Chapter 70: chapter 70

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Xiao He felt someone behind him and hurriedly took the hot food out of the pot and put it on the plate. After putting it on the plate, he took off his apron and turned around and said, "It's ready soon. Wait a minute."
The sound was crisp and clear, as usual.
In fact, Xiao He took a lot of effort to suppress the anger.
But Fan Shen had no way of knowing, he could only see what he saw, it didn't matter what he saw, and then his heart sank to an unimaginable point.
Sourness spread in the chest, and the paper castle built on the ruins began to collapse again.
Shouldn't think, really shouldn't think, this is a fact.
But after all, I have expectations in my heart.
Unwilling, unwilling, not wanting, all turned into anger, hovering in the blood, condensing in the body, and finally gathered in the chest, completely filling the dead heart.
Xiao He knew nothing. He pressed the button to let the food enter the restaurant first, and then looked up at Fan Shen: "Let's go, let's go to the restaurant."
The smile he raised was like the last straw that overwhelmed a camel, completely letting Fan Shen miss it.
Pushing him rudely onto the kitchen counter, Fan Shen bit his white neck with a deep hatred.
Teeth, flesh, blood.
Xiao He opened his eyes wide, and the intense pain came with a strong blood.
This...what is going on?
Xiao He struggled: "Fan...Fan Shen..."
But his light call didn't have any effect at all, it would only continue to anger the man on him.
The kitchen counter was cold, and Xiao He's clothes were torn to pieces without any foreplay or comfort. He broke his legs and broke in arbitrarily from the most shameful, most embarrassing and most unbearable angle.
In such a posture, anyone will hurt.
Xiao He groaned in pain.
Fan Shen frowned with pain.
"Stop...Stop..." Xiao He whispered in a trembling voice, "Don't be so hurry, don't..."
Although I don't know why Fan Shen was like this, Xiao He knew that disobeying him would only make it worse. Instead of both of them suffering, it is better to adjust and alleviate the disaster.
But his tolerance, his acceptance, his consideration for him, all changed in this particular situation.
Fan Shen kept crashing, and his heart seemed to be cold as if hiding a piece of ice.
Xiao He, this is Xiao He.
This man who grew up with clothes and clothes, this man who has grown up by thousands of caresses, this man who stands at the top of the Galactic Empire and is respected by thousands of people.
Has he ever been treated like this? Why should he endure such humiliation? Why should he put down his dignity under him like this...
He is not necessary, not necessary at all.
But... he didn't resist.
why not?
Fan Shen couldn't think of other reasons.
The only thing I can think of is the most painful.
Xiao He was going crazy.
The pain is going crazy, the tossing is going crazy.
He was obedient to him, and he was trying his best to endure, but why Fan Shen became more and more violent!
Rampage, not for pleasure, only for pain.
The love between men, enjoyment is difficult, pain has always been very easy.
Even if Xiao He is very accustomed to accepting it, he still feels the pain of being torn apart from his body.
Why is this happening!
Why should this happen!
Obviously he is being wronged, OK? Obviously he should be angry, but why should he be so angry!
Xiao He couldn't understand it, but he started to feel unwilling again.
Why bully him like this!
Why do you want to toss him like this!
He loves him, but if he loves him, he deserves to suffer these sins?
Heal... Heal!
It's not just that if you are sick!
The more he thinks, the more angry, the more he thinks, the more angry, Xiao He has a good temper, but the rabbit will jump the wall when he is anxious.
Xiao Rabbit said: Xiaoye is angry!
Not love to be brutal, but it doesn't mean he can't use it!
Xiao He took a deep breath and violently forced himself free from his arms.
"Fan Shen! Enough of you!"
He glared at him, his eyes full of unconcealed anger and burning.
Fan Shen stood there, looking at him coldly.
He thought he would endure it all the time, but he would be angry too: "Can't bear it anymore? Can't pretend it?"
Xiao He frowned slightly when he heard his cold voice: "What do you mean?"
Fan Shen sneered, his eyes were cold, and the corners of his lips raised slightly: "You know what you know best, don't you? Xiao He, you really work hard to please me. You can endure scolding, and it doesn't matter if you come to insult you. , Even if I have a partner, even if I am about to get married, you don’t care, do you? Yes, why do you need to care? Anyway, you have confidence, as long as you coax me like this, follow me, I will be tolerant to you sooner or later, Sooner or later, you will walk into the net you have laid. Then you only need to push me again, and I will fall into the bottomless abyss, and you can stand on top and laugh, laugh at my stupidity, laugh at my stupidity , Laugh at my self-love!"
"Enough!" Xiao He broke out completely, "Fan Shen, you have enough! The previous thing is my fault, I admit, I am sorry for you, I will never forgive myself in my life, but this should not completely deny me Now and in the future! Being scolded and insulted by others, I don’t care? I’m about to explode, I’m going crazy! But I dare not be angry! You hate me so much, hate me so much, I finally let you be able to and I am getting along, if I get angry, will you coax me? Will you forgive me? You will take the opportunity to drive me away, you will treat me more coldly! Why do I bear it? Why do I Suppress your anger? I want to get along with you peacefully. I want to be with you, Fan Shen, I'm scared!"
While talking, although there is a lot of anger in his stomach, when I think that Fan Shen really has a partner, when he thinks that he really wants to get married, even knowing that all this is a false world, I can’t help but despair and feel wronged. , Can't help but want to cry.
It is embarrassing to cry, it is useless to cry, crying to someone who just wants to hurt you will only cause more humiliation.
But Xiao He couldn't stop, his tears couldn't stop, the depressed emotions in his chest couldn't stop, and the words he wanted to confide in couldn't stop even more.
"Fan Shen...I used to be sorry for you, but I really like you and I really want to be with you. I don't know what to say and do, you will believe it, but I... really love you. "
The voice full of crying, full of exhaustion and loss, the fragile youth leaning on the silver wall seemed to collapse at any time.
Is this also pretend?
Is this also fake?
If he can pretend to be like this...
Fan Shen's heart is twisted into a ball, he wants to believe, he wants to accept, but... if this is even a scene...
Just as he was halting, the tearful young man raised his head suddenly, his black eyes filled with absoluteness and persistence.
"Fan Shen, if you have any scruples, then I will throw everything away, OK?"
Fan Shen was stunned.
Xiao He seemed to have found the key to this deadlock.
He was a little excited and nervous, but what he said was categorical: "I don't want the status of the marshal, I give up military command, I give up the family, I give up the entire empire!"
"Fan Shen...I don't want them all, but please believe me, okay?"
"Trust me," the youth's voice melted warmth, "I really love you."