Chapter 27: Today is

When I visited Song Xiu'en to visit Yuxiu, I was a gossip and inadvertently told Xiao Yan.
"Although Yuxiu's status is cold, she is also a loyal woman, but she is just a talented person ..." Xiao Yan groaned, "Is it really worthy of Huan?"
I turned around, avoiding Xiao Yan's gaze, and smiled, "Identity is easy, as long as the two love each other, there is nothing worthy of."
"Among the many subordinates, the most important thing is Wyan." Xiao Yan smiled, "Brothers in the army have followed me for many years, and most of them have missed their families. Now when I return to Beijing, I hope they will marry each of them It ’s like a beautiful family. Blessed are the talents of Huan's talents, the women who can be regarded by him.
I looked back at Xiao Yan, smiling and smiling, "It turns out that you also have such worldly opinions."
Xiao Kun smiled and said nothing, and took me to his knees. "Yes, worldly people should follow worldly opinions. If I were a little school guard in the past, would the Lord of Yangyang marry?"
I narrowed my smile and looked at him, knowing that what he said was true, but still made me feel bitter.
He smiled when he saw me change his face. "No wonder some people say that they can't tell the truth to women ... I'm awkward, but at the disposal of the princess."
But I could n’t laugh at half a minute, looked down for a moment, and said quietly, "You're right. Now I know that no one deceives us, but no one is willing to listen to the truth, and always refuses to open his eyes, Take a look at the real world and think you close your eyes and still be in the cloud. "
"We?" Xiao Yanmei. I nodded and smiled slightly, "I, my mother, my brother ... Jin Zhiyu Ye, a famous family, it's all like that."
Xiao Yan's eyes were so clear that he stared straight at me and said softly, "You're no longer."
I lay silently on his shoulder without saying a word.
"You have been unhappy for the past few days." Xiao Yan sighed lightly, brushing his fingers into my long hair and sliding it through the hair.
I squinted slightly and laughed lazily, "I thought you wouldn't care."
He smiled, "You don't want to say, I won't ask, the little girl will always have her own mind."
I raised my hand and hit him, "Who is the little girl!"
"I'm only nineteen years old ..." Xiao Yan shook his head again and again and sighed, "My husband and wife are just stubborn."
"You have just passed the age, and come to rely on the old and sell the old again!" I laughed and laughed, Yu Yu's mood faded into nothing, and he entangled with him and laughed.
The warm fragrance in the boudoir is smoky, the glazed lanterns are swaying, and the shadows on the screen are double.
Two days later, Song Huain came to see me. I wore a court suit and met him in the main hall of the palace.
He was dressed in an ordinary robe, and he never expected that I would be so solemn, and sometimes a little cramped.
The maid came up with tea. I clasped the tea lightly and smiled slightly, "General Song sit down, don't be polite."
He sat down silently, without speaking, drinking tea, his face solemn and solemn.
"The general is here, but is there something wrong?" I asked him with a smile.
"Yes." He answered simply, "there is something to ask for at the end."
I nodded. "Please."
Song Huai'en got up, bowed his knees to me, and said quietly, "The general will dare to marry the girl Yuxiu, and begs the princess grace."
I said nothing and looked at him closely. But seeing him expressionless, his thin lips clasped into a line, staring at the ground tightly, as if to stare at the jade carving brick in a crack-if only looking at his look at this moment, no one would think of this The young man is begging for marriage, and will think he is on standby and going to a difficult battle.
I looked at him silently for a long time, and he knelt there stiffly, without moving.
"Are you really sincere?" I said suddenly, asking him lightly.
He knelt straight, without looking up, "Yes."
"Will you be willing, not complaining?" I asked slowly.
"Yes." He answered well.
"Treat her from now on, no more?" I asked the last sentence.
He was silent for a moment, as if there was a decisive cry from his teeth. "Yes!"
He asked three times in a row, three times, that he had done everything--his heart, I already knew, I also gave him two choices, marry Yuxiu or refuse.
Yuxiu is a close friend of mine. Marrying her is an alliance with me. Since then, it has been Xiao Yan's favorite subordinate and my confidant. In the future, no one can communicate with the public or privately. He fights. On the other hand, I also want him to break his delusion, regard me as the master, be loyal to him, and treat Yuxiu kindly. With Song Huaien's ambitions, he will not be satisfied with the accumulation of military achievements. He wants the peace to be smooth, and the best way is to get the power to carry.
This is my promise to him, and also my covenant with him.
He wanted power and fame, and I brought him to him; he wanted to be with him, and I gave him Yuxiu.
I also need to surround more people, not only Pang Gui, Mu Lian, and Yu Xiu ... being at the top of power, only by firmly holding my strength can I stand in the center of the vortex.
Yuxiu probably didn't even dream about it, and one day he would be able to marry him as his wife in the right room.
She gave her life and loyalty to me, and I gave back everything she longed for—giving her status and status, and giving her a splendid marriage, but I could n’t give her the heart of that man.
That is beyond my control. No one can control it. She can only fight by herself. Fortunately, it must be life.
Like a fair deal, although they made my pawns, I gave them what they wanted.
I asked my aunt for a cover letter and marriage, and my aunt agreed. My aunt smiled as I watched the seal on the seal with my own hands.
I understand the sigh under her smile-I used to hate her for controlling my destiny, but today, I do not hesitate to reach out and turn the fate of others around. Perhaps this is the fate of power, which leads us on the same path. I leaned back and asked my aunt, "Ama, can you feel guilty?"
I looked down and groaned for a while, and asked my aunt, "Are you guilty of marrying me that year?"
The aunt smiled, "I feel guilty so far."
I raised my eyes and stared at her, faintly saying, "Ama has no guilt."
Under the imperial decree, Wang Yuzhang cherished the memory of Yu Xiu's savior, escorted his meritorious service, and specially collected it as a righteous girl, named Xiao Yuzheng, sealed Madame Xianyi, and married General Ningyuan Song Huai'en. Jin Feng Song Huai En was General of the Wei Wei, Su Yibo, and sealed the soil for seventy miles.
All things went smoothly and busy, and in a blink of an eye it was the day before my birthday.
My brother came to pick me up at Ci'an Temple and saw him come alone. I asked my father, but my brother didn't answer.
Originally, my brother lobbyed, and it was easy for my father to agree to come back to our mother with us at Ci'an Temple, but he did not see him at this time. I was annoyed that he didn't believe, but it was inconvenient because Xiao Xun was on the side.
He drove his car and felt he had reached the foot of the mountain. I sat side by side, shaking slightly with the car, and the more I thought about it, the more ridiculous I was, and I burst into tears.
"Stop!" I drank the car and drove out of the curtain. I went straight to my brother and horse, "Give me the horse!"
The elder brother was startled and jumped down to stop me. "What's wrong?"
"Let it go!" I pushed him away, coldly, "I asked my father to understand."
"What are you doing?" My brother grabbed me and raised his eyebrows slightly, his voice low.
I couldn't break him, raised my eyes and looked straight, and suddenly felt that my brother's face was so strange and distant-even in shock, he still maintained a flawless style, smiling at any time, it seems that it would never be true reveal. "I also want to ask you, brother, what are we going to do?" I looked at him and laughed at myself.
My brother's face changed, and he looked around, raising his hand to stop me.
I shook his hand away and said coldly, "How long do you want to whitewash this peaceful scene? Parents hate, but we are preparing for the birthday, joyfully waiting for the dinner at the royal palace tomorrow night. I watched my mother walk into the empty door ... "Before I finished, I was suddenly dragged onto the horse by my brother.
"Stop, you follow me." My brother has never spoken to me so fiercely, and has never been so impatient. He galloped the horse all the way, leaving the fearful servants and taking me to the forest path.
He drove along for a long time until the forest stream blocked the way, and there was no one around.
The elder brother turned over and dismounted, walked slowly to the side of the cymbal, without a word, Xiao Suo in the back.
It seemed that a fire was burning in his heart, but at the moment there was only a cold ash. I walked to my brother and stared silently at the water flowing under my feet. There were two dapper figures in the clear waves.
"Ama ..." the elder brother said lightly. "You already know, why bother to say everything."
I smiled bitterly, "I would rather let everything rot in my heart, but also whitewash the peace and luxury of the Prince's House?"
He didn't turn back and didn't say a word, and it made me feel sad and breathless, "Brother, when did we become like this? Is everything in the past a bubble? The case we saw since we were young is full of eyebrows. ? "
My brother didn't answer me, but his shoulders were shaking slightly.
"I don't believe my father is that kind of person ..." I bit my lip suddenly, and I couldn't talk about it.
"What kind of person do you think your father should be and what kind of mother you should be?" The elder brother said suddenly, his voice bleak, "As you said, they are just a mortal."
I looked at him, he just stared at the flowing water, his face was empty, "Ah, I asked myself, how much do you and I know about my parents?"
My elder brother's words seemed to pour me through. As children, how much do we know about my parents? Before my mother told me, I never thought what kind of sadness and joy they had. In my eyes, my father should be like this.
"Who never had ridiculous things when he was young, and after many years, I do n’t know how future generations think of you and me." The elder brother smiled, "Even if both parents missed it, it is all over."
"Is it past?" I smiled bitterly. If it had really passed, what would be the grievances of these decades.
My brother looked back at me, "Do you really believe they hate each other?"
I hesitated for a long time, and sighed, "My mother thought it was resentment ... but I don't believe my father is such a narrow-minded man. If I say he does all this just to hate ..." Even more unbelievable!
My brother looked at me with a sorrow in his eyes. "Mother has never understood her father's ambitions. She couldn't let go of her regrets, so she had to blame everything."
I raised my eyes and looked at my brother, "Who is this?"
"It's father." My brother looked at me silently, as if a layer of mist floated under his eyes. It turned out that the mother's love, resentment, and joy and sorrow, and the father's eyes were all in sight, everything was clear. The only person who saw his father's suffering in his eyes and understood him was not his mother or me, but his ordinary cynical brother.
"Who knows his father's suffering in these decades?" The elder brother's voice gradually lowered, his expression was bitter, "Do you remember that year, my father and I were drunk together?"
Of course I did not forget that the only time my father and brother drunk together was shortly after death.
"My father said a lot that night ..." His brother closed his eyes and said slowly, "I and he made him regretful. He talked about his ridiculous things when he was young, and said he was ashamed of his mother ... He was also arrogant and arrogant, and hated that fate was under the control of people. Even if he was a noble family, he was subject to the Tian family, and he could not be free for life. The Wang family had loyalty to the royal family for centuries, and they never buried it. How much bitterness. His father's mind is farther than his ancestors thought. He disdains to give in to others, and must go to the highest place, pushing the power of the family to the top. Even the Tianjia family can no longer control the Wang family. lifeline!"
These remarks seemed to be icy.
Yes, this is my father, this is his ambition.
For a person like his father, what a private affair is. In order to achieve his wish, he has abandoned too much, and even my brother and I have been personally pushed on this path that cannot be turned back.
After a long period of silence, I finally couldn't help asking my brother, "Are you willing to marry me?"
"Yes." My brother answered me without hesitation.
But I ca n’t believe it. "Dad won't take the prince to you. Don't you fancy the military power of your uncle?"
Perhaps the mother thought that her father forced the right concubine to marry his elder brother, to Yang Wei, to wash the hate of the year. But I can't be so naive—the family's prestige on the gate of the court, although it can't be shoulder-to-shoulder with Wang, but the general of the grandfather of the year had the Jiangnan heavy soldiers.
The elder brother was silent for a long time, and said lightly, "Of course, my father was fancy of the military power of his family, but he never forced me to halfpoint ... marrying my uncle was my own wish."
I was speechless, thinking of my brother's indifference to you, thinking of my depression, and then my family's rapid decline, I felt powerless for a while.
The elder brother was silent for a long time, his expression was ashamed, and he seemed to fall into the past.
We all stop talking, and don't want to mention the old hate ... The slow stream flows through the feet, and there are birds and shadows, and the leaves are silent.
All sorts of grievances are over in the past, and today there are more rugged fronts.
"Go back, my mother is still waiting for us." I took hold of my brother's hand and dispelled his puppet with a smile.
It was early in the morning, but my brother and I stayed in Linton for half a day. I forgot the time and felt that it was almost dusk.
The car attendant was still waiting, and did not dare to follow us to disturb us. Is trying to drive, but listening to the sound of horseshoe sounds, it seems that someone came from behind the official road.
After seeing the coming person, my brother and I looked at each other, and then smiled at each other-we have not been home late, nor have we sent someone back to preach, the father was so worried that he found him in person.
Asked why we hadn't been up the mountain until this time, my brother and I looked at each other and spoke for a moment.
My father raised an eyebrow at me, and I blurted out in a hurry. "My brother took me to the stream for a long time ..."
My brother didn't dare to argue, so he smiled bitterly.
"Funny." Dad glanced at his brother, but he didn't get angry, only frowned. "Your mother is in a hurry."
My brother and I stared at each other and immediately realized that I was afraid that the person who was anxious was not the mother, but the father himself.
"I just got the wind and cold by the stream, and I was having a headache." I shouted to my father, "Just as my father came in person, I won't go up the mountain, my brother sent me back."
Without waiting for my father to answer, I turned around and grabbed the guard's mount, and rushed away. My elder brother did not hesitate his father's face once, slammed his horse, and quickly caught up.
"Clearly expecting my mother to go back, but refused to speak. I really don't understand where they are coming from. Many awkward things!" I sighed heavily.
My elder brother could not help but laugh.
"Is it funny?" I glanced at him, both annoyed and helpless, "I didn't think before, but now I find you all so awkward!"
The elder brother still laughed, it took a long time to converge and smile softly, "We haven't changed, but you have grown up."
My heart moved, I was speechless.
"Ama, you have grown up and changed." My brother smiled and sighed.
I looked back at him, "Am I changed?"
"Don't you think you're more and more like someone?" My brother raised a smile at me.
I froze and suddenly realized that he was referring to Xiao Yan.
"Marrying a husband ... Marriage and martial arts naturally became a fierce woman." I looked at my brother with a smile, and suddenly pulled his whip at the horse under his seat, "You dare to bully me in the future!"
The horse was sore and rushed that his brother was in a hurry and rushed to control the horse.
Looking at the man and the horse running in front of me, I couldn't help laughing.
I looked back into the depths of Yunshan, wondering if my father had ever been to the gate.
The birthday banquet the next day was set at the Yuzhang Palace.
I thought it was just a family feast, but unexpectedly grand. In addition to his family, the king of Beijing is all around, and there are many famous gates in the palace.
This is Xiao Yan's arrangement. He didn't like the noisy and glorious, but today he did his best to celebrate my birthday. Someone else may think that this is to show the power of King Yuzhang and show off the honor and honor of Princess Yuzhang ... Only I understand that he just wants to make up for the owe to me on the day of the wedding.
The mother was dressed in a high-dress, sitting next to her father with a smile. Although she still looked cold to her father, she was willing to talk to her father.
My elder brother brought two lovers together, but he didn't dare to be half windy in front of his father.
When his elder brother arrived, it was a little awkward to see his father. But it was as if her sister brought their little daughter. The little man Yuxue was cute and was a toddler, immediately attracting a lot of attention.
My elder brother laughed at the villain and grabbed the limelight of my birthday star, but his mother said, "Aunt was more attractive when I was young. I wonder if my granddaughter will look like her in the future."
Immediately my face was red and red, and my father and Xiao Yan also laughed without saying a word.
Laughing with my parents, it was as if my sister had embraced her daughter to congratulate me. I reached out to hug the child, but she giggled and flew towards Xiao Kun.
Xiao Kun stayed helplessly, neither holding nor hiding. The little man hugs his neck and kisses his face, shocked by the general's expression on the spot.
The people present were all laughed at by Xiao Xiao's embarrassment, and the prince was especially smiling. It was so easy for the grandmother to take the child away that Xiao Yan could get away.
The only regret was the aunt's failure to arrive. She was getting better a few days ago, but she felt unwell today, and only ordered the prince to bring a gift.
Under the bright lights of the house, I looked around and watched everyone quietly. Only at this time, they are just my family, my dear and beloved. Tonight's brothers Weng Yue who are still happy to drink wine, I'm afraid to blink on the chapel, that is, the bright sword and dark sword, you die. However, I would not expect too much, and it would be a great surprise to have this short feast tonight.
At this moment, I am willing to forget King Yuzhang, forget the left phase, and forget the long princess ... Just remember that it was my husband and parents, so sufficient.
The best time is always in a hurry ... In the middle of the night, the feast is over, the people are scattered, and the bustling scene is over.
I was drunk until I was drunk, and I sent away my parents and brother. I felt like I was in the clouds and fluttered, as if I remembered Xiao Xiao holding me back to my room.
He undressed for me. I was weak and wrapped around his neck softly, and laughed, "You are afraid of children."
"I'm afraid of you girl!" Xiao Yan smiled helplessly.
Half drunk and half awake, I reached out to stroke his eyebrows and sighed, "What would it look like if there was a villain who looked exactly like you?"
He hung me around his arms, thinking for a moment, sighing, "If a girl is exactly like me, I'm afraid I won't marry in the future."
I laughed lazily in his arms. I didn't particularly like children before, but now I'm a little curious, thinking about how magical a little person looks like us.
Mysteriously slept, slept all night without dreams.
About four days later, I suddenly woke up and returned, but my eyes opened quietly. Xiao Yan seemed to startle, and he immediately hugged me tightly, stroking my back. Looking at his soft and resolute face in his sleep, his heart was soft, but he felt good at night. Feelings of emotion in my heart, I bowed my head obsessively, stroking his thin lips with his fingertips. He woke up from his sleep without opening his eyes, but his hand penetrated into my obscene clothes and slid down my bare back, in response to my obsession ...
At five o'clock, the sky was getting brighter, and he should be up again.
I pretended to be asleep, lying motionless on his chest. He raised his arm carefully, lest he alarmed me. I couldn't help laughing, holding him tightly with my backhand.
He was helpless, knowing that if he could not stand up, he would miss the upturn, but he couldn't help lowering his head and kissing ... There was a rush of footsteps outside the door, and the door was rattled.
"Master Wang, come here to see me."
Xiao Yi turned up immediately, and I was also shocked that if something had happened, the guard would never dare to be so abrupt.
"What's in the palace?" Xiao Min asked.
The comer trembled, "At four o'clock this morning, the emperor died."