Chapter 370: A helpless morning

　　 early morning
　　 Actually, it’s not early in the morning, because the sky hasn’t been fully lit, and the huge courtyard is as quiet as late at night.
　　 Ouyang Yaoqin sat in the aisle between the front yard and the back yard, dazed.
　　 Her injury hasn't healed yet, she really needs more rest, but she didn't close her eyes all night last night.
　　 But people who are too heavy on their minds usually have trouble sleeping, don’t they?
　　 Ouyang Yaoqin’s thoughts seemed to have drifted far, far away at this meeting, even if someone approached behind her, she didn’t notice--
　　 "It's snowing." Liu Yanbo stopped, a little tired in his voice, looking very lazy.
Snowing?
Yes.
　　 has been down for a while.
Ouyang Yaoqin looked at the snowflakes flying all over the sky, and the thoughts that had drifted away were pulled back, but at this moment, the expression that had been mad because of the thoughts drifted away revealed a touch of sadness that seemed to have deepened into the bone marrow, and whispered "You You know? My sister likes watching snow."
　　 Ouyang Zhihua likes to watch snow?
　　 Liu Yanbo really didn’t know about this. In fact, the time he spent with Ouyang Zhihua was very short. He didn’t know much about what she liked and what she didn’t like. Now I want to come--
　　 This is a pity and a owe, but there is never a chance to make up for it.
　　 Liu Yanbo pulled his collar and fell silent.
　　 "The chat is over?" Ouyang Yaoqin got up and said, "I will send you back."
　　 "Okay." Liu Yanbo nodded.
　　 The snow is getting bigger and bigger, even in the capital city, which is already over-populated, it is lonely and cold on such a cold morning.
　　 Ouyang Yaoqin drove Liu Yanbo around several streets before finding a shop selling breakfast at the entrance of an alley
　　 The soy sauce is very fragrant and the fried dough sticks are just right.
　　 The atmosphere is subtle, or embarrassing.
　　 Liu Yanbo is not good at speech, but Ouyang Yaoqin seems to be very worried, so most of the time, they are silent.
Ouyang Yaoqin actually has a lot of things to ask Liu Yanbo, but she has not been able to find a suitable entry point, which gradually raised a trace of irritability in her heart, and made her recent bad appetite even worse. Well, she only took a sip of soy juice, and didn't touch it any earlier on the table.
　　 Liu Yanbo looked at him, and he felt helpless. He knew why Ouyang Yaoqin was worrying about it at this time, but he couldn't do anything or say anything about it.
　　 The two of them ended this unsavory breakfast in a hasty way. After returning to the car, the atmosphere did not ease due to the warmth in the car, but silence, only silence remained.
After a period of as long as a century, the car finally stopped slowly at the door of the Du's compound. Liu Yanbo did not get off the car. He was waiting, waiting for Ouyang Yaoqin to say something to him, even if it was. A "goodbye" that would seem the most trivial at this time.
　　 Ouyang Yaoqin didn't speak, she just lighted a cigarette silently by herself, then leaned her head on the chair and closed her eyes.
After smoking a cigarette, the car was already full of smoke. Just when Liu Yanbo thought this waiting would be fruitless, Ouyang Yaoqin’s voice deliberately indifferent in order to conceal his emotions came from Liu Yanbo’s ears. "Liu Yanbo, if now As Ouyang Zhihua’s sister, I ask you and beg you, what will you tell me about what happened in Saudi Arabia that year? Will it be different from what Elder Wen said?"
coming.
　　 It's time to come.
Liu Yanbo also lit a cigarette. After half a cigarette’s silence, he opened his mouth and said, "The only thing I can tell you is that what happened in the past is over in the same year, so you can let it go. Live your own life happily, as your sister expected."
　　 "Really?" Ouyang Yaoqin asked.
really?
　　 Liu Yanbo couldn't help asking himself like this in his heart.
　　 The attack that year killed a lot of people, big people, small people, famous, unknown, damn, damn...
　　 The corpses ran across the wild, and the blood ran into rivers.
　　 And in that attack, the only person who was at fault but did not die was him
　　 Liu Yanbo.
　　 It was because he didn't give a helping hand in the first place, that led to Ouyang Zhihua's final battle and his death.
　　 Thinking about it now, Liu Yanbo’s reason for not helping out at the time was ridiculous and unforgivable. At least now, whenever he thinks about it, he still cannot forgive himself.
　　 Can he tell Ouyang Yaoqin?
　　 He can't, he doesn't dare.
　　 He is not afraid to endure Ouyang Yaoqin's anger, he is afraid that this will become a knot in her heart that will never let go.
and so--
　　 Liu Yanbo did not hesitate this time, and said seriously "Really."
　　 Hearing this, Ouyang Yaoqin waved his hand gently, pushed aside the smoke, and looked at Liu Yanbo.
　　 Liu Yanbo also looked at Ouyang Yaoqin, he looked directly at her, without dodge
　　 He can't fool himself, but he hopes to fool her.
　　 After about a minute, or two minutes later, Ouyang Yaoqin retracted his gaze and said lightly, "You should get off the car, someone is waiting for you."
　　 "Yeah." Liu Yanbo nodded, and then took a piece of paper from his pocket. "This prescription will help treat your internal injuries."
　　 "Thank you."
　　 Ouyang Yaoqin accepted the prescription happily, neither refusal nor surprised
　　 This seemingly unremarkable man hides many secrets that are not known to others. It is not surprising that the technique of Qi Huang is all night.
　　 Liu Yanbo smiled and pushed the door to get out of the car.
　　 Seeing that Liu Yanbo was about to close the car door, Ouyang Yaoqin suddenly asked, "Liu Yanbo, is the token of our Suzaku team with you?"
　　 "Yes." Liu Yanbo said frankly, "but I won't give it to you."
　　 "Why?" Ouyang Yaoqin was not angry with Liu Yanbo's straightforward answer, because she probably could guess the reason. "Is it because of my sister's expectation?"
"Yes." Liu Yanbo nodded and said, "Although the road you are walking is a glorious road, your sister has never wanted you to embark on this road, but you are now in the Vermillion Bird group. The acting team leader of Suzaku, if I give you the token again, it will naturally make you the official team leader. According to your Jiuli rules, once you become the official team leader of the Suzaku team, you will There is even no room for opt-out, so—"
　　 Liu Yanbo paused for a while, and then said, "I won't force you to go the way your sister wants you to go, but I won't be the one who cuts off your retreat."
"In this case, as a former member of our Suzaku team, you should be very clear, who the last team leader gave the token to, and who is the next team leader." Ouyang Yaoqin said calmly, "So, you are ready Are you our new team leader?"
　　 "I'm not ready." Liu Yanbo sighed softly, "Because I never thought about being the leader of this group, but if one day, if this is necessary, I will be the leader."
　　 "Or is it for my sister?" Ouyang Yaoqin asked again.
"Yes."
　　 After finishing speaking, Liu Yanbo closed the car door and took the initiative to end this helpless morning.
　　Everyone should have the right to choose, but sometimes, you can’t just choose for yourself.
　　 For whom?
I do not know.
　　 But there will always be a day when you will meet someone for whom you make a desperate choice.　　　　.