Chapter 1139: I never won her, and I should have given up

Yan Qingsi doesn't want Xia Rushuang to die now, she wants her to live, to live well.
Sometimes death is not the most painful. It is more terrible to die than to live.
Yan Qingsi knew very well that she was cruel to do so, but there is nothing cruel in this world.
Her mother was only 5 years old when she was killed by Xia Rushuang for the first time. Xia Rushuang wiped out Xiao Ai's existence and over 20 years later she wiped out Nie Qiu's existence. Why did she repeatedly deprive her of the chance to survive?
The pain his mother had tasted in the past, she had to double back Xia Rushuang.
Even if Xia Rushuang wanted to die, this time she would not let her die, she would not let her go down to dirty her mother's eyes.
The bodyguard guarding the door watched Yan Qingsi go far away, and quickly wiped the cold sweat on his head: "We young lady, this is really not a good stubble. This means, I look at it with cold sweat, it is a pity to confuse the entertainment circle."
Yu Chi walked out with a knife, took out a handkerchief and slowly wiped off the blood on the knife. Looking at the back of Yan Qingsi, her face remained expressionless.
"Boss, I have to cut a knife every day. Would you like to ask for a sir?"
Yu Chi: "Mr. Listen to Miss."
"Also, but it's a bit scary."
Yu Chi glanced over, scaring him quickly: "I won't say any more."
Yu Chidan said indifferently: "You always have to pay the price for doing the wrong thing."
He glanced at Zhang Wei and Yan Mingzhu, "push back."
"Yes!"
Yan Mingzhu returned to her ward, sat on the bed, and the whole person collapsed. Seeing the madness of Yan Qingsi and the cruelty of her, she suddenly felt that Yan Qingsi had shown mercy to her before, right?
No wonder her mother said before that Yan Qingsi is a devil, a monster,
Isn't this just a monster eating people?
Yan Mingzhu lay down in a long, sigh of relief, and she was glad she hadn't started.
When she was arrested by You Ye, she didn't know who she was seeing, and the trunk was opened. She saw Yan Qingsi at the moment, and her heart was moved.
After a normal person goes through her affairs, she will be disgusted with Yan Qingsi, and she will think about it soon.
But she hasn't had a chance, she wants to find a good chance to do it.
but now……
The thoughts in Yan Mingzhu's heart were all gone, she couldn't kill Yan Qingsi, she didn't dare.
Yan Mingzhu sighed, the past, let's go.
The death of her parents is not to blame on Yan Qingsi, herself? Can be considered self-sustaining.
His parents killed Yan Qingsi and lost his mother. Now they are also dead. Everything is like a cycle of cause and effect.
They have a close blood relationship, but the predestination cannot be sisters. In the future, you can do whatever you want. She has been defeated since she was a child, and she should have given up.
Thinking about this, Yan Mingzhu closed her eyes, and she was now calm.
......
Yan Qingsi never spoke on the bench, and Yue Tingfeng did not speak beside her.
He took off his coat and put her on, and reached out to hold her,
"Qing Si, are you better mom?"
Yan Qingsi nodded: "Much better."
The name Nie Qiuyi is a memory she can't touch in her heart, which will drive her crazy.
"Think ... I'm going to be crazy and distorted?"
Yue Tingfeng nodded: "Yes, but ... I don't think you're wrong. If I were you, I might do even more crazy.
Looking at Yan Qingsi's appearance, he was really worried, but ... he didn't want her to be suppressed, depression would only be more painful.