Chapter 700: Xiao Lin's Dream (Part 2)

Unconsciously, three years have passed. After the mysterious dream that night, three years have passed in a hurry. During these three years, Xiao Lin has never had any similar dreams, and he has gradually stopped thinking about it. , After all, he is not the one who daydreams all day.
His job is not bad, and his position and salary are continuing to improve. Although there is still a lot of gap with the real elite white-collar workers, Xiao Lin is a contented person. According to his plan, he will have more surplus in two years. Point, coupled with the help of the family, he plans to buy a house in the suburbs first, pay a down payment, and then, like the vast majority of domestic mortgage families, live the life of repaying the mortgage every month.
Although this is not what Xiao Lin really wants, it is also the ordinary life of an ordinary person. Over the years, the family has arranged for him many blind date girls, but they have never been there. It is not Xiao Lin's high-sightedness, nor is it a girl. I didn't like him, although the reason he and his family shied away was that he was still young and wanted to work hard for a few more years.
But the real reason was that Xiao Lin had never mentioned it to other people. In his subconscious, he always felt that he had a shadow in his heart, a very vague and vague shadow. He didn't know who it was or when he knew it, even I even forgot the specific appearance.
But Xiao Lin just felt that he could never forget the vague shadow. He felt that if he couldn't wait for that person, he would definitely regret it for life. However, the pressure of relatives in the family, and he also knew that he was getting older, after all, he would find a girl to make do with his life.
Xiao Lin began to feel a little at a loss. His life continued. He went to get off work every day, played games at night, and went out for drinks with friends on weekends. His life was as ordinary as ever, but he didn't know why, and gradually began to feel a little bit I became irritable.
Xiao Lin began to hesitate. He told himself that as long as he completely forgot the imaginary shadow in his heart, his life could be back on track, but he could not make up his mind. The feeling was as if he was cutting flesh. He couldn't help himself, even he didn't know the reason.
What am I hesitating?
What am I worrying about?
Why do I feel that there is something missing in my life?
Xiao Lin's temper began to get a little bad. He also knew that this was not good, so he even wanted to see a psychiatrist. His friends were also comforting him and encouraged him to take a vacation and go around. , They felt that Xiao Lin just had too much pressure at work.
Xiao Lin thinks maybe the same. In fact, when he was a child, he often suddenly had some illusions. For example, some things he was doing seemed to have been experienced some time ago, but he really couldn't remember when and where he had experienced them. When I grow up, I rarely have this feeling again.
He felt that this distress might also originate from this, so Xiao Lin decided to accept the kind advice of his friends, took a long vacation for the company, and then took up his travel bag to travel aimlessly everywhere to improve his mood.
But the relaxation did not have the effect he had imagined, and this time was different from usual. After the busy work load was temporarily gone, his calm heart thought of more, more vague shadows, and more. More vague people, more vague things.
Those vague people or things have a strong sense of familiarity, but they feel very strange and far away, as if it was another person's life, a life that is completely unrelated to him, but why he never forgets so much.
Xiao Lin felt that he was going crazy. He felt that he probably had schizophrenia, but he went to various hospitals and underwent countless examinations, but there was no result.
Just like this for another half a year, there is still no progress. The exhausted Xiao Lin sits alone in the hotel, staring at the sun outside the window in a daze. These days he comes here like this, he is trying to remember, but again He couldn't remember anything. He felt that there must be something missing in his life, but he couldn't tell.
Until a piece of news attracted his attention, a total blood moon eclipse was about to come. This was a rare astronomical spectacle in more than two hundred years. It was promoted by major newspapers and news media a few days ago, but Xiao Lin until now I suddenly noticed that because the TV in the hotel is always on, but he has no habit of watching TV. It’s just that he is now afraid of staying in a too quiet environment, which will make himself even more cranky. He just wants to make the room more. Click another voice.
Xiao Lin had a strange feeling in his heart for no apparent reason. In his subconscious mind, he always felt that he had seen a total blood moon eclipse somewhere, but he quickly ridiculed himself and shook his head and denied it because the news made it clear that it was more than two hundred. An astronomical wonder in the past few years, he was not born two hundred years ago, so it must be just an illusion.
However, Xiao Lin decided to watch this lunar eclipse, perhaps to relax, or to verify some strange feelings. His luck is not bad. At present, the city has been in clear weather for several days~www. EbookFREE.me~ There is a mountain nearby, so on the day of the lunar eclipse, he carried his travel bag early and brought enough food and water mountains.
This mountain is not a well-known tourist attraction. In addition, it has not been developed nearby, so not many people come to visit. He read the introduction and said that there is an observatory on the mountain, but it is never open to the public.
Xiao Lin tentatively went to the observatory to take a look. As expected, he ate behind closed doors, but it didn't matter. Lunar eclipses didn't need astronomical telescopes to observe. Besides, he was not very interested in astronomy, and it was more to relieve his mood.
Xiao Lin found an empty place on the top of the mountain alone. As the night fell, the huge full moon hung high in the night sky. It was indeed bigger than usual, bathed in the bright silver moonlight, the feeling in his heart More and more intense.
He was certain that he had seen the same moon at some point, but he couldn't remember when. Xiao Lin tried hard to recall every stage of his past, and there was never any missing part. If it was just amnesia, maybe he would still I will feel at ease, but now it seems as if someone has changed his life forcibly, which will only make him more desperate.
The total lunar eclipse finally began, and Xiao Lin's thoughts became more confused. He came to watch the moon just to clear up his mood, but he did not expect to make himself more irritable. The feeling of splitting headache made him intolerable and curled up. The ground kept trembling, and more and more sporadic memories floated out of his mind, but they were all fragmented, lacking a thread that could run through, making him at a loss. Ps: Book friends, I am the cabbage of the end. I recommend a free novel app that supports novel downloads, listening to books, zero ads, and multiple reading modes. Please pay attention to the WeChat public account: dazhuzaiyuedu (long press for three seconds to copy), book friends, hurry up and pay attention!