Chapter 58:

Qi Qi certainly remembers.
However, that kind of memory is like a gray photo in the album of memories, which is unwilling to review, and it is dusted on a certain page. That page was densely filled with his simplicity, optimism, and ignorance-now it seems that it is just some jokes that make people laugh.
Every time, when he wants to cheer up again, the album will automatically open in a hula, turning to that page.
Forced him to look back.
Now, Shen Yan has closed this album for him. He had intended to completely forget it, and pressed it to the bottom of the box, no longer opening it.
I didn't expect that the photo inside would suddenly appear, suddenly ... standing alive in front of myself.
Qi Qi remembered the first time he faced the camera lens. No matter how stiff or poorly prepared, you always have to laugh.
So his hand finally had a second movement, and he slowly embraced the cat with the box and pressed it against his side.
This posture makes him look more confident.
"I haven't seen you for a long time," Qi Qi turned back, greeting him politely and strangely. Even if he didn't put a mirror in front of him, he knew that his smile was usually the smile on the camera. He was gentle and alienated. "Old classmate, should I have been doing well recently?"
The man heard that he used the words "old classmates" to call himself, his face seemed to be pale, his steps were still, he did not move any closer.
Qi Qi looked at this man again many years later. I have n’t seen each other for a long time, but I look the same as before, but I ’ve been out in the society for a few years, and I have a more handsome image of a media person with a suit and leather shoes and bright hair. After becoming a husband and father, I started to take the mature man route. I guess it is still favored by the opposite as when I was studying.
"I'm just as normal, working on TV as you are." The man paused, as if trying to explain that his appearance was not intentional. "This unit exchange activity, I've been here on a business trip for two days ... I I ’ve heard from the Alumni Association that you work here ... I did n’t expect to meet you. "
Speaking of which, his gaze fell on Qi Zi's left arm hanging from the plaster tube, hesitated.
"What is that ...?"
"Car accident." Qi Chen's answer was very concise, without specifying any details. The tone was flat and straightforward like a work report. "I got it on a business trip. My left hand is broken. I have to recuperate at home so I don't come to the unit."
"Is the injury serious?" The man asked about his arm, but his eyes had shifted to his face, stunned, as if he could see God.
"No matter how serious the injury is, there will be a day to heal." Even if there are sequelae, it will not prevent you from continuing to live.
Qi Qi answered calmly.
What he once thought was unspeakable can now be expressed smoothly, which he could not have imagined before. After really speaking, he found that facing his past seemed easier than he thought, and he inevitably had a sense of relief, even if this ease was at the expense of the other party's heart, he did not feel guilty.
The man should not have expected that he would reply in this way. They are all smart people, and the meaning of the words does not need to be explained. So his face was even uglier than before.
Qi Qi in the impression is not like this.
The Qi Qi in the impression is still the clean and bright existence of the one many years ago. The popularity is very good. He is greeted with a smile in front of everyone. He would be entangled like some women. This wonderful contrast made him unable to help him secretly try it. Moreover, no matter what you do wrong, just a little pleading will be forgiven.
And now, this way of talking with needles in the wool makes the man very uncomfortable.
He still missed the old, docile Qi Qi.
There was silence for both sides.
Qi Qi felt like she had finished speaking, but the man didn't think so. After all, they had a relationship above friendship.
"We really haven't seen each other for a long time, since the wedding." The man obviously hesitated for a moment and decided to lift the lid that shouldn't be lifted. When a person feels that his traces in the other person's heart have faded, he will involuntarily draw a few more strokes-this is a terrifying and compelling psychology of men.
"The news is running around, and the work is very busy." Qi Qi didn't give him the opportunity to delve into the topic, and he gently blocked it.
The man stared at him for a while, and it seemed that the person in front of him was not all in the same way.
Unfortunately, his appearance has not changed much, except that his temperament is more stable and generous than before, and the outline is tougher. Although injured, but the whole body was cleaned up and down, and no embarrassment was seen. However, there was no smile in his eyes, and the light and soft texture of the past disappeared, and there was a hint of sharpness.
"You, remember me?" Asked again unwillingly.
"Did I already say hello to you?" Qi Qi watched him take another step forward, raised his chin slightly, and used rhetorical questions to stop him from approaching.
"You know I'm not asking about this." Remembering is more than just remembering, but referring to it.
Qi Qi didn't answer immediately, frowning and standing still.
The man seemed to seize the first opportunity, and quickly went forward two more steps, softly making a condemnation: "I know, I didn't contact you in time after the wedding, I was wrong. There were too many things when I just got married. My father-in-law and mother-in-law greeted me, and I could n’t reach your mobile phone when I was idle ... "
I can't get through because I changed my number.
At that time, he had left his home, and he came to a strange city to live independently, and made his life clear again. Mobile phone numbers are no exception.
Qi Qi listened silently, the fingers holding the corners of the box tightened involuntarily, and the cardboard was squeezed by him.
Not out of any emotions, just subconscious actions.
"Later I heard that you went to work, and people left their homes and didn't know where they were, and they didn't come to attend classmates. I haven't known what happened to you for a long time, so--"
"I know what happened to you," Qi Zi suddenly interrupted him at this time. "After you got married, everything went well. Your job was promoted in the first year, and your wife added a fat boy to your family the next year. It ’s estimated that I have to go to elementary school now? I really did n’t go to the classmates ’party, but people like you are more and more mentioned on other occasions.

If you really want to know a person's current situation, there are actually many ways. Moreover, they are all engaged in the media.
The man was stunned for a moment.
Then there was an unabashed rejoicing in his eyes: "You ... really still remember me."
The corner of Qi Po ’s mouth was warped, and he poured a pot of cold water on him abruptly:
Because you are the best student among the classmates, of course I have to look at you. Although I ’m not as good as you at work, the unit leaders also I like me a lot, and colleagues treat me well. Moreover, I have found a very good boyfriend, and it is going well-maybe it will become you who care about me in the future. "
The man's expression seemed to be thundered, and he looked at Qi Qi in amazement, as if shocked by his last sentence.
"You ... haven't you changed it yet ..."
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Qi Qi was also startled at that moment.
When he understood what the other party meant, the pot of cold water splashed seemed to be poured on top of his head, and the ice was extremely cold, but he had the illusion of being burned. I couldn't help but feel a sullen anger, laughed back, and laughed loudly in front of the man.
Changed?
What does it mean to change, to marry his wife and have children like him, to wash away the so-called "black history" that is not allowed by the world, and to be an outright "normal person"-in this respect, he is quite consistent with his parents' views.
"The person who is the least qualified to ask this question, isn't it you?" Qi Xiao smiled and replied coldly, "What sexual orientation I am, you should have been very clear then. Even if there are too many teenagers, I am looking for They are all boyfriends, not girlfriends. "
The man seemed embarrassed. He hurriedly looked around and made sure that no one was near them. Then he lowered his voice and said: "Qi Qi ... I don't mean anything else, it's all for you. In fact, I ... I checked the information later , Have some understanding of that circle. If you continue this way ... it's bad for your health. "
--not good for health.
If you think about it for a long time, it's a very meaningful sentence.
Qi Qi heard this and laughed softly with a "wah", then suddenly strode to him.
The man was invincible, and he was forced to take a step back, but Qi Qi had come within easy reach, staring at him closely, his tone seemed sad and resentful: "So you know-yes, since you got married After that, I was helpless, but my nature couldn't be changed. I had to find a man outside every day. My private life was particularly chaotic. I had promiscuity. I didn't know how many people I had. Do n’t wear them. The result is just as you said, it is now HIV positive. "
The man's complexion was as pale as paper.
He even breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the word "positive", suddenly realizing that Qi Qi was very close to him, hurriedly staggering back several steps, and almost stumbled.
At this time, Qi Xiao's sad expression disappeared without a trace, raising half of her eyebrows and smiling coldly: "Why, do you think I would say that?"
The cold sweat of the man only half oozed out, and he was pushed back by this dramatic turning point.
He looked at Qi Po in amazement, Qi Qi looked at him calmly.
Seeing him in a state of utter embarrassment, Qi Qiwei smiled and retracted his forward leaning body, regaining his usual upright posture. He relieved all the burden, making his expression quite free and easy, and the smile was also: "It's a pity, I cherish myself more than you think. I haven't done anything about what I just said."
Some people in circles are really messy, but he is not among them.
Working hard to earn money, supporting yourself, and living independently is no different from those who advertise "normal people".
"As for the body, because of the work relationship, I got a bunch of minor problems, but there was no serious illness. This accident was just an accident. I will gradually change my bad work and rest habits to make myself healthier."
Qi Qi continued.
Recognizing how unbearable they were in the other person's eyes, the panic emotions at the beginning of the reunion disappeared completely, and even had a pity for that person's ignorance.
"Qi Qi ..." The man finally reacted that he deliberately tried, and quickly stepped forward. You can shake your head.
"You just care about your status in my mind, and want to know how much you have influenced me-your vanity personality has really not changed for many years." His voice is a little hoarse, but the words are clear. , I do n’t feel pain, but rather happy, "I will not lie to you in the following words-my life is really different because of you. I came out early and was cut off by the family." This thing will happen sooner or later, you just accelerated it, so I do n’t blame you. Another change is that you make me a coward, and do n’t dare to like anyone easily. I have been alone all these years. But after hearing these words from you today, I think I'm stupid. "
Fortunately, no one refused to accept Shen Yan's hands because of this person's shadow.
Fortunately ... I walked steadily until now, until I met someone who really cherished myself.
"I don't know if you still miss me before, but I'm sure to tell you that I no longer exist. Now I will only look forward and live a good life with my boyfriend. Oh, yes, I I recently applied for promotion as a host, although I hope it is not too big but I can try hard. "Qi Qi said here, the suffocation in his chest was swept away, very open, and he smiled brightly at the man. "So, how are you going to live too, 'old classmate'-goodbye."
After all, turn around and walk towards the road.
Taxi shift time is almost over, it's time to go home. Shen Yan must be waiting for him to have dinner.
At this time, the left arm was suddenly grabbed from behind from behind: "Qi Qi!"
Qi Qi was taken aback, unable to move.
The right hand was unable to cope with holding the carton for a while, while the left hand was where he fractured. If you struggle hard, it will inevitably touch the wound, and the bone that has just grown may be broken again, which is more than worth the loss.
"Qi Qi, don't go." The man gasped, sounding very unwilling. His palm was clenched to his upper arm, and he was so hard that he felt pain. "I want to talk to you well. Don't go first. The guest house where I live is at the next intersection. You and I will go back ... it's not talking here Come back with me, I ca n’t just let you go.

"You're crazy, let go!" Qi Qin frowned painfully and asked him to let go. But the other party refused.
"Don't disturb ... If it breaks again, it won't be worth it." The man's other hand even held his right arm firmly, forcing him to turn and look at himself. Qi Zhen raised his head to meet his gaze, only to find that the other party's eyes were not right, there was no meaning of joking at all, and the heart was shocked, but the body was unable to break free due to its limitations. At this time the man said with a deep voice, "Here is the door of your unit, people are coming and going, you don't want to make trouble, are you still waiting for promotion?"
This is indeed the truth.
It is at the entrance of his unit, not at the entrance of his unit. He is smart and knows how to take advantage of others.
"Are you threatening me?" Qi Qi's voice shivered a little, grinning.
"No," the man was both hard and soft, and moved out of his former relationship to gently coax him, "I haven't seen you in a long time, I didn't expect you to be so dissatisfied with me ... I'm sad. Some things you misunderstood, I want to be good with you say clearly."
"I don't want to listen, let go."
"Qi Qi, come back with me." The man completely ignored his resistance. The finger strength increased again, Qi Qi did n’t use his left hand very much in these days, and he did n’t dare to be a little negligent when he was guarding. Shen Yan treated it carefully. At this time, he was so tightly clamped by the man, and half of his arms were paralyzed. .
Qi Chen regretted it.
He forgot that this person was very instinct by nature. His remarks just now mean that he slapped the other side hard, and the other side will certainly not give up. If the face was torn and shouted now, the man might actually push himself to the ground in anxiety, so the arm must be broken again.
Suddenly, the heart began to chaos.
Obviously the mobile phone is in his pocket, but there is no chance to call. And that person will certainly not give himself this opportunity.
Until now, we can only act by chance—
The author has something to say: The summary of the plot in this chapter is-
Qi Qi: Negative points get thick!
Predecessor: I do n’t do it!