Chapter 511: I forgive you (3)

Zhou Han didn't talk any more. He took a whole wheat toast and put a bite in his mouth. He drank it with milk.
Lin Li looked at him, some doubts were even more puzzled. From the hospital back to the present yesterday, she has been waiting for him to ask her something, but he does not mention a word, the whole person seems to be more silent than usual. Regarding the hospital’s case about Cheng Xiang, I did not ask a word.
Looking at him for a long time, Lin Li still couldn’t help but ask directly, "You, why did you follow me to the hospital yesterday?"
Zhou Han stopped with a knife and fork, slowly lowered his gaze to her face, put down the knife and fork in his hand, and slowly said: "I have been waiting for you an answer since that day." There is no ups and downs, and people can't hear a little emotion.
Lin Liqi opened her eyes, some did not dare to look at him, and understood that the ‘that day’ in his mouth refers to the day of Enron’s wedding. The answer refers to his answer to his drink confession that day.
The hand holding the knife and fork is somewhat subconscious. I couldn’t answer it because I was afraid because it was uncertain. Now I will ask her if she still doesn’t know the answer, but this time it’s not because of fear, but because of escape.
I reached out and sipped milk and concealed my embarrassment at the moment.
Zhou Han did not ask, just bowing his head and eating again. It is not that he has patience. He just doesn't want to push her too tight at this time.
Yesterday, because she felt that her mood was wrong, she would not worry about going to the hospital with her, and then she went to the hospital to know the things of Cheng Xiang.
He asked himself what would happen if he was Lin Li now. In fact, they were similar. When he was in the garden of the hospital, he couldn’t go up to see Ling Xiao. In fact, she is not the original.
He knows that regardless of whether she still has feelings for Cheng Xiang, let her now, regardless of Cheng Xiang’s life and death, ignore his illness and undoubtedly push her away from her side and push it toward Cheng Xiang.
After the drink, he was very clear about what he wanted. Since he had already defined the goal, he was not a person who would easily let go. He and Cheng Xiang had an advantage over him because he had not hurt Lin Li, and because they had a similar experience. He knows what Lin Li wants, but he also compares with Cheng Xiang. He can't compare with Cheng Xiang's 10 years of relationship with her.
So at this time he will not force her to make a decision or give an answer, because the current environment is completely unfair to him, he does not want to let himself lose, and does not want her to make a wrong decision because of soft sympathy, he The most you can do now is to be at her side.
After breakfast, I didn’t finish the hospital. My mother came to the phone and said that Cheng Xiang didn’t say a word after she left yesterday. She didn’t even eat rice. I didn’t eat anything since yesterday afternoon. When he was given a temperature, he said that he burned again. He said that if the temperature is not going down, it will only make the condition worsen. She can't do anything with Cheng Da, only hope that he can listen to her, so this is another call. come.
Hanging up the phone, Lin Li looked up and looked at Zhou Han subconsciously. I saw that he was looking at himself. He did not wait for her to speak. He had already said: "I will send you."
I feel that something is wrong, Lin Li refused to say: "No, I passed."
"I will send you." Zhou Han insisted that the expression had a posture that you did not agree with and agreed to.
Lin Li didn't say anything more, just nodded, got up and went to the room and took the bag and came out.
When I arrived at the hospital, my father, Cheng Cheng, had already rushed to the door because of Cheng’s sudden high fever. When I saw Lin Li coming over, Cheng’s mother almost cried out, pulling Lin Li’s, and asking her to say Be sure to persuade Cheng Xiang.
Lin Li was a little moved, and she was so proud of her mother, but now she begged herself so much that she only loves her son.
Pushing the door in, I saw Cheng Xiang facelessly sitting on the bed, the posture is almost the same as yesterday's. The only difference is that yesterday I turned my head and looked out the window. Today is the straight eye and there is no focal length falling across from the opposite side. On the TV.
The whole person seems to be more embarrassed than when he saw him yesterday. His face is paler than yesterday.
Lin Li reached out and knocked on the door. Inside the Cheng Xiang, she lost her soul. She didn't look back. She kept her posture and stared at it.
Lin Li sighed and reached for the door, facing him, standing straight on the bed and blocking his view.
For a while, I felt that my gaze was blocked. Cheng Xiang slowly returned to the sky, and the scattered eyes slowly gathered. I watched Lin Li’s accidents, and she was somewhat uncertain. The voice was very light. "Lin Li..."
Lin Li looked directly at him and whispered openly and asked, "What do you want to torture yourself?" Although the tone is very light and flat, the discomfort in that heart is beyond words.
Cheng Xiang smiled and smiled at the corner of his mouth. He didn't seem to hear what she said. He only said to himself whispered: "I thought I would never see you again..."
"I am thinking now, why did I fall in love with your selfish man?" Lin Li was angry and angry. He turned out to be such an irresponsible person, only immersed in his life, but he did not consider others. The feeling, before, is that she will be treated as a substitute for her, and now it is, so she will ignore the fear and fear of others.
This time Cheng Xiang heard it, licking his mouth and pulling a bitter smile, with self-deprecation and ridicule.
"You will only know how to cherish after you lose. When you didn't work hard, you could only watch and follow others, and then live in the thoughts that didn't break her, and I It has become a substitute for you to miss her."
Cheng Xiang turned his head and said, "Don't say it..." Refusing to listen to those naked complaints, these will only make him more remorse, more regret.
Without paying attention to his words, Lin Li continued to say: "I am the second one. You repeat what happened to me in the first time. Only when you really lost you will regret it. I didn't cherish it. You will never be the one who stays with you. It used to be me. Who will be next?"