Chapter 109:

A bit cold.
Shen Yan subconsciously held firmer and firmer.
Qi Qi's hand shook heavily, apparently frightened by this action.
Shen Yan felt that his knuckles were straightened, and he pulled back hard. If he didn't buckle himself, he might hit the bottom of the board. So a slight frown between the eyebrows, instead of letting go, instead firmly left this hand in his own hands.
Qi Qi has had several experiences of being let go in his life.
So, he will not be next.
"Mom," Shen Yan said for the second time, intending to finish what she had just failed to continue, "Actually I and him--"
[Actually, he and I are not friends, but lovers. 】
Suddenly, this sentence resembled the gray font cast by the old-style projector, and it was put into Qi blank blank mind, and he was caught in the heart for a while.
This line was said by myself many years ago.
When I first came out in front of my family, I told my parents, sister and brother.
The man who made him speak these words bravely fled later. It was his own blindness, he admits his fate, the injury was very serious, but not the deadliest.
The most fatal injury was the father's slap in the face after listening to this sentence, the mother's howling, the sister's inexplicable movements, and the expression of disgust that the closest brother ever had He will never forget this life. When the car accident was hospitalized, the hard rice grains and tears swallowed together with tears, and I couldn't forget.
Shen Yan's family environment was originally not ideal, and now she can finally talk to her mother normally and find a little "home" feeling.
He who is already homeless ... can no longer be implicated in him.
"Actually I knew him at work."
Qi Qi suddenly grabbed a sentence and finished it in her own way. Even though he obviously felt the other person's hand tighten slightly, he continued without changing his face.
Even laughing.
"I have an interview topic. He happened to be my main interviewee. At first, it was only a working relationship. Later, I slowly became familiar in private, and found that it was a good match. I became a friend in the true sense.
For the first time, the woman nodded when Qi Qi talked about the details of their first acquaintance.
"Is it an animal-related interview?"
"Well, it's about rescuing the mistreated animals. It's just that he is one of the rescuers, whether it's medical skills or medical ethics." Qi Qi smiled heartily, these are not lies, "I will change that period another day. List the sections and write them as DVDs to give you a copy. "
"From work to private exchanges, you really have a destiny ..." The woman once again bemoaned.
"Haha."
Qi Xiao smiled while looking down at the bowl of soup in front of her. Tang Shui's smile was a little pale, but he tried his best to ignore it, and pretended to be so that the other side would also ignore it: "Because you have a good son, a friend worth making ..."
But Shen Yan couldn't ignore this smile.
He listened to the whole part in silence, his brows deeper and deeper, his expression was solemn, and he stared at Qi Qi without moving.
Qi Qi knew that he would not let go even if he didn't look back, because he struggled to this day, he didn't even break a finger, and even his palm bone began to hurt slightly because of his too much strength-but this kind of pain fell Qi Qi was a little bit better, and her heart was astringent and sweet.
The right knee slowly slanted over where the woman could not see, touched Shen Yan's left knee, then held it still, leaning quietly in a guilt and pleading posture.
At least, this action can make up for your willful behavior.
"Ah, I forgot to speak when I patronized," the woman suddenly found that the three pairs of chopsticks on the table hadn't touched, and quickly mobilized them to have dinner.
"Uh ..." Qi Zhen was surprised.
Shen Yan was holding her right hand for a while, but her left hand was unavailable. If she hadn't moved her chopsticks for a long time, the woman wouldn't notice it now, and it would be strange if it was delayed.
At this moment, he really realized what is called "man's thorn in the back", and the acupuncture pain spread from his hand to his back, making it impossible for him to straighten his chest and sit upright. Confidence-this must be the performance, he smiled bitterly.
"Why don't you eat it?" The two of them didn't move, and the woman looked blank.
"Shen Yan ..." Qi Po had to open her mouth to remind her.
But Shen Yan still firmly grasped his hand, which made him a little anxious, and could not bear to bite his teeth and flick away, so he sat on the stool with a pale face.
At this time, Qi Qi's mobile phone suddenly made a big ringtone.
Probably because of the suddenness, Shen Yan seemed to be stunned, his strength was not so strong, Qi Qi quickly pulled his hand out of the situation.
While silently convicting Shen Yan, he hurriedly took out his mobile phone and connected this timely rain-like call: "Hello?"
"Xiao Qi, it's me."
"director."
Qi He was relieved when she heard the director of the channel-if it was a work call, she had an excuse to go out and answer. He glanced at Shen Yan lightly. Shen Yan was silent, and finally looked away and stopped staring at himself. Then he slowly stood up from the seat and whispered, "Sorry, I'm going out for a while, you first eat."
After leaving the ward, Qi Qi relievedly took a long sigh of relief, found a remote corner to stop, and gratefully said to the director of the channel: "Thank you, this call is too timely."
The director is indeed the director, and the gossip physique of the news hasn't changed at all: "What's wrong? On what occasion just now, was it caught by girlfriend b after eating with girlfriend a?"
Qi Qi quietly supported her head.
... Director, you ...
… Not to mention that your divergent thinking is too exaggerated, how come I am actually a in your eyes ...
"What a ah b, is eating with the elders, but some questions do not know how to answer."
"Oh, the questions asked by the elders ... I understand, I understand." The director presumed to directly think about the blind date. The laughter was a cunning look. "Ben San hasn't gotten married yet, has he been trained at home? "
Speaking of which, Luduo said, "I'm not married but better ..."
Qi Qi heard the director say this and was a little surprised: "Why?"
In the past, when he won the award on the news channel, the director paid special attention to him. In line with the ideological policy of not losing water to other people, he introduced Zhang Luozhu to him with great interest. My niece ... etc. were all pushed by myself. Now it is really uncomfortable to say such unconformable words.
The director paused for three seconds.
The director usually pauses only when he announces major news. Qi Qi's conditioned reflex slightly straightened the waist bar, and chose to stand against the wall to avoid any shocking news from the director below. I still find a support point to be more safe.
Sure enough, that very classic opening speech came.
"I have good news and bad news, which one do you want to hear first?"
Qi Qi was already mentally prepared, so she took a deep breath slowly and admitted her life: "... you say bad first."
"Okay," the director regained his serious tone. In any case, the bad news should never be said in a grinning tone, and he is very clear about Qi Qi ’s personal goals. The following words are indeed very bad bad news. "Then I will just say it-you The application for being the second moderator of the 'Social Survey' column was not approved above. I heard that it was blocked in the personnel department, saying that you are too young, with insufficient qualifications and inexperience. "
Qi Qi held her breath to hear this, and her heart sank, and finally fell into the bottom with a sullen sullenness.
"Huh ..." He smiled self-deprecatingly, wanting to be smart.
But no matter how much you laugh, you can't be chic.
After all, it's my own ideal in life. Say not to be frustrated and don't care ... that's fake.
"Is it the personnel department? I roughly know who stopped it." He controlled his voice as much as possible, not letting himself sound too embarrassed.
The villain in the unit is not without, but there is only one person who is against him everywhere-Mr. Guisun grandson, although every time he satirizes himself, he ends in failure, and he has eaten a lot of times. If this promotion is not successful, there will definitely be a contribution from this person.
"Just know it. No way, no approval above, no approval ..." The director's words indirectly confirmed his guess.
"It doesn't matter, I continue to hone and strive to raise my qualifications." Yes, there is no shortcut to improve your strength and strengthen your network.
Unexpectedly, the director smiled a little at this time and deliberately sold the key: "Don't be busy, don't be busy, I still have good news to say?"
Qi Qi originally wanted to be discouraged and threw out a sentence "No matter how good the news is, I'm not in the mood to listen to it." You say."
"Although the host is in hot water, the topic you are responsible for investigating the pet hospitals in the market will still do a 60-minute special program in the" social survey "according to the original plan, which is very glorious. And , They want you to be a guest on site. "
It turned out this ...
If this is the case, in fact, I was already full of confidence. I had heard the wind from my colleagues before, and I was not sure about 10% or 90%. Person in charge, thank you both. "
Perhaps it was because of Qi Qi ’s tendency to end the call in a hurry, the director hurriedly shouted: "Wait, wait, I have n’t finished yet-I gave the program outline and video clips to the person in charge of social investigation That day, someone from Beijing happened to visit and exchange. There was a CCTV leader who just saw this. When I asked about it, it was your draft. I also studied the reports you planned before and said that you have potential and appreciate you. . "
Qi Qi was slightly shocked.
CCTV ... Isn't that ... National Television?
Realizing this, his heart suddenly jumped up and down, not knowing what the director was about to say next.
"Xiao Qi," the director asked a question he didn't even think about. "I ask you, are you interested in CCTV internship?"
"what……"
Qi Zi opened her mouth subconsciously, and the word "good" almost blurted out. However, he stopped in time.
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The momentary surprise quickly dissipated, as if the intense waves washed away and then quickly subsided, leaving an empty beach, erasing everything, just as there was no idea in his suddenly sober mind, only confused, not knowing Stand in place.
"Internship," finally, he asked gently, "What position is the internship?"
"Internship program editor. Combined with your experience as a reporter, you also need a certain planning ability and creativity, and often need to communicate with the program host. And, the other party is a national TV station, this experience is placed on the resume, whether you Whether you will come back to develop or stay in Beijing at that time will definitely be no harm to your future application as a moderator! "The director is endless and he is more excited than himself.
Good opportunity, good position, good unit-there is almost nothing to be picky about.
If it is the previous self, it is estimated that I will agree.
but……
"How long is the internship?" One month, three months, half a year, one year?
"I heard it was three years ... Oh, it's not long. It will take time for you to accumulate experience! Whatever is too short." The director answered rightfully.
Three years?
He was slightly confused and unconsciously said two words: "No."
The director did not expect that he would react like this, and he was stunned: "Xiao Qi, I thought you would jump with joy when you heard it. As a result, you ... Do you know this rare opportunity? If you do n’t come, you have to give up? I ca n’t help but call you stupid.

Qi Qi's hand holding the phone began to tremble slightly, and her heart was very chaotic and chaotic.
It turns out that the director's phrase "not married but better" means this ...
Obviously, the director also knows that for men who have already established a family, it is very difficult to choose between the wife and the child. There is no reason to object to single words, but he is no longer.
"Sorry." Qi Chen apologized dryly. Apart from an apology, he didn't know what else to say.
"What the is going on, why refused?" The director's tone was a little bit violent, presumably he lost his temper, he was not self-motivated, "You are a bachelor, you want to go out and develop, except for the problem of finding a house to live, nothing else Need to worry? "
Qi Qi changed her posture with difficulty, her eyes could not help but looked slowly towards the door of the ward, and her voice said hoarsely: "Director, I ... actually have objects."
The director was stunned for a while, and the tone finally softened: "So does your kid have a girlfriend? Locals?"
"Ok……"
"what do you do?"
"Doctor." I don't want to be too specific.
"Doctor," the director seemed to be embarrassed. He said nothing for a while, and finally sighed, suggesting, "Shall you discuss with your girlfriend and see if she can transfer with you?"
"I ... don't think he will leave."
Qi Xiao's voice was getting lower and lower.
Here is the root of the grandfather who raised Shen Yan, which is equivalent to the root of Shen Yan.
There is the old house full of memories, there are small alleys where Shen Yan grew up, there is a stable job, and there are a group of good colleagues. Moreover, the two of them met and loved each other in this city. Naturally ... they should also be here.
Shen Yan belongs here.
And he belongs to Shen Yan.
[Please stay and accompany me to the end. 】
The slightly choked words uttered, cut into my heart, kept in my heart, and remained in the most precious drawer in my memory. I couldn't take it out, let alone hurt.
Qi Xiao laughed quietly.
【I love you. 】
I love you too. and so……
"I'm sorry, I can't accept this opportunity." It doesn't matter if I make a sacrifice.
The director sighed angrily.
So far, but still hesitantly nagging: "Hey, Xiao Qi, you have to think about it clearly. It ’s not the director who said it, but it ’s not the director ’s death. I ’ve seen it and heard a lot of stories. Love in this era really ca n’t be eaten as a meal. You can find anything else for the target. This opportunity will not be found if you want to find it in the future. You will regret it. "
Very certain tone.
Very man, very realistic way of thinking-
Qi Chang lowered her eyes and smiled bitterly. I do n’t know whether Shen Yan will regret it after giving up his future, but now he is asked to give up Shen Yan for his future ... he will definitely regret it.
"I have decided." He said.
"You think about it again." The director interrupted him severely, obviously disappointed with his subordinate, and dropped a sentence before hanging up the phone. "Three days, three days later, I want to understand and then answer, I will go to the person in charge of CCTV. . "
After closing the line, Qi Qi stood in the corridor for a while as if she had lost her soul. A cold daylight penetrated the four-sided windows at the end of the hallway, carved into the concrete floor very rigidly, and a gray and long shadow was drawn under his feet. He looked a little bored and walked two steps away, but realized that the shadow was the shadow, even if he couldn't walk anymore.
Suddenly Qi Qi felt that she had no strength at all, so she slowly squatted at the foot of the wall, dropped her phone on the ground, rubbed her two faces with her hands, and forced herself to cheer herself up.
It doesn't matter, he is less than 30 years old, and there will be opportunities in the future.
It's ok.
It's ok……
It was so hypnotizing that he was chanting again and again, and the phone on the ground rang again, this time from a car dealer.
"Hello, is this Mr. Qi?"
"Yes."
"Hello sir, here is the car dealership. The final quotation for the model you consulted last came out. The down payment and handling fee have been listed on the list. I have sent a copy to your mailbox. Can you read it? How about replying to us as soon as possible in the future? Because such a discounted price is limited, once sold out, it will be gone. "The seller spared no effort to sell him.
"Can you briefly talk about the expense items?"
"Okay, these costs include ..."
The seller starts to read the number on the quotation item by item. Qi Qi had been waiting for this estimate, but now I can't be happy when I hear it.
With his current income as a reporter, it is really difficult to raise a slightly better economy car.
I originally thought that the position of the moderator could be properly taken, and I waited for my income to increase, and it was easier to repay the loan. Now it seems that I have to grind my teeth to support it. Shen Yan has just paid a large sum of money for his mother's surgery. He will never ask him for any financial assistance, and he should not be willing or willing.
and then?
Then, after going back to work, back to the business life of traveling around and having only a few days at home in a month? According to the reporter's usual working rules, the time spent with Shen Yan is only very limited, and I feel tired when I think about it.
"hateful……"
Rare negative emotions rose up layer by layer, and I felt very depressed for a while. I couldn't help but bury my head and squatted down under the wall.
"Qi Qi."
Suddenly, he heard Shen Yan's voice gently passing through the corridor and raised his head in shock.
Shen Yan just walked out of the ward and found that he was alone in the corner in this posture, his expression slightly changed, and he strode toward him without a word.
Qi Chen didn't want him to know the content of the conversation between him and the director, nor did he want to let him know his current state of mind, so he stood up quickly and wanted to pat the dust to make him smile like nothing happened. As a result, the smile was too late to form, and the knees on both sides suddenly softened and nearly fell to the ground.
"Qi Qi!" Shen Yan's voice trembled.
Qi Qi extended his hand conditionedly, and at that moment his elbow was tightly grasped by Shen Yan, pulling him hard up, he finally stood his heels in time, but his legs were still numb, half of the body Shen Shen fell on Shen Yan's chest and was almost completely embraced.
False alarm.
Qi Qi took a few breaths in a hurry before recovering for a long time.
"I'm fine ..." The first thing is to assure the other party that he is not injured, and then try his best to get rid of it. "I just squatted on the ground for too long, and when I got up I didn't notice that my feet were numb. It doesn't matter, after a while, I will be well . "
The explanation is reasonable, although there are more than one reason.
The emotional factor has been hurriedly omitted by him.
Just thinking of standing upright, Shen Yan suddenly withdrew his hands gently at this moment, and followed the action of holding him, holding him hard.
Qi Qi was startled.
After a moment, he blinked slowly, suppressing the grievances that did not know where they came from, so as not to fall out of them in another form.
In fact, Shen Yan ’s motivation to hug her and the source of her grievances are not the same, but who cares?
This action is the warmth itself.
Qi Qi only felt a warm pain in her heart, thinking about it or not, subconsciously reacted as she normally should, while gently walking around and hugged him on his back. I was about to rest my head on that shoulder and rest a bit, but I saw the woman standing at the door of the ward.
The author has something to say: In the last chapter, I asked everyone's blessings to receive many messages, carefully studied everyone's thoughts, and felt that they were no longer entangled in emotional dramas. It would be nice to write down with the protagonist happiness as the purpose ...
Hey, is it really the purpose of the protagonist's happiness ... (silently looking up at the new chapter and giving a hundred candles to the second sentence)
ps: Because some students said that there were few comments because I did not reply, so I hope to take the time to reply one by one, because the three-dimensional time is not enough, so I can only take the time from the code word, do n’t fight ...