Chapter 50: Start reading

Who laughed at his girlfriend so much? Mu Hanxia: "Hum, milk is milk." He took her a small glass of red wine, he hugged her, and sat down on the sofa near the window. At this time, the lights were quiet, the stars were sparse, and the room was warmed with air conditioning. Everything was so comfortable.
"Did you ever fall in love when you were in high school?" He asked suddenly.
Mu Hanxia gave him a strange look and replied, "Of course not." He paused and said, "At that time, my mother was critically ill, and it was too late to run to the hospital every day. And I never thought that I would fall in love in high school, I would do that. A matter of self-destruction? "
Looking up to see the light smile on the corner of his mouth, Mu Hanxia wondered: "What are you laughing at? What's so funny?"
"Nothing." Of course Lin Mochen wouldn't tell her much about her thoughts at the moment, but just the corners of her brows, always with a slight happy smile. He put down the wine glass, hugged her to his lap, and lowered his head and asked, "So ... for the first time with me?"
Mu Hanxia said, "Well," What happened to the first love? Am I not doing well? What a good girlfriend. "
Lin Mochen was amused and bowed his head and kissed her.
After kissing for a while, it was dark and provocative, trying and approaching, all in silence. Only the parties know, only the parties understand. But in the end, with Mu Hanxia holding on to the line of defense, Lin Mochen's will never ended. Lin Mochen is a man of grace, expressing implicitly that if he can't go further, he will only continue gracefully ... temptation, not force it.
He took off his suit early, wearing only shirts and trousers, and put one arm on the sofa, letting her lie in her arms. And she is particularly lazy. She never thought that she would be in the arms of a man. Sometimes she was so lazy and soft. She rested her head on the shirt on his chest and played with his other hand.
"Just your classmate, why didn't you explain when you misunderstood you or a waiter?" He asked.
Mu Hanxia replied, "I don't think it's necessary. People who care about me don't change their attitude because of my situation. Whether people don't care about me, it doesn't seem to make sense to clarify. I just don't understand. When I was in high school, I had nothing to do with her, and I never offended her. Why does she seem to ... don't want to see me? "
Lin Mochen caressed her long hair gently and replied, "What's weird about this? You are so good in high school, better than her, she is naturally jealous. Summer, not all malicious, has a rational reason. Oh, We will meet a lot of such mediocre people in our lives. They always stay on the road and stare at others, so it is difficult to be a big deal. We are different. We just need to go forward. "
Mu Hanxia sighed in her words, and stretched out her arms around his neck, "You are right."
Lin Mochen was so comfortable with her that she could not help but bow her head and kissed her again.
Half a night, just passed by. They talked, kissed, hugged, and laughed. So close and so gentle. The stars outside the window, the clouds in the sky, were set in each other's eyes.
Mu Hanxia also told him about the accident in his home.
It's not that special. In this world, poverty and suffering, difficulties and struggles, happen every day.
But Mu Hanxia and Lin Mochen were born completely different people. Even if he is from a divorced family, he will never worry about money and circumstances. He will not have a time when he can't go on, he won't have it at all, and he can't imagine it. When the family can't open the pot, he will be anxiously crying for 100 yuan.
But Mu Hanxia is like this. Like most of us, she comes from an ordinary family. Not generous, but enjoying ordinary happiness. However, accidental blows and unexpected events can bring down such a family. For example, the mother was seriously ill.
The family was starting to get squeezed and everything started to get busy. There were no smiles on their faces, no father, no mother. The days of the sweet girl Mu Hanxia were gone. My father started to run the transportation every day, earning more medical expenses. At the time of her senior year at high school, she ran to the hospital every day and told no one about her toil.
Later, his father had a car accident, left a debt and left.
Mu Hanxia nearly collapsed.
...
"At that time, my mind was not strong enough." She said gently in his arms, "Knowing that you can only change your life if you pass the college. You know that you can get a way to apply for charity assistance. You can do it every day I was thinking, what should I do after being admitted? Who will take care of my mother? Would you please be relieved? In case of admission, no charity or enterprise will support me. School scholarships alone are not enough. Solution, I got the test, there was no way out; I did n’t get the test, and there was no way out. "
Lin Mochen held her hand, his eyes were watery, and he was silent.
and after?
Later, the day before the college entrance examination, I received another mother's critical illness notice. She stayed up all night in the hospital and went to take the test the next day. At that time, sitting in the tense examination room, she felt that the whole world would collapse. No one can help her, and no one understands the weight of this eighteen-year-old girl's shoulders. In life, no one can bear it for you.
Later, it really fell off the list. For a time, he was disheartened. But she didn't even have time for it, and didn't go to find another way. Instead, she found a job in a supermarket near her home, because only then could she take care of her mother at the same time.
Then, three years later, the mother died, full of regret and sorrow for her daughter. But after three years of precipitation, Mu Hanxia had only love for his mother. She has no complaints at all. She said, "Mom, don't worry, we've all done our best. If you have spirit in heaven, be happy, and never be tortured by pain again. And I will live well here. I don't think I What is lost is the way of my life. What I lose is bound to gain something. I have been with you for three years, and I have no regrets. "
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"Later, I gradually understood." Mu Hanxia said, "Many beautiful things in life are easily taken away by fate. So I have to tell myself that I live in the moment and live in time."
She smiled, but looked a little hesitant, and said, "However, if you let me choose again, I will definitely sink my heart and take a good test. Instead of being completely defeated by frustration. It is myself, not Take the road. "
Lin Mochen kept listening quietly, then suddenly held her hand and said, "What's wrong with this road? There is me on this road."
His voice was low and gentle at night, and Mu Hanxia was very moved. He looked up and kissed him, and said vaguely, "Then I see other classmates who have gone so well, I still feel sorry for myself. Always chasing, but it's so hard to catch up ... "
"You don't have to chase them," he said, "you will get the best in the future."
"Well." She thought she would get the best through her own efforts.
He kissed her, but was thinking that he would give her the best.
His Cinderella, who fell into the world and experienced so many vicissitudes, came to his arms.
He wanted to put everything under her feet at her feet.

The next day, Lin Mochen conferred on Sun Zhi and continued to make in-depth contact with Cao Dasheng, showing his attitude towards this land.