: Chapter 63

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Resurrected.
It has a great impact for anyone, enough to let those who have lost everything find the light of hope, and also let those who are in the abyss find an upward ladder.
But... Yun Qing was not surprised or surprised. He just lowered his head slightly, fixedly looking at Xiao He, and whispered: "Don't talk nonsense, you will never feel sorry for me."
Xiao He stared at him blankly, his heart covered with soreness and regret.
The man in front of him has exquisite features, with his head down slightly, his hair hanging lightly, like a willow in the spring breeze, raising the surface of the lake slightly, beautifully making his heart move.
But... Xiao He saw it in his eyes.
There was no gleam in those beautiful eyes, like a pool of stagnant water, lost its vitality, and disappeared from the ripples, silent like a lone grave on a high mountain in the middle of the night, only cold wind and quiet, full of loneliness and despair.
Xiao He's heart hurts, he knew... Yun Qing didn't even realize that he was alive.
He was completely immersed in his own world.
And in the world that belongs to him.
Xiao He is not dead.
Xiao He stayed with him, stood by each other, hugged each other, stopped in the short six years, and stood still at the best moment.
But this state is just because of a mental breakdown and no reliance, so I sketched a beautiful blueprint for myself, indulged in it, and didn't want to wake up.
Yun Qing is alive.
But Xiao He was very clearly aware.
he died.
Death, clean and wise, never worry about it anymore.
But Yun Qing was trapped by herself, trapped in that day, that moment, that moment.
He has indelible vital signs, but his heart is dead and his spirit is gone...
This is countless times more terrifying than death.
Xiao He was distressed and almost didn't know how to breathe.
He hurt him so far.
He destroyed him with his own hands.
It was he... who caused this impossible person to fall apart.
Xiao He grabbed Yun Qing's clothes and couldn't cry: "Yun Qing, wake up, please, wake up, I am not dead, I am alive, I know everything, it's me..."
Before Xiao He finished speaking, Yun Qing put one hand on his mouth and whispered: "Don't say anything stupid, you have been by my side, you haven't gone anywhere, and..." He suddenly smiled and laughed. Very beautiful, very soft and very comfortable, "How could I let you die?"
"Everyone in this world can die, but you can't die."
His tone was gentle and elegant, but it fell in Xiao He's ears, but it made him tremble.
It turned out that Yun Qing was still blaming himself when he did that.
Blame himself for his suicide.
Unable to let go because of his death.
Xiao He couldn't imagine it at all. He felt that he was just touching the tip of the iceberg in Yun Qing's great sadness, but he was already about to be buried by this deep despair.
He couldn't imagine how much impact Yun Qing had received at that time.
No... can't do this.
Xiao He took a deep breath and once again touched the restricted area that he dared not touch or mention.
"Master, I don't like Luo Fei..."
At the mention of this person's name, Yun Qing's figure trembled slightly, holding his hand unconsciously hard.
Xiao He was in pain, but felt relieved, knowing that he had grasped the key point.
This is a knot that Yun Qing can't solve, he must help him break it!
"I know it all. I lost my hand and ruined my family. It was you who saved the world. It was you who saved what was supposed to be irreparable. You saved me, Master, I know it!"
Yun Qing frowned slightly without speaking.
Xiao He continued: "I misunderstood you at the time. I thought it was you who killed my family, Master, I lost my mind at the time. I really love you, and I love you deeply, so I heard it was you at that time. I just feel that the whole world has collapsed. I don’t know what to do in my future life, and even then I don’t hate you. Really, I was just scared and scared at the time because I felt that if I didn’t irritate you , I will choose to forget the enmity of the genocide, and I will choose to be with you desperately. But that’s terrible, Master, really... If I really do that, am I still a person? Can you be treated as a person? That's why I said those hysterically, I want to anger you... and I want to kill myself."
This was Xiao He's true thoughts at the time. He didn't have much feelings for the family who had never covered his face, but this didn't mean that he could accept that his lover killed the whole family.
The hurdles he can't get past have always been the bottom line of being a man, and it's by no means pure revenge.
He would irritate Yun Qing in that way, punishing him and torturing himself.
He thought of death from the beginning.
It's just... he didn't expect the truth to be like this.
Xiao He cried and said, because the voice was a little hoarse for most of the words, but he was unwilling to stop.
After a while, Yun Qing finally spoke, light, erratic, and somewhat unpredictable: "How can I trust you?"
Xiao He stunned suddenly. He raised his head and looked at Yun Qing. He saw the cold and alienated in his eyes, but he was not nervous, but relaxed suddenly.
"Master..." He just wanted to confirm again.
Yun Qing looked back at him: "You say you love me, and then you lie to me. You like others. You call his name when you die, and you don’t even want to look at me the last time, but now, you say again You don’t like him, what you like is me, oh...no, you love me. But, Xiao He, which one should I listen to? Which one should I believe? You always say that you are true , But in a blink of an eye he said that he was lying to me...I can't distinguish clearly."
Xiao He heard his calm voice, but his heart stabbed like a sharp needle.
"I love you, Master, please remember, I love you, from the first glance at the age of seven to the moment of death, I love you...no, no..." Xiao He suddenly raised his head and widened his eyes to look at him, "Yun Qing, I have loved you from the last world and the last world, I..."
Yun Qing squinted his eyes slightly: "What do you mean?"
Xiao He's eyes lit up suddenly, and he said anxiously: "It's like this, Yun Qing, this may be unbelievable, but it's true, I..."
He once again told the reality, Yun Qing frowned and listened, and then asked softly, "You mean, everything is fake now?"
Xiao He hesitated, but still nodded.
But soon he was stunned by Yun Qing's next sentence.
"If, as you said, everything here is produced by my heart and controlled by my heart, then... I have loved you from the first sight, and I am eager for you to love me, my greatest His wish is to have you forever and never lose you, but why does Luo Fei still appear? Why are there so many bumps? Why can't I get what I want?"
Yes... Yun Qing is different from Fan Shen.
Fan Shen was because of a misunderstanding, but Yun Qing... was far more mature and rational than Fan Shen, and he would definitely not think of a Luo Fei.
But... the tribulations between him and Yun Qing were so much that he himself did not dare to remember.
Xiao He couldn't understand, but Yun Qing suddenly said, "Get out of here."
Xiao He was startled, and looked up at Yun Qing: "What?"
"Get out of this world quickly!" Yun Qing's voice was harsher than ever.
Xiao He's heart jumped, and he hurriedly pulled his sleeves, panic and uneasy in his eyes: "Master, you..."
"It's dangerous here, Xiao He, I believe you, I believe everything you say." He pursed his mouth, his eyes darkened, "So you must leave here quickly."
Xiao He is still a little confused about the situation. He wants to ask a few more questions, but Yun Qing has pushed him far away and said in a deep voice, "You can only wake me up if you live."
Xiao He shook suddenly and recovered.
He felt that the world was rapidly collapsing, and he remembered the last words Qin Su said.
This spiritual world is already very unstable, and he continues to stay, and it is likely to sink into it forever.
At that time, he talked about how to save Fan Shen?
At the last moment, Xiao He raised his eyes to Yun Qing.
You can only see the increasingly erratic figure and the fragmented world ruins.
Xiao He shouted aloud, and a second before his consciousness disappeared, he heard Yun Qing's voice.
"Don't trust me too much..."
Xiao He woke up from a deep sleep. Although he opened his eyes, he was still in a trance.
Qin Su never left. Seeing him wake up, he was a little relieved and immediately helped him untie the link device.
Xiao He lay on the bed, tilted his head slightly, looking at Fan Shen who was sleeping peacefully, his fast beating heart gradually eased.
Reality and virtuality are not clear.
But fortunately, he is still by his side.
Qin Su didn't say anything, he waited quietly for Xiao He to calm down.
After more than ten minutes, Xiao He got up, and after taking a drink, he slowly said everything about the world.
Qin Su frowned and listened, but did not interrupt him.
Until Xiao He finished talking.
Qin Sucai asked, "You lost your memory as soon as you entered the world? When you left, the young master told you not to believe him?"
Xiao He nodded, he couldn't understand, but he felt that Yun Qing at the last moment must have discovered something.
But Yun Qing couldn't tell him, only a reminder at the end.
Xiao He was still thinking about it, but Qin Su had already spoken.
"Mr. Xiao, we may have to revise the contract we signed initially."
Xiao He was startled and asked, "What do you mean."
Qin Su pushed his glasses and said in a calm voice: "At the beginning we promised that your participation in the treatment will never be life-threatening, but at this moment, I want to remind you that the following treatment process may be extremely dangerous."
Xiao He moved his mind and twisted his eyebrows: "You mean, I might die inside?"
"Yes... he wants to kill you."