Chapter 166: I won't love you anymore (2)

"Lin Li." Enron stepped forward and gently called her name. But she didn't see her having a little reaction, her eyes were straight on the ceiling, and she didn't even have a shackle.
Ms. Lin looked at her daughter like this, and she was so distressed and said: "When I was awake at 11 o'clock last night, I woke up and reached out and touched my stomach. I asked the child not to be there." Then, the tears could not be controlled. It slipped in the eyelids. Lin’s father, who is also on the side, has a heart and can’t help but overslept, not going to see her.
Ms. Lin continued: "When she knows that the child is gone, she will look at me like that. After a while, she will have some powerless laughter, then she will close her eyes and sleep. When we wake up in the morning, we will see her stare like this. Looking at the ceiling, telling her not to respond."
Enron had some distressed reach and touched Lin Li’s head, and her heart followed the uncomfortable tightness.
"Oh..." The door of the ward was ringed at this time.
I thought it was the nurse who took the temperature, and Lin Dad turned to open the door. The door was opened, and it was not the nurse who stood outside, but the parents of Cheng Xiang.
Ms. Cheng put a thermos in her hand, and Cheng Dad carried a bag with Lin Li’s washing clothes.
"My father, Xiaoli woke up?" Cheng mother came in with a thermos bottle, which is the chicken soup she had spent all night, especially good for small postpartum people. Not to mention the other, now Lin Li's most important thing is to raise his body.
Lin Dad looked at them, his expression was a little bit harsh. He thought that Lin Li is doing this now. It’s all due to Cheng Xiang. The unhappiness and resentment in my heart rushed up. I looked at them with some chilly tone: "Let's go out, small. Li does not want to see any of your Cheng family now."
"My father, we know that this is totally blaming our family Cheng Xiang, but now is not a time to blame, raising Xiaoli's body is the most important thing." Cheng mother said tweeting, holding the chicken soup with insulation The bottle came in. "This is the chicken soup I had spent the night last night. It is especially good for my body."
"When you go out, our family Xiaoli doesn't have to drink any chicken soup from your family. We ourselves are distressed by our own children. We don't need you to be awkward." Lin Mama was a little excited and said she would push them out.
"My mother, you don't do this. We know that all of this is bad for our family Cheng Xiang, but it has already happened. It is most important for us all to take care of Xiao Li's body together," Cheng explained.
"No, you go out, we all want to see you." Lin mother insisted on pushing them out.
Just during their quarrel, Lin Li slowly turned her head and looked at them with some empty eyes. After a while, she said, "I want to see Cheng Xiang." The voice is dry and powerful, and the hoarseness is distressing.
It was said that a few people were all quiet and looked at her awkwardly. Some accidents were at this time, and she was still willing to see Cheng Xiang.
"Lin Li?" Enron looked at her with some confidence and reached out and held her tightly.
Lin Li turned her eyes and fixedly looked at Enron. For a while, she said again: "I want to see Cheng Xiang."
Enron looked at her and said with comfort: "He didn't come, Lin Li, we will find him after we leave the hospital." Enron dare not let her see Cheng Xiang, fearing that her emotions will be too excited.
Lin Li shook her head and said only faintly: "Help me call him in. I know he is outside."
Enron turned to look at Lin Dad and Lin Mama, and looked at them with some inquiries.
Lin’s mother was busy, and she said in the bed at Lin Li’s bedside:
Xiao Li, I don’t see Cheng Xiang outside, I will raise my body outside, good.

Lin Li faintly smiled and said: "Mom, I am fine, let him come in, I have some words to ask." Stupid for so long, she should be awake.
Lin’s mother read her for a while, and finally nodded, let Enron call Cheng Xiang outside.
Cheng Xiang heard that Lin Li was going to enter him, stumbled into it, his hair was messy, his clothes were wrinkled, and the newly emerged scum and his awkward eyes looked like a wolverine. .
"Lin Li." Cheng Xiang went up and looked at Lin Li. The whole person was a little excited, his eyes were red, and he reached out and touched her face, but Lin Li opened his face. Looking at her, Cheng Xiang said with some pain: "I'm sorry."
Wen Yan, Lin Li’s mouth hangs a faint smile, but her eyes are full of grief. She loved this man for 10 years and loved him wholeheartedly. She didn’t mind becoming a shadow in his heart. He didn’t mind that he always stayed for other women. There is a seat, because she always believes that he has loved himself for 10 years, even if he only has a little bit. As long as she has this point, she feels that she has no white love for him in 10 years. Not worth it. but……
"Cheng Xiang." Turned to look at him, Lin Li's faint opening, the voice hoarse and dry, said: "10 years, have you loved me?"
Cheng Xiang nodded, "Love!" Maybe not sure before, maybe his heart always has a shadow of sly, but last time, just yesterday, he looked at her with her eyes closed and lying in her arms, face Pale, he knows how much he is afraid of losing her, and then he knows that he has fallen in love with her, fell in love with the woman who always likes to laugh, and fell in love with the one who always loves him. A woman who hangs on her lips and falls in love with the woman who always kisses him with a smile on his neck. He didn't know when he fell in love with it, but he knew it was already deeply loved.
Lin Li laughed and shook her head and said, "You don't love me, don't deceive your heart."
"No, I love you, really!" Cheng Xiang was anxious to explain, but was directly interrupted by Lin Li.
"How do you love me and run away at my wedding, how can you love me and hug other women?" Lin Li said very calmly, but tears did not know how to slip from the eyelids, silent .
"I..." Cheng Xiang wanted to explain, but found that he was simply confusing.
"I loved you for 10 years. I know that you always have a shadow in your heart. You love it very deeply. I know that you often stare at my hair and think about the person who is deep in your heart. I don't mind, really don't. Mind, don't mind that you are just a substitute for others. Don't mind if you can't think that I love you as much as you love me." Lin Li said, looking straight at the eyes, reaching out, slowly lifting him up, gently touching Touching this man who knows how to love, and always loves, the tears in the corner of the eye can’t stop sliding, and continue to say:
I thought that as long as the time is long, the shadow in your heart will sooner or later forget, and you always I will fall in love with me slowly, even if it is only a little bit, I am really not greedy. As long as you have a little love for me, I can stand my determination."