Chapter 1362: I want to live, what he wants to see

Xiao Xu was frightened and afraid that Ji Mianmian would turn over. He knew her skills. If she turned over suddenly, he might have no time to hold her.
Xiao Xu called out, "Mianmian, don't ... the wind on the bridge is strong, let's go back."
Ji Mianmian stared directly at the river below: "What am I doing? Am I abnormal?"
"Mianmian you ... you ..." Xiao Xu didn't know what to say.
Ji Mianmian turned to look at Xiao Xu: "Do you think I should cry heartbreaking, and then die or live without eating, drinking, or grief, hurting myself in various foolish ways?"
Xiao Xu didn't say anything, but he really hoped Ji Mianmian would cry fast, at least don't suppress himself, at least vent.
She was so calm, it was too scary.
The sadness in a person's heart needs to be vented. If not vented, that negative energy ... will crush a person.
Ji Mianmian smiled suddenly, unlike the heartless and heartless smile before, as if suddenly reborn.
She said, "You can rest assured that I won't do that. He saved me and left his life to me, to keep me alive, not to let me live by myself, I want to live, what he wants to see, It's not about giving up. "
Cry, who won't?
It hurts, of course.
But, what's the use of this?
Suicide is not something I thought about, but if she dies, when she meets Ye Shaoguang below, what should I tell him?
He used his own life to replace her life, in order to let her live. Before she and death, he chose to keep her alive and then die by himself.
Then, what qualifications does she have to fulfill her life in exchange for Ye Shaoguang?
If you really practise yourself, it is not nostalgia for Ye Shaoguang, nor is it love for him, it is trample on his giving.
What Ye Shaoguang thinks about most is that she can live well. In this case, she will live and work hard as he wants.
Looking at his face in the mirror these two days, Ji Mianmian felt that it was himself, not himself.
Her life is not entirely her own, and she still has to survive Ye Shaoguang's share.
Xiao Xu ...
He was too narrow. He looked down on Ye Shaoguang and Ji Mianmian.
He thought that Ji Mianmian was so abnormal that he was afraid that she was suppressing herself, that she would break out at some time, and do things that they did not want to see.
But he did not expect that Ji Mianmian was far stronger than he thought, and he knew Ye Shaoguang's heart better than him.
She is ... she really loves that man. If she didn't love him deeply, she might not understand him that way.
Xiao Xu lowered his head, he felt even more ashamed in the face of Ji Mianmian.
"Don't follow me, please ... let me be quiet here and stay with him alone for a while, rest assured that I can do nothing, just want to talk to him, my mind now, Sober, I know what I'm going to do, and I won't trample on my life from now on. "
Xiao Xu nodded: "Okay ... Okay ... I'll go ... I'll go further ... You, calm down, don't be impulsive ..."
He backed up again and again, no longer stepped forward.
Yan Qingsi was so anxious to see in the car that she let Xiao Xu watch. Why did he step back?
She reached for the cart door and wanted to go down. Yue Tingfeng stopped her.