Chapter 45: : As if that early summer

When you walk into this joyous field, carry all your dreams and thoughts.
Various colors of makeup on the face, no one remembers what you look like.
San Xuanjiu is in the corner, stubbornly singing bitter songs.
A cup of freedom, a cup of death.
Supported my body and thickened my shoulders.
Guarding my kindness, urging me to grow.
Why not forget the short life. . .
"He came out so soon? I thought you guys would do something."
Chen Xiaopin leaned against the guardrail on the second floor and looked at Hu Feng, who gently locked the door and came out with a smile.
She didn't know why she was so nervous, what it felt like she couldn't tell, maybe it was worry, maybe she didn't want it, maybe she was uncomfortable.
Complex mood drove her to follow the two to the second floor, and soon saw Hu Feng come out.
"What can I do, I'm not a beast, I use my feet when someone is drunk, I haven't fallen into that kind of situation yet."
Hu Feng also smiled, came to Chen Xiaopin, and lit a cigarette.
"Smoke less cigarettes, not good for the lungs."
Hu Feng did not answer, he breathed heavily and looked at the bar hall below.
"Actually, I almost didn't hold it, I know that I like her."
"Then why did you hold it again in the end?" Chen Xiaopin stretched out her hand and pulled her hair back.
Hu Feng Wenyan looked at the woman around her, "Because I like you the most."
Chen Xiaopin still smiled, also looked at Hu Feng.
"I know, because I know what kind of person you are. I broke the bad words that you said to me. I also know that you are just venting. For a college student who just graduated, there are still debts at home. My parents ’opposition puts you under pressure."
"You don't want to make me difficult to do, do not want me to suffer with you, so you broke up with me."
Hu Feng was silent for a while and nodded.
Chen Xiaopin smiled tenderly, "I also understand the special meaning of first love for a man, we have been together since high school, I know you can't forget, but Hu Feng, you have to look forward, that is the most important."
"Have you completely put it down?" Hu Feng asked with a wry smile.
Chen Xiaopin slowly shook his head, "You think, how could I forget those memories and feelings with you. First love is not a special feeling for your men, but also for women."
"But are we still going back? Hu Mingjing is a good girl. The two of you are better together than we are. I can see that you were very happy when you were with her."
"Is it just because of Mingjing?" Hu Feng exhaled again and asked with a self-talking tone.
"Not only because of her, there are so many things that have changed. Even if you still like me now, I like you too, but we are all realistic. Okay, the previous problems and conflicts are still there, letting a relationship recover, Harder than a brand new start. "
Hu Feng smiled and shook his head. He felt that he didn't know what to say at this moment.
"Why, in practical terms, you simply say that you are a lot more realistic now, and you want to find someone who your family agrees to and the conditions are good. I am not the student who used to be irrational, So I wo n’t even ask you why.

Chen Xiaopin felt that his heart was torn, and tears could no longer help, sliding down his face.
"Go back early, pay attention to safety on the road."
Hu Fengqiang said with a smile, then turned and walked towards the stairs.
Longing is a piece of rubble that is cool and cold, and life is the dampness left by a heavy rain.
Pray on the next windy and beautiful day so that the old story can start again.
but. . . Everyone can't go back.
Hu Feng was pulled, and looking back, he saw Chen Xiaopin under the tears.
Like time goes back, the woman in front of him turned her head for the first time when she was in high school that year and saw the girl sitting at her back table.
There is not so much romance, not so much money, not so much reality.
Perhaps this is the so-called first love of adolescence, it is not long, immature and ignorant of feelings.
But this must be love, love without any impurities.
Yes, how can I forget you?
You made me learn to cry, but I never forget.
Love you forever, in my life.
Why did you come that year?
Why did you leave that day?
I used to turn around and leave, to forget in my whole life.
The familiar feeling comes from the long-lost feeling of being in one, and it seems that I never want to be separated again.
Perhaps because of the fiery energy, Hu Feng felt that he had endless power and desire at the moment.
A room on the third floor has been closed by Hu Feng with flames, he does not want those ghosts to see the live spring palace.
The not-so-sturdy wooden bed made a crunchy sound because of violent movement.
The two didn't speak, maybe they both knew in their hearts that it was only a blend that began because of the bursting of thoughts and feelings.
But maybe, this is a mistake, a mistake that can no longer be cut off.
The woman's legs are tightly wrapped around the man's waist, his hands are wrapped around his neck, and the two's faces are close together.
"I love you."
"I love you too..."

Followed by passion is always messy and thinking.
"We ... what is this?" Hu Feng was tangled and silently lit a hindsight.
Chen Xiaopin, who was dressed, was also a little dazed, but her character has always been biased towards maturity and reason, and soon calmed herself down.
"You don't need to think too much, we are all adults, it doesn't matter if you like me."
"It's easy for you to say ~ EbookFREE.me ~ Do you think this is the case now, can I forget it."
"This is not fair to Ming Jing, we are not lovers now, but you and she can start a new relationship."
Hu Feng was silent for a while, turned his head to look at Chen Xiao Pian, with a serious expression.
"Let's get married, I will marry you, no matter who opposes me."
Chen Xiaoping was dumbfounded, and Hu Feng repeated it again.
"Let's get married, I want to spend a lifetime with you."
Chen Xiaopin shivered a little, but she still held her mood and shook her head.
"You are just emotionally impulsive now. I know you have the same feelings for Ming Jing. If I agree to you now, I will be irresponsible for you and me."
"I am calm now." Hu Feng shook his head.
"Do n’t say it again, this is good, give us some time, you have to think carefully about your relationship with Mingjing, I will also think about the relationship between us, if there is really no possibility between you, I think we If we can start again, let ’s talk about it again, okay.

Said, Chen Xiaopin gently touched Hu Feng's face.
"Marriage can't be decided because of the momentary enthusiasm and impulse. Which one of you and Mingjing, you and me is more suitable, requires us to calm down and think carefully.
Hu Fengwen Yan closed his eyes and sighed heavily.
I really love Chen Xiaopin, but when I think of Hu Mingjing, I have something in my heart called guilt.
Myself. . . Those who step on horses should not go to deliver the takeaway!
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