Chapter 32: : Color is easy to keep

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Mobo Xun was surprised when he opened the door and saw me. He followed Rosh back to Subash after the funeral. This loyal old man waited very carefully for their father and son, even me, and never said much. I smiled at him and told him that I was here to resign, I hope he can help me go to the temple and talk to Roche.
When Mo Poxun came back, he was not alone, and Roche followed. It's not yet time for evening classes, and he skipped classes again.
When entering the courtyard door, he didn't take precautions. He tripped on the threshold and saw me standing at the door of the room. Such a big monk usually behaves elegantly and elegantly, and also trips to the threshold and almost wrestles. I can't help laughing.
He seemed to be annoyed when he saw me, standing still and calming down, regaining his manners and approaching me.
"Why not come after evening classes?"
He froze, his face flushed, but he didn't answer, and only looked away.
"Rosh, you are the host of a monastery. You can't be as disobedient as when you were a kid." I raised my face and used the tone he used to teach him when he was a kid. "You go back to the monastery and come back after the evening class." Dunyi Pause, add another sentence: "I have something to tell you."
"Is it going?"
I was surprised first, then nodded. How could he not guess with such a high IQ?
"So, Roche will come again at night."
His tone was bland and he could not hear any fluctuations. After a slight jump, he turned away. However, when crossing the courtyard door, I was tripped by the threshold again. This time, I couldn't laugh.
The autumn night came earlier. As soon as the sun went down, the autumn wind blew through, and the night was cold. I sat at the door of the window and stared at the courtyard door. When I saw his figure, I stared closely at his feet. Fortunately, I did not stumble this time.
He entered the room, looked at me, and said softly: "It's getting colder and colder at night. It's time to add more clothes."
My nose was sore and I almost couldn't hold my tears. Take a sniff and cover my choked voice: "Yeah, I have a cold..."
"You never take pity on your body, and tomorrow I will call a medical officer to see." His eyes fell on my injured arm again. "Did you continue to take medicine these days?"
For more than a month in Guoshifu, Roche did not personally bandage me, but every day a maid came to help me. And he, no matter how busy he is for his father's illness, will come to see me every day to change the medicine, and told me not to touch the water and not to scratch it until the day he left.
"No need." Rosh, don't be so gentle with me, I can't afford it. I bit my lip and tried my best to flatten my voice: "I will return to Wangcheng tomorrow. I have already contacted the caravan and set off immediately."
He didn't say a word, his eyes fluttered again, and after a while he looked at me again and said: "Don't you always want to go to Qiancheng? It just happened that Rosh decided to go to Shache to study and will pass there..."
"Rosh!" I interrupted him, trying to spit out a sullen breath in his chest. "Don't you understand? I want to go because I can't stay with you anymore."
His eyes dimmed, he lowered his eyes, and smiled sullenly: "It turns out so." He turned his head, took a breath, and said quietly, "Then let Vshatti take care of you. Although he is reckless, he is sincere to you. ..."
"Rosh!" I was really annoyed. As smart as he is, he still doesn't understand why. "What is this? Push me to your brother? Because he is more qualified to be with me rightly? Rosh, I don't need a man to take care of me, I..."
"Ai Qing..." He suddenly looked up at me, and in the light gray eyes, he was beating with a stinging light, "How can I stay?"
When I opened my mouth, the words were not spoken, and the big tears rolled down first. "I..." Opening my mouth again, I still can't say the complete sentence, "I..."
I turned my head, I don’t want him to see me crying, but how can I bear it? How can I bear it?
"Ai Qing..." His voice sounded fragile and his long arms stretched towards me. I closed my eyes and fell into a trembling embrace.
The moment he touched his chest, there was a faint trembling sound from the top of his head: "Ten years, is it only for these few months?"
At that moment, I was finally unable to contain it, and wept bitterly. Roche, Roche, why am I in love with you? Why can't we fall in love with each other? Why did I agree to this ride?
I cried darkly in his arms and wet his maroon monk's clothes. His warm ironing my face through clothes, I hope this warm embrace is a place where I can always rely on.
"Ai Qing..." He pulled me away slightly, facing my eyes. Two teardrops gushed out, running along the long and narrow face, resting slightly on the slightly blue sharpened chin, and fell heavily on the maroon monk's clothes. Tears melted and dyed into dark flowers. "This is Roche’s third cry in his life. The first time was for the mother, with you by his side, and the first time Roche knew how good it was to have someone to stay with when he was in pain. The second time was when his father died. One night, Roche secretly ran out of the city and cried. At that time, I wish you were here."
"I'm here..." I cried silently and looked at him dimly through the tears in my eyes. "I've been... not far from you until you go back in the morning..."
I was embraced by him again, this time, he was no longer as gentle as before, and a burst of strength came from his arm, and it seemed he wanted to fit me into his chest. I was almost huffed by him and stretched out my hands to surround his lean back. He shuddered a little, and suddenly pulled me away.
"Ai Qing, you have lived here for three months. Roche has never been so happy in his life. I think of meeting with you every night, and I look forward to evening classes every day."
"Rosh..." I fixed my eyes on his drunken eyes, and I was irrational. "Me too, I look forward to you every day..."
"Rosh thought..." His throat rose up and down, staring closely at my eyes, each word spitting so hard, "Rosh always thought..."
I looked at him, blinked tears, and sucked my nose, waiting for him to talk. He choked for a long time, kept his mouth open, but couldn't spit.
"Rosh..." I whispered, looking into the bottomless pool of water, "What do you want to say?"
"Want...kiss...you, all right?"
He finally said it, trembling with a word. His face was like a fire burning, but a pair of big eyes clear of the lake stared at me firmly, a little anticipation. My heart hurts, and I shed tears. This simple person, ask me if I can?
"No." Trying to take a deep breath, I said softly, "You can't break the ring."
His body trembled, his arms clenched and unable to hang down. Facing my side, it was the sadness that I couldn't bear to see.
"But, I can kiss you..."
I lifted my feet, hugged his elegant neck like a swan, and gently kissed his thin lips. Originally, my big eyes looked like a deep pool at close range, drawing me into the bottomless abyss. His long eyelashes flashed, and he was as beautiful as a god. His lips were soft, and the moment he touched it, it was like an electric light, anesthetizing me from the head to the feet.
His body was trembling, and his eyes were still open, a slight surprise flowed out of his eyes, and then he was filled with joy. I closed my eyes and felt the moisture on his lips. The kissing turned out to be so beautiful. The one from Vrsati before was not a kiss at all. So, this is my true first kiss, a kiss that will allow me to remember my whole life.
He was just standing still, letting me stick it on his soft lips, not daring to move. I tentatively stuck out my tongue and licked his still pursed lips. He overflowed with a slight hum and opened his lips. I hesitated for half a second, gently tapped my tongue into it, and touched his warm tongue. He still didn't move, but his breath became more and more rapid. When I touched my tongue, I suddenly stirred my waist, leaned my head down, leaned forward, and actively tangled with my tongue. We are chasing each other, entangled, entangled, how to prevent the sky from falling, and what to do if the earth falls? Between heaven and earth, only me and you, men and women...
When we finally parted, both of us gasped, smiled at each other's eyes...
"Remember, you are forced by me, and I am the one who tempts you to break the ring. So, all the sin is borne by me alone, and it has nothing to do with you. Ai Qing, who enters the hell, has no fear..."
"Ai Qing..." He still stirred my waist with one hand and touched my face with the other, carefully and gently depicting the facial features on my face. Wherever his long, slender hand flicked, a cloud burned out.
"Roshi has broken the ring long ago..." He sighed and pressed it against my forehead. "Jealous brother, I have been jealous. I have been thinking of you, I have been guilty of vulgarity. I want to touch when I am with you. You are guilty of and contact with women. Ai Qing, Roche has been guilty of obedience ten years ago.
He pulled my body over and faced him, his eyes so tender that he was drowning, "So, it's Roche, not you..."
"Rosh..." I put into his warm arms, "You are innocent, I seduce you. I am like a witch who tempts the Buddha, and the illusion will disappear in smoke..."
His mouth was closed by his hand, and I was speechless, and my eyes met the gentle and clear lake water. His voice was like jade, softly whispered in my ear: "You are not..."
He looked at me, hesitating and hesitating, struggling and struggling. "You..." Take a deep breath, his voice almost inaudible, "Do you... want Roche to be vulgar?"
"No!" I shuddered, out of his arms, and all the things that I wanted to forget for a while forced me back to reality. "you can not!"
"Rosh, you will have great achievements in the future. You will spread the Dharma to the Central Plains Han Dynasty and carry forward the Dharma in the Central Plains." I looked at him fixedly and said sadly, "So, you can't be vulgar. If you are vulgar, I can’t imagine the consequences, I’m going crazy, and I will never forgive myself forever. Rosh, your destiny is already doomed, I can’t change...

I cried while talking. I know his destiny, and I cannot change his destiny, so what about my own destiny? I wouldn't have touched him anyway, but this crossing changed my destiny. Who knows where my destiny will go?
He sighed and put me in his arms again. "Ai Qing, did you come to Roche with respect to the Buddha? You are a fairy, so do you know Roche's future?"
"Rosh, I can’t explain my origins to you, but all I said is true. You promised me not to be vulgar all my life. Don’t forget, you have a greater volunteer: go to the Central Plains to promote Dharma and save more The suffering people are out of the sea of ​​suffering."
He hugged me tighter, his chest undulating, and after a while he said: "Okay, Roche promised you. Since you have always wanted Roche to spread the Dharma in the Central Plains, Roche will definitely go." He paused and swallowed. He swallowed his throat and asked in a dumb voice, "Just, do you have to go?"
"Rosh, don't you say everything is empty? I'm just an illusion, not a real existence. It will disappear soon. In the future, as long as you control yourself, you can forget me..."
"The destiny and the sentient beings are shackled by the four big fives. They are uncomfortable." He slowly let me go and turned to look out the window. The dim oil lamp could not hide the loneliness in his eyes, "Rosh is in this desire In the world, how can you feel at ease with yourself?"
"All love will be impermanent for a long time. There are many fears in life, and life is threatened by Chenlu. Worry is caused by love, and fear is born by love. If you are separated from love, you will be worried and fearless." I muttered. Yuan Ziyi said this to Hu Fei in "Flying Fox Gaiden" when he left. This is also from the Buddhist scriptures, and it is now spoken word by word. "Rosh, if you love you, there will be no fear..."
"If you say that you can forget, you can't forget, but why'breed from love and worry, and from love and fear'?" He closed his eyes and shed a last tear, "God can't be violated. In this way, Rosh let you go back Heaven..."
We didn't sleep that night, we depended on each other to keep warm. At dawn, it is the time to leave, this moment, never come.
"Rosh..."
"Ok……"
"You should go to morning class..."
"Is it another night? Why is it so fast?"
"Master is going to return to the Binbin, and will leave today. Rosh will send him away, and then go to Shache to study. The monks there have already invited Rosh to talk about Mahayana on several occasions..."
"Ok……"
"So, Roche will not see you off..."
"Ok……"
"Ai Qing, can I see you again?"
"I do not know……"
"Ai Qing, this time I kissed you, so our sins are as heavy now. Rosh is a monk who worships Buddha, and he should enter the of Dajiaore..."
"Well, I'll go find you there..."
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"All love will be impermanent for a long time. There are many fears in life, and life is threatened by Chenlu. Worry is caused by love, and fear is caused by love. If you are away from love, you will be worried and fearless." The slang language in "The King of Colors due to Destiny" was translated by Master Yi Jing of the Tang Dynasty.