Chapter 63: Start reading

"I was really sad that day. Because I think my joys and sorrows have nothing to do with you at that moment. But think again, you are the elder brother who accompanied me when I was a child, and also my teacher. I am happy or unhappy to change my life style and decision. Someone asked what kind of boy I like, and I said you in my heart intact. Then the other party told me that if you are cared for by a man like you I will never grow up. In fact, it does n’t matter whether I grow up or not. The key is that I will never be able to be myself. I am always worried about the consequences of the decisions I make, always thinking if it is. What choice will you make for me, but what I neglect is what I really want. "
Mi Chen looked at Lin Runan's eyes.
Even in these two years, she did not understand what she really wanted.
But when Lin Runan appeared again, all the vagueness became clear in front of her.
"It's a pity that you are no longer the little boy standing at the door of the school waiting for me to pick you up, nor the good student who is standing by me and watching me carefully. When you have your own ideas It will become angular and bumpy, it will hurt others, and it will hurt itself. "
"Sorry, I let you down." Mi Chen blinked against the head of the bed, she knew Lin Runan didn't really feel sorry.
"You never let me down. How does a diamond with no corners refract sunlight? How dizzying?"
Lin Runan came to sit next to Mi Chen, the two leaned side by side on the bed.
Everything seemed to go back to childhood, when the mother was away, Lin Runan accompanied her to sleep.
"Mi Chen, I've always been in that position, never changed."
This light but warm tone made Mi Chen's nose sour instantly.
"When I heard about the death of your mother from other populations, I was not only guilty, but more fearful. At that time, I realized that you are part of my life, whether as my loved one, my sister, or It ’s my student. You have always been like my shadow. You will follow me no matter where I go. But when you carry a text message on your suitcase and leave, I realize that you are not me Shadow, nothing between you and me is destined, everything will change at any time. This country is so big, I contacted many people, there is no news of you. Even for every fashion show, no matter how hard it is Busy, I have to ask Ansel if he knows where you are. But he never gave me an answer. "
"I'm sorry to worry you!" Mi Chen hugged his knees and took a deep breath. "I used to love you secretly, because in my world, there is only you except my mother. You are everything to me. When my mother died, you said you were going to marry Emma, ​​and I realized that I could n’t endlessly immerse myself in the dream of secretly loving you. Like you said, I want to be myself. So I want to Far away from you, so far away from my dependence on you. "
Being able to say the word "secret love" frankly, she finally determined that everything could be calm.
Lin Runan pulled up the corner of his lips, "Do you know you used the word" once "? If it was once, it means that you no longer have a crush on me now."
He heard Mi Chen said that when he had a crush, he had no expression of surprise. He really knew it all the time, but he never gave her a real answer. It was n’t that she was consuming her indistinctly, but he had expected it to be today.
"Yes, I'm sure I no longer have a crush on you."
At that moment when life and death were free.
"So, can I congratulate you and finally come back to me?" Lin Runan asked with a smile.
"Yes."
Mi Chen held out his palm, and the two clapped happily.
At this time, Li Mojun stood on the balcony with a cigarette between his fingers. It was lit for a long time, but never touched his lips.
Lian Xiao stood with his arms behind him, "It's late, you should sleep."
"I am not sleepy."
His voice was colder in the night wind.
"Okay, you are not sleepy ... Anyway, there will be no announcement tomorrow. Do you want to pick up Mi Chen and leave the hospital?"
"You can just take Ansel to it."
Lian Xiao raised his eyebrows, opened his mouth, and finally said, "Okay."
The next morning, Mi Chen was sent home by everyone. This is the first time she has enjoyed such top-level treatment. The nurse in the corridor of the hospital stood on tiptoe and barely posted on the door of the ward. Ansel and Bai Yihan appeared in the hospital at the same time, which really attracted countless paparazzi.
Both Fang Chengye and Lian Xiao are very experienced. Fang Chengye took the lead in driving a nanny car, drawing the paparazzi's attention, while others took Lian Xiao's car away from right and wrong.
Back home, Meow's enthusiasm could not afford Mi Chen. She even stewed a big pot of mullet soup.
"Blackfish soup? Didn't you drink it after the operation?" Fang Chengye looked at Miao Miao suspiciously.
"Who then stipulates that allergies can't drink after coming back from hospital?"
Mi Chen took a small sip and his face became bitter.
"Meow, did you put in your soup? It's so fishy!"
"I'll make it for you. You still choose three or four? This is my first fish stew!"
Yes, even the simplest seaweed egg soup, commonly known as brush pot water soup, can't be done well, the only thing that is good at is soy sauce soup cooking QQ noodles.
"Then can you tell me why the soup is sweet?"
Meow paused and took a sip with a spoon. "I'll take it. It's really sweet! Can you indicate it on the seasoning box next time? Salt and sugar look a lot like it!"
Everyone laughed.
"Okay! Okay, Mi Chen is going to work tomorrow. Let everyone take a good rest today!" Lian Xiao looked at Bai Yihan and Lin Runan, "If there are any activities not related to work, such as eating, watching Please make an appointment in advance for movies, coffee, etc., and make an appointment with me. Because only with me can I determine whether Mi Chen has time. "
Lin Runan bid farewell to Mi Chen to a great extent, and even hugging has a tacit understanding.
Bai Yihan glanced at Lian Xiao, and Lian Xiao came to the balcony intentionally with him.
"Yesterday you added a small amount of peanut butter to the milk tea."
"Peanut butter?" Lian Xiao's eyes cooled down. "If it's a nut, it can be said that the agent of Black Wing just didn't know that rice dust is allergic to peanuts. But if you add peanut butter to milk tea, it doesn't mean anything. It's the same. "
"Fang Chengye and I know that Mi Chen is allergic to peanuts. At first, we thought Mi Chen would follow Liao Bing, so I asked Fang Chengye to tell Liao Bing about it."
"Then you didn't expect Mi Chen to be brought over by me, so you specifically asked Fang Chengye to remind me of this matter. Mi Chen rarely hangs her peanut allergy on her mouth, so people who know this matter should just A few of us. "
"There was a medical examination before entering the job. The medical report will indicate the history of allergies. Xingyao's personnel department knows. I already asked the Black Wing agent about this yesterday. He was sure that peanut butter was not added by the tea shop. It was not added by himself. But after he bought milk tea, because he met a famous music producer, he stepped forward to talk and put the milk tea in the pantry. "
"I will adjust the monitoring." Lian Xiao replied.
Bai Yihan didn't speak again, left the balcony, and came to Mi Chen who was sorting her makeup box.
"I'm gone. Be more careful in the future, you know?"
"Got it!" Mi Chen has been reminded by countless people to be careful these days.
She estimated such a trouble, the whole Xingyao knew that peanuts could kill her. Going out with everyone in the future, everyone has to take care of her, she will be embarrassed.
Bai Yihan squeezed Mi Chen's nose, then flicked her head.
"This is the punishment you almost scared to death."
Mi Chen held her head, Bai Yihan's smile was gentle, but her strength was not to be underestimated, and her nose was sore with pain.
When Bai Yihan left, even Xiao was ready to leave.
Mi Chen followed him, always wanting to ask, but did not ask.
Lian Xiao smiled first.
"You want to ask Li Mojun why he didn't come to pick you up today?"
"No, no!" Mi Chen quickly shook her head. "I'm his makeup artist. How could he let him pick me up?"
"You are not just his makeup artist."
Lian Xiao dropped the sentence and closed the door, leaving Mi Chen thinking about the meaning of the sentence.
"Not just his makeup artist", what is the second half of the sentence! Isn't it popular nowadays that there is no such thing as a nuisance, but a half-talk?
This will make people think about it all the time! Also let no one sleep!
Li Mojun sits in a white room, the gauze-like curtains rise with the wind, and the breath of grass pours in. There was only one bar in this room. A woman dressed in a dark blue cardigan and sitting on the bed was looking at him with a smile.
"Mojun, you haven't seen me in a long time, my mother misses you so much!"
The woman stood up, opened her arms and hugged him. There were scars of different shades on her wrist, and she lowered her head, her eyes were clearly on Li Mojun's body, but it always made people think that she was actually looking elsewhere.
"How did you come to see your mother? Did you encounter something unhappy?"
"Yes."
"what happened?"
"I'm scared."
"What are you afraid of?"
Li Mojun did not answer.
The room was quiet until Li Mojun's arms became tighter and tighter, and Li Mojun gradually couldn't breathe.
He patted the woman's back, but the woman was unresponsive. The original gentle look became cruel, and even the teeth were clenched, as if he would not strangle the person in his arms.
The nurse who pushed in the door was stunned and hurried forward to help drag her away. But she was mad and immobile, and Li Mojun just looked up at the other person's eyes with no upward resistance.
"Come here! Come here!"
The medical staff rushed in and separated the two.
Li Mojun's mother was pushed back into the hospital bed, and she struggled until the doctor injected her with a sedative.
Li Mojun was still sitting at the same place, watching silently what was happening in front of him.
"Mr. Li, Ms. Chen's mental state is unstable, please go back first!"
Watching her mother's struggling strength gradually weaken, she slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep, Li Mojun got up and walked out of the hospital.
Mi Chen and Miao Miao had exhausted all the food and had to go out to the supermarket to buy reserve grain.
There are a lot of instant noodles. A taste of sesame oil chicken has recently emerged, which is the new favorite of Mi Chen and Meow Meow.
When they came out of the supermarket carrying large and small bags, Mi Chen's mobile phone rang.
"Hey?"
"Where are you?" Li Mojun's voice sounded.
Mi Chen paused. She didn't answer his phone several times. Most of the work arrangements were ordered by Xiao.
"My roommate and I are at the door of Lemei Supermarket."
"You are waiting for me there."
The phone hung up, and Mi Chen couldn't find North.
"Xiaomi grain! What's wrong? Who's phone call made you so lost?"
"It's Li Mojun. He asked us to wait for him here." Mi Chen looked at Meow.
Meow's eyes gradually widened, "Really? Is it Li Mojun? Oops! Mi Chen, your job is so good! I can always be with the male god!"
"Meow, did you forget that your electric car hit Li Mojun's car last time?"
Sure enough, as soon as this was said, all the intoxicated expressions of Miao Miao disappeared, just like the enemy.
"No? How long has it been since? Is this really coming to settle accounts after autumn?"
Mi Chen did not answer her deliberately. In fact, she was not quite sure what Li Mojun suddenly called. Or he did not come to pick her up the day he was discharged from the hospital, so come and see her now?
Soon after, a black Mercedes-Benz stopped at the door of Lemei Supermarket.
Li Mojun was wearing a dark brown sweater and light-colored jeans, wearing black-framed glasses on his face, and the picture of stepping out of the door made the heart beat as always. He was already very low-key, but still attracted the attention of many people.
Meow Meow looked up in the head, already stupid.
"This is your thing?"
Li Mojun's voice was cool, and there were already a few young people who were standing at a short distance and watching them seriously, as if to determine Li Mojun's identity.
When it dragged on, Mi Chen worried that a bunch of fans would come around.
"Yes."
What Mi Chen didn't expect was that Li Mojun directly opened the rear compartment and put all the things in it, including the box of instant noodles.
"Get in the car." Li Mojun opened the door of the rear car, and Mi Chen pulled Meow into it.
Meow is still in a vacuum, she does not speak Mi Chen also knows what she is thinking. For example, she actually got on a car driven by a male god.
They returned to Xingyuan, which was the first time Li Mojun came to Mi Chen and Miao Miao's home.
Miao Miao quickly took away all the messy things on the sofa in the living room, and put the instant noodles in the place.
Mi Chen brewed a cup of tea for Li Mojun, although she knew that Li Mojun's demand for tea was always high. But unexpectedly, Li Mojun was holding the tea, the heat circling around the tip of his nose, he took a sip, but did not put the tea cup down.
Mi Chen sat beside him, only to realize that although he had followed Li Mojun for a long time, he had hardly talked to him about topics other than work.
Li Mojun took a light yellow silicone bracelet from his pocket and put it on the table.
Mi Chen recognized this thing, and she wore it when she was a child. Many people with allergies will wear this kind of thing. You can write names, allergens, emergency contact numbers, etc. with a pen. It was just after returning home that the original one fell off, and she never wore it again.
"Put it on."
"Huh." Mi Chen quickly put on the bracelet.
When she turned around, she realized that all the information was written on it, including the drugs she used frequently.
Although she didn't ask, she was quite sure that the words above were written by Li Mojun. The characters are as strong as they are, and the pen is deep and endless.
The word "Mi Chen" seems to have been written with the utmost care.
"Emergency contact number, you remember to write it down yourself."
Li Mojun left without saying much.
This is his usual style, meaningless greetings do not say a word.
Mi Chen came to his bedroom, opened the window and looked out, just to see Li Mojun's car coming out of the garage.
Although clearly knowing that the other party could not hear, Mi Chen said with a smile, "Thank you".
She held her wrist as if the bracelet was Li Mojun's hand. He kept holding her and still assured her where he couldn't see her.
At this moment, Xingyao world is doing a summary of the discussion of "Dream Factory". This is by far the highest-rated program produced by Starlight World in cooperation with TV stations. The two major film companies have already begun preparations for the second season.
After listening to all the reports, Lirui looked at An Yan, "Director An, the show is good. But I heard that there are also some discordant voices. In fact, these discordants were not placed on the countertop. How are the people below It does n’t matter what we do. But it ’s too loud, and even to the point where it threatens the safety of others ’lives, it ’s impossible for Xingyao to let it go.

Li Rui's eyes swept across everyone present. Including planning, media, public relations, styling, and all supervisors of the makeup team.
An Yan slowly said, "Actually, it's like falling into a cosmetic case, which can increase the highlights of the show. But I know that my opponent has allergies and even puts peanut butter in the other party's drink even if I lose my life. In fact, as long as such behavior is not reported by the media, we do n’t think it ’s okay.

The last three words of "Nothing" in An Yan said very hard. No fool would really think that Xing Yao would let it go.
"But the point is, you have to do better, perfect, and seamless. Don't let the people of the dynasty film industry even take the evidence to us to ridicule our improper use. Also, really have to deal with it, it is also troublesome What's the matter of fighting in the nest with a muzzle? You said that the guy who does such a stupid thing is not a pig in the mirror. Whether he is in Xingyao or in front of the Dynasty, is he no longer a person, Team Leader? "
An Yan's words just fell, and everyone looked at Lin Ruyi.
Lin Ruyi's fist was clenched, but the expression on his face did not change at all. "Ansong is right. Even if it is to be dealt with, it should be consistent."
After the meeting, everyone left. Only Li Rui, An Yan and Lin Ruyi were still sitting there.
Lin Ruyi took a breath and after applying to Li Rui for resignation, turned and left.
An Yan looked at Li Rui, "Are we forced her to go like this?"
"Bai Yihan has the video of that day in his hand. He is not a fuel-efficient lamp. If Dynasty Films intends to use that video to hit us, only Lin Ruyi leaves Xingyao to minimize the loss of reputation. Moreover, Li Mojun I It also needs to be explained. "
"This Lin Ruyi, I have already mentioned her more than once, and she still can't understand it. She can't even get out of the field today," An Yan sighed.
Two days later, an exclusive interview with Lin Runan was broadcast on TV.
Mi Chen and Meow Meow stared at the TV with instant noodles holding the smell of sesame oil chicken.
"Xiaomi grain, your brother Haiwen is so handsome!"
Mi Chen just felt that Lin Runan didn't make an actor and it was indeed a bit of a shame.
This interview, Bai Yihan has also been on, the host is Murong Feng.
"It is indeed unexpected for me, the host, to invite Mr. Lin on the show. In fact, everyone is also curious. Mr. Lin is very famous in the fashion industry in Europe and the United States. He has not returned to China for many years. I do n’t know what is causing him. Have you returned to your homeland thousands of miles away? "
Lin Runan nodded with a smile. Mi Chen still remembers that when she was young, Lin Runan would always take her for afternoon tea on the weekend. At the moment when he bowed his head and smelled the fragrance of black tea, Mi Chen always traced his brow bone subconsciously.
"Mr. Murong knows why I came here, and asks knowingly, but it is boring."
"Haha, I heard that Mr. Lin is going back to China to chase his students. It just seems that I have never heard of you accepting students! How many people want to worship under your door and nod you."
"Mr. Murong, for me Lin Runan, the word 'student' means a lot. Since I taught, I will give him all the experience I have gained, my thoughts and even everything I know. From me Of the students who follow me next to me, everything I do is to let him clearly understand every step of my makeup skills. So, in my life, I will only accept one student. "
After Lin Runan finished his words, Murong Feng's expression also became serious.
The rice dust in front of the TV was stunned.
She always thought she was like a child to Lin Runan.
But she never thought that she would be Lin Runan's "only".
This "unique" represents her extraordinary meaning to Lin Runan. When Mi Chen started at the age of twelve, Lin Runan taught her how to make up her hand. When she was eighteen, Lin Runan took her to various shows. She didn't need to do anything, just need to figure out every stroke of Morin Runan at the closest distance. He never reserved her.
"Seeing this, everyone will be very curious who the student of Haven Lin is. But in fact, many viewers have already seen her in front of the TV, and even many people have become his fans, but ... we Still ca n’t tell everyone who he is. Havin, why do n’t you explain to everyone why you do n’t want to reveal your apprentice ’s name? Logically, whoever is your apprentice will be proud of the teacher?
Lin Runan smiled, "Because she is no longer my shadow. She has her own ideas and has never been a copy of me. Even in terms of makeup techniques, she has extended many subtleties that I did not notice. She is eager to be recognized, not enveloped in the fashion industry's understanding of me. So in today's talk show, I hope to focus on fashion makeup rather than my students. "
Murong Feng agrees with Lin Runan's explanation, "I believe that when she seals the king in the makeup industry, she will say her teacher's name aloud. And at that moment, everyone will be amazed!"
Meow meowed his face while sucking his face with his elbow.
"Xiaomi grain, the‘ student ’they said, would n’t it be you?

Mi Chen smiled slightly and lowered his head to continue to stutter the noodles.
At that moment she was infinitely grateful to Lin Runan.
She felt that she and him finally returned to the most appropriate and most comfortable position.
He knew her all the time, even better than herself.
When she didn't understand what she wanted, he thought of her early.
At this time, Mi Chen's cell phone rang, it was Lin Runan's phone.
"Hey, Haven. I'm watching your interview. I didn't expect your phone to come."
"Did you have dinner? Or, are you eating instant noodles again?"
Mi Chen's mouth is deflated. Who is this small report? Even Lin Runan knows she loves instant noodles?
Lin Runan invited her to dinner at a western restaurant in the city. Mi Chen immediately dropped the meow and went to find Lin Runan.
The night is just right, the city lights are dimmed.
Lin Run's location is on the outdoor terrace. Looking over his face, he saw the sky-lighting lights. He was wearing a linen casual outfit and jeans underneath. Mi Chen saw him at first glance, as if going back in time, returning to the days when he was a college student and she was a little follower.
Every snack ordered, staple food, has an appetite for her.
Lin Runan did not deliberately recall the past, but told her a lot of anecdotes that happened in the European and American fashion industry in the past two years, which made Mi Chen very appreciative.
"Xiaomi grains, do you know why I chose to appear in front of you at this time?"
"... Don't you know that I participated in this show because you accepted the invitation to" Dream Factory "?" Mi Chen suddenly felt a subtle feeling. Did Lin Runan know where she was already?
"I showed up because I felt that the time had come. Before accepting the invitation from DreamWorks, I saw on the Internet the video of you applying makeup to reporters in Japan using Kawakami's cosmetics scene. At that time, I knew that your The technology is very skillful. And, you already have a complete style of your own. In fact, both in the performing arts and fashion industry, it is a place with extraordinary pressure. In a moment, you can reach the peak, and the next moment you are very It is possible to fall to the bottom. Before I know whether you have the ability to set sail on the spot even if you fall to the bottom, I dare not push you into the fashion industry. Because the fashion industry, the speed of change of concepts and trends is farther away. Far faster than the acting world. The fashion industry is like Wall Street stocks, crazily crippling the moment before breaking down. "
"... What do you want to say to me?" Mi Chen frowned.
"I want to invite you to come back to Europe with me."
Lin Runan's hands were propped on the edge of the dining table, and the eyes looking at Mi Chen were no longer the gentleness and gentleness of the past, but firm and powerful instead.
"Europe……"
"Yes. You should know how many show models I need to put on makeup all year round. My creation and perception of beauty are almost exhausted. I do n’t know when the fashion world will abandon me. I need you, Not only because I know I can get many fresh ideas from you. I feel more that you should use your ability to perform in a wider space. The entertainment industry is a platform, but you are always trying to bring an actor to Hone his skills and hone his skills. This already oriented model will kill your creativity. Mi Chen, what a makeup artist is most important, you should know. In the fashion world, you can do anything that runs wild. , Your ideas are as important as your skills. "
Mi Chen's ears seemed to recall the music on the costume show, the model's stage footsteps, the make-up artist brushed the voice of the model's facial features ... all the flashy long gone, re-plated in that moment, incomparable It became clear.
It's a dazzling world, full of brilliance and transcending dreams.
"Come back to France with me. I have set up a studio with several young and creative make-up artists who are as good as you. But I think there is something missing until I see the video on the Internet, I ’m sure, what I lack is you. A make-up artist who inherits himself but is destined to surpass me!

This temptation is huge.
She knew that Lin Runan would choose the best path for her and the chance of failure was the smallest.
From small to large, he has been protecting her, like father and brother like a teacher.
She believed him.
It's just, is she really time to go now?
【small theater】
Fat Melon: What are you afraid of?
Li Mojun: Fear of losing her almost after going through it. Fear of really losing her.