Chapter 30: Amnesia after being **** (Pan Wai)

The man held his hand stiff, his fingers moved.
No, it shouldn't ...
Why, is this ...
The lie he made to save Koki finally turned out to be the reason he left ...
Bo Qin was shaking, "Little, Xiao Mu ..."
The man shouted, but the young man who turned and smiled when he heard his voice in the past would no longer respond to him.
His birds are still flying ...
It hurts, it hurts ...
Bo Qin shook his lips and pressed his hand to the heart.
Finally, the knife scraped the whole heart off.
The pain worsens.
The dream is really terrible. If it is true, I think, I will die.
The man shivered, his eyes were blood red, and his voice shattered. "It turns out that this dream is me ..."
"it's me……"
"No, no, my baby is dead, no ..."
Tan Tao's blood-stained hands caught on the guardrail, and his eyes were no longer crazy, and some just didn't accept the chaos of reality.
The doctor obviously said that if he killed his personality, he would never appear again ...
The one who loves him, the one who loves him, the one who smiles softly at him, the baby leaning sweetly in his arms is dead ...
— "Will you remember me?"
On the merry-go-round, the young man looked up and turned to look at him, his eyes full of love.
On the rooftop, Xie Mu's face was white and he looked at him with certainty.
The two men gradually overlapped together.
If his baby didn't leave, who was jumping just now ...
The almost blood-stained man was full of bloodshot eyes, and his body, which had just climbed up, collapsed on the ground.
What did he do ...
What have you done ...

【Ding! Bo Qin favor: 100, mission completed, please host choose to leave the world. 】
"Disengage? Why disengage?" Xie Mu stood in front of the two, looking at their pain, and raised an eyebrow and chuckled, "Don't we promise him, should we let them feel the pain of ten years?"
The system hesitated for a while, [That's a waste of time, time is not waiting for the host, and ...]
It looked at the mental fluctuations of the two of them. [They are crazy. Even if we do n’t do it, we will be hurt with hatred. 】
"Is this enough?"
Xie Mu turned, held the ball floating next to her in her arms, pinched it, and asked with a smile, "Don't you hate them before?"
[But time ...]
"Okay, so, wait until you see what I left and I find what I left, and I'll go, OK?"
The ball jumped, [Okay. 】
"Okay, put it on your body."
System: [Are you not coming by yourself? 】
Xie Mu nodded its little ball and grinned, "What's so good about a person's scene, go."

Tan Tao is missing.
This was his second disappearance, but this time, Bo Qin was powerless to find him again.
He carefully guarded the hospital, no one came, he stayed for seven days.
No one knows. When Bo Qin could almost be called hands and feet and hurried downstairs with a hoe, shaking his hands, and detecting the young man's breath, the ecstasy that surged in at that moment.
The man seemed crazy, sitting carefully beside Xie Mu with her eyes closed, crying and laughing.
The youth were quickly sent to the best hospital.
But even the doctor who is even more skilled in medicine just barely saved his life, just like reincarnation. This time, Xie Mu was judged to be in a persistent plant state again.
He could still breathe and swallow food, but there was almost no possibility of waking up.
Everyone in the hospital said it was a miracle, an unfortunate miracle.
Xie Mu was discharged from the hospital as a miracle, but less than a year later, he was lying on the bed like this again.
Bo Qin has been guarding his lover, taking care of him carefully, helping him to wipe his body so that he won't be uncomfortable lying down for too long.
He became the kind of man he once thought to be the most unlikely.
Every day, he wakes up early, enters the kitchen that was absolutely impossible to enter, carefully cooks soup according to the recipe, and Bo Qin, who has not cooked since childhood, will be a little cluttered at first. Fortunately, his brain is clever, although he is a little cluttered. But it also succeeded.
Holding the soup, the handsome man's long fingers became hot three times, and even there were blood bubbles. He seemed to be careful not to feel the pain, and patiently fed Xie Mu.
After gently feeding Xie Mu and helping him wipe his body, Bo Qin would sit by the bed, holding a book that Xie Mu liked to read, and read it to him word by word.
He didn't want to care about the company, the family.
He just wanted to be with his lover.
"When I cooked the soup today, I still had less salt and it was a bit light. Don't let it go, I'm afraid they didn't do it carefully ..."
"The gardenias are blooming more and more. I picked them better. You smell ..."
The man smiled tenderly, and handed the most beautiful flower under Xie Mu's nose.
"I used to think that this flower was too fragrant, and I never let you swing it. Later, when I saw you seeing gardenia flowers, I couldn't move and just let out.
You were very happy at that time. You picked a bottle that day and put it in the bedroom. I was afraid that I would be unhappy and sent it to the living room. "
Bo Qin said hoarsely, the young man closed his eyes and did not move at all.
"You said, the was white, and it looked clean."
"You wonder why I don't like such clean flowers ..."
The man's hand trembled and fell on Xie Mu's cold and pale cheek. "Actually, you are the cleanest ..."
"It's uncomfortable to lie down like this, did you do the same for those three months?"
"Lying here alone, no one speaks to you, no one takes care of you, itches and hurts, there is no way ..."
The warm tears dripped on the pale fingers of the young man, Bo Qin lowered his head, his voice hoarse.
"Xiao Mu, wake up ..."
"I can become what you like, clean, if you want, OK ..."
He sat stiff for a long time, his burned hands rose and hurt.
Xie Mu, never reply to him.
Bo Qin's heart seemed to be numb. He reached out his hand carefully, gently massaged the young arm, pressed it, and suddenly thought.
Once, when Kogi made countless meals and waited for him to eat, but waited all night for a long time, did he feel the same way.
Empty and painful.
As if waiting for a promise that can never be waited for.
In these days, Bo Qin was talking to Xie Mu except for cooking, even though he couldn't respond, even though his voice was completely dumb.
He seemed to be punishing himself, and after only seven days, he was ashamed.
When it was evening, the young man was lying quietly, and the man reached out and took the diary on the table.
He dropped his head, rubbing cautiously, but never dare to open it.
Koki said that he didn't want others to see what was inside.
He watched, so Xiao Mu was angry.
As long as he obediently does not look, maybe Xiao Mu will be happy and will wake up ...
With the hope that even a child would not believe, Bo Qin waited day by day, thinking day by day.
The more he waited, the more he shivered.
He kept reminiscing about the youth once.
He smiled, sad, busy in the kitchen, watering flowers on the balcony, cooked the meal, and called him with a smile, "Boqin, come to eat."
Xie Mu was taken home. Men cook and water the flowers. Every day they put on new gardenias in the living room.
He took the dish, came to Xie Mu, smiled and said, "Xiao Mu, come to eat."
Then, looking at the young man who closed his eyes, tears were falling down.

Tan Tao came with people on the twentieth day.
He was dying, his face was pale, and he had to cough a few times after walking a few steps, but when he saw the young man lying on the bed, his eyes burst into a scary light.
"Baby, my baby ..."
The man who walked with a limp lost his cane, rushing up frantically in his eyes, and when he was near, he was timid again.
Holding on carefully, Tan Tao reached out his hand and held the soft, cold hand in his palm.
"Baby ..." he said softly, "I'm here to pick you up."
"Don't be afraid."
Tan Tao cried and smiled, leaning down, almost religious, and put his face close to the cold hand.
He kissed his weak, weak fingertips, tears fell on top of him and he felt astringent.
"open!!"
Like the former Tan Tao, the beaten blood-stained man looked at the scene with tears.
"Tan Tao, get out of me!"
"It's you who get away!"
The man's hand also gently held Xie Mu's cold hand, and after hearing this, a yin eruption erupted on his face.
He turned to hate Bo Qin, "Do you think I don't know !!!"
"You forced him!"
"You lied to him, bullied him, and lost him again!"
"He didn't want you anymore. He loves me and wants to live a good life with me. Even if I die by myself, I won't lose him. I protect and protect my baby ..."
Tan Tao was not just his voice, but his whole body was shaking. "You lied to him for so long! It hurt him for so long, but it was so easy ... he was happy and was ruined by you!"
"It's you!"
He took the crutch on one side and, regardless of his still aching leg, lifted it up fiercely and knocked it down.
"You lost him over and over again, he's doing this now, it's all up to you!"
"In the beginning, I shouldn't have been soft-hearted, I should have snatched him back ..." Tan Tao stared redly, looking at Bo Qin with blood on his face, "I'm afraid he can't figure it out, let him go ..."
"What about you? You wake up and see him covered, you think it's me."
The man on the ground froze suddenly, incredibly, and raised his head hard.
"what did you say!"
"Xie Mu, you are alone from beginning to end."
"Boqin, you pretend to like clean, but you are the least clean !!!!!!"
"What qualifications do you have, and what face is here to say Xiemu is yours?"
Tan Tao was already crazy, while he was talking, hitting Bo Qin with a crutch, with no worries.
It should be painful, but the man seemed to feel it.
That day, the young man was wet with rain and shivered coldly, and he knocked on the door, trying to hide in his arms.
But he said, you are dirty.
"I am ... a monster ..."
The man was spitting blood with a spit, and he lay on the ground embarrassed, and slowly chuckled, "It turns out ... I'm really a monster ..."
The scent of gardenia is floating in the room, and Boqin is poured into the blood like a dead dog.
— "Little wood, I love you, I will never leave you."
"Forever?"
"forever and always."
Tan Tao lost his cane, and sneered at the man on the ground with a sneer, and suddenly noticed the diary at the table.
He stroked something in his heart, walked there on a stump, and opened it with brute force.
As if looking for something, Tan Tao kept turning the pages, and in the end, settled on the last few pages.
[I always have the same dream lately. In the dream, I am very happy sitting on the merry-go-round with Tan Tao. I am very happy. Tan Tao in the dream is smiling. I look at him, my heart is warm, and the idea is actually Yes, if only I could do this for a lifetime.
This is not normal. I want to tell Bo Qin, but I'm afraid, if this is true, what should I do. 】
[Dreaming again today, I find it very strange. It seems that a stranger lives in my body and sends me messages every day. Even the disgust to Tan Tao seems to be because he has lost a lot. 】
[He wants to go to Tan Tao. He is afraid of Bo Qin, and he is afraid of everything here. I always think that in a few days, he can wake up. I am really scared. Recently, Bo Qin is getting more and more busy. I should go to him? 】
[Bo Qin is very busy, I want to help him, but he refuses to tell me what happened, my spirit is getting worse and worse, I am afraid I will leave Bo Qin, that person wants to come out, but as long as Bo Qin comes back, He would hide in fear, and I began to think that it was not just my imagination. 】
Time ends here.
It was the day before Xie Mu was taken away by him.
Tan Tao shook his diary and shook his headache, as if to explode the next moment.
His baby ... didn't die ...
He was scared, he wanted to return to himself ...
Moreover, it is about to succeed ...
But in the end, it was him who forced the baby to death.
He killed him.
twice.
"Let's go." Xie Mu hugged the ball and looked down at the two men.
The system is still a bit intriguing. [Host, don't you continue? 】
"The dog bites the dog because it looks good, but the two crazy dogs are not interesting. You set a time for the uncle, and ten years later, you will lose your breath."
Xie Mu touched it. "The of this decade can be considered as revenge."

【Ding! Jumped to a new world, please ask the host to review the memory. 】
The pale-skinned man opened his eyes and looked down.
Numb, without a hint of intuition, he raised an eyebrow.
Raider's uncle?
There are inherent advantages.