Chapter 142:

In the bedroom, under the dim light, Lin Xian's legs were intimately overlapped with Xiao Wanqing under the thin blanket. She sits halfway, snuggling in Xiao Wanqing's arms, looking up at the precious gift Xiao Xiaoqing gave her.
"Xiao Panpan, you were white when you were young, pink and tender." Lin Xian stroked the little girl with two horns braided in powder and carved in jade.
Xiao Wanqing put her hands on Lin Xian's waist, and her eyes fell on the album in her hands with Lin Xian. She bit her lip and was a bit shy.
It is the first time for Xiao Wanqing, who has always been introverted and restrained, to spread out all the past to another person without reservation. She looked at the immature self in the photo, and looked at Lin Xian's smiling smile on her face, and the smile on her lips gradually rose.
"Well, my mother used to say that every time I took me out, others would praise me and ask her what she had eaten for me." Xiao Yunqing was afraid that Lin Xian would be cold, and helped Lin Xian to open his half-open gown Closed, he smiled and answered.
Lin Xian turned to look at Xiao Wanqing, only to see her in her face, with nostalgia and tenderness, but without the sadness and sadness she had felt for many times.
Lin Xian couldn't help but bowed his head on Xiao Wanqing's cheek, the smile on his eyes became brighter. Xiao Panpan can finally talk to her and her parents in such a natural way.
She continued to look at the photos at hand, and suddenly saw Xiao Yunqing, who saw the fat and grunting appearance of her grandparents at the beginning of the age of four or five, hugging another little girl, regardless of the struggling appearance of others, and kissed the other person's cheek.
Lin Xian's eyebrows twisted up suddenly, Xing's eyes widened, and he turned his head angrily and asked Xiao Wanqing: "Who is she? What are you doing?"
Xiao Wanqing was stunned by Lin Xian's sudden dissatisfaction, and then he slowly reacted that Lin Xian was jealous. She poked Lin Xian's swollen face and laughed and justified: "I am a good friend of my kindergarten. I can't remember what happened. I heard my mother say that the other party is a very funny and very skinny girl. Child, this picture was taken during the parent meeting when we were going to middle school but she was about to transfer. At that time she asked me to kiss her, I kissed her, but she made a funny look on purpose , As if I was kissed forcibly, and made everyone laugh around. You turn back."
Lin Xianwen turned back naturally.
"This photo was taken immediately after the previous photo." In the photo, Xiao Wanqing let go of the little girl and looked at the other party with a grumbled grumble, crying.
"I found that the parents around me were laughing at me, and I knew she must have lied to me again, almost crying because she was so ashamed."
Lin Xian looked at the little pity in the photo, his heart softened, but he couldn't help laughing. She rubbed the little girl's face and whispered softly: "I really want to have a time machine." It would be nice if the little girl she kissed by her next to Xiao Wanqing.
Xiao Wanqing's eyes became softer and softer. She rubbed the hair on Lin Xian's cheeks and coaxed her lightly: "Xiao Panpan's time machine has set off for Lin Xiaoxian exclusively. May I ask Lin Xiaoxian what memory she wants to go to."
Lin Xian "fluttered" with a sweet laugh, teasing Xiao Wanqing: "Xiao Xiaohuan, you will be more and more coaxing people." She was still a little bit bosomful: "Then this good friend, you still have Contact?"
Xiao Wanqing shook her head to appease her: "I didn't contact anymore after I transferred to school. I don't actually remember her appearance without looking at the photos."
Lin Xian then let go of her heart.
But she continued to look through the two photos. She saw many photos of Xiao Wanqing and other children in succession, and she couldn't help sourly saying: "Xiao Panpan, you were very popular when you were a kid. There are so many sweethearts."
Xiao Yuanqing smiled when he had to eat meaningless vinegar for so long. She explained to her one by one with a smile, and told her that this later moved, and that later broke up, and everything was explained clearly.
The time of the photos in the album continued until Xiao Wanqing graduated from the university. Xiao Panpan's time machine seriously took her back to those times. Xiao Wanqing's every question for her is countless words. Lin Xian learned a lot from it.
She finally knew what Xiao Wanqing looked like when she was a child, what kind of life she had lived, what kind of people she had met, what kind of road she had traveled, what kind of scenery she had seen, and why she laughed and cried for something. .
She saw how Xiao Yunqing once had a magnificent spirit and many friends, and she became more and more aware. After the accident, how Xiao Xiaoqing lived desperately into an island.
Xiao Xuanqing was able to help her and break the cage that had always trapped her. How brave and affectionate should be, Lin Xian moved.
Feelings are the business of two people. They can go step by step to the present, and make the two hearts get closer and closer to each other, which is related to her efforts and Xiao Wanqing's efforts.
Just after eating, Zhou Qin asked Xiao Wanqing about his work, and learned that Xiao Yuanqing had submitted his resignation, and was ready to wait for the completion of the handover to work at Juxing and work with Wen Tong. Not only her mother but also her grandfather boasted a good sentence. Afterwards, they took this opportunity as an opportunity. They slowly reacted and expressed their satisfaction with Xiao Wanqing's changed attitude towards life.
Lin Xian later realized that the real reason why Xiao Wanqing suddenly wanted to change jobs-not only for herself, but also for their feelings.
From half-pushing to half-face, to facing positively and working together now, Xiao Wanqing responded to her and worked this relationship, Lin Xian saw it in her eyes and remembered it in her heart.
"Xiao Panpan, is the star uncle picking for you still there?" In the picture just now, there was a star light that her father had put on her before Xiao Xiaoqing mentioned with her.
"Still."
Lin Xian arms Xiao Xiaoqing with both hands, and his eyes are as soft as if water is dripping out: "Xiao Panpan, will we go back and see this Spring Festival together? I haven’t been able to grow up with you, but I want to see you grow up The place."
Xiao Wanqing hugged her, her eyes were like water. For a while, she kissed her forehead and agreed softly, "Okay."
Hearing the answer, Lin Xian's full of love suddenly violently stirred her a bit. She promised in a low voice: "Xiao Panpan, when you are ready, will you take me to see my uncle and aunt? I want to tell them, I will work hard and let them rest. From then on, they My baby girl will be loved and cared for by me, and I will never be alone again."
With a young voice, the girl told an over-age responsibility, so that the water mist in Xiao Yunqing's eyes accumulated into water, and she could not help slipping from the corners of her eyes.
Xiao Yunqing buried her head in Lin Xian’s neck, and choked: "Okay. They will definitely, like and like you very much." For a long time, she was asking if she had done something wrong, if she had Not so stubborn, is everything different? After Grandma's death, Xiao Wanqing has been away for a long, long time, and dare not visit them.
Lin Xian touched her cheek and kissed her hair lightly, surely: "In the future, my father and mother will also like and like your daughter-in-law very much."
Xiao Yunqing burst into tears and smiled, raising her head in shame and annoying her, saying: "Lin Xian!"
Lin Xian stood up on her knees at the moment she looked up, leaned down and kissed her eyes religiously, kissing her salty tears. She untied the ties of her dressing gown, exposing the light pajamas, and asked her tenderly and tenderly, "Xiao Xiaoyun, would you like me?"
Xiao Wanqing's hand on Lin Xian's spine followed his heart shaking. She stared at the girl, dark waves surging in the same affectionate and loving eyes, containing all kinds of lines, forbearance and restraint.
She bit her lip, hugged Lin Xian tightly into her arms, sniffed her nose, and pressed it against the girl's ear, she said hardly: "Envy, I don't want to..."
She is not an old-school person, but Lin Xian is like an invaluable treasure to her, she cannot allow herself to have it lightly.
"Envy, you deserve the best of all. I want to give you stability and happiness, and I want to give you flowers and blessings. Now I am not worth it." Xiao Wanqing explained softly.
Lin Xian naturally moved her cherish herself, but she was helpless. Xiao Wanqing's temperament, she couldn't know more. She knew what Xiao Wanqing would mean if she wanted her.
If it was her former self, she might still be annoyed and misunderstood Xiao Wanqing and wanted to leave a way out. But now, she is full of distress.
She rubbed Xiao Wanqing's cheek and sighed: "Xiao Panpan, I'm waiting for you, but you have to know that you are always worth it. From the moment I love you, everything I have is yours Will only be yours."
Xiao Panpan did not know that for her, the greatest stability and happiness was to make sure that Xiao Wanqing would not leave her anyway. Xiao Wanqing willing to give her a great sense of security. She can even be sure that if she wants to, Xiao Panpan will eventually compromise.
But the more she understood the difficulty of the road ahead and the embarrassment of Xiao Wanqing's identity, the more she understood Xiao Wanqing's thoughts, the more she understood her, and the more she couldn't bear to put more pressure on Xiao Wanqing.
She raised her lips and warmed her hands into Xiao Wanqing's nightgown, biting Xiao Wanqing's small ears, and asked courageously and shyly: "But you can't let me wait too long, I hold back It will be uncomfortable."
Xiao Yunqing's eyes slowly overflowed with a gentle smile. She hooked Lin Xian's neck, kissed Lin Xian's lips, and murmured to her in a tangled cotton wool: "Okay."
December is about Lin Xian’s lucky month, and the three harvests of love career.
In the early days, Xiao Wanqing officially resigned from zc magazine, took a rest for half a month, and waited for the official entry of Juxing after the year. Xiao Xuanqing had been at home for half a month, and Lin Xian felt that he had simply fallen into a honeypot.
Xiao Panpan had time, and changed her way to prepare her good food. Early in the evening, Xiao Yunqing also picked her up personally, without any trouble. In the evening, Lin Xian studied and wrote a manuscript. Xiao Wanqing was busy with his own affairs and gave her a supper when she arrived. After eating supper, Lin Xian is energetic and needs to digest her energy to start exercising. Generally, there is no morning class the next morning, and Xiao Wanqing will eventually indulge her half-push. On the weekend, the two drove to the surrounding suburbs and scenic spots for a day's driving, and went to the urban area to eat, shop and watch movies.
The days are too moist, the gym is still going, Lin Xian is still being fed round, the pants are tight. When she discovered this fact, she jumped up and down in front of Xiao Wanqing, pulling her unbuttoned trousers, Xiao Wanqing squeezed her belly to tease her: "Now you are fat." In fact, Lin Xian now It's not fat at all. It's just that she was thin before, she quit her part-time job as a tutor and started writing. Maybe it was too much pressure, and she lost several pounds at once.
Xiao Wanqing looked in his eyes, hurt in his heart,
Lin Xian groaned, feeling the crisis for the first time since growing up, and firmly said: "I want to lose weight!"
As soon as the words fell, she was caught in her arms by Xiao Wanqing. The woman hugged her and sat on her lap, placing her hands on her lower abdomen, gently touching it, smiling and comforting her seriously: "It's fine now, it was too ridiculous before."
Lin Xian asked her doubtfully: "Really?"
"Really." The tone was unequivocal.
Lin Xian lowered her heart a little, playing with her hand, couldn't help but raised her lips, and teased her: "Well, Xiao Panpan, you said you have been planning for a long time."
Xiao Wanqing smiled broadly in her ears, and the breath sprayed on her earlobe, Lin Xian's heart was crisp.
In the second half of the year, Lin Xian received the short manuscript fee for the magazine, and also received one of the only two scholarships sponsored by the college. Lin Xian confessed happily immediately, impressing her shy Xiao Panpan, and unlocking happiness A new posture.
The only uncomfortable thing is that she took advantage of the current affairs of same-sex marriage in France and deliberately reposted a strategy about marriage that only Zhou Qin can see in her circle of friends. Zhou Qin responded as soon as she expected, but nervously told her not to post this in the circle of friends.
Lin Xian frowned and asked her, "Why?"
"It's easy for people to make unreasonable guesses about you, and the impact is not good." Zhou Qin returned to her seriously.
Lin Xian's eyebrows tightened even more, hesitating for a while, and tentatively asked her, "Mom, are you homophobic?"
Zhou Qin quickly replied to her: "I haven't. I don't support nor object."
Lin Xian was relieved,
Zhou Qin added in surprise: "Lin Xian, do you know any strange friends?"
"Some of the friends I know like the same sex, what's wrong?" Lin Xian took a deep breath and nervously typed these words.
The other side was silent for a long time before I said: "Lin Xian, I don't object to you making friends, and I have no opinions about this group. I can't care about other people's choices and life, but Lin Xian, making friends can not be with you Nonsense, you know?"
Lin Xian's heart sank to the bottom.
It is said that there is no opinion, but in fact, it is still full of prejudice. "Mom, I think we have time to talk about this topic. I think our views are somewhat different." Lin Xianqiang suppressed his guilty conscience and tried to make himself like an objective neutral person.
"Okay, I also think we need to talk about it." Zhou Qin didn't think much about it, only that she and Lin Xian had a disagreement on a problem like before, and it needed to be discussed by the Lord.
Speaking of which, Zhou Qin has strict control over Lin Xian's life details, but he still respects Lin Xian's self-expression. Lin Xian's debating ability was also cultivated subtly under the concept of her and Lin Zhan.
After school, Lin Xian was still immersed in disappointment, and with Shi Man and Chen Zhi, they walked out of the classroom mechanically. Enemy's road is narrow, she and Zhang Sichao had a face-to-face, Zhang Sichao glanced at her somberly, Lin Xian looked back at him blankly. Tang Mo was talking gossip about Zhang Sichao, Lin Xian didn't even want to listen.
Walking out of the campus, she looked up and saw Xiao Wanqing in the distance. In an instant, Lin Xian suddenly felt that all the clouds were dispersed at once. As long as she thought of Xiao Wanqing sitting in the car, she recovered her vitality and courage.
Obstacles were already expected, and she was so panicked. Although her mother was prejudiced, it was not overly aggressive. Lin Xian thought, this is just the first trial, boiled frog in warm water, slowly figured out, everything will be solved in the end.
She suddenly raised her smile, turned her head and waved their hands, and the speed of the change of face quickly surprised Shi Man, Chen Zhi and Tang Mo.
"The power of love is really great..." Chen Zhi cheaply said.
Lin Xian pushed her angrily, and then couldn't help it anymore, disregarding their ambiguous eyes, running lightly and cheerfully towards Xiao Wanqing and towards her firm future.