Chapter 60:

The man did not show the joy he deserved, but his eyes fell: "Qi Qi, shouldn't you be making excuses?"
Qi Qi's eyes rose slightly at this moment, and the sarcasm looked like a heavy hammer in his heart, and suddenly his lip curled: "I have trouble moving, the phone is not on my body, you're still afraid that I won't go through the wall ? —Are you too despising me, or too confident in yourself? "
The key is the last sentence.
A man's nature is hard when he is hard, soft when he is soft, Qi Qi's attitude seems not as sharp as before, and he doesn't have to do the kind of thing that hurts both sides.
It was an accident to meet Qi Qi, and it was even more unexpected to hear him humiliate himself.
The superposition of accidents and accidents is enough to ignite a man's desire to conquer.
"That's good, you go." Don't worry, he has time anyway, and it's not good for him to push people around.
"What surprises me even more is that ... you have turned, and you don't feel nausea to the man's body anymore?" Qi Qi laughed again at this time, and could not see the coldness and warmth in her expression.
The man was shocked.
Although I had a period of time with Qi Qi when I was studying, I still felt instinctively facing the body of a man. When I touched each other, I did n’t want to touch any part that reminds me that the other person is a man. It is only comfortable to imagine being a woman. I watched a few gvs out of curiosity, but vomited after watching them. I thought-I am still a normal person, and the physical contact on the surface should not be "sick".
Fortunately Qi Qi is a person who understands contentment.
At that time, he could send him a hug for a few days, and occasionally got up, and it was no problem to kiss. Watching him cover his red ears with his hands, he wasn't so proud.
But now, this Qi Qi is different now, as if it is hard ice.
But the man firmly believes that breaking the outer shell, which still contains the simplicity and softness of the past, can hold himself in the palm of his hand.
"People can change." The man explained his thought change in this way.
After so many years of marriage, it was a seven-year itch, because the relationship between the birth of the child and the husband and wife is gradually not as good as in the past, and like some male colleagues around him, the ordinary family life makes him feel monotonous, even boring, and always ca n’t help thinking .
Perhaps it is time to seek some freshness and excitement.
Qi He heard this silently, smiling like a smile, repeating every word.
"It seems that people do change."
"Of course, mainly because the object is you, you are different." The man added quickly. He couldn't tell the meaning of Qi Qi's expression, and he didn't forget to send a self-righteous word, which could please the other party while concealing his true thoughts. No matter how he used to be or now, his most stingy is sweet words.
Qi Qi didn't respond, just pulled his right hand coldly, and the man hesitated for a moment and then slowly released.
Under the staring stare of the other party, he stepped towards the bathroom door step by step, stepped into the threshold and closed the door silently.
The moment he closed the door, his first action was to touch the anti-lock button.
After successfully pressing it, he pressed the door panel tightly and took a deep breath, almost drowning, unable to tell whether his fingers were shaking because of anger or something else. Forcing himself to stay awake, he went backhand and quickly twisted the lock to confirm that it was locked. Then he staggered forward two steps and sat down on the edge of the bathtub with exhaustion.
"Hehehe ..."
I do n’t know why I laughed, but I still used such an unpleasant voice.
Decadently, he lowered his head and looked at the floor. The cold white tiles above reminded him of many things in the past.
For example, the bride's white wedding dress at the wedding. At that time, he remembered every sentence of the blessing he read, and he also remembered the beautiful smile on the girl's face, a good girl, not worth it for her.
For example, the empty ward in which I was hospitalized after a car accident. Now in the throat just like when I swallowed rice, every bite was bitter and tormenting. Stomach cramped faintly, as if hollowed out by something, but did not want to eat anything, but had the urge to retort.
Not the one who was going to die, but the fragments of memory passed through like walking lights, confirming that he suddenly seemed worthless.
No ... or rather, he is indeed dead.
At least something in the body was completely buried. Although the whole process of the funeral was very gloomy, he was fortunate that he was finally liberated and lived up to the little remaining trust that was treated like garbage by men.
Qi Qi slowly raised her head and faced the huge glass mirror in the bathroom.
His face was waxy, and it had nothing to do with the incandescent lamp-thanks to the man's ill-concealment of the ghost. He sneered sarcastically, laughing at each other, and laughing at himself, and then the corner of his mouth went down again, returning to a state of no expression.
Looking up at the watch, it's seven o'clock.
He really could n’t cut open the wall and dig a hole in this place, but as long as the man was slack enough to allow him to lock the room door, he could spend unlimited time.
From time to time you can hear the voice of men pacing back and forth outside the bathroom, and you can hear the patient's patience gradually losing.
Qi Qi waited for about ten minutes. In order not to make the other party suspicious, he unscrewed the faucet in the bathtub to let the shower start spraying water, and within a moment the bathroom was filled with the sound of water.
The exhaust fan is on.
From this position he could feel a burst of cold air passing through the door seam, drilling into the trouser legs, and the legs gradually came up with a coolness, but the back was smoked by the steam, cold and hot, pulling his clothes together with his hands. The collar, hunched, gathered like a conch of salted meat.
For a long time, I haven't experienced the feeling of cold limbs due to insufficient blood sugar.
That was only when I was working upside down and working madly day and night, and I basically didn't commit it again with Shen Yan. Shen Yan will prepare fragrant hot food for him, smiling as he eats those round and full grains of rice bit by bit.
The food is probably cold now ...
"I want to eat it even if it's cold," before my heart was ashamed, and no tears shed. I remembered Shen Yan's food, and suddenly I couldn't suppress it. I couldn't stop the things in my eyes from rolling out. His lips bite fiercely, trembling, "Shen Yan, I want to eat ..."
"Boom."
At this time, across the bathroom door, Qi Qi suddenly heard a knocking sound from the room door.
He held his breath in shock.
The subconscious looked at the time, and it was less than fifteen minutes since he came in ... Impossible, that was too fast. impossible.
The logic clearly told himself that the heartbeat still couldn't help but intensify, and stood up from the bathtub.
The man outside the door apparently didn't expect someone to knock on the door and be guilty of being a thief, and actually screamed in panic: "Who? Who is it?"
Qi Zi walked quickly behind the door, attached her ears to it, and concentrated on listening to the movement outside the door. At this time, the voice of an elderly person suddenly sounded: "Open the door, I forgot to take my things--"
The man heard an old man outside the door and relaxed his tight body slightly. It's about the same floor tenant who walked through the wrong door.
"Uncle, this is not your room, you must have read it wrong." Just shouting back without thinking.
Looking at the door hole, it seemed to be blocked by something. But he didn't mind, he just hoped that the other party would leave quickly, and don't disturb more people.
"Ah?" It was the kind of slow, common old man's way of speaking that he bored the most.
"You misidentified the house number."
"Inaudible." The old man seemed to be not only dizzy, but his ears weren't too bright.
"I said, Grandpa, you went in the wrong place! This is not your room, there is nothing for you!" The man frowned and raised the volume.
"Inaudible." The old man still repeated this sentence, and the door was knocking louder and louder.
"Huh." The man saw that the bathroom door was still tightly closed, thinking that an old man with a trembling speech could not pose a threat, so he pulled the door handle of the room and said, "I said uncle, how are you- "
The door just opened a seam, and the man suddenly felt the door slamming toward him, and the whole person almost fell backward by that strong thrust!
In amazement, he panicked and stood on his heels, about to raise his head, his wrists were suddenly caught by a man, and the pain caused him to reflexively raise his arm, but then the joint near his elbow was also surprised Hold it firmly and be stuck on the rib that controls the strength of the hand.
This place is one of the weakest points of the human body.
The man's arm was extremely painful for a while, and he couldn't help screaming, but the whole arm was twisted back in the next second, and finally his knee collapsed and fell to the ground.
"I said I have something in your room, and I want to get it back," a young man's voice fell down, completely different from the old man's voice just now, exuding faint anger. "Did you not hear?"
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The man finally realized what the other person was talking about.
"you--"
The voice did not fall, and the outside of the neck was suddenly severely beaten, and his eyes fainted to death.
In the end, the doctor is a doctor, and the hand is light or heavy, and it will not cause additional damage. Shen Yan loosened the man's joints and slowly stood up with low gasps.
"Qi Qi?"
The room was quiet, and there was a faint sound of water.
"Qi Qi," Shen Yan called softly to the name. "It's all right ... come out."
The bathroom door suddenly opened with a "click" at this time. At first, only a small slit was opened, and after a few seconds, the people inside slowly came out. Against the lamp in the bathroom, the light and shadow on Qi Qi's face were clear, and he looked pale, his eyes cold, and he numbly determined to look down on the man on the ground.
"Is he dead?" There was no expression even when saying this.
"It's just a coma." Shen Yan was startled slightly, before he could say the next sentence, Qi Qi suddenly stretched out his hand, groped between them like a lost blind man, and finally found his hand as if grabbing Wang Yang The only driftwood in the sea was clenched.
Then laughed.
"Oh, huh," Qi Zi's voice shook violently, and he could hear that he was trying his best to control his emotions. "Really, that's great ... It's going to cause you to die, he doesn't deserve it."
Speaking of which, he was stunned for a moment, and suddenly Shen Yan's hand was released again.
"I also tired you," he said, "I don't deserve it either."
Having said that, he stumbled forward two steps forward, his expression was blank.
He didn't know where he was going.
Probably where the shadow is the darkest and deepest, he will go where he wants to bury himself in a place that Shen Yan can't see.
When stepping out of the third step, the body was suddenly embraced tightly by a pair of arms and fell into the man's firm arms.
"Qi Qi," a low voice came softly from behind, warm on his back, so warm that he hurt to tears, "wake up, calm down ... let's go home."
"Well ..." he choked, replying indistinctly.
The tears that recovered the temperature hit two of Shen Yan's hands and penetrated into the cracks of his fingers. The bitter taste connected the ten fingers held by the two together, and they became one.
Like getting some kind of salvation.
Qi Chen really wanted to stay in this arms, but the people on the ground made him not want to stay in this place for even a second.
So he endured his emotions and insisted on packing his things one by one. When he left, he didn't look at the man at all. He felt sick even when he looked at it again. He just dragged Shen Yan's clothes corner, pulling it Walk until the suffocating room is far away.
The two did not use the elevator and left from the darkest fire escape.
The door behind the corridor was dim.
The stairs are not clear.
Shen Yan first went down two steps and turned back to help Qi Qi, but Qi Qi was standing blankly, and the strength on her knees was only enough to get out of that place. Retreat, only holding the hand tightly.
Shen Yan knew that his mental pressure had not yet dissipated, and he took a step back. He didn't pull him away, but embraced silently in the dark: "Stop when you can't move."
Qi Xiao didn't respond until a long time, five fingers tremblingly touched his shoulder blades, buried his head, his voice trembling slightly.
Shen Yan stopped talking and did nothing but hold his head and gently soothe it.
After a long, long silence, the person in his arms suddenly said three words: "Ex-boyfriend."
Shen Yan froze slightly.
In fact, this can be guessed more or less, and it doesn't have to be stated. But Qi Zhen's tone was very solemn and he insisted, so he hummed softly, and did not make any changes in his movements.
Qi Xiao's voice disappeared for a while.
But Shen Yan felt his knees move, leaning forward and hugging himself more tightly.
"Shen Yan."
"Ok."
"Shen Yan, are you here ..." The clear man was close at hand, but he still asked mechanically.
"Well, I'm here, I'm here." Shen Yan gave him every time he could get a safe answer, although his voice was a little dumb.
These conversations are illogical and scattered, making people wonder whether the person speaking is really sober.
"I thought ... you need more time." When I heard the knock on the door, my heart almost stopped because of tension.
"When you didn't answer the phone for the second time, I was already very anxious and I was already on the road. During the last call, I actually went to the door of the TV station."
It turns out so.
Qi Xiao smiled weakly, and finally did not laugh again, just fell on his shoulder and could not tremble.
"His wife, I know."
The topic that should be started will still start. It is to complete it all at once.
Qi Qi's statement is like a broken pearl necklace. The beads are connected in a row, but there is a gap between them and they cannot be fully connected.
"A girl with a nice background. She looks very beautiful and has a good personality. I met in the same university as me and him ... When I laughed, I was particularly naive and splendid. I even quit my job and gave birth to him. They got married shortly after graduation. It ’s ridiculous that the guy actually asked me to be the wedding ceremonial ... I think, even if I do n’t cherish me, I should cherish a good girl. I sincerely ... think so, until just . "
The breath was exhausted here, Qi Qi gasped for a while, and continued with restraint.
"His parents, I know." He said, "I have seen it many times during the preparation of the wedding. The couple is very good-hearted. The old lady always smiles and praises people. When I am a master of ceremonies, she often meets people. Just boast, saying that I look sensible and polite. When I saw my son getting married, Zhang Luo also introduced me to the target ... "
I don't know how to face these people and shake the truth out.
I don't know how to speak and avoid injury, because as long as you speak, it is injury.
Family, wife and children, empathetic parents.
Men have many things that they do not have.
The man himself does not know how to cherish, but he has taken care of this level for him, and in the end it is just a joke.
"I'm so stupid," Qi Qi said to the end. Every word was squeezed out from between the teeth, and he laughed desolately. "I thought this kind of person ... has conscience and credit."
"You have endured enough," Shen Yan whispered at this time to stop him from blaming himself. "You have not pushed him out. It is already the most tolerant, enough."
The man should have been punished more than just stunned.
But he knew what Qi Qi meant.
Suddenly, the voice sank deeper.
"Although it may be selfish to say so ... but you should consider yourself a little more than that person's family." He lifted Qi Qi's head a little, and leaned his forehead against it, muttering, "If , You do n’t think your family cares, just treat me as your family— "
The author has something to say: I originally wanted to explain something at the end of this chapter, but later I couldn't explain it anymore. I wrote a long writing idea in the previous chapter. You are welcome to express your opinions freely in the comments.
Anyway thank you all for seeing here.
I'm sorry if I was ruined. (┬__┬)