Chapter 11: Taifu's Fanwai

In that year, Fu Hongwen saw that Zhao Lixin was just a "girl" who was a little bit big. He looked like a poker in his heart. He thought if he could have a female Jiao'e who was as good as the ten princesses. Of course, he just thought about it.
When he said goodbye, Zhao Lixin grew older and looked more touching. His hazy eyes instantly took root in his heart, and grew up slowly without his knowledge.
He was so pleased with "she", he smiled and loved "her". He saw "She" grow from a girl to a girl, and slowly grew into a towering tree in his heart.
It started with goodbye and love, but loyal to the long stream.
He really wanted to be nice to him then, even if he knew he was a man, he would. As the sister said, what if he was really going to be married to a foreign ancestor? Where he can't see, his Qingqing will be tortured to death, and he can't be seen smiling at himself anymore. When he thinks of it, his heart is pinched by an invisible big hand.
He stumbled into the palace, ignoring his disheveled clothes, and he wanted to see him now.
At that time, he was really desperate to treat him wholeheartedly. He doesn't need any royal power, he only needs his own bright moon.
When marrying Zhao Lixin, if he dreamed like a dream, he always felt unreal, and couldn't even believe it. Zhao Lixin would give up his identity as a man and the possibility of ascending the throne for him. He even wanted to be nice to him, anxious to be able to take people with him all the time, filling up all his vacant love.
He tried his best to please him, thinking that his bright moon would be happier.
But there are always people who don't see his moon being better. On that day, the three princes mocked him maliciously and asked, "What is the taste of that good emperor sister of my highness? My highness still advises Ma to take a puppet at an early date, so as not to lose herself."
Even Liu Guifei and Zhao Lixin's biological mother-in-law did not hesitate to threaten him with the entire Fu family.
"This palace knows that you love him and love him, but he is still a man." Yong Ronghuagui's concubine was sitting on a high position, watching the ants generally looking at him: "If the world knows that the former Tai Fu was with a man, you How do you think outsiders think of your family? "
"I heard that there is a younger sister in Luma's house, right? If the elder brother's reputation is damaged, then the younger sister is not good to marry, right?"
Fu Hongwen never knew that this world would really be so dark. The tiger poison is still not eating, but his bright moon is a piece of meat that fell from her belly in October. Why can't she see that her child is half as good?
He was thinking of being able to pet more and love Zhao Lixin more. But outside the country, the government government wanted to marry the family.
The capital knows a little bit well-informed that the son of the state government is a god. Fu Hongwen knew that it was Liu Guifei who forced him to make a choice.
Seeing her sister frowning at home, how could Fu Hongwen have the heart to really let her lose her life-long happiness because of him? So the first child appeared.
Fu Hongwen still remembers Zhao Lixin's tears in his eyes, and his stubborn appearance distressed him. He wanted to hug him and tell him that the child was not his.
The princess's house has a concubine's eyeliner, and he knows he cannot be willful. The tears in Zhao Lixin's eyes did not drop in the end. He just calmly killed the child in the woman's belly, killing two lives.
As his pillow-holder, he often finds that even if he falls asleep in the middle of the night, he is extremely disturbed and often even awake.
With the first one, there will be a second one, or even a third one. He looked at the numbness on Zhao Lixin's face and the light gradually sinking in his eyes, and wanted to tell him the truth regardless.
Those children are not his! He wanted to hug him and tell him that he had never betrayed him.
On the second day, everyone in the capital, including those in the Fu family, knew about Princess Chunan's "great achievements". When his parents asked him if it was true, he did not know where to start.
He could see the guilt and disappointment on his parents' faces, but his thoughts floated to Zhao Lixin.
How sad and sad would he be if he knew the moon? Ke Hongwen ignored that it was Zhao Lixin who really made him sad.
It was him who cares, that day the woman went to Fu's house to cry. Before seeing Zhao Lixin, the elder and his sister kept persuading him.
"If you let the princess play tricks again, I'll go on the spot."
"Hongwen, you are so old, your mother and I are old, and you have no grandchildren so far, do you bear it?"
"Brother, father and mother are as old as this year. Do you have the heart to force them?"
Not that he forced them, but that they were both pressing him and Zhao Lixin.
At that time he specifically asked if the bone engraver could keep his memory, even if it was painful, he could endure it; but he just didn't want to forget his Qingqing. He thought that after the "knife", they could come back, but no one was willing to give them this opportunity.
"You did it, what about me? What about me?"
"Give me back okay ... okay, I have nothing left but him!"
Day and night, Fu Hongwen could dream of Zhao Lixin's fierce look at that time. He knew that he hurt, and he also hurt. If it were not for him being too weak and having other concerns, how could the two of them have been so difficult, and now they are a stranger?
He did as he wished, and he married him as his wife, but did he really do so?
When Zhao Lixin was stabbed into his chest, he had expected this ending. With such a strong temper, how could he tolerate betrayal? But he wasn't cruel enough. What if Qing Qing dreamed about it all the time after his death?
However, if this can relieve Zhao Lixin, it may be a good thing.
"It's good ... it's good ..."
He really felt good, but it was a pity. In the future, his future moon would be alone in the sky, and no one would really spoil him.
Fu Hongwen clutched Zhao Lixin's hand, he wanted to tell him that he had never betrayed him; he wanted to tell him that even one person should be good to himself; he wanted to tell him that if he was unhappy, eat It's okay to think of some candied fruit ... No, I'm afraid it's even more sad to think of him ... He also wants to tell him ...
Zhao Lixin was Fu Hongwen's heart and never a lie. He really cared about him, but unfortunately he couldn't accompany him.
Gradually his fingers moved coldly, and he greedily wanted to keep the last temperature. Fu Hongwen wanted Zhao Lixin to smile, just like he did at first, and he looked so beautiful that he just ran into his heart. Can't do without it.
He remembered a long time ago that he also sang a song with him under the moon, touching the head with courage and courage, and told him that he would accompany him later.
It seemed that he hadn't been told, his eyes were beautiful at that time, bright, as if he was left alone.
Oh, it's really beautiful.
The author has something to say:
Taifu, he doesn't scum, but just cares too much. This pair is really pathetic.