Chapter 54: : The knot is set for a hundred years
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Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You
- Xiao Chun
- 2698 characters
- 2021-03-03 12:10:00
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The door squeaked behind him, and the sound of footsteps outside faded away. A pair of red candles illuminate the plain but spotless room, staining the surrounding with a strange red color. Because of his distinguished status and host, his house in Qilili Temple is a separate courtyard, much better than ordinary monks. I had observed his work in the temple before and knew that he lived here, but he never visited his room because he wanted to avoid suspicion. I didn't expect to spend my wedding night here.
The room was disturbingly quiet. How should I tell him that the bride is me, should I lift my head? Or, wait and see his reaction? Unsure, I had to turn my head to look at the entire bookcase against the wall.
"You were wronged today."
Ok? Turn around and look at him through the red silk, the whole person has a beautiful hazy feeling. Heartbeat beating, is he drunk? Or is he so gentle with all women?
"I didn't expect that you and I were really married." He looked up and smiled gratefully on his lips, rejoicing and reciting the couple's precious and precious place again. Looking at me, the drowning wave of light in my eyes: "Married couples, their wings are flying together, and their ambitions are unchanged. What Rosh dare not ask for in this life was actually realized tonight."
I stood foolishly, my head so confused that I couldn't turn. Just now he was so determined in front of everyone, why did he make such a sudden turn? Does he know who he is talking to?
"You must be tired. You must not be able to sleep well again in the past few days. Rest tonight." He approached me, trying to pull my hand, and I avoided it.
"What's the matter? Was it blaming Roche for being cold to you at the wedding just now?" The soft, intoxicating voice was blowing like the breeze, and he grinned and whispered, "I didn't know it was you at the time, and I had no time to take care of it. You are so kind, you won’t blame Rosh for that, right?
"You... do you know who I am?" Such a tone, he would only say to me when no one was present. Hand stretched out, intending to lift the obstructive cloth on his head.
"Don't move!" After holding my hand for a long time, I said softly, "This hijab can only be revealed by the groom."
The red that had been in front of me for two hours finally disappeared, and the silk slipped. I just adjusted my eyes and fell into a warm embrace. Close to his chest, listening to the sound of heartbeat, why is it as urgent as I am? Only a moment later, he left his body slightly, hugged my waist, looked up and down, and sighed in a low voice: "Ai Qing, it's beautiful to wear a wedding dress."
"You, how do you know it's me?" If I remember correctly, he should not have looked at me throughout the ceremony. Suddenly remembered that when we were crowded into the cave, he walked in front, his back straight and trembling slightly. At that time I thought he was still angry, did he already know that I was then?
He spread his palms, a small pencil lying on his palm.
"This, this is..."
"It was given to me by Vrsati." He smiled, with happiness in his eyes that could not see his head. "Remember? He snatched the third bowl of wine that I was going to drink. I secretly stuffed this for me. ."
Vrsati! I was stunned. No wonder he secretly frowned at me before entering the cave, but I didn't realize it. But didn't he say that Rosh wanted to find out for himself? Was he afraid that Rosh would hurt me without knowing it? Also, for so many years, he even carried what I left with...
"I used to think that you were Emperor Azue, so I never looked at you. I had decided not to walk into the room for half a step and got this pen. Rosh understood it all at once." He lowered his head against my Ears, the exhaled breath tickled me, "Look at the bride who was left out in the field, and at a glance, Roche understood that the aggrieved bride standing stupidly was you!"
In such a chaotic scene, I did not notice that he was watching me. Twisted his body and asked with a red face: "But I wear a hijab, how can you tell that I am?"
"The woman in this world, Roche is most familiar with you, how can you not see your posture?" He smiled mischievously, and then looked carefully up and down, "Emperor Azue may be taller than you, not as good as you. Only, how did you get dropped?"
I took him to sit on the edge of the bed and talked about the whole process. Rosh suddenly realized that he kept smiling and shook his head, feeling that he was blindfolded.
After saying this, I was still uneasy. After thinking about it, I asked, "Rosh, will you regret marrying me?"
He looked at me in surprise: "Ai Qing, you know that Roche hasn't changed your heart for more than 20 years. Rosh is grateful that the Buddha is too late to get you a wife. How can you regret it?"
"But..." I whispered, "Aren't you saying that the joy of spiritual practice is better than the joy of five desires?"
He stayed for a moment, and suddenly smiled dumbly: "If you are facing a woman you don’t love, you naturally have no desire. However, now Rosh’s wife is you, this drop of honey is so sweet and mellow, Rosh is deeply trapped in it, unable to extricate himself, also Don't want to extricate yourself. As for elephants, five poisons and rats, since there is no one in the world, Roche is also a man with seven emotions and six desires. He can't escape this robbery, he can't enter Nirvana, but as long as he can get your drop of honey, Roche There is no fear."
He seemed to think of something, and he raised his head in contemplation. The smile on his face faded away, and when he looked at me again, his guilt flowed out of his eyes. His heart tightened at once, and he still cares. When will this knot follow him?
One palm rested on the back of my hand, the other hand brushed the broken hair on my face, and said slowly and gently: "Ai Qing, the world's man's greatest promise to the beloved is to be married. You put Give it to me by yourself and be wronged. You and I have already got married. Roche has always hoped to give you a real name..."
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh said it was because of my heart, he didn't regret marrying me. Smiled and shook his head: "I don't mind..."
"But I mind."
He interrupted me, raised his head to contemplate for a moment, and when he looked at me again, his eyes sparkled with crystal light: "Ai Qing, these two days were detained, Roche kept thinking about the moment you nodded at me in the Buddhist hall. You were desperate at that time Look, let Rosh be heartbroken. You will definitely go, how can you bear me to marry another person? And if you go, it is thousands of years away, where should I go to find? I am willing to wait another ten years Ten years, I won't wait for you to come back."
He was weeping, holding my hand tightly, as if afraid that I would disappear as soon as I let go: "In two days, Roche kept thinking: This time I really lost you completely. This feeling made Luo I was so frightened. I regretted it and regretted it in two days! I knew that I would be forced to marry a wife. Why didn’t I marry you? Why didn’t I give you a place that Rosh always wanted to give but did not dare? What mission would you like to think, these things have detained yourself and even disappointed you."
His mouth shuddered and touched my face: "Ai Qing, Roche can't bear to lose you again..."
With tears in my face, I shivered and stroked his sunken, thin cheek, speechless, leaving only the strength to shake my head.
He choked my name with a choked voice, stroked my forehead with both hands, and pressed my forehead against my forehead: "So when I got this pen, Rosh was thunderous and mixed with flavors. Rosh actually married You! At that moment, I was grateful to Lu Guang. Although he broke my practice and forced me to break the ring and marry, but because of the mercy of the Buddha, let Rosh truly combine with you. This is the deepest Rosh never confessed. Longing. So, Roche no longer resented him."
Light gray eyes enveloped me and wiped away my tears: "Just wronged you, my wife..."
My wife!
I shook my head desperately. Am I wronged? Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, I am really wronged. At the beginning of the night, I endured the pain under the surveillance of humiliation, and the wedding never saw a little celebration in the face of Dao Ge. However, I do not regret it. I love him, why should love care more about who pays more? I want to follow him, this desire is so strong, as long as he loves me, what kind of foreign grievances, what is it?
"Rosh, don’t forget, I’m from the future. Your record would have'Wife Yiguizi Wangzi', this maiden name is Aye Ye Modi. I always thought I was not in your history, but You see, I am this King Qizi, I am Emperor Ajeye. So, there is me in your history, and you are the one I married, these are destiny. I traveled through the millennium, met you, fell in love with you , To be your wife, it was arranged by God long ago. So, I don’t regret it, nor do I feel wronged..."
As I spoke, I took out the dredging ointment. I have been using it all these days, so I keep it in my pocket. Gently apply on his bruised face, and then continue to say: "There is a monk Cangyang Jiacuo who is one thousand years later than you. He is the highest living Buddha in Tibet-the Dalai Lama, but he is the same as you. He is a genius. He wrote a lot of love poems for his lover Maggie Amy, and one of them is:'I am ashamed to love the Vatican, and I am afraid that I will fall into the city by mistake. Not disappointed?'Unfortunately, he never found the Shuangquan method, his lover was forced to marry another person, and he also died on his way into Beijing in his twenties."
I stopped my hand, sniffed my nose, and looked at him with a smile: "But Rosh, I want to change this poem for you:'You can get a double law in the world, and you will live up to it." As long as you dare to marry me, I Dare to be a husband and wife with the monk. After death, we will go to together. Even if you go to the pot under the knife hill, as long as you are with you, I am not afraid!"
He moved, stared at me, and chewed heavily on a word-by-word basis: "The whole world can have a double-quantity, and you can live up to your expectations."
Looking at me in disbelief: "If you live up to your needs, you can live up to Qing, Ai Qing, can Roche really do?"
I laughed and put the applied ointment on the desk next to the bed: "You can. As long as you don't care about the slander of the world and the criticism of future generations."
He also smiled, his head stretched, and nodded firmly: "As long as he can complete the mission given by the Buddha and can be with you, Roche is satisfied and has nothing to ask for."
He leaned over and kissed me. He still smelled of alcohol in his mouth, and I seemed to be drinking alcohol and drunk in endless happiness. His tears stuck to my face, mixed with my tears, and came into my heart with a kiss.
"My wife..." He murmured, rubbing me into his arms. I seemed to be naked in the sun, returning to the truth, but without any shame. Buddha, am I created for him?
"By Ai Qing, there should have been a married couple in the wedding just announced that we have been married since then. The chaos interrupted the ceremony. Come—" He took my hand to the Buddha statue on the desk and lit it Sandalwood, kneeling in his hands, "We let the Buddha be a witness."
Although I have always been a materialist education, I still hesitated to withdraw: "Rosh, you... aren't you afraid of Buddha's blame?"
He looked at me tenderly and gently shook his head: "We have been through so many hardships to be together, don't you think it is the meaning of the Buddha? The Buddha is compassionate, how can we bear to see us suffer again?"
Turning his head to look at the Buddha, he said loudly: "Let the Buddha testify for us that Roche and Ai Qing, from today, will be husband and wife. They will live together and die together.
He split the sandalwood in half for me, held the incense to the top, tapped respectfully three times, and offered the incense to the incense case.
"Rosh..." He sniffed hard, withdrawn his tears, and looked at the kind face of the Buddha. At this moment, I was so expecting that Buddha really looked at us in the sky. Will he bless us with a smile?
After I finished the incense, he suddenly thought of something, and asked me, bowing his head, "What about that picture with your parents? You call it a photo."
I took it out of my arms and gave it to him with some doubt. He took it, stared at it for a moment, then put on the incense case, and knocked three heads respectfully: "Father-in-law and mother-in-law are grateful to the second elder for raising such a good daughter. In order to accompany Roche, she can't go back to do filial piety. Second. Please rest assured that Roche will live up to my wife throughout his life."
I couldn't help crying, and my hands clasped the ground, knocking three loudly. In the past, I was afraid that they would worry, and because this project had to be kept secret, I never dared to mention it to them. Anyway, I would go back sooner or later. But this time, I have made up my mind to stay by his side. Mom and Dad, I’m sorry that I can’t let you marry your daughter in person. Even you don’t know who your son-in-law is, I’ll decide for myself. However, her daughter is happy and has never been so happy. You guys, should I be happy for my happiness? The daughter is not filial, please take care, sorry...
I have worshipped the Buddha and respected my parents. Now, it is our turn. I bowed my head and tied him with my clothes. He looked at my behavior with some surprise. I knocked on my head again three times, and swear in my most pious voice: "Buddha, and my parents testify, and Roche and I have set a corner for a hundred years, which one died at the age of 97, Why wait three years for the bridge......"
The person beside him, after listening to my oath, also tapped heavily. When he raised his head, his eyes were shining again.
"Ai Qing, how many years will Roche be willing..."
"me too……"
He put his sleeve on his sleeve and tied the bright piece of Adelaide silk on his arm. He relieved himself with a tearful smile and helped me tie it around my neck. I also tied the agate arm bead on my wrist back for him. Ten fingers clasped, we hugged together. From this moment on, we are husband and wife, the name of a promise I.