Chapter 5: 55

Liu Heng took Doudou back to the room and pressed the child on the bed. Doudou twisted his body to resist, neither yelled nor cried, but kept struggling. A pair of pupils squeezed tightly with a small fist was going to breathe fire and die. Watching his dad.
Liu Heng suddenly laughed out loud. Over the years, he felt that his son's character was too weak. He had never seen him crying or laughing like other children. He was like a porcelain doll, not much. Emotions do not have many preferences, and they are not interested in anything.
In memory, this is the first time I saw my son so angry, with a sad and sad expression like a small beast, and shouting fiercely like a small beast, and then showing so many mood.
Does this look like a six-year-old child, Liu Heng thought.
"Don't make trouble!!" Liu Heng stared at his son's tea golden eyes and extended his finger to nod the child's eyebrows. "If you make trouble again, I won't tell you who the person is in the photo."
"I don't need you to tell me, I know who that person is!" Dousha snorted and pouted to say no, but if there was no more trouble, he lay quietly and stared back at his father.
Liu Heng rubbed Doudou's head and got up to go downstairs.
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Zhou Yi'an didn't enter the door and stood in the corridor to smoke. He felt that everything was not going well today. Since the landing of his plane, none of the things are going smoothly.
A few hours ago, he shook Liu Heng's face, went back to take a bath, changed his clothes, and ate something. After thinking about it, he came out.
In the relationship with Liu Heng, he has always been the active one. Liu Heng has to busy his career and his son. When he was in a different place, he had to fly abroad to see him. , Has always been very considerate of Liu Heng, but just too damned.
Throwing his face away and looking for him, Liu Heng's son clamored to ask his mother to say he didn't want to see him? Isn't it clear that he is going to leave?
But he did not expect Liu Heng's son to be so resistant to himself now.
When Zhou Yi'an started smoking a second cigarette, Liu Heng came out. He was still wearing home slippers, no tie, and the collar button was loosened, exposing his sturdy neck and collarbone.
Zhou Yian took a breath, squinted at him, and sneered: "Should I return your keys to you."
Liu Heng didn't speak, leaning against the wall at the door, looking at Zhou Yi'an with his chest, his expression was the usual indifference: "I'm not right today, so you have no face."
Zhou Yi'an turned around and threw away the smoke in his hand: "No face?! Liu Heng, you think I apologized because I lost face!!!"
Liu Heng still didn't move, but his brows were picked. He was used to getting along with Zhou Yi'an. He was very peaceful and comfortable. There were no waves. Zhou Yi'an was also very good. He was not noisy and had no excessive demands. They are independent in all aspects, have a mind and can live, and are a man who knows how to best maintain a love relationship and live a good life.
This seems to be the first time in four years, Zhou Yi'an showed such an uneasy look. Liu Heng's insights opened his eyes today, first his son, then his lover.
Liu Heng hooked his lips and pulled Zhou Yi'an into his arms. Liu Heng was close to one meter nine, and Zhou Yi'an's eighteen meter was not enough to see in front of him. He held Zhou Yi'an and patted like a child He patted his back and smiled in his eyes: "I'm unlucky enough today, my son is crazy, and you slap me, and I can ride my head in two days."
In the relationship of love, Liu Heng does not easily coax people, he will coax people, on the one hand shows that he really cares, on the other hand, he is still patient today.
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Zhou Yi'an was relieved silently. Fortunately, it seemed that Liu Heng didn't want to alienate himself deliberately because of his son. Fortunately.
He hugged Liu Heng and sighed: "Dousha doesn't seem to like me very much."
Liu Heng thought for a while: "You can't worry about anything with a six-year-old child without a mother."
Zhou Yi'an nodded: "I understand that children's monopoly, it seems that it is really impossible for me to live with you."
Liu Heng: "When Doudha goes to elementary school, it should be better."
If you haven’t been a dear daddy, you’ll be your dad. Zhou Yi’an thinks it’s quite difficult.
You said that if the bean paste always hates me, what should we do?

This time, Liu Heng did not answer, and Zhou Yi'an asked him to stop the sound after he asked this question.
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When he was with Liu Heng, Zhou Yian knew that Liu Heng was not a man who would easily like someone. This man has his own unique self-control. He strictly controls his life and work, where to put things, when and what to see, and even his own emotions. Zhou Yi'an understands such men, and Liu Heng needs a lover who can control, understand, and not have too much trouble than feeling uncertain and uncontrollable.
When I was with Liu Heng, it was Zhou Yi'an who was willing to play such a role. Such a lover. He told Liu Heng that he was also such a person. Compared with his impulsive feelings, he also needed a stability that can always accompany his future life. Lovers.
So in this relationship between Liu Heng and Zhou Yi'an, both parties behaved peacefully and comfortably, and when they were suitable, they were separated when they were unsuitable. They did not talk about the past and did not discuss the future. Feelings that are imagined or needed.
They are together, not so much in love, but more like two people living together.
Liu Heng did not answer Zhou Yi’an’s question, and apparently did not take that question into his heart. He patted Zhou Yi’an on his back:
Go back and have a rest, and come out to dinner together tomorrow.

Zhou Yi'an yelled, and laughed when he got up.
After going downstairs, Zhou Yian lit another cigarette. He turned his head to look upstairs, then turned and left.
At that moment, he suddenly thought of Wang Yincheng. Many years ago, they rented a small house outside the school. At that time, they had a very good relationship. Zhou Yian had more classes. Wang Yincheng went to the food market to buy food and cook.
At that time, Zhou Yian could smell the smell of vegetables in the corridor every night when he went back. He walked back to their hut step by step and opened the door to see the bright lights. Wang Yincheng was serving the food from the kitchen. Wearing an apron, because it is summer, the weather is very hot, there is no air conditioning in the living room and the kitchen, only a big ceiling fan is twirling, Wang Yincheng hears the sound and raises his head, the forehead and nose are sweating straight, the tea golden eyes flash when lifting Moving so excitedly, and then quickly suppressed by himself, only slightly raised his eyes and smiled at him: "Come in and eat."
But now, after all, it's just a fragmentary memory in Zhou Yi'an's mind. For so many years abroad, every time when he felt lonely, Zhou Yi'an allowed himself to think about Wang Yincheng and the little boy who once belonged to him. Recall the many pasts between them, and the child's beautiful face and soft eyes.
But today, nothing is allowed. He couldn't help but think of those things in the past, recalling many incomplete and fragmented pictures in his mind.
He picked up his phone and dialed a number: "Hi, Zhou Yan, it's me... yes, I'm back......... OK, when will we eat together... hey, do you remember Wang Yincheng... yeah Yeah, it’s him... I haven’t seen him for a long time. I heard that he has come to H city recently, and I want to ask if you have his number... OK, no problem... Okay, then I’ll trouble you. ..."
After Zhou Yi'an left, Liu Heng did not immediately go upstairs to appease the bean paste. He gave himself ten minutes to stand by the window and silently thought about a problem.