Chapter 758:

She clenched her two wrists tightly in one hand, freed her other hand, and pulled her dress from the neckline with a "tear".
"Ah!" she screamed, not knowing where the strength came, and both hands were freed from his.
"If you move me again, I will never forgive you!" She trembled, her eyes were anger and determination that he had never seen before.
"Qin Xuesong! I hate you!" She yelled out after taking a few deep breaths and pushing him away.
There are no tears, but utter sadness and despair.
He doesn't respect her, he doesn't respect her too much, and he doesn't respect the love of two people too much.
She Gu Lu got up from the bed, grabbed her torn neckline, looked at Qin Xuesong deeply with hatred, and said again: "Qin Xuesong, I hate you!"
"Don't leave! I haven't got you yet!" Qin Xuesong also yelled at her, crawling over with blood-red eyes, and grabbed her wrist.
Now that we have done it, we must do it to the end.
Bai Chichi wanted to run, but he was again firmly pressed by the bed.
She was very excited, he pinched her chin even more excited and questioned her.
"Why? Why don't you let me touch it! Didn't you say you love me? Why can't you love me? You know if I endure very hard, why do you make me suffer so much!" His eyes showed With crazy anger and confusion, and even grievances.
His pain made her temporarily forget the humiliation she had just felt, and her tone of voice became calmer.
"I didn't give it, didn't I tell you? We can be together when we get married!" For many years, she has always put his interests first.
As long as he is sad and angry, she will always endure him and let him. She always remembered his benefits, and forgot anything about him that made her unhappy.
At this moment, seeing his face deformed due to anger, she couldn't bear it after all. Besides, there was something wrong with her in this matter, it was her persistence that made him painful, so her attitude once again softened.
"Sorry, Cedar, I know you are a normal man, and you have your needs. But I really can't...I can't do it! Please, can you bear it again? I can bear it until we get married..."
"Shut up! Still bear? When will you get married? Two years? Three years? Five years? Or ten years? I'm not without a woman, and I still imagine my own woman to solve it with my hands every day. What day?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Cedar, I really can't do it, I can't do it." She was very distressed when he thought of his own solution, but she couldn't help it.
"Bai Chichi, I want you now, I see if you can resist!" She apologized one by one, just saying that I'm sorry is a fart. He was going crazy, no longer pinched her chin, bent his head and sucked her white neck fiercely.
The intensity was almost as if she was willing to her blood, and soon there was a clear hickey on her white neck.
"Qin Xuesong, don't do this, let me go! If you force me again, I will break up with you!" She yelled at him while pushing him.
The sound finally stunned Qin Xuesong, his eyes were red with blood, and he stopped breathing heavily, staring at her stubbornly.
"Okay, I don't need to move, you give me a reason to convince me, why can't you give it to me!"
"I, my mother told me..." She was interrupted angrily when she was half talking.
"If you are blind, you should be the imperial decree?" It's no wonder that Bai Chichi, who is usually docile, doesn't listen to him. He knew that neither of them liked him.
He didn't mind that she had a pair of blind parents, but they came to dislike him.
It doesn't matter if the water in the well doesn't violate the river, and even instigating Bai Chi not to let him touch it. Damn it!
"What did you say?" These words made her heartache 11 million times more than what he did to her just now.
She could hardly believe that Qin Xuesong, who defended her everywhere, could say such things, staring at him, and waiting for him to reply to her, saying that he was wrong and that he didn't mean to say that on purpose.
He didn't, he gave it up.
"I just said, I was blind, are you afraid to say it?"
"You... Qin Xuesong, you are too much!" Bai Chichi tremblingly pointed at him, shaking his whole body in anger.
From childhood to adulthood, as long as someone dared to say that her parents were blind, she didn't rush to fight with others.
Only this time, it was her beloved man who said this, and she could not beat him.
It doesn't mean that she is not sad, her heart hurts as if it is torn, and she is suffocated when it hurts.
"I'm too much! I have endured enough! If you love me, give it to me immediately, or get out of it if you don't!"
His words were squeezed out of his teeth, his eyes were merciless and cold.
Yes, he didn't want to wait any longer, either ended happily, or combined vigorously and thoroughly. He was originally a gambler, and only liked to have a happy result.
"Do you really want this?" The anger came to an end, and when the excitement reached a certain point, Bai Chichi calmed down instead.
"Correct!"
"Okay, let's be friends from now on."
She also has dignity, he almost bao her, she can forgive.
He was angry and even scolded her parents. She was heartbroken, but she still thought, after all, he is angry, as long as he admits his mistake, as long as he doesn't say similar things in the future, she can also consider forgiving.
The fact is, she took a step back, he took a step further, he had no patience to wait.
Perhaps to him, desire is more important than love, since she can't give it to him, she shouldn't stop him from pursuing his own happiness.
"Being a friend, I never want to see you! Get out!" Qin Xuesong gritted his teeth and pointed to the door, his face cold and without any room for maneuver.
He just wants to persist. He believes that as long as he persists, Bai Chichi will not be able to take the initiative to find him.
When two people had a conflict, it wasn't that she coaxed him with salivation, she couldn't do without him at all.
His expression made her heart suffocate again, and she took a deep look at the man who had been with her for so many years.
He really didn't want her anymore, he broke her heart with pain, enduring heartache, enduring the urge to cry.
She didn't say anything any more, grabbing her neckline, rushing to the door, staggering, and almost falling down several times.
She ran out of his house in one breath, gritted her teeth, restrained her heartache, and ran for at least a kilometer until she fell directly to the ground before stopping.
Still can’t understand why he is willing to do so much for her, but why is he not willing to wait for her?
Or maybe her persistence was wrong?
But she really didn't dare to go beyond, she was full of fear of premarital sex.
Sitting on the ground like that, hugging her knees, thinking of the past that her mother had told her in her mind.
Mother said that she was very beautiful when she was young, and there were many men who fell in love with her, and one of them was her heart.
The man was handsome, good at speaking, and had read many fashionable Russian romance novels at the time. She was deeply attracted by his romance.
In the end, she couldn't refuse his soft and hard foam, so he coaxed to bed.
When she was pregnant, he said that he could not get married for the time being, and asked her to wait, and when the child was born, he would marry her and enter.
In those days, unmarried pregnancy, the discrimination suffered can be imagined.
For him, she put up with all her eyes and gave birth to the baby in her belly.
But after the child was born, what she waited for was the news that he and other women were married.
Under the strong stimulus, she couldn't afford to be ill, and the child left her and went to heaven at this time. From then on, she washed away with tears and went blind soon.
"Chier, you must remember that you can never have with a man without getting married, you must not!"
Every time the mother speaks, she must emphasize this sentence, and then let the young Bai Chichi swear.
She started to make such an oath before she didn't understand what is.
For many years, such words have been implanted in her soul and deep into her bones.
Even though her thinking gradually opens up with the level of education, this is indeed deeply ingrained.
She never dared to cross the thunder pond, nor would she hurt her mother's heart.
But today, she was sitting alone on the road, thinking about everything just now, thinking about Qin Xuesong's anger and years of forbearance, shaking her belief for the first time.
As long as she agrees, she and Qin Xuesong can be together in harmony as before. Can she agree?
Sitting there thinking for a long time, I really want to turn around and persuade Qin Xuesong to have a good talk with him so that he won't get angry.
When thinking of his brutality, so scary, she was almost out of danger, if he went back to be like that again, she was afraid that she would not be able to escape.
She knew that he didn't love her and did so much, but he was too excited, so she didn't need him to apologize, as long as he realized that he had done something wrong.
She couldn't let go of the relationship for such a long time, and I believe he would not be willing either.
When I returned home in a very depressed mood, my parents were already asleep.
Asking her why she didn't live in school through the door, she casually explained a few words, her attitude was calm, and they found nothing unusual.
All her thoughts were on Qin Xuesong, and she did not even smell the faint lotus fragrance in the room.
At this time, Situ Qing was tossing and turning over the two lotus matters, and the tortured couldn't sleep.
I can't help but wonder if the idiot will laugh at him naively. How would she feel when she saw the two lotus flowers? Will you be smirking, will you say: "Qing classmate, you are so kind."
When she was in front of him, he always couldn't stand her idiotic look, but when he thought of it at this time, he was kind of kind.
Bai Chichi took a bath and lay on the bed, the more he thought about it, the more he felt relieved that Qin Xuesong.
Will he drink more alcohol in a fit of anger, will he fight with people, will he gamble on money?
Tangled and worried, calling him, but not answering, she was even more afraid that her worries would come true.
Fortunately, after sending a message, he replied.
"Stop looking for me. If you break up, you will never find me."
Being able to reply to the message shows that he is okay, he is not too drunk, and he did not gamble, even if what she said makes her sad, as long as he is good.
Bai Chichi did not close his eyes all night, thinking about all the benefits of Qin Xuesong.