Chapter 22:

The process of knowing a person is like a jigsaw puzzle you have played before.
At the beginning, there were only small pieces scattered, seemingly messy and clueless, but as long as you patiently search for clues and give yourself enough time, you can connect them little by little to form unexpected patterns.
Now, he has completed several different areas on this picture.
However, if you want to see more, you want to be more complete--
The rain in the evening was lined up under the eaves, rolling one by one in any order, as if the piano keys were playing a sheet music that was not written.
Fortunately, the last sound was still clear and sweet, and he beckoned the window sill.
Can make people calm down to chat atmosphere.
"Tell me something about you." Qi Qin smiled faintly.
After contacting Yanbei Xiang for a long time, he gradually figured out the chatting habits of the other party. If he does not speak, that person will remain silent instead of eager to find a topic to break this quietness that can be used to enjoy.
On the contrary, if you open the dialog box yourself, then the other party will definitely respond.
"What do you want to listen to?" Yan Beixiang sounded reluctantly, and his voice was calm. That kind of tone is very suitable for telling the story before going to bed for the children.
What do you want to hear?
Can you say anything you want to hear?
Qi Qi looked down and watched Xiao Guiji scramble with two paws on his chest. After a moment of contemplation, he chose a topic that was more suitable for their current identity: "Then ... talk about why you started to voice."
Yan Beixiang's breath disappeared for a moment.
There was a slight rustling sound from the headphones, adjusting the microphone. Qi Qi is also familiar with this point, which is the habit of Yan Beixiang when he feels hesitant.
Is this actually an inconvenient question to answer? Qi Qi noticed that he was not right and planned to change his mind temporarily.
But Yanbei opened his mouth at this time, although his voice was very soft: "I used to ... have had a very severe speech disorder, to be precise, called" selective silence "."
Qi Qi froze.
Subconsciously, the apology blurted out: "I'm sorry, I--"
Yan Beixiang stopped him gently, it sounded calm: "It's okay, it's all gone."
Selective mutism is a phenomenon that can not make a sound and cannot speak normally under mental stress and anxiety. It generally occurs on specific occasions, especially in unfamiliar environments. When the speech organ is not damaged and the IQ is normal, the patient will remain silent because of a mental disorder.
"When I was young ... the living environment was not very good."
This is the opening remark of Yanbei Xiang.
It took him a long time to continue, but he did n’t explain the content of the first sentence specifically, but slowly said the experience after the illness: "I have been very bad at dealing with strangers. Later they found that I had This kind of speech barrier is already something after I went to middle school. I am old and I missed the best treatment stage, so I can only adjust myself slowly. "
Qi Qi felt that her breathing was stagnation for a while, daring not to make a sound, and hugged the kitten to listen quietly.
The fingers squeezed the kitten's paw pads and held it nervously, sweating from the palm of his hand.
"The doctor said that it's difficult to recover from this disease when it is adolescent, but it's not impossible. He suggested that I try desensitization therapy first, and communicate with people through indirect methods, such as email exchange, voice chat, etc., hope I can gradually adapt myself. "
"So ... do you start dubbing online?" Qi Chen suddenly realized.
"Not yet." Yan Beixiang seemed to smile slightly. "At that time, the Internet was not as convenient as it is now, but there will be drama performances from time to time. At a chance, I was temporarily pulled up to full, but I found myself in the role. At the time, the symptoms will be relieved, probably because of the role of playing other people, I feel a lot easier. Later I often participated in similar activities, but ... "
At this point, Yanbei paused for a few seconds.
Qi Qi heard his rhythm change slightly as he breathed. Then, another rustling sound came from the microphone.
"But, sometimes, things in life ... not so smooth, which once affected the treatment. Even, relapse symptoms are more serious than in the past."
Yan Beixiang's emotions seem to have infected Qi Qi.
He felt his breath begin to hurry with the sinking tone of the other party. When the cat scratched his palm, he realized that it was wet and full of sweat.
Can't bear to ask for details. Fear that those details will bring bad memories.
However, I couldn't help but want to hear what happened later.
"Then ... what about later?" Qi Chen was very careful to lay down the steps for the man so that he could skip the places he didn't want to say.
Yanbei remained silent for a long time, and finally got down.
"Later, although I had similar club activities after I arrived at the university, I couldn't get rid of the negative emotions after the relapse. I didn't participate and didn't want to play face-to-face. It was at this time ... I found that I could perform in this way, and I did n’t need to meet directly, so I started to contact the network distribution circle. At that time, the circle did not have the current forum concentration, and most of them were only scattered exchanges. After work, everyone has their own lives and contacts. It has been intermittent, and the dubbing has been temporarily released. "
It turns out so.
No wonder his acting sounds completely unfeeling, rather solid and natural.
Qi Xiao frowned slightly, recalling all the puppet dramas he had told him before, and suddenly asked, "I heard that you never take the main job, is this true?"
Yanbei gently said: "Yes."
Qi Qi thought that in terms of his sense of drama, it has been a pity to run the dragon for thousands of years, so he asked: "Why?"
Yan Beixiang seemed to sigh in front of the microphone: "I ... no way. I can't do the main job."
Qi Qi patiently followed the temptation: "Why not? The match you played with me was the main servant. If you are busy with your work, you should not be too serious. After all, the time spent on that night was enough for you to record once. The main job. "
Since I am willing to spend more than two hours playing the game, and still use the dubious identity as a stand-in, why can't I officially form the main battle?
"It just doesn't matter what the drama says." Yanbei whispered, "When it was officially recorded, I would ... not."
Qi Qi seemed to suddenly wake up and opened her eyes in front of the screen.
"You still ..." Is it possible to relapse?
"I don't know." Yanbei Xiang seemed to know what he hadn't finished.
silence.
Silence occupied by the sound of rain falling outside the window.
Xiao Guiqi licked his hair in Qi Qi's arms carefreely, without even noticing the heavy air around him.
The chest seemed to be stuffed with something, so sullen. Qi Qi tried to return to the language exchange several times, but failed. She could only sit upright and wait quietly for the most difficult layer of suffocation between the two to pass.
"Sorry. My story ... may not be as beautiful as you think." In the end, Yanbei Xiang first spoke.
"No, everyone has certain pasts that they don't want to mention to others." Qi Chen's voice was low, as if it was slowly shaking from the chest, "So I actually ... I'm glad you can say this to me, Thank you."
Sharing a story that may not be so good is precisely the performance of trusting the other party.
Qi Qi was a little envious of Yan Beixiang, because he could not do it himself, at least not yet.
Therefore, he hopes to give back the man's frankness in other ways: "Although I don't know how to treat such a disease, how long it will take to fully recover, but I believe there must be a way."
auzw.com Yanbei Xiang did not immediately respond.
Qi Xiao cheered up and smiled softly: "Come on slowly, don't worry. Since you said that you have no problem with the game, then start with the game, and wait until you are fully used to it, and then formally pick an interested one. Try it out. "
Yanbei Xiangyu stopped talking: "I ..."
Qi Qi decisively intercepted the words behind him, preventing the exit of the word "no": "I believe you must do."
Quiet again, but not the suffocating silence.
"It's not just a book. If you have a heart in your heart that you want to play with the other party ... maybe you can overcome the psychological obstacle to the main battle." Qi Qi said again.
Isn't the so-called opponent play cv effect so elaborated.
"Why do you insist on letting me be the principal?" At that moment, the man suddenly asked back.
Qi Chen didn't expect him to ask this question, and he was stared at the seat.
Actually, I want to imitate the other person's appearance and adjust my microphone by hand.
"I just feel like ... It's a pity your talents." This sentence is the truth, and only one truth is enough for your answer. You don't need to say anything else.
"I don't think it's a pity." It seems that Yanbei Xiang is more difficult to convince than he thought.
"So, even if it's just for the drama, can you please practice a script with me every day in the future to improve my sense of drama?" Qi Qi retreats, and is more determined than anyone at this time. I deliberately replaced it with the idea of ​​asking for help, hoping to slowly dismantle the copper wall and iron wall in front of him.
Sure enough, as soon as this remark came out, Yanbei Xiang Banhang did not answer.
Usually when this person does not answer, it is the default.
"My personal abilities are limited, and I might not be able to help you much. Because you are very capable—"
"I don't care, I'm even wearing a" grandpa's fan "vest, and you can't refuse it." Grandpa can't think of it. He couldn't help but interrupt loudly.
After a while, he finally heard Yan Beixiang's sigh.
"Okay," there was helplessness in the man's voice, but Qi Zi seemed to hear him smile lightly, "Hopefully I can really help you."
"Sure." He was overjoyed, and he couldn't help picking up the small return period, rubbing his chin for a while.
Xiao Guiyi skewed her head ignorantly, actively fighting with the microphone with her paws. I don't know if Yanbei Xiang heard the hiss that the little guy caught.
"So, do you have a book on hand now?" Yanbei kept his promise, and immediately took action once he agreed.
His voice returned to its original state, even converging.
Recalling that they were playing for the first time on the spot, Yanbei Xiang didn't say a word before the official start, and behaved in a low-key manner. When he didn't know him before, he mistakenly thought he was indifferent. Now that he knows his past, Qi Qi guessed in his mind- It may just be that you have not completely let go before the stranger.
Even now that they have known each other, Yan Beixiang is sometimes too restrained.
So, let's reconcile the atmosphere a little bit.
Qi Zhen thought about it, and suddenly had an idea, and quietly opened the Tianlei script that Ning Xiaoxiao had sent him, intercepted a classic line from it, and put it into the reply box of qq with a smile. Send it out.
"I took such a book recently." He maintained a solemn and honest tone with the most dedicated cv spirit and cleared his throat. "Ah, yes, the planning girl finds me to match the attack inside, so I trouble the goose Lord Xiangxiang, please take the line of acceptance. "
Having said that, Qi Qi first covered her microphone and laughed in front of the computer for half a minute.
If the line of attack in this script is a lightning effect of 100,000 volts, then the received line is at least ten megavolts.
This line must be very effective for alleviating the atmosphere.
Sure enough, he heard the man in the headset sigh: "... You must be deliberately teasing me, right?"
Qi Xiao laughed.
He was frightened by the small return period and drilled his head directly into the triangle scarf with plaster hanging on his left hand. There is no way, one can even imagine the helpless expression of that person in front of the screen at this moment.
"Sorry, sorry," Qi Piao confessed with a smile and bent a pair of eyes, explaining, "Because you are too tight, I want to make it easier for you."
Unexpectedly, the voice just fell, and there was a line in the headphones that Yan Bei showed to the professional voiceover spirit.
"He stared at me like this, and I couldn't help being shy."
"puff--"
Qi Chen didn't expect that he would actually read it, unable to hold it, and laughed regardless of the image.
At this time, the man suddenly changed a voice. It was the so-called fifty-year-old uncle of the planner who often had high demand. Without laughing, the venue completed the following line.
"I didn't expect him to open my arms and hug me suddenly. I was struggling and trembling in his arms like a bunny."
Tone words and emotions are still in place.
"Ouch!"
Qi Qi really couldn't laugh with her waist up this time. She lay down directly on the table and shook her shoulders like a sieve.
"Okay, please don't read it anymore. My stomach started to hurt." The line had already been poked a lot of laughter. The other party still used such a pure uncle voice. He was completely overwhelmed and laughed.
Yan Beixiang seemed to have heard nothing, and continued to follow the following lines calmly.
This is the grandfather's signature sound of the finale.
The kind of fairy wind bones-
"What to do, the whole body is so hot that it can't cool down. God, this must be the initial symptom of falling in love."
Qi Qi felt that her laughter was loud enough that the neighbor next door was coming to knock on the door.
If it weren't that he was still plastered in his arm, he would probably roll directly from the chair to the floor, and let the unknown kitten watch him thumping hard.
Then the neighbor downstairs can also knock on the door.
"Hahahaha ... really! Don't read it anymore, don't really read it anymore! It's me wrong, I shouldn't tease you, Grandpa begs to let it go! Ahahahaha ..."
Qi Qi said so sincerely.
After such a toss, he burst into tears with a smile, and his vital capacity was not enough.
"Next time, don't use this kind of book again." This time it was finally not a line, and the voice returned to the original one.
Only at the end did Qi Qi hear him chuckle.
It was a little softer than the warm light of the desk lamp on the table.
Next time.
Just such a simple word, there is a sense of engagement. Fascinating.
The author has something to say: Classmate Qi Qi, you should not underestimate the professional spirit of Uncle Yan. ￣︶￣
ps: Actually, the setting of "selective silence" was pre-conceived, but it was written by myself through the dubbing, but in the process of checking the information, it was found that the famous actor Brucewillis had also had speech disorder Not selective silence but stuttering), the symptoms will disappear when acting. Only then did I find that my own ideas still have some realistic basis.