Chapter 355: Can you hug me

The first day of the first month.
The screaming cold wind stopped, and the snow drifting all over the sky stopped, and even a little bit of warmth like the sun glowed on the edge of a blue sky, and it seemed that it would snow over the sky.
Today is the first day of the New Year, the day when Liu Yanbo left a message saying that he would come back.
Yin Hanruo walked out of the house again. Although she had not closed her eyes for more than one day and one night, her face did not look very bad, and even looked a little ruddy, because when the sky was about to light, she carefully packed herself. Makeup.
she thinks
When Liu Yanbo came back, he was given a warm enough smile instead of worrying haggard.
The snow on the ground is very thick, the lanterns are everywhere in the community, but few residents go out, and only a few children play in the snow, adding to the joy of this peaceful and peaceful New Year.
Yin Hanruo walked outside the gate of the community before stopping, and then looked to the end of the road as far as he could see, just
Still did not see the return of the beloved.
It is already in the afternoon, and Yin Hanruo ca n’t even remember how many times he stood here and waited in vain, only remembering that every time before came with expectation, and then returned with disappointment and hope.
This time, is it still the same result
After standing for about half an hour outside the gate, Yin Hanruo let out a soft breath, the indescribable grievance and helplessness, but just as she planned to take her eyes back and walk back again, a figure appeared on her Within sight
This figure is coming out of the corner in the distance. Although it is still not clear, it is striking enough. The dress that is wrapped in black all over the body is in sharp contrast with the snow-covered world.
After Yin Hanruo was a little stunned, her eyes stayed on this figure and she never left again. She had n’t seen it clearly enough, and her brain had n’t responded yet, but her footsteps walked involuntarily and walked away. The faster, the last walk and walk becomes running.
That is Liu Yanbo
The sight has been blurred by the tears that overflowed my eyes, and the closer it is, the less clear it is, but Yin Hanruo is very certain that this figure who is also welcoming her is Liu Yanbo, her husband, because this figure is from Yesterday to today, it has been firmly in her mind, staying in her heart, never forgetting it for a moment.
Liu Yanbo is finally back
His steps are not fast, but he is also very firm. It seems that he is trying his best every time he takes a step, but the more this is, the more he is embarrassed.
In the new year of Ruixue's mega year, the returned Liu Yanbo is more like a lone wolf with scars, decadent to make people feel dazzling, lonely to the point of being out of tune with the whole world.
The two finally met in the road. Liu Yanbo stopped and raised his head to try to squeeze out a gentle smile. In order to make his voice sound as exhausted as possible, he began to say out of nowhere. "I said elder sister, It ’s so cold outside, and you wear more clothes anyway. "
Yin Hanruo was unimpressed because the outer fur she wore was warmer than all the clothes on Liu Yanbo. She just stared at him staring at him, letting the tears that had already filled her eyes drown out. Out, no longer blur the sight.
Liu Yanbo apparently deliberately cleaned up his appearance before coming back. His body can be said to be spotless, but no matter how clean he cleaned up, his bite lips and the bruise on his forehead could not be covered.
Yes.
He is really scarred now, and his hands in his pockets have never dared to take them out.
No one knows what he has done in the past 30 years, but Yin Hanruo knows a little
Last night, Liu Yanbo, both physically and mentally, had been hit.
In the face of Yin Hanruo, who was already in the rain with pear blossoms, Liu Yanbo was panicked. He even dared not look at her eyes anymore. He wanted to gently wipe the tears off her face, but he dared not take it away. Withdrawing from his pocket, he had to try his best to hold the voice and said, "Don't cry, it won't look beautiful anymore."
"Let's go, let's go back and say something."
At this time, Liu Yanbo had no courage to face the current Yin Hanruo, because he had realized that she should know, and knew some things that he did not want her to know.
That was his past, a nightmare that he could not linger in his life, he did n’t want to mention it, and was afraid she would ask.
"Liu Yanbo" Yin Hanruo reached out and grabbed Liu Yanbo who wanted to go home. Her eyes washed by tears were mixed with endless grievances and distress. "I am your wife, can you not stay in front of me and pretend to be strong, can you remove all your disguise in front of me"
"Even if it's good for only a moment, at least let me do my duty as your wife in this moment, OK?"
Yin Hanruo is begging, for the first time in her life so far, begging so humblely, but she does n’t feel embarrassed because the person she begs is Liu Yanbo, her husband, she just wanted to As much as possible to do your duty as a wife
Can comfort him when he is sad;
When he is lonely and helpless, he can give him a hug.
The so-called couple
Is it just to help each other and rely on each other?
If Liu Yanbo was struck by lightning, Yin Hanruo's words shook him both physically and mentally. All the disguise he had previously created for himself was about to fall apart at this moment. Weep bitterly.
Is Liu Yanbo a strong person?
He should be considered.
Even from a certain point of view, Liu Yanbo is already a strong-hearted person, because he has experienced the vicissitudes of life alone, and he has endured the sweet and bitter life in the life of chatting and laughing.
But such strongness was never what he wanted.
In fact, there is no one who is born strong in this world. Everyone will cry at the moment of birth, venting the difficulties of being born.
So-called strong
But it is the compulsion that people gain as they continue to grow, because no one really likes the helplessness of the "sunset, the broken heart is on the horizon", and those who say "I can live well alone" People, just in
Pretend to be strong
This is the nature of every human being, and even Liu Yanbo, who treats his life like a dew, is no exception. At most, he can only hide this vulnerability better.
But now, Yin Hanruo has severely pierced it, causing all his psychological defense lines to collapse.
of course
Liu Yanbo didn't really cry because of it. He just froze in place, and he dared to face Yin Hanruo again.
He finally removed his disguise, and all the tiredness spewed out from the bottom of his heart at this moment, so that his original clear eyes seemed to be grayed out and became empty.
At this moment, he finally pulled out his hands that were always in his pockets, and then slowly opened them, tired and unable to say "wife, can you hug me"