Chapter 30:

Ye Zhou is of course not drunk, but in the dim light, in the quiet dormitory, squinting at the other side with his own unappreciated appreciation, watching the other side elegantly drinking beer, it’s really not drunk, everyone is drunk, I don’t know. I feel that my head is dizzy.
Such a slack, Ye Zhou did not consciously say something that would not normally be said, such as the dissatisfaction with Shang Jin.
Shang Jin put down the beer, observed the face of Ye Zhou, and measured whether it is necessary to seriously talk to the other party. "Don't drink alcohol, let me drink it?"
Ye Zhou glanced at him with a grin. "I didn't mean this."
Shang Jin ignored him and continued to drink slowly.
"Business, you said that when you were born, did God not only help you open the door to open the window, but also help you to have a pair of sturdy wings?" Ye Zhouping has enough words, drinking the words, the scorpion is completely Can't take it, "Why else, how can I sell an apple, can I sell better than me?"
Shang Jinxiao laughed and did not answer the question of Ye Zhou. Instead, he turned a topic. "Have you really been the first place since childhood?"
The last time I heard that Ye Zhou was the second in the market, Shang Jin specially checked the scores of the champion, which was ten points worse than him. However, for the whole country, Ye Zhou has achieved this result. Although it is the second place, but someone can grasp the results so accurately, Shang Jin is also encountered for the first time, and each time is only a little worse than the first place. To say that Ye Zhou deliberately, Shang Jin really did not see it, or else Ye Zhou would treat him like an opponent every time, and he would like to go beyond the loophole. But if he didn't mean it... it would be too pitiful.
"Isn't it? I have had an indissoluble bond with the second in my life. Whatever I do, elementary school, junior high school, high school, college, what I have created in my last life, I can't escape life in this life." When I said that the boat was coming, the second, Ye Zhou compared to the next finger, not willing to say, "What low-key life does not need a reason, I really can take the first, not the second seat, this is not super But are you?"
Some words have been buried in my heart for so many years, and I have been unable to find a suitable person to tell. Now sitting in front of him is Shang Jin, who has always been regarded as a deadly enemy. Ye Zhou did not consciously put down his heart, because Shang Jin knew him.
There is no need for Shang Jin’s answer. Ye Zhou just wants to vent the dissatisfaction and resentment that he has been deliberately neglected in his heart.
Why does the world always value the first place, and the second should be ignored? It’s not my own. Not as good as others, is it because it is a little worse than others, should all my efforts be denied?"
Shang Jin never experienced this feeling. He simply said, "You drink less."
Ye Zhou is like a rebellious child. Shang Jin’s words just opened a can of beer and poured a big mouth.
I have a brother, like you, all aspects are very good, so my parents deserve it. I think I have to be as good as my brother. But the chances of genius are so high, I am an ordinary person, I have to work hundreds of times more than genius, so that I can’t be left behind by them. I think it’s not bad. The results, they did not even give me a positive eye..." Ye Zhou sighed. "Nothing at once... Even once, they can look back..."
"That's not easy. I will give you the first place for this final exam."
Ye Zhou, who was really drunk, heard this sentence and became awake. His eyes were no longer fascinating. He looked directly at Shang Jin without any emotion and asked: "Are you serious?"
Shang Jin shrugged his shoulders and said: "The ranking is not meaningful to me. The first and second are not bad in my opinion. Since you value it, it will be good for you."
Ye Zhou picked up the beer can, finished the beer in one breath, and then placed it heavily on the table. The four legs of the bed on the bed were quickly beaten by the force of the boat. Ye Zhou vigorously pinched the can. Soon the beer can was pinched by him. Contrary to the action, his voice was very light. "Business, I thought you knew me."
Shang Jin’s heart suddenly sank and immediately realized that he had just said the wrong thing.
Without giving the opportunity to remedy the business, Ye Zhou continued: "Are you giving alms? What you have at your fingertips has made me struggle for a lifetime, so you feel that I am very pitiful, sympathetic to me, want to be mercifully 'let' Give me one time?"
"I tell you, I don't need it. I want to fight for it. I rely on myself to fight for it." Ye Zhou gasped, and he always thought that Shang Jin knew him, so he took advantage of the wine and smashed him a lot. I didn’t expect it to be the sympathy of the other party. Does he need sympathy?
From childhood to large, he heard the most talked-about sentence behind others. "Ye Zhou is really pitiful. is playing abnormally this time. As a result, he is still second. Sometimes I sympathize with him, and the teacher can't give him a first place. "I have a habit of listening to it, but I changed it before, but today I changed the object. Ye Zhou not only couldn’t laugh, but also felt deeply insulted.
I take you as an opponent, but you are pity me.
Ye Zhou couldn’t swallow this breath. He learned the annoying attitude of Shang Jin. He looked disdainfully: "In fact, I think you are pitiful."
The hustle and bustle of Shang Jin’s heart immediately dissipated. He asked coldly and said,
I am pitiful?

"Isn't it, do you think that no matter what you do, you can easily achieve good results, everyone will envy you? What envy you have?" Ye Zhou sneered, "The results you can get without hard work." Do you have a sense of accomplishment in your hand? Are you happy from the heart? Your life is like a blank sheet of paper. Even after ten years, there is nothing for anyone to be on your blank paper. Draw a little imprint on it."
"That is always better than working hard for a goal in your life. It takes a lot of hard work and is disappointing every time." Shang Jin stood up and looked down at Ye Zhou. "I have not enjoyed happiness, you have not. Otherwise, you just won't tell me stories."

Storing a story? Where is my story? I am telling a joke. I am a joke.
How else can I tear my wound to him in front of the person who does not want to show it? Ye Zhou smiled mockingly. "Liquor is really not a good thing. I drank too much and went to wash first."
"咔哒", the door of the bathroom was locked.
Shang Jin went to the wash basin and rushed his face a few times with cold water. Looking at himself in the mirror, his face was so strange. He patted his face and said to himself: "It's really ugly."