Chapter 242: Yesterday

Pei Yi decided to graduate early and was ready to go to Guangzhou. Prior to this, no word of news was revealed.
"If it weren't for Nie Dan's omission tonight, when are you going to tell me? Or you didn't even think about telling me?"
"No!" After Jiang Se said this, Pei Yi anxiously denied: "I told you after my birthday."
In fact, he just didn't know how to tell her, and he was unwilling to tell her, because he was afraid that she would be uncomfortable, so he delayed the matter again and again.
"Sus, don't be angry with me."
He squatted on the ground, his face pillowed her knees, and his voice was a little trembling:
"I know I didn't tell you in advance, I was wrong."
But she hasn't experienced this kind of separation, nor has he.
He was thinking about what kind of language he would use to organize this matter, but he had been brewing for many days, and his heart was getting more and more upset, and he didn't think of a proper way.
"I just want to tell you one day later, you will worry one day later."
This decision is what Pei’s family has told him before. If he said that he only wanted to be with Jiang Se and have a sweet relationship, and he didn’t think about the future, but when the elders were asking about the future When he made arrangements, the only thing he thought about the farthest was the French manor, the white curtains she wore, and the wine they brewed personally, which he might drink when they get married in the future.
This is what he thinks farthest.
But Father Pei sat on the chair, shook his head, saying that this was not enough.
If he only looks at the present, these thoughts are enough; if he wants to look at the long term, these are not enough.
When the wind and rain come, he can't support an umbrella, and now the umbrella on his head is still supported by the Pei family.
When Father Pei asked him these words, he hadn't thought so much.
He was still young, less than twenty years old. The biggest worry was how to make Feng Nan deal with him. Later, the biggest worry was how to like Jiang Se.
His cherishment should not just be on the lips, but should be expressed by actions. His life has been too smooth, and the only setback is to pursue Feng Nan.
When he was chasing Feng Nan, Feng Nan always ignored him. Father Pei thought it was a good thing, let him know that there are some things in the world, and he didn't need to have it.
"I think of your junior year."
His eyes were a bit astringent, and his tone was choked when he said this, he buried his face in her lap, endured it for a while, and then continued:
"My grandpa asked if I like you."
Jiang Se lowered his head to look at him, his tall body crouched, his face turned sideways, under the dim light, there was water flashing in his eyes, and his hands held her waist very tightly, with great strength, The sleeves tightened, and she realized for the first time that he was really different from before.
When he was young, he always yelled for Feng Zhongliang to send her to Pei's house. He raised Feng Nan for the Feng family. Tong Yan Tongyu made a group of people leaned forward and backward with laughter. Everyone laughed that he was deciding a wife in advance.
At that time, his character was lawless, like a little bully, and very proud. At that time, he was the leader of a group of children.
Whenever she went to Pei's house and went back with Feng Zhongliang, Pei Yi didn't cry, but instead locked the door aggressively, preventing the two of them from leaving.
His childish behavior will always make Pei family members dumbfounded.
"Why are you so weird, Thurs."
He pursed his lips, afraid that she would hear the trembling in his own words, afraid that he would always be a memory of the past in her heart:
"When I am young, I am always brave, saying I like you and I don't want to let you go home, so I just said it with one mouth."
He pointed to Feng Zhongliang and threatened him to keep Feng Nan and not allowed to take him home. He said whatever he wanted at that time. "The more you grow up, the less you dare to speak. Grandpa said, this is the fearlessness of the ignorant. ."
Instead, he became concerned about gains and losses.
He began to hide his thoughts in his heart, and he couldn't easily say some words. When facing her, he didn't dare to say the word ‘like’.
When Grandpa asked him if he liked her, he still remembered his mood at the time, his face flushed with excitement, his heart was about to jump out of his chest, and the blood boiled all over his body, rushing straight to the top of his head.
At that time, he was five years younger than Feng Nan, and he had just entered high school. He was as green as a sour fruit, carefully trying to conceal his heart.
When Father Pei asked him something, he shook his head and said stubbornly, "No", but behind his back he held a large pile of confession letters written by others to Feng Nan, and read each one carefully. When night fell, I was shaking with anger, but seriously wrote every rejection letter for her.
He has done such naive things for more than two years!
She didn't even know about it in the end.
His grades plummeted, and he was jealous of everyone who confessed to Feng Nan upright.
The age gap deepens the distance between the two. When she was in high school, she had already experienced that kind of youthful life, and he was still young at that time, so he repeated and walked, just following her. footprint.
When she was in college, the peers around her were not him. In Feng Nan's eyes, he was just a younger brother.
Five years have been missed between him and her, as if the whole life were to be staggered into two parallel lines.
"Grandpa said that the match between people does not come from family history or status. It is just an embellishment on a person's body. What you have innately only has a higher starting point and more advantages than others."
But having these ~EbookFREE.me~ is not just to stop people from moving forward, but to make people more progress.
Just like modern people standing on the shoulders of the ancients, just like after the victory of the revolution, the birth of China is all about moving forward, rather than rest assured and content with the present.
Between him and Jiang Se, Pei Yi always felt that it was a matter of age, but Father Pei said it was not.
Feng Nan has five years of advantages over him. The Feng family is not as good as the Pei family, but she has excellent knowledge, cultivation and vision, and she has more tolerance and grace. Back then, he put a single mind on how to follow Feng Nan's footsteps. How to try to get her, she is already looking far forward instead of looking back, so when a person is moving forward without stopping, she will not turn her head and see the shadow of the person behind her .
Father Pei's words are like awakening him from his dream.
He vaguely understood where the problem came from. He thought of Jiang Se's rebirth. She was not stumped by the predicament of rebirth. After the rebirth, she was still thinking about doing her own thing, even if it was extremely difficult, what about him?
He is still repeating what happened yesterday.