm breath hitting Xun Chuan's ears, whispering with a long-lost gentleness: "Don't look, I've always been..."
"I am always here……"
Xun Chuan did not move. He held Yan Yu's wrist and maintained that posture. He suddenly curled his lips aggrievedly, as if he was about to cry: "You lie, I don't believe you."
"Don't cry, I've been there." Yan Yu hugged him, his voice couldn't hear any emotions, just repeated, and kissed him again and again, unconsciously said: "It's all about me..."
Xun Chuan suddenly let go of his hand, fumbled, and stroked Yan Yu’s face. When his fingertips touched the wet marks on the corners of the man’s eyes, he suddenly stopped. After a long time, he pressed his throat. He cried, pursing his lips and tremblingly said: "I haven't blamed you..."
Never...
"I'm just angry, angry that you broke up with me, afraid that you will find others, like others, and you will never remember me again..."
Yan Yu seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say anything. He took away the hand covering Xun Chuan's eyelids and looked at this face carefully. He only felt that it was all pretty, no one could compare to it. .
"Go and reincarnate well, I won't look for anyone in the future, and no one likes it..."
Yan Yu kissed his brows and eyes and smoothed the hidden grievances. When he saw Xun Chuan crying under him and staring at him with wide eyes, he seemed to be back a long time ago when he saw that man was strong. The queen alone licked the injured Xunchuan.
Yan Yu couldn't bear the slightest wronged him, really couldn't bear to...
Can't bear it at all...
Reluctant to wait for him to change his mind with a fever downstairs in the rain, reluctant to be ridiculed and mocked by others, reluctant to cry helplessly.
As a result, the breakups, the indecision again and again, the countless reluctance to get entangled together, just killed him.
Xun Chuan shrank in the quilt, only half of his face was exposed, his eyes were moist, and he hummed like a cat. After Yan Yu took a shower and went to bed, he leaned in and rubbed his arms unconsciously.
Yan Yu hugged him, kissed his eyebrows, and kissed the tip of his nose, and finally landed on his lips, embarrassing Xun Chuan's kiss, and then turned off the lights and went to sleep.
In the darkness, I could only hear a person's quiet breathing. Yan Yu couldn't fall asleep. Suddenly, he felt that time was passing too fast. Looking at the pattern on the curtain by the window, it was dawn without knowing it.
A thin ray of morning light came out from the gap in the curtains, Xun Chuan moved his head, and the whole person entangled Yan Yu like an octopus, frowned and hid under the blanket, but was pulled out again.
"Get up, you have to take the car, don't miss the time."
Yan Yu pulled over the clothes and put on his clothes. He couldn't see the slightest sleepiness. His chiseled profile was as beautiful as before, but when he looked closely, there was something unclear. Xun Chuan lay on his back, quietly opened his eyes, and pinched It took a moment for his waist to loosen.
Yan Yu looked back at him, but was not angry. Seeing Xun Chuan sitting cross-legged on the bed with his head drooping, he obviously got up reluctantly, reached out and rubbed his head, and then went into the bathroom to wash.
I booked a bus ticket at 9 o'clock in the morning. There is a chain milk tea shop next to the station with a good reputation. Yan Yu held a black umbrella and looked at the big sun in the sky. He bought a drink and gave it to Xun Chuan Road. : "Drink?"
Xun Chuan wanted to say not to drink, but through the translucent cup, he found that it was his favorite grape juice. The ice cubes collided with a soft noise. He leaned over and took a sip, but he didn't taste anything.
He pushed Yan Yu: "You drink."
Yan Yuyiyan took a sip, and Xun Chuan asked him, "What's the taste?"
"It doesn't taste much," Yan Yu hooked the packaging bag to his fingertips, holding an umbrella with one hand, and holding him toward the station with the other, "sour and sour."
This time they were still by the window. Next to Yan Yu sat a middle-aged man who smelled of alcohol and cigarettes. He was talking and spitting, half of his shoes were taken off. He kept squeezing Yan Yu’s side, one Put the big duffel bag on top, and the other one was stuffed directly into the empty space under Yan Yu's seat, and said gruffly: "Hey let let, let let."
Yan Yu stared at him coldly, his whole body temperament not resembling kindness: "Who do you call?"
He is tall, with handsome features that are almost evil, and his aura is extremely oppressive. The middle-aged man inexplicably felt that Yan Yu was a stubborn stubbornness, and did not dare to say anything. He pulled his luggage under his feet and muttered something in a low voice that made people incomprehensible. if.
Xun Chuan didn't think it was a big deal to watch the excitement, so he poked Yan Yu: "He scolds you."
Yan Yu said, "I am not deaf."
Then he pulled Xun Chuan back, grabbed him and kicked him against the middle-aged man's leg, and fixed it firmly to his side. Others couldn't see Xun Chuan, so Yan Yu's series of actions seemed a little strange.
"You know you are playing sideways with me."
Xun Chuan glared at him, then slid into his arms again, and saw that the middle-aged man next to him was staring at Yan Yu with a neurotic look, a ray of resentment popped out, the other side's figure tilted, and his head dropped softly. ,Fell asleep.
Yan Yu raised his eyes with a smug look at Shang Xunchuan. He turned to block the sight of the outside world, squeezed his chin, kissed his face, and his slender knuckles held the curtains of the car, pulling them tightly, and a ray of sunshine Can't get in.
Xun Chuan closed his eyes, his eyelashes were dense and long, and he couldn't help trembling. He slowly wrapped his arms around Yan Yu's neck and crowded with him between the small seats. The dust was beating in the air, and the window was full of wild mountains.
Su Qing came back in the afternoon, just when the last rays of light dissipated. Every household went back for dinner. She walked in the alley and saw a lonely man with false footsteps. A jumper was behind the man. The clown jumping and tumbling, the hammer on his shoulder glowed with a dark light.
The clown's face was heavily painted, with an exaggerated big red nose, wearing bright striped stitching clothes, and a jittery smile in his mouth, which made people feel panic.
When turning into the next alley, Su Qing had a bad instinct and stopped. The man didn't seem to notice a ridiculous and funny clown behind him. He pulled out his body as if he was about to pee.
An enlarged shadow of a hammer appeared on the wall, raised high, and smashed down hard. In an instant, it seemed to hear the sound of the skull breaking. The man shook his whole body. An empty soul instantly broke away from the body, shattered into thousands of pieces, and was devoured by the clown. Into the abdomen.
Seeing this, Su Qing covered her mouth in surprise, turned around and ran away, her footsteps echoing in the quiet alley, her heart almost popping out of her throat.
Damn, when there is a high-level fierce ghost here, why doesn't she know, the food is bad, so let's go!
Su Qing almost ran back home with such a panic. She didn't expect to hit a man when she entered the building, and the two staggered back at the same time.
"His... It hurts to death."
Su Qing is taller and stronger than an ordinary woman, so she held the iron gate and stood firmly. She covered her head and looked at the other person. When she looked carefully, it turned out to be Yan Yu, and she was relieved immediately. .
"My friend, where did you go? I can look for you for a long time today. A lot of work is waiting to be done. I thought you had evaporated."
As he said, his eyes fell on the hands he and Xun Chuan were holding together again, and his expression was so subtle.
Yan Yu said: "I went back to my hometown. You were not at home during the day, so I didn't have time to tell you."
Then he took Xun Chuan and walked upstairs, Su Qing followed, and looked behind her with a lingering heart. Her voice was used to be gentle, but with an unbearable anxiety: "Yan Yu, I just saw one nearby. Only high-ranking ghosts, this place can't stay, and I will have to move tomorrow when these wandering spirits are sent to reincarnation."
"High-ranking ghost?" Yan Yu took out the key to open the door, and then shook the hand held with Xun Chuan: "Did you say him?"
Xun Chuan snorted coldly and stepped on him.
Su Qing waved her hand: "Oh, no, it's better than him, I won't tell you more, I have to go upstairs to pack up, you guys also hurry up."
After finishing talking, he hurried upstairs, truly interpreting what a windy woman is. Yan Yu retracted his gaze, shook his head and said, "It's amazing."
Stepping on Hentian Gao can still run so fast.
After just leaving for one night and returning home, there was still a long-lost feeling. Yan Yu threw the bag on the chair and didn't want to move. Xun Chuan sat on the desk and gently touched his leg: "Do you want to move?"
Yan Yu held his cold ankle and rubbed it for a moment, nodding or shaking his head, suddenly remembering something, and then said to Xun Chuan: "Chi Xia's soul body is still with me, I will go up to Su Qing."
Then he pulled the chair away and got up, under Xun Chuan's gaze, leaned over and kissed him.
Su Qing said that she was packing her luggage, and she was really packing her luggage when she went home. It was not vague. The mess on the ground was full of debris. It was not like a place where a woman lived. Yan Yu knocked on the door and said, "Can I come in?" "
Su Qing bent over and was sorting the suitcase. He turned around and looked at her, her voice was very pleasant: "Oh, rare guest, why are you here, come in."
Yan Yu walked in, gently placed the jade bottle with Chi Xia's soul on the table, thought for a moment, and then took off the jade gourd on his neck. Inside was Su Yu's soul: "Thank you, I will send them with you tomorrow. reincarnation."
Su Qing said, "Does your family want me to send it there."
She also asked casually, but found that Yan Yu was silent, and turned her head in surprise: "No, you really want me to send it over?!"
Yan Yu paused: "I can send it off myself."
He found a photo in the corner of the desk. She was a beautiful woman with long hair. She smiled and looked more beautiful than a celebrity. Her eyes were gentle and soft. She looked a little like Su Qing, but there was no way to connect the two. Together.
Yan Yuzheng was puzzled, only listening to Su Qing sighed: "Why, it's not easy to live, and it's even harder to be together. Although there is no way to solve the life and death situation, it may not be bad."
Yan Yu paused at her fingertips and looked up at her: "What did you say?"
Su Qing’s subordinates kept folding their clothes: "I shouldn’t have been talking about it, but right? The day I just moved, the person from your family showed me a picture of a hexagram. The life and death situation, I’ll forget it, the age is just right. You two are right."
Yan Yu squinted his eyes: "Did you tell him?"
Su Qing shrugged: "He asked, I naturally said it, you didn't tell me that I can't say it."
Yan Yu twitched the corners of his mouth when he heard the words, as if he wanted to laugh, but couldn't laugh, and finally quit Su Qing's house, closing the door quietly, and the hand holding the doorknob was faintly visible.
Su Qing caught up and opened the door. Seeing Yan Yu didn't leave immediately, she smiled apologetically and said, "If you can't bear to send it, I can also help you send him to reincarnation, anyway."
Yan Yu said, "No."