Chapter 858: Love her more

"Jing Ye," Gu Yao said again, deciding to say what she said in her heart and what she had always wanted to explain before, "I didn't mean to hide it from you, really."
"I know that you love me very much and care about everything about me. If you know that my condition is recovering, you will be nervous and anxious. I don't want to see you like this, or make you worry about me."
"We are not two people's lives now. We still have children. If you only take care of me and care about me, the children will notice that it will affect their daily life and emotions, so I didn't tell you." Gu Yao Say.
Song Jingye looked at Gu Yao, his tone was not gentle, but it was not very cold, and then Yaoyao said, "But you don't tell me. Now that I know, I will be more worried. Do you understand?"
"Yaoyao, you are my life. When you are alone in suffering all the pain, I still don't know it stupidly, and I am still alive and comfortable, do you know how deep my inner self-blame is?" Song Jingye said.
Actually, I am more angry not because of Yaoyao, but because of myself. If I have more awareness and see through Yaoyao’s occasional careful thoughts, I will not be surprised only today, although I will be very nervous. , I am very worried, but at least I will accompany her, bear all the results with her, do my best to do everything for my beloved woman, instead of letting her suffer physical pain and spiritual loneliness alone .
Gu Yao looked at Jing Ye seriously. Of course she understood this feeling and self-blame, but she still didn't change her mind, thinking that it was correct to not tell him before.
"Jing Ye, don't blame yourself, you are not wrong, it is all my fault, I didn't tell you, I kept you secret, I lied to you." Gu Yao said.
Listening to the little woman's confession, Song Jingye felt even more painful in her heart. He held Yaoyao's face in both hands, looked at her seriously, and said nothing.
Gu Yao saw that Jing Ye's emotions calmed down a bit, and continued, "Jing Ye, although I concealed it from you this time, you believe that I have no plan to leave you, really."
"I can't live without you and our children. This time, I will try my best to keep myself alive and live more time," Gu Yao said. "Usually I listen to you very much, you don't let me do it. I won’t do anything. In fact, I’m so obedient. I love myself more and want to make myself better and live longer.

The words of "Yao Yao" stimulated Song Jingye's heart, and Song Jingye's mood at the moment was moved.
"On other occasions, when you wanted to eat me at night, I knew that you were uncomfortable, and that you had endured for a long time, and even knew that I did not do what a wife should do, but I still refused. I took a lot of courage, convinced my heart and rejected you," Gu Yao said, "Because I want to survive, I must pay attention to my body. I want to be with you and the children forever, Jing Ye, I I love you, I love you very much."
With this explanation, Song Jingye finally got red eyes, and took Yaoyao into his arms, saying, "Well, I know, Yaoyao, I know all about it."
"Jing Ye, don't blame me, don't blame yourself, okay?" Gu Yao continued, "No matter what happened before, we shouldn't blame it, because I'm fine now."
"You have seen the results of today's inspection. It is much better than before. Weiwei said, as long as I pay attention to it later, if I don't recover within two months, I will be healthy." Gu Yao said, okay, yes. With such a good result, let me add comfort to my heart and at the same time convince Jing Ye.
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"Well, okay, I will take good care of you in the future. We will pay attention to the details of daily life and spend these two months safely." Song Jingye said that Yaoyao's illness may have recovered. After the treatment abroad, she considered this problem, but for so many years, Yaoyao's body has been very good, coupled with the busy life, and the happiness and warmth of the family, I have long ignored these, or said I have always been looking forward to something beautiful in my heart, and I never thought that the result I once realized would appear, so now, my heart is contradictory and messy.
But fortunately, the result of Yaoyao's inspection was good, she was happy in her heart, and some of her thoughts and worries were not as confused as before, and she gradually straightened out her thoughts.
"Well," Gu Yao answered, and continued, "Jing Ye, stop getting angry, okay? From now on, we will continue to live as before. We don't tell my parents about them or the children about my illness. , As long as the two of us know it, in the future, our family will still live a warm life."
I don’t want too many people to know about my condition. Only Weiwei knows this time. I didn’t even tell Nono and others, and now my body is getting better. I don’t want my family and friends to make a false alarm for myself. worry.
"Okay, I'm not angry anymore, everything is up to you." Song Jingye replied, it's too late to love her, how can I be angry?
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Because the two of them resolved their misunderstandings and understood their own thoughts, both of them were in good mood this night. Song Jingye slept with Gu Yao and felt comfortable throughout the night, and he made up his mind silently. Every day, I have to take good care of this woman and use my whole heart to love her more.
In a blink of an eye, it was Saturday. In the high-end apartment, Vina woke up naturally and opened her eyes. Instead of getting up immediately, she lay in bed and took out her mobile phone to read the news.
Suddenly, a phone call came in, and Wei Na looked at the ID, it was Mo Song's call.
Immediately, Vina answered the phone, "Hey, Mo Song."
"Well, what are you doing?" Mo Song's soft voice came over the phone.
"Just after waking up, I was lying on the bed and looking at the phone." Vina answered truthfully.
"Don't lie down for too long, it will cause headaches," Mo Song said, before asking again, "Is you hungry?"
"Fortunately, I'm not very hungry." Wei Na replied, enjoying Mo Song's concern and inquiries.
Maybe the love for him is getting deeper and deeper, and the dependence on him is getting more and more, I really want Mo Song's considerate care.
"Well, wait to get up and eat something first after washing," Mo Song replied, "I just had breakfast too." q11