Chapter 67: Start reading

Bai Yihan gently took away the coffee cup in Mi Chen's hands and placed it on the terrace.
"I believe that you are sober at the moment. Maybe I am not the most ideal one in your mind. I did not accompany you like Lin Runan. The longest and most important years in your life, but I believe that in your heart I am not Unacceptable, right? "
His voice was quiet and steady, like an elder who followed the temptation.
"How could you be such an unacceptable person?"
Mi Chen blurted out, and at that moment, even if he was hesitant in her heart, she was tied to death by this sentence.
"So did anyone confess to you?"
Bai Yihan poured in, his eyebrows still had a fascinating depth, just like a tactful story, from the beginning to the heart, so he entered a long journey to explore the ending.
"No." The image of the person in Mi Chen's mind was clearly carved into her thinking. She didn't want to say any unconscionable answers, but chose to speak clearly, "But ... I have another person in my heart."
"Mi Chen, you used to secretly love someone for ten years. You might be happy when you secretly love, but when you can no longer convince yourself to like that person with peace of mind, will you still feel happy?"
"... Don't try to convince me, Brother Bai. It's uncontrollable to like someone. It's not that I can stop if I want to stop." Mi Chen smiled helplessly. She took a step back and pulled away from Bai Yihan.
Bai Yihan took a step forward.
"You ca n’t choose who you like, but you can choose to be happy. I do n’t want to know if you like Lin Runan or someone else now, you try to put your eyes on me. When you feel happy, everything Not important anymore. "
"Brother Bai, things are not so simple. Those reporters have been entangled with us, we will not be happy!"
"Why? I am just a shareholder in Dynasty Pictures. What can the media affect me? Or are you afraid that it will affect your life? You can stay in the world of Xingyao and obey Xingyao's arrangement for your work. I don't Will intervene. As long as you do n’t come to Dynasty Pictures, if the media criticizes your success because of me, let alone me, even you can easily refute it. "
"I ... I ... think I don't like you enough ..."
"Love someone is not an equivalent exchange. I don't like me enough or hate me. If you want to refuse me, you should find a more decent reason."
"I ..." Mi Chen thought hard, his head was full of clues, as if whatever she said, Bai Yihan could easily block it.
"Can't think of it? It's by my side. I will hold your hand well and no matter what happens, I won't turn around in front of you."
At that moment, the whole world came towards Mi Chen, and she was washed down.
She remembered the moment in the hospital corridor many times in her mind. Lin Runan at the other end of the phone, dressed in a white dress, carrying other women, drifted away. She lay on Lin Runan's back countless times, and was carried home by him like a child who never grew up. She once sat on the back frame of his bicycle, leaning against his back and listening to his voice. She used to think that Lin Runan's back was the most stable place in the world.
It was only when he told her her marriage news over the phone that she understood the meaning of her back.
And Bai Yihan's sentence "No matter what happens, don't turn around in front of you" makes Mi Chen no longer able to resist.
She knew that as long as the man made a promise, he would never go back on his word.
He reached out to her, gently clasped her fingers, and took a small step back, while Mi Chen took a step forward.
"Look, it's that simple. Whether it's a small step or a big step, thank you for entering my world."
Mi Chen was embraced by Bai Yihan. She stood on tiptoe and rested her chin on his shoulder.
She was embraced.
It seemed that she finally saw the end of the story in his eyes.
This man is extravagant.
Can she occasionally embrace such luxury?
But she had a hunch ... as long as the man's eyes, his cool voice, and the thoughts rooted in her brain still existed, she would disappoint Bai Yihan.
Sooner or later.
"I'm sorry, Brother Bai." Mi Chen tried to break away from each other, but was hugged harder.
Bai Yihan frowned, "You can say" I'm sorry "to me, but don't even take away my power to pursue you."
"sorry, I can not……"
I can't accept your contribution. Because I know that even though I do n’t ask for anything in return for my sincere efforts, I will definitely get hurt.
Because you are Bai Yihan, I cannot let you suffer any harm.
"Xiaomi grains, I ’m not fragile. If you ca n’t give the answers I want, it does n’t mean I ca n’t follow my heart. I ’m now officially telling you that I am after you. You can say you do n’t like me Do n’t say 'sorry' to me. If you like things that make you guilty, then that will cause me the most pain. "
Mi Chen couldn't break away from his arms, she never knew when Bai Yihan wanted to be so persistent and refused to let go.
That night, Mi Chen was sent back to Xingyuan by Bai Yihan. Even if several paparazzi reporters chased his car, he drove in blindly.
When Mi Chen came home, Bai Yihan stood at the door and smiled and said, "You forgot something."
"what?"
Bai Yihan leaned on the door frame, leaned in and kissed Mi Chen's brow.
"Good night, my millet."
Mi Chen took a step back, but did not have time to escape.
He always took her to heart. She has never been optional for him.
"Brother Bai, next time I will hide." Mi Chen said very seriously.
Bai Yihan smiled lightly, "Wait until next time."
She closed the door in a trance, and lay back to her bed in a daze, and the meow came back from the business trip and could not wait to jump into the bed.
"Xiaomi grains! Xiaomi grains! Are you really with Bai Yi! My God! The male admitted to liking you in an interview with the reporter! Now everyone is talking about it! If I were you, I would die. Sorry already! "
"Meow, I didn't promise Brother Bai. Will I be burned to death?" Mi Chen looked at the ceiling and muttered to himself.
The meow, who had been excited, stared at Mi Chen's eyes, and gradually withdrew his inquiring expression, lying side by side with Mi Chen and looking at the ceiling together.
"I don't know if I will be burned to death. But the thoughts and jealousy of others have no value at all, but whether you have attachment in your heart. When you really fall in love with someone, the fire burns and the sky collapses. , Or you ca n’t change the reality that you love him. As your friend, I think the question you should ask yourself is not whether you will be burned to death by those fans, but whether you love him or not. Do n’t be fooled by Bai Yihan ’s appearance and The vanity of God ’s communication is confusing, just make the choice you should make. "
"Miao Miao, you are so nice." Mi Chenwo entered Miao Miao's arms and rubbed hard, "Miao Miao, your chest is flat!"
"Go to death! It deserves to be burned to death!" Meow meowed up and ran away.
Mi Chen took his mobile phone and found a text message from Li Mojun: See you at the top of Xingyao Building at 9 o'clock tomorrow morning.
Suddenly the heart was caught and the blood was unblocked, and Mi Chen's fingertips were cold.
Yeah, Li Mojun must have seen the interview, is he asking about her relationship with Bai Yihan?
The distance between him and her ... will it be farther away?
All night, Mi Chen could hardly sleep.
She seemed to be back on that day and stood on the rooftop. When she threw the paper plane towards the sky and lost her balance and swayed and fell, someone held her. Sideways, she saw Li Mojun.
The next day, she came to Xingyao. Along the way, she could feel all people's unusual eyes, inquiring, surprised, incredible, all kinds of emotions intertwined, until Mi Chen walked into the elevator, she had a feeling of being saved.
Until she reached the highest level, she opened the door of the safe passage and reached the roof.
Xingyao's top floor is empty. Raising his head, his azure reflected in his eyes, and the light cloud gliding over the misty and inexplicable light shadow.
Daylight is light and transparent. In this color, Mi Chen found that everything had become open.
Li Mojun's figure is the only color here. He still wore a dark trench coat and stood quietly.
Mi Chen came to him and realized he was smoking.
I haven't seen him smoking in a long time. He is not addicted to smoking, but for some reason, he always carries a pack of cigarettes on his body. In Mi Chen's mind, smoking is generally a habit for people who lack self-control. Li Mojun knows how to control himself, so he will not be addicted to anything.
His eyes looked into the distance, intertwined with the wind, unable to distinguish the direction.
"Mr. Li, here I come. Do you have anything to tell me?"
"Michen, the company decided to focus on cultivating you. From today, we will arrange a special broker for you to develop a development plan for you."
"Ah? What? Arrange an agent for me?" Mi Chen was dumbfounded. She is not an artist. What agent do you want?
An Yan said that she had to focus on training her, but she was "focusing" on allocating her agent?
"In the future, you will have more opportunities to attend events like the Asian Makeup Awards, and even participate in various entertainment programs and publish books. These agents will plan for you."
"Wait ... I do n’t like to participate in any entertainment programs, and I do n’t plan to publish any books! Those books are advertisements for cosmetic companies! It ’s not up to me to say what works well or not! There are also entertainment shows , It has nothing to do with makeup! Too much hype is in it! "
"What about the Asian Makeup Awards?"
"... That, I really want to go."
She wants to communicate with more makeup artists, see different skills, and take a look outside the performing arts world.
"Then figure out what you want and don't want. No one can make a decision for you."
What I want ... I dare not say it.
What if you are as silent as Lin Runan?
What if you say no directly to Feng Xiujing?
Well, I'm not even a makeup artist you trust. It's ridiculous than swan that wants to eat swan meat.
"Do you have anything else to tell me?"
Li Mojun used questions instead of answers for the first time.
No matter what he asked, Mi Chen didn't want to face it with hesitation. She didn't want to have any secrets in front of him.
"Bai Yihan confessed to me." Mi Chen's heart shivered.
What would you say to me? Do you have any different reactions? Will your world fluctuate a little?
The soot in Li Mojun's fingers suddenly broke and scattered.
"You said to me that if I look at the right person, there will be no tears. And I always want to ask you, how do I know that the person I look at is the right person?"
Mi Chen tilted his head and looked at him.
Stay me.
Please leave me. Even if it's just because your job needs me.
I just want to know that I have a little bit different in your heart, so a little bit more important than others.
That will give me the courage to push away all the temptations, and still look at you firmly, without any result.
Give me a clue, I'll put the moth on you.
"If you find something wrong, don't break your head and bleed and refuse to look back. The agent arranged for you by the company is waiting for you in the makeup artist group. Starting today, you are no longer my exclusive makeup artist."
Li Mojun's pointed cigarette finally burned out.
"Wait! What about your audition for the new play? Do I need to participate again? I really want to paint costumes for you!"
"Mi Chen, this world is very big, not just someone's side."
Li Mojun finally turned his face, and the moment he touched his gaze, something wet in Mi Chen's eyes fell. His fingers brushed the corners of her eyes, and the tip was slightly cool.
"Mi Chen, you are looking at me now, but you are crying. So for you now, I am not the right person."
Li Mojun's palm covered her cheek, and his palm was warm.
So when he turned around, she felt very cold despite the sunlight.
Mi Chen stood alone on the top of a tall building. This is the closest place to the sky in this city, but when she reached out her hand, she realized that the sky was still far away.
This is Li Mojun, who looks at everything rationally, including her.
Her cell phone kept ringing. After countless sounds, Mi Chen finally connected her cell phone.
It turned out that the company was assigned to her broker.
Mi Chen took a breath and she smiled at herself. She must go down this road and give it a try.
If it was not what she wanted, she must look back bravely.
The company's new agent was an experienced sister in her thirties. I heard that Lian Xiao personally selected it for Mi Chen. Her name is Yu Yang, nicknamed "Little Fish", she is good at interpersonal communication, and she has a good wrist. She is also well-connected in the fashion circle.
Mi Chen couldn't follow someone else to call her Xiaoyu, but called her sister Yu. Yu Yang made all the trips for Zhang Luo for her, such as when to arrive in Singapore, when to attend a media meeting, and when and when to interview with the editor-in-chief of a fashion magazine. Mi Chen listened to all of this, and there was really a way to become a star herself. a feeling of.
Li Mojun's announcement ended that day, and Lian Xiao personally drove him back to the villa.
"So, Mi Chen promised to associate with Bai Yihan? But that's not surprising. Bai Yihan is a man who speaks very well. As long as Mi Chen doesn't hate him, he can convince her. Li Mojun, you should confess. There is still a chance. "
"What confession?" Li Mojun looked up.
"Tell Mi Chen, what you really think inside. When you love someone, no matter how good you are to her, no matter how much you do for her behind her, if you do n’t say it, for her, It ’s just ambiguous.

"Go to the hospital."
"Go to the hospital? See your mother at this time? Well, no matter what happens, you must never hurt your face! Mi Chen is no longer by your side, no makeup artist can cover your face like her. Scars on the surface! "
"I know."
Li Mojun walked into his mother's ward. The room was very bright and the sun was setting outside the window. She sat at the desk and looked at a book, her expression very quiet. Li Mojun sat down beside her until she found him.
"Mo Jun! Where have you been! I don't want to stay here anymore! They give me strange medicine every day!"
Li Mojun's fingers slowly embedded in her mother's hair, combing for her.
"If you don't take medicine, how can you get better? You can't be discharged until you get sick."
Mother ’s head was leaning on Li Mojun ’s shoulder, and she was very clever.
You said to your mother last time, you love and love a girl, what about now?

"Now I still love her very much."
"Then is she your girlfriend? You should take her to see me."
"No, she didn't figure out her own direction, or what she wanted. She couldn't look at me without any thought."
The woman on her shoulder sighed.
"Mojun, didn't I tell you? Don't look at the wrong person, it will make you sad. So, stop, put it down, and look elsewhere."
"She is not the wrong person. Because when I looked at her, I did not feel sad."
"Is it now?"
"It is now, and it will be later. No matter what choice she makes, which way she is heading."
"So why not hold her tight?"
"Because it's just that I hold her tight. It's useless. If I tell her, I love her, she just accepts it. She should learn exactly what she dreams of, don't wait for others to give, but stretch out your hand and hold it tight."
Li Mojun patted his mother's shoulder gently.
Time is surging, what is brewing.
In the early morning of the next day, when Lian Xiao came to Li Mojun's villa, he smelled a heavy odor of tobacco, and the crystal ashtray originally used for decoration on the living room coffee table was full of cigarette butts.
Lian Xiao exhaled, just to say something, Li Mojun came up from the stairs.
Passing Lian Xiao, he didn't have the slightest breath of tobacco, and the whole person was as methodical as ever. What Lian Xiao wanted to say, in the end, still did not speak.
Mi Chen sat by the bed, watching Bai Yihan lowered her body to pack her luggage for Singapore.
"Brother Bai, let me do it myself!" Mi Chen saw Bai Yihan started to organize her personal clothes, and rushed up, "Those who come! Really I come!"
Bai Yihan smiled and pressed on her head to sort out her toiletries. Mi Chen squeezed the personal clothing in at the fastest speed, and Bai Yihan came back carrying the toiletry bag, and looked at the suitcase with a dumb smile.
"Mi Chen, it seems that your sense of space is really not good. Do you know that you haven't put your shoes in yet?"
"I put on my shoes!" Mi Chen answered very seriously.
Bai Yihan sat down next to her and placed her two legs on her knees. "I said Teacher Mi Chen, shouldn't you really think you can wear canvas shoes to the dinner?"
"Sister Yu said, she will be responsible for arranging the dinner dress for me." Mi Chen quickly put her legs down.
"Oh, I see."
Bai Yihan didn't feel lost in Mi Chen's restraint, but turned her face to Mi Chen in a disgusted manner. The elongated tone had a heart-shaking feeling, which made the subconscious retreat aside. Helpless Bai Yihan caught Mi Chen's calf, and Mi Chen could not go anywhere.
Until Bai Yihan kissed Mi Chen's lips, Mi Chen suddenly fell off the bed to avoid him. Bai Yihan froze for a moment, then laughed.
"Okay, okay! Don't tease you! It's really not good to put your suitcase like this, maybe it will crack when you get off the plane."
Bai Yihan picked up all the things that Mi Chen had worked so hard to put in. Even if he was holding Mi Chen's personal clothes, he planned the positions with ease. Mi Chen had no chance to interfere. After the suitcase that was originally packed up was packed by Bai Yihan, a lot of space was saved.
"Brother Bai, does anyone say that you are really a fan of a good wife and mother!" Mi Chen asked, leaning over his head.
Bai Yihan squeezed her nose hard, "Why, are you planning to marry me? After that, you are responsible for making money to support your family, and I am responsible for beautiful and beautiful flowers."
"... I can't support my family, and I can't change the reality of your beautiful appearance."
"Yo, are you a sweet talk?"
Mi Chen was stunned.
Bai Yihan smiled, "Look, as long as you take off your guard, we can be together happily. My confession is to let you know my intention, not distance."
Mi Chen smiled lightly. This is Bai Yihan, when he is going to approach you, he can make it seamless, naturally so that you can not find any flaws.
The next day, she and Yu Yang went to Singapore. On the plane, Yu Yang completely let Mi Chen realize her ability. Forefoot said a big pass in Japanese "Xi Xilulu", and at the back foot was Korean "Smecta", then took out the information and wrote it, changed it and handed it to Mi dust. These are all media interview drafts. Yu Yang has written for her, combined with her own experience, and added some storylines, but fortunately it is not very exaggerated.
"Do I have to accept these interviews? Can't I just participate in the competition?"
"Mi Chen, it's not just you. Lin Runan also came here." Yu Yang raised his glasses and looked at Mi Chen.
Mi Chen sighed, but after less than ten minutes of reading these interviews, she fell asleep.
This Asian makeup award is very grand. Not only the first-line brands in the entire Asian makeup industry have sent the most powerful team of makeup artists, but also some emerging brands also hope to use this award to make their debut.
Mi Chen is participating in the single makeup PK contest. Her cosmetics use will not be restricted by the brand, and the contest will be the CEO or chairman of the top ten makeup brands. If it can be favored by most of them, Mi Chen really has a place in the Asian makeup industry.
Before the start of the makeup contest, it was a dinner. Yu Yang made a set of dinner clothes for Mi Chen. Considering that Mi Chen was not tall, Yu Yang chose an ankle dress for Mi Chen. It's just that when Mi Chen saw the pair of wine glasses and high heels, there was an urge to faint.
"Sister Yu! I definitely can't walk in these shoes! Absolutely absolutely!" Mi Chen is going crazy, she always feels that those shoes can step on the dead.
"But Mi Chen, you can't go to the banquet hall with canvas shoes."
Mi Chen got a headache. Bai Yihan's phone came, and she had to vomit to the other party.
"Brother Bai, I wouldn't be able to walk into the venue wearing those shoes! Don't say I walked in. It's estimated that as soon as I got out of the car, I fell and looked pretty good!"
"You won't fall, rest assured." Bai Yihan's voice was warm, Mi Chen calmed down.
"Sleep well, or you will attend the dinner with dark circles tomorrow, you are not Xiaomi grains, but red pandas."
Hanging on the phone, Mi Chen wore those shoes and walked a few steps in the room. His toes hurt, and his balance was difficult to master. Mi Chen felt that he was shorter and shorter.
Several times almost sprained himself, Mi Chen finally gave up. She took off her shoes, went to bed, and took a deep sleep.
There was no activity during the day the next day, and Mi Chen was ordered by Yu Yang to memorize the interview in the hotel room.
But after reading it twice, she was distracted and took out her phone to brush the page.
Li Mojun's costume setting makeup photos appeared.
He played the leading role in this year's immortal masterpiece "Feng Tian". Moose is flying like flowing clothes.
The film's propaganda words are also quite artistic: the fate is like mirror water, thanks to Ronghua, and the situation will never die.
Mi Chen couldn't understand the meaning of it, only felt that after reading these few words, he felt inexplicable in his heart.
Li Mojun's brows were free and empty, but unfortunately, the makeup artist didn't grasp the charm.
It would be nice if she were his makeup artist. At least, in this movie.
Mi Chen closed the page and smiled. Indeed, she could not let go of Li Mojun.
But Bai Yihan really gave her happiness.
At this time, the room doorbell rang. It was the hotel attendant who sent a parcel for her. The parcel was sent from the airport. Mi Chen looked at the package payment and turned out to be Lian Xiao.
What will Lian Xiao send her? Why don't you wait until she returns home?
Mi Chen opened the package and found that it was actually a pair of wedge heel shoes. The sides of the shoe are transparent, and the tip of the shoe is dotted with broken crystals, which shines in the light and is somewhat elegant. She quickly called Lian Xiao, and Lian Xiao turned off.
She put on shoes, although the heel was high, but it was very stable. With the long skirt for the dinner party, it will not appear abrupt, on the contrary, it will be a little more fashionable.
Before the dinner, Yu Yang knocked on the door of her room and said to her, "Your male partner is here, he will hold you firmly, it doesn't matter how high the heel is."
Mi Chen froze, because it was Bai Yihan in a black suit outside the door. His hair was combed behind his head, and his custom-made suit perfectly complemented his figure. He lowered his head to look at Mi Chen's shoes and smiled: "These shoes are beautiful. Your agent's taste is good Well!"
"I ... I didn't choose these shoes for her. However, these shoes are more suitable for Mi Chen's temperament!"
A certain emotion flashed through Bai Yihan's eyes. He smiled and put Mi Chen's hand on his arm. "Now, let's go!"
"Brother Bai, why are you here?"
"If I didn't come, wouldn't Yu Yang find you another male partner? I would envy jealousy."
Mi Chen had to be moved by the thoughtfulness of the other party. He must put down many important things and rush here.
At the banquet hall, Mi Chen met many celebrities in the Asian makeup industry, including of course Kawakami.
Obviously, Bai Yihan met many people at the scene and introduced them to Mi Chen one by one. Mi Chen felt like a gyro, spinning continuously, and in the end she didn't know who she saw or said.
Bai Yihan seemed to know that she was tired and led her to the terrace. The two were blowing in the night breeze, and there was a dim light below them.
"Is it disappointing? I thought I could communicate with many makeup artists at the dinner. I didn't expect it to be just a place for socializing and ticketing." Bai Yihan leaned against the terrace and said with a smile.
"Yeah." Mi Chen lowered her head.
"So the make-up world and the entertainment industry are not even different from shopping malls. You are hungry, I'll get you some food."
"Thank you Brother Bai!"
Mi Chen stayed on the terrace with peace of mind, away from the entangled world, and she was more contented at the moment.
She took out her phone and found a text message from Lian Xiao: I just returned to China, did I receive the shoes?
Mi Chen quickly replied: The shoes were received, thank you Mr. Lien.
And Lian Xiao's reply made Mi Chen unable to recover for a long time: no need to thank me. Before Ansel left, Li Mojun told him to design a shoe for you to attend the dinner.
Mi Chen lowered her head and looked at the shoes on her feet. She suddenly remembered that Li Mojun once told her, "When you look up at the sky, don't forget that the land under your feet is the most stable."
She is now steadily stepping on the shoes Li Mojun prepared for her. That's how he did, and never said anything deliberately, but inadvertently, he has done a lot.
And now, she wants to pass his sight and become stronger. No matter what she faced, she could no longer rely on the firmness he gave her.
"Mi Chen, what's the matter with you? What are you thinking?" Bai Yihan didn't know when he came to Mi Chen. He snapped his fingers and Mi Chen woke up.
"I ’m just thinking, tomorrow I must play well. Brother Bai, you know, make-up is also an art, an art that uses facial features as a canvas. No matter how superb the skills are, the lack of creation for the purpose of beauty is lost. Meaning. "
Bai Yihan looked at Mi Chen and did not speak for a long time.
Mi Chen also snapped her fingers and smiled and asked, "Brother Bai, what's wrong with you?"
"I just finally understood why I was fascinated by you. Because you have something I don't have."
"What?" Mi Chen paused.
Bai Yihan looked at Mi Chen's side face in amazement, and a light smile appeared on his lips.
"You are still chasing, and I have fallen."
The next day, the Asian Make-up Single PK Competition officially kicked off. Without the media promotion in DreamWorks as a gimmick, the whole process of the game looked more professional, and even the evaluation of the game made Mi Chen feel a lot of benefits.
But what disappointed Mi Chen was the work of all participating makeup artists.
She followed Lin Runan, and the makeup works she saw represented the best in the fashion industry. Whether it is the fit of the five senses, the blending of colors, and the most important sense of light and shadow, it can be said to be at the cutting edge of the times, the perfect fusion of light and shadow and color.
The works she sees now are either imaginative and free from the shackles of the five senses, losing the meaning of make-up, or clinging to the pursuit of skills and losing the original value of art.
The judges at the scene had a formal feeling for everyone's comments. Mi Chen knew that they were also disappointed, but when the whole world was mediocre, they could only hide their opinions and speak the sounding words.
Finally at Mi Chen, she took her makeup model to the stage.