Chapter 58: Isolated

That day Lin Qin came home with a wound, but it was dark to greet him.
The babysitter went home on leave and Lin Lin was on a business trip.
It was obviously the weather in June. Lin Qin shrank on the sofa in the living room, and the whole person curled up together, only to feel the bitter cold, and the whole person was trembling.
From that day on, Lin Qin changed obviously, he said less, he stopped going out to play, and stayed in the room by himself every day. Even at school, he was sitting in the corner, staying alone.
Even so, everything that Lin Qin suffered did not decrease, but instead became worse because of Lin Qin's silence.
When returning home from school, the students pulled out the wooden stick of the broom and pumped it on Lin Qin at once, pumping him again and again while scolding him for his neuropathy.
Walking on the playground, there are always footballs from different directions hit him.
He was like a stinky mouse in the gutter. Everyone wanted to mock him when he saw him, and he came up and punched him.
During that time, bullying Lin Qin was already politically correct among school students. Instead, those who spoke for Lin Qin were isolated and bullied.
After such a thing once or twice, no one stood up to speak for Lin Qin. Even if they felt Lin Qin was pitiful, they could only look at the sigh from a distance, and leave without further ado.
This is the case with students, especially with teachers in the school. Lin Qin ’s former head teacher is an example. It is not easy to enter the city as a teacher. They do not want to be transferred away like Lin Qin ’s former head teacher.
What they can do most to help Lin Qin is to turn a blind eye to what is happening on campus.
Fang Minghui took all this into his eyes, and what Lin Qin suffered filled him with a sense of accomplishment, which is to refuse his end!
One day Fang Minghui and Lin Qin met in the toilet. Fang Minghui asked Lin Qin to ask him. As long as Lin Qin asked him, Lin Qin would not have to suffer everything he suffered now.
Fang Minghui asked Lin Qin to work hard for him. When Fang Minghui wanted it, Lin Qin had to take off his pants.
Lin Qin said nothing, but stared at Fang Minghui with deep and deep eyes, even if he died, he would not compromise.
Once again rejected by Lin Qin, Fang Minghui asked the person to fill the sink with water and pressed Lin Qin's head into the sink, and there was a lot of determination to drown Lin Qin.
After being poured in water, Lin Qin didn't ask for mercy, and his spine was still straight.
Fang Minghui did not want to be contaminated with human lives, after throwing the dying Lin Qin on the toilet floor, he locked the toilet door, and no one could open it without his order.
Perhaps Fang Minghui finally forgot to give this order until the school door was closed and the toilet door was not opened.
Lin Qin was locked inside, tired and hungry, as if he was burning a fire, and the whole person was burned with confusion.
Outside the window, there was a lot of wind and rain, and thunder roared. I did not know that the line was cut by Thunder, and the whole school fell into darkness instantly.
Lin Qin curled up, sitting in the corner, surrounded by darkness with his fingers outstretched. The sound of wind and rain outside was like a ghost crying and howling. Only the intermittent flash of lightning brought a trace of light, but it was more terrifying.
When Lin Qin's consciousness disappeared that night, he thought he would never wake up again.
When Lin Qin woke up again, he found himself in the hospital. He just wanted to open his mouth and talk. His throat was like a burn, and it hurt so hot.
Father Lin hurried in and reached out to touch Lin Qin's head and found that the fever had disappeared, so he gave care to Lin Qin and took care of Lin Qin. He still had a business to talk about. He didn't even have time to say a word to Lin Qin and turned away.
Father Lin learned of Lin Qin ’s hospitalization from the teacher. He hurried to work and came over. The teacher said that Lin Qin fainted at school and sent him to the hospital. Father said.
Father Lin cares about his son, otherwise he will not put down his work and rush to the hospital. It was only in his heart that Lin Qin's illness was not taken seriously. When Lin Qin burned back, he turned around and went to work. He didn't even ask Lin Qin's life in school.
In his impression, Lin Qin is a good boy, and he never needs to worry about being a parent. Lin Lin is very relieved.
When Lin Qin saw Lin Father, there was a flash of hope in his eyes for a moment, but after Lin Father turned around and left, the light was completely dimmed.
He actually wanted his father to transfer him, but his father didn't even have time to listen to him.
At that moment, desperate emotions swept towards Lin Qin, and his eyes fell on the window sill of the hospital. For a moment, Lin Qin even wanted to jump from here.
In this way, everything will end, and the torture he suffered will disappear.
After the nurse went out, Lin Qin pulled out the infusion tube in his hand, staggered out of the bed, and walked toward the window sill step by step.
The ward is very dark, and only the TV light that is turned on illuminates the ward slightly.
Soon afterwards, another light penetrated through the window sill, where there seemed to be an angel calling Lin Qin, and Lin Qin said that as long as he came, he would be free from endless pain, and he would not have to suffer any more sins.
Lin Qin's mind was blank, and he walked towards the window sill with confused eyes.
After a commercial on TV, an award ceremony was broadcast.
"Let us welcome the best actor winner, Meng Chao."
Lin Qin has gone to the window sill, and the actor who won the film emperor on the TV has gone to the award podium.
When Lin Qin opened the window and was about to read through it, a low voice spread to Lin Qin's ear through the TV--
"I don't think people can be overwhelmed by despair. Under any circumstances, only by being alive can we change the status quo. Once we surrender to despair, it's just that our loved ones will hurt the enemy."
Lin Qin's raised feet slowly fell, he turned and leaned against the wall, slid weakly on the ground.
In fact, he was still afraid of death, so he did not dare to surrender to despair.
Lin Qin thought to himself, he could not help watching TV.
Just given the shot of this new film emperor, he smiled at it, "Wish everyone who is struggling in despair to break through the clouds and greet the sun."
It's so beautiful to laugh.
Lin Qin thought, his heart gradually warmed up because of this smile.
Is he called Meng Chao?
Perhaps because Meng Chao gave him encouragement when he was desperate, Lin Qin madly collected information about Meng Chao after he was discharged from the hospital. He knew that the first movie starring Meng Chao was concerned with depression patients. The movie won the film emperor, he knew the Meng Dynasty ...
Gradually, there was one more Meng Dynasty in Lin Qin's isolated world. He became Lin Qin's spiritual sustenance, Lin Qin's obsession, and allowed Lin Qin to survive the dark high school period.
From the day when he met the Meng dynasty, Lin Qin knew that he had broken through the clouds and ushered in his own sunshine.