Chapter 895:

Didn't you say it? Situ Qing that would be proud to die.
She bit her lip, thought about it, and gave an ambiguous answer: "I don't want to talk about it, Mom and Dad, shall we eat?"
"Hey! You don't want to talk, parents want to talk. Yuze is a few years younger than you, but we can see that he is really good to you. Older men think a lot, and will not be sincere to you. You are the first person Yuze likes. He will never change his heart to you for the rest of his life. You promise your parents, think about it, okay?"
Bai Chi Chi was very sad, and understood how his parents were worried about him.
But emotional matters can't be forced. If she agrees to consider it, her parents will see hope. When they say no, they will be disappointed.
Even if she didn't want to tell them her true feelings in front of Situ Qing, she still had to say at this time.
She returned to her seat and sat down and said sincerely, "Dad, Mom, I can understand your feelings. I'm all now. You must be anxious to marry me. I promise you that if there is something suitable, I will consider it. .But Yuze is still young, and I have always loved him for his sister and brother. We have lived together for six years, but nothing really happened to us. You said that if I have a little meaning for him, Can something happen? Besides, I am five years older than him. Even if he is mature, I don’t want to find someone so much younger than me. Yuze told me that he likes me and I rejected him. Don’t support him chasing me, don’t miss him. I just hope that he will find someone of the same age to fall in love, get married and have children."
Lao Bai's parents didn't answer her directly, but turned to Situ Qing and said, "Boss Qin, you need to eat more vegetables."
Bai Chichi understood that they couldn't accept her statement for the time being, and it would be better to take it slowly. There will always be a process that makes them uncomfortable in this matter, although she does not want to.
She didn't look at Situ Qing again. The situation today was caused by him alone. She didn't want to look at him.
The words of her parents reminded her again of the embarrassment when he was kicked out of the house that day. The feeling of total weakness and grievance haunted her again.
After eating silently, she asked Situ Qing to continue to rest in her room, got up and cleaned the table and washed the dishes.
There were only a few dishes, but she washed them for a long, long time.
She lowered her head while washing, while despising herself. She was so hopeless that she relentlessly took him home when she saw that he had no place to live.
If her parents hadn't said those things to remind her tonight, she would sleep with him in her room.
At this moment, thinking about it, she couldn't help but regret it. This undoubtedly created an opportunity for him to make him feel that she wanted to have some special contact with him.
Since she didn't want to, she would cut off his idea.
After washing the dishes, Bai Chi returned to the room late. Situ Qing was still sitting on the chair in front of her computer desk, doing nothing, just thinking about things in a trance.
He wanted to sit on her cot for a while, so that he could feel closer to her.
But without her permission, he didn't do that.
At this moment, he wanted to regard himself as a man who had never had contact with her. He has to patiently chase her back, let her feel romance and warmth, so as to make her six years of suffering not in vain.
"You rest here, I'll go to the hospital to see." Bai Chichi finished coldly, and went out without waiting for his approval, and he hurriedly chased it out.
After leaving the yard, Bai Chichi asked him: "What are you doing with you? I'll go to the hospital's duty room to sleep, and you will sleep in my room, sleep in Yuze's bed."
Her attitude was extremely alienated, and she must have remembered the sad things of the year again.
"Late, even if I'm in the same room with you, as long as you don't want to, I will never force you. If you are still worried and don't want to sleep with me, don't go to the duty room. You go back to sleep and I will go The home of a comrade-in-arms of mine."
Where did he have another comrade-in-arms? Why didn't you hear him at first?
He quietly observed her face and explained: "I want to get closer to you, and I didn't specifically say that I have a comrade in arms here. Go back, and I will call him."
He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, dialed a random number, and said to the other party: "Hey, it's me, Situ Qing, are you home? I'm on a business trip in your town and there is no place to live. Is it convenient to stay at your house for one night? ?"
"Convenient! Come here!" His good friend is really clever, and the answer is just right.
"I'll be there in ten minutes." He finished speaking and hung up the phone.
Bai Chichi couldn't tell whether what he said was true or false, and he always felt that there would be no chance for his comrades in this town.
"You go back quickly, I will leave immediately, I see you go in and leave." Situ Qing said to Bai Chi Chi.
"Then I really don't care about you." She said coolly.
"go in!"
Seeing that she still refused to go in, he said again: "If you don't go in, I can go." After that, he took a step forward and went to the main street.
Bai Chichi saw that he had really gone far, and sighed and returned to his courtyard.
Situ Qing walked for a while before returning to her head, walked outside her courtyard, and watched the light in her room.
The light stretched her shadow, she sat on the chair in front of the computer desk, thinking about things with her chin in her arms.
Little idiot, are you thinking of me? Miss me the big bad guy?
I really want to be close to you, in the way you like.
Tell me, what should I do to make you happy?
Bai Chichi kept staring at the wall, her eyes hurt. I don’t know if it’s because I never cried before, and then suddenly cried, stopped crying, and my eyes couldn’t stand it, so the pain occasionally kept going.
Or maybe her parents have bad eyesight, she has a certain inheritance.
As long as she stayed up a little bit late, her eyes would be bloodshot, which was more serious than the average person. And if you look at the computer for a long time, your eyes will become blurred.
Having been busy for so many years, she only cared about others' eye diseases, and never cared about her own eyes.
She closed her eyes and rested for a while, got out of the chair and took a shower before turning off the light and lay down.
Having been lying there all the time, not drowsy at all, she couldn't help thinking in her head, where did that go?
If he had no comrades in arms, would he sleep on the street?
He is so physically strong, let him go wandering in the street, don't worry about him! Don't relent!
She thought so in her heart, and couldn't help but watch the movement outside.
You bastard, you should know when you are tired to come back and knock at the door, right? I usually have such a thick skin, so I wouldn't be embarrassed at this time, right?
It was sultry that night, and she suddenly heard the wind coming out of the window, it was blowing hard, and it didn't take long to hear the rain coming down.
The heavy rain kept beating on the glass windows and crackling.
She got up and looked out the window. It was pitch black and could not see clearly. She could only tell from her voice that the rain was heavy and urgent.
Thinking that Situ Qing's flesh and blood body was raging in the storm, she couldn't stand it anymore, so she touched an umbrella at the door and rushed out.
Before it rained, there was already a layer of water on the ground outside, and she was night blind again, stepping on the water deep and shallow.
She was afraid that her parents would hear Situ Qing's name, so she groped forward in the dark.
Even if people all over the world scolded her for being mean and unpromising, she had to find the back, and she didn't want him to get in the rain outside her house.
Situ Qing! You bastard! where did you go?
She ran staggering and almost fell to the ground, when a big warm hand firmly grasped her arm, and then she was hugged tightly by a wet and warm chest. .
She heard his extremely low magnetic voice in her ears: "Fool, what are you running out for? It doesn't matter if I get a little rain. Even if it rains for a month, I won't get sick."
His hot breath caused Bai Chichi's whole body to tremble. She really hated herself, why she was confused by him.
Even if she knew that he was ruthless to her, she still felt like fireworks blooming in her heart at the moment he was approaching, beautifully breaking her heart.
She closed her eyes and forced herself to be colder.
Situ Qing held her waist with one hand, took the umbrella in her hand with the other, and put the umbrella tightly above her head. Although he was holding her, he was still in the rain.
"Don't you hate me? Just let me get in the rain outside. I hope the rain will keep falling and let me soak until you relieve your breath. You go in!" He embraced her shoulders, pushed her halfway, and opened the door in the dark , Put away the umbrella and stuffed her back into the house.
She couldn't see the wetness of his eyes, and she couldn't see the tears of a big man who shed touched tears because of her behavior just now.
Yes, he was touched and ashamed.
The woman he used to be, even after he betrayed his promise, he still couldn't bear to get caught in the rain. What kind of love is this?
At this moment, his love for her sublimated again.
His love should not be for the purpose of possession. He wants to look at her happiness. As long as she is happy, let him live in a certain corner forever like now, watching silently.
Bai Chichi's hand grabbed his drenched arm in the dark and held him persistently.
"I don't want you to get in the rain, I don't! Even if you get drenched for a year, I will not feel good in my heart, I want you to come in! I want you to be guilty forever!" She whispered, sounding cold, but full of What she felt sorry for this man.
The door closed again, his arm still clenched in Bai Chichi's hand, as if she was afraid that as soon as she let go, he would run out and continue to get caught in the rain.
Back to the room, she fumbled to turn on the light, and saw that the black-faced guy was soaked from head to toe.
She closed the door and said angrily to him: "Don't be sympathetic here, I won't blink my eyes if you get soaked."
What an insincere fool, you have to go out to find me without blinking your eyes.
You really don’t know, I can get drenched in the rain outside your house, it is also a kind of enjoyment for me, I can feel better in my heart.
He looked at her up and down. Fortunately, she was holding an umbrella, her head and upper body were not wet, but water splashed on her legs and feet, some stains, presumably it would be cold.