: Chapter 55

A word made Xiao He completely frozen as if being frozen.
Show everything to Master, if Master knows, then...that...
Huge despair spread in the bottom of his heart. At that moment, there was only one emotion in Xiao He's heart.
dead.
If he was destined to face that terrible reality, he would rather die like a coward.
At least if you die...
"Don't think of suicide, don't think of being a hundred." Hong Qing's voice is very low, very soft, with almost treacherous softness, "If you are dead, I will tell him, you have never loved him, you just He was my stand-in... Now you can't stand the torment of betrayal, so you died in my arms."
"Xiao He, he loves you very much, he loves you very much, what do you say if he hears this? You say... will he fall apart? Will I be able to kill him easily then?"
Kill him... Xiao He regained his senses abruptly. He stubbornly grasped Hong Qing's arm, his eyes were full of horror: "Hong Qing, he is your senior, how can you have this idea?"
"Why can't there be? Everyone looks at him, everyone likes him. I didn’t care about this before, but now I think about it, if he weren’t there, would everyone see me? If he died, would you? Will fall in love with me?"
"Xiao He...I like you," Hong Qing's voice was full of deep affection. He kissed Xiao He and confided softly, "I have never felt like this before. I will be very happy to see you. If I can’t see it, I’ll miss it, I’m hugging you, but I want to hold you tighter. I’ve obviously wanted it countless times, but I’m not satisfied...
"...Now I understand, because I also want you to hold me, because I also long for you to want me, Xiao He, I love you, but you don't love me, so my place has always been empty, no matter what No peace at all."
Hong Qing pointed at her heart, but Xiao He felt that her chest was densely tingling.
"I'm sorry." Xiao He's voice was weak, very weak, "Hongqing, it's me who is not good."
If he didn't provoke him because of a momentary thought, if he didn't want to use him to forget Master from the beginning, then he wouldn't be...
Suffering from the consequences, these four words popped out of Xiao He's mind, and they couldn't disperse them.
Hong Qing hugged him and whispered, "Xiao He, don't leave me, OK? Don't just let him be OK? I won't tell him about us, and I won't kill him, as long as you don't say anything about me."
He begged like this, Xiao He only felt that his heart had been poked countless holes, and his whole body was a little numb in pain.
"But this is not right." Xiao He closed his eyes and said softly, "Hongqing, this is not fair to you, there is really no room for two people in one heart, I can't help..."
"I said so, are you not willing?" Hong Qing looked down at Xiao He, her red eyes seemed to be flowing with fresh blood, gorgeous and sorrowful, full of deep bones like night despair.
Xiao He was a little nervous. He said anxiously: "No, Hongqing, it's not that I refuse, but I can't. I can't do this to you. It's too unfair to you. This is not a good way, it's just Drink poison to quench thirst."
"But, you wouldn't even give me bad wine. Xiao He, you are so good to him, why are you so cruel to me?"
Xiao He opened his mouth, he wanted to say something more, but Hong Qing didn't want to listen.
In any case, you can't hear what you want to hear, so don't say it anymore.
Hong Qing kissed him, rushed in arbitrarily, and whispered in his earlobe: "Remember, Xiao He, don't leave me, otherwise I will kill him."
Xiao He passed a turbulent night.
Hong Qing has always been uncontrollable and demanding, and tonight he is as crazy as he has never let go of Xiao He for a moment.
Xiao He fainted tiredly several times, but soon he was forced to wake up, Hong Qing tossed him, and did not forget to stimulate him with words: "Xiao He, your heart loves him, but I think your body is He who loves me, look, how beautiful he is."
Xiao He was full of shame, but he couldn't resist or refuse.
As long as he doesn't cooperate a little, Hong Qing will threaten him with the worst words.
Do you want him to see your yindang look? Do you want him to know that your body craves me so? Do you want him to see your blushing face begging under me?
Xiao He, do you want him to collapse?
Then reject me.
Do you want him to despair?
Then resist me.
Xiao He...I know you are not afraid of death, but are you afraid of his death, right?
Believe me, without you, I can't kill him, but with you, he will die easily.
Because... he loves you.
Love you so much, love you so much, I can all experience it.
This is a vicious circle.
Xiao He wandered in the abyss of despair all night.
Until dawn.
In the past, Hongqing would clean him, put medicine on the marks on his body, and give him a special throat syrup to prevent his voice from hoarse.
But today, he did nothing.
When the sun rose, he turned and left without mercy.
Xiao He was tired and didn't even want to move a finger, but he couldn't stay still.
It's dawn, Master is coming back, if Master sees him like this.
Then it's all over...
Xiao Heqiang resisted his physical discomfort, got up, staggered to the bathroom.
Take a step, it hurts once, and what is even more shameful is that there are still something overflowing to be unbearable.
Xiao He gritted his teeth, walked into the bathroom quickly, soaked in the warm pool, but finally couldn't hold it, buried in the water and started crying.
A happy life just became a mess.
How is he going to face Master?
He looks like this, what face is there to see him?
The despair of extinction struck, at that moment, Xiao He really wanted to sink into the water like this, not to wake up.
But Hong Qing's words rang in his ears like an alarm bell.
Xiao He had to raise his head, cheer up, and hold on.
After cleaning himself, rubbing the medicine, taking the medicine, and then using the technique to clean the traces in the room, Xiao Hecai sat on the bedside with a pale face and stared at the door blankly.
About an hour later, Yun Qing came back.
Seeing him coming in, Xiao He stood up abruptly.
Yun Qing looked at him and chuckled lightly: "I took some time for a while, are you worried?"
Xiao He stared at him stubbornly, trying to distinguish.
Yun Qing didn't doubt that he was there, so he bowed his head and touched his lips: "What's wrong?"
"No... it's okay." Xiao He looked away and asked after a while, "Master, what did you do yesterday?"
Yun Qing's eyes were a little tired, but he was in good spirits: "I'll take care of some of Hua Yunzong's chores."
He was perfunctory and casual, but in fact Xiao He didn't really care, he was just looking for something to say.
Yun Qing looked down at him, but only felt that he was obedient and quiet, and could not help but kissed his white neck.
There is no need to let Xiao He know what he is going to do.
More than a hundred sky thunders are uncomfortable, but Yun Qing is as sweet as sweet.
Because Xiao He loves him and is affectionate for him, the Tribulation of Heaven is triggered so early.
Yun Qing was only fortunate that he had used the technique of reversing the catastrophe early, so that Xiao He could avoid his suffering.
After kissing, Yun Qing's movements aggravated uncontrollably, and his palms slightly moved in.
Xiao He's body trembled uncontrollably, and he was a little scared, even panicked.
"Master... Master, shall we talk about it?"
Yun Qing looked up at him: "Don't want it?"
Xiao He said softly: "I want to hug you, at night... well... okay?"
Although Yun Qing was itchy, he was also worried about Xiao He's feelings.
Two people get along and can sit together and talk quietly, which is very happy.
Seeing Xiao He's lazy appearance, Yun Qing simply took off his coat, embraced him, and leaned on the bed together.
"Did you sleep well last night?" He asked him softly.
Xiao He nodded.
There was a smile in Yun Qing's eyes: "Miss me?"
Xiao He was startled, but soon muffled: "Well, I really want to."
Yun Qing looked down at him, and couldn't help but drop a kiss on his forehead: "Okay, if you are sleepy, go to sleep. Going on, I'm afraid you won't be able to rest."
Xiao He's body stiffened, but soon he was buried in his chest, making no sound.
Xiao He was indeed tired, but he did not fall asleep so quickly.
He and Yun Qing hugged and leaned so close, but there were waves of ice water flowing in his heart.
The better the Master treats him, the more difficult it is for him to accept it.
Furthermore, I began to question myself.
Is he really worthy of him?
He has never been worthy of it.
If he is destined to disappoint him, would it be better if he didn't see him and didn't get him.
Why did it become like this?
Xiao He closed his eyes, his lips trembled slightly, and he tried his best to suppress the despair rising from the bottom of his heart.
With this sleep, he slept until the next day.
Xiao He was tired, and Yun Qing was also tired.
So they actually hugged each other and slept all day and night.
Early the next morning, Yunqing spent dinner with Xiao He and was about to go out again.
Xiao He grabbed his sleeve and said, "Master, can you take me with you?"
He was afraid of Yun Qing leaving, because as soon as Yun Qing left, Hong Qing would appear.
Yun Qing couldn't take him.
Nine hundred and ninety sky thunders, all received, it takes nine days.
Afraid that Xiao He was worried, Yun Qing kissed him comfortably and said, "It will be boring to be with me, you stay here."
"I won't be bored with you." Xiao He said anxiously.
But Yun Qing insisted: "Be obedient, I will be back earlier today."
He said that, Xiao He couldn't speak anymore.
Yun Qing left, Xiao He had nothing to do for a day, and was uneasy for a day.
But at night, it was Hongqing.
Hongqing hugged him to the bed without saying a word. After taking off his clothes, he bit his neck and asked, "Tell me how many times did you do it."
Xiao He groaned in pain.
Hong Qing looked around on him, and finally smiled: "He is very gentle, isn't he? I will put medicine on you to help you relax, look at this body, it is moisturized like a beautiful jade."
"But..." Hongqing smiled badly, "but I'm going to be treated rudely."
When the voice fell, he rushed in without hesitation.
Xiao He was so painful that he held the bed sheet and couldn't say a word.
On an extremely absurd night, Xiao He several times thought he was going to die.
Until Hong Qing left, Xiao He still had to clean up the mess himself.
Such days continued, Xiao He still thought about how to deal with it at first, but slowly he became a tortoise with a shrunken head, thinking that it was only a moment.
It is impossible for Yun Qing not to touch him for so many days, and Xiao He did not dare to refuse forever.
On the fifth day, Yun Qing wanted him, and Xiao He was so tired that he fell asleep till night.
Yun Qing cleaned him and applied the medicine, but the effect of the medicine did not show up so quickly, so when Hong Qing came, he saw the bright red spots on his body.
Then, Hong Qing tossed him fiercely all night.
When Xiao He woke up the next day, his whole body was in a trance.
But he still remembered that he should go to the bathroom to wipe the medicine, but just got up, the door opened.
Yun Qing stood outside the door, looking at him steadily.
Xiao He froze there, his eyes forgot to blink.
This is not a master, it must not be...